Donnie jumped back, startled, covering his mouth. His eyes darted about; I could tell that he is trying to process everything that is happening. What have I done? I quickly jumped off of him and ran to my room, leaving him alone to figure out what he wants to do. I slam my door and try to pull myself together. There is so much to process, this is insane! I just kissed a guy that I just met, a TURTLE guy at that! I barely know him, but my body wants him! Has it really been that long? I look at my bed and realize that I have not had anyone with me for quite some time. My urges came to the surface, he has treated me sweetly (in his own way) for the past few days. There is a chance that I am just confused. Although, he clearly finds me attractive as well, it may not be completely one sided. While contemplating these thoughts, I got myself dressed in loose clothing for comfort. There was a knock at the door a few moments later.
"C-Come in…"
Donnie steps in, looking at the ground the entire time, clearly nervous. His voice trembles while trying to get his thoughts together.
"I- I am sorry, again. I keep screwing things up and making things awkward! I feel like a dum-dum! I should not have stayed over; I should have left after I dropped you off."
My heart sank as he told me this. I don't want things to stop, especially because of this!
"Don't say that, please, I crossed the boundary and fucking kissed you! I AM THE IDIOT HERE! I am confused and have these weird feelings being around you! It just feels right! Although, I have just met you! I don't know if it is because you saved me, healed me, and continued to take care of me but…"
I trailed off my words, feeling ashamed, holding myself. I was scared to see how Donnie was looking at me, if he was at all. There were soon footsteps, they walked past me to the window that leads up to the roof. I felt my body crumble, he was leaving. What have I done? Did I really lose him? I could not bring myself to watch him go. There was the sound of curtains being shut, I turn and see him still standing there.
"I-I don't want to risk anyone seeing us."
"Donnie, what do you-"
Donnie rushes in and kisses my lips, holding me tight. I was absolutely thrown off guard, my eyes were wide for most of the time and until I felt the wave of desire rush through me. I felt his tongue try to penetrate my mouth, I let him in. We explored each other's orifice with passionate intent. I soon break the kiss, leaving a line of our wetness keeping our tongues connected remaining. My body was getting hot, but I had to prevent this form going any further.
"D-Donnie, what are you doing? Why kiss me?"
"I have been feeling the same way about you, I just have not been able to understand it until now. As you can probably tell, I am not great about expressing things like this…I was not sure that you felt the same. I rather push the idea away than confront it. Your honesty helped push pass my insecurity about this and I thank you for it, Y/N."/p
"B-but, we just met, we don't know each other and-"
"I know, this is COMPLETELY illogical for a guy like me but there is just something about you that makes me wish that I could be yours."
"This is…this is just so fast Dee, I don't even know your family yet."
"Do you want this to stop?" He places his hand on my face, caressing it while looking into my eyes softly. He sure knows how to make a girl melt. I grab his soft hand and lean into it more.
"I don't want it to stop…I just think we need to know more about each other first and take things slow. I don't want our first to be based off…ravenous impulse."
"You are right…" He looks away, defeated and sad until I kiss him on the cheek. His face converts to a warm expression, looking more hopeful.
"Before you go, can I give you my phone number? We can keep talking and even do video calls!"
I smiled to reassure him. He nods and I eagerly put my number in his phone. We hug each other tightly, glad that we had come to an understanding.
"I will talk to my brother about your situation, which is if you would still like for me to do so."
"Please, I look forward to it."
"Ok, before I go, do you by chance have an outfit I could borrow so I don't freak out the public?"
"Oh, of course!"
I hand him a large hoodie that covers most of him. He nods in approval and kisses me on the cheek before heading out the window, I watch him fly away and sigh in content. I hold my phone close to my chest and felt it vibrate. It was an unknown number text message. It was an image of a purple heart.
