Chapter 8
Clay's whole body was shaking. There was a burning that had overtaken his entire body. It was a pain he had never felt before and he wasn't certain he would be able to handle it for much longer. It had started last night as his heat had begun. Clay figured it was connected to his heat, which had started last night. He had never felt like this before though. He knew his heat was getting worse, was becoming more intense and hard to get through, but he had never felt like this. Clay had tried using his sex toys, but they weren't working. Nothing he did was working to ease up on the burning and it had only gotten worse. He couldn't stop the tears building within his eyes. The pain was so intense, so intense he couldn't take it any longer. He had no idea how he was going to handle much more of this. Clay picked up on the sound of his door opening and he tried to push through the pain to tell the person to go away, but he couldn't get his voice to work.
"Clay?" Jason called out.
He was set to be there at work today, but when he didn't show the guys got worried that something was wrong. Trent had said today would be the day that Clay's heat hit a peak and he suspected that was why he hadn't come in today. They all knew that Clay was getting more aggressive with each passing day as his heat grew stronger. He needed to have sex and Jason decided to come here and hopefully talk to him and see if there was something he could do. He didn't understand why Clay was against having sex this strongly but he figured it had to be connected to whatever happened to him growing up. The second he walked through the apartment door, he physically took a step back as the intoxicating smell from Clay hit him full force. He was indeed at the peak of his heat and based on the smell, he was in desperate need for sex.
Jason made his way into Clay's bedroom to see him naked under the sheet. He was withering from the pain. His whole body was trembling and he had a tight grip on his bed to try and survive the pain scorching throughout his body. Jason had came here to try and talk to Clay about why he wouldn't have sex. To try and get him to agree to going to a club or meeting with someone so he could finally have sex, but seeing Clay like this. He knew there was no way that Clay would be able to go anywhere. There was no way Clay would be able to wait this one out. Trent was right, he had to have sex or it very well would kill him.
"Go away." Clay managed to get out as he squirmed on the bed to try and relieve some of the pain.
Jason spoke, as he started to remove his clothes. He never thought he would be in the position where he would sleep with one of his guys, but this was a special circumstance. Not to mention all of the guys on the team weren't Omegas, so there wouldn't be a reason to sleep with them. Being within the room Jason could feel his body reacting to Clay's scent. His cock was already hard and wanted to be buried inside of him.
"I can't do that Clay. You can't keep doing this. You are in too much pain, you need to have sex. The pain is only going to get worse with each heat, not to mention your heat will come more frequently. You can't keep doing this to yourself."
"You have to go. Your scent is too much, you have to go. Please." Clay begged as the tears started to go down his cheeks.
The pain was getting worse with Jason here and he didn't know how much more he could take. He had never experienced this level of excruciating pain before in his entire life. Once Jason was fully naked, he got under the covers and placed his hand on Clay's bicep. Clay was instantly flinching away with a whimper and his trembling picked up. Jason could smell the fear radiating off of Clay. This wasn't a little fear to Clay, this was a full blown phobia of sex. Jason couldn't understand why though.
"It's ok, calm down, I'm not going to hurt you. I would never hurt you. Help me understand this Clay, why the fear of sex?"
"In the orphanage the Alphas would take a new Omega and hold them down during their heat and force a mate onto them. Then pass them around and force them to sleep with everyone else. I won't be mated. I would rather die than go through that." Clay answered, as he let out a cry as the pain got even worse.
"I can understand why you're scared, I would be too. But Clay, you're not an Omega, you're an Alpha. No one can force that mate onto you. And I'm not just anyone. I would never do that to you. If you don't have sex you could die from this. The pain is only going to get worse. I can't let you die, not when it's within my power to stop. I can take the pain away. And you can have complete control over it. You can be on top and control what happens. You have the power, not me. Let me help you Sunshine."
This was the last thing that Clay wanted to do. He didn't want to have sex. He knew his body was craving it, but he didn't want to do this. At the same time though, he couldn't take this pain any longer. It was only getting stronger and he wasn't certain he would be able to last until his heat was over. Even if he did, Jason was right the next time it would be ten times worse. He couldn't handle worse.
"You promise no mating?" Clay asked with a shaky voice.
"I give you my word, I won't go anywhere near your neck."
Clay gave a shaky nod and Jason spoke. "Are you on birth control?"
Clay another shaky nod. He had started to take it when he was eighteen. He didn't want to have sex, but he was worried about something happening. He didn't want to run the risk of getting pregnant. He didn't even know if he could have children, but he wanted to make sure he was careful in case he could. Jason placed his hand on Clay's hip as he spoke.
"Ok, you are going to go on top of me. You have complete control."
Jason helped to move Clay so he was rolled over. Jason went and laid on his back and Clay moved with a great deal of pain so he was straddling Jason's hips. Jason could see his slick running down his legs and he knew that Clay would be more than ready to take his cock into his ass.
"You are in complete control. You have all the power Sunshine." Jason said, as he placed his hands on Clay's hips.
He didn't really know if this would work, but he was hoping it did. He wasn't certain he would be able to get Clay to agree to letting him be in control. The Alpha inside of him was screaming for him to push Clay down and pound into him, but he had to keep that part of him under lock and key. This wasn't about his own desires and needs. This was about what Clay needed and what he needed was to be in control. Clay's whole body was shaking from the pain. He couldn't even get his mind to focus on the fact that he was about to have sex with his boss technically. He just knew that if he could make this pain stop by having sex, then it might actually be worth it. He could feel that Jason was not only hard, but massive. He had used toys before that were a decent size in length, but he had never had one as big as Jason within him. He didn't care though, he needed the pain to finally stop.
Slowly Clay lowered himself onto Jason's cock and he couldn't help but whimper as his tip breached his hole. He slowly took him down to his base and when he was fully sitting down against Jason's hip did Clay stop moving. Jason had to let out a shaky breath as he felt how hot, wet and tight Clay's ass was. He was clearly a virgin, but with how well he took his cock Clay was no stranger to sex toys. It made sense given that Clay would one, need to wear a plug during his heat to keep his slick in and two, in order to get through his heat he would have spent a lot of time satisfying himself. Clay started to slowly move up and down on Jason's cock, but no matter what he did, he couldn't make the pain stop. It was getting worse.
"You said this would make the pain stop, why is it getting worse?" Clay asked, before a small scream escaped his lips as a wave of pain racked his body.
"I'm sorry, I thought with you being an Alpha that this way would work. I can make the pain stop, but you have to trust me Clay."
Jason really didn't want to have to do this by force, but he would because it meant saving Clay's life. He was hoping that Clay would give in and allow him to take control. Clay knew what Jason meant. He would have to be in control and that thought terrified the living hell out of him. At the same time though, the pain was getting to be too much. He couldn't handle it anymore. He just wanted it to stop and he was willing to do anything at this point. With a shaky nod yes, Jason immediately reacted. He flipped them so Clay was on his hands and knees and Jason was behind him. The second his knees touched the mattress Jason was pulling out and slamming right back in. Clay gave a long moan, as the pleasure overtook his body. His arms gave out and he collapsed onto the bed with his ass in the air.
"That better?" Jason asked.
"Fuck don't stop." Clay moaned.
He couldn't believe how amazing it felt with just that one thrust. The pain within his body was starting to morph into pleasure and Clay needed Jason to keep going. He needed it to not end. Jason placed his hands on Clay's hips and started to pound into him at a fast rate. Clay couldn't stop moaning and whimpering as the pleasure overtook his whole entire body. His hands were fisting the sheets and it didn't take long before he was cumming. Jason growled as he felt Clay's walls tightening around his cock, but he continued to pound into him. He could handle the tightness.
"That's it my Little Alpha, cum for me." Jason growled.
Clay whimpered at Jason's words. He had no idea what was happening to him but he didn't care. His whole body felt good, it felt amazing and he never wanted it to end. Jason was loving how responsive Clay was to him. Every single touch seemed to send even more pleasure throughout Clay's body. For the first time he was discovering what pleasure his body could bring him. Jason kept his pace fast and hard. He knew what Clay needed. He was an Alpha, but he also had Omega traits and when he was in heat, he was pure Omega. Clay came six more times before Jason finally snapped his hips forward and came hard and deep inside of Clay with a deep growl.
"Alpha." Clay moaned, as he felt Jason's hot cum coating the inside of his walls. He had never felt anything this amazing before in his whole entire life.
Clay couldn't believe that the majority of the pain was gone. His body was sore, but it was nothing he couldn't handle. They were both breathing heavily. Jason ran his hand up and down Clay's back as he spoke.
"How's the pain Sunshine?"
"It's a lot better, it's manageable." Clay said with a shaky breath, but this time from the pleasure and not the pain.
"Good. You feeling ok?"
Jason wasn't sure how Clay would handle having sex for the first time. He didn't want him to be upset or feel used in any way. He wanted to make sure that Clay was ok across all fronts, especially with them being on the same team. It wasn't like they weren't going to be seeing each other tomorrow.
"So good." Clay said with a big goofy smile.
Jason chuckled to that. "Ya, sex is very good. It's why people have it. It's not something you have to be afraid of Sunshine."
"So what do we do now?"
Clay wasn't really sure what the social protocol was in this type of situation. He had never been in this type of situation nor did he ever expect to be. All he knew was that his body was in a dull ache of pain and he was horny beyond belief. Jason leaned forward and placed a kiss along the back of his neck. Clay gave a whimper as pleasure shot through him. He pushed his hips back against Jason, pushing himself even deeper inside of him.
"Well, we can do one of two things. I can get dressed and I'll see you at work tomorrow. Or we can keep having sex until you can't feel your legs. The choice is yours."
Jason was leaving it up fully to Clay, but he was really hoping that Clay said option two. He didn't want to stop. He wanted to keep going. He wanted to keep hearing Clay's moans, feeling him wither in pleasure beneath him.
"Oh fuck, second, definitely second."
"Thank god." Jason said, relieved that Clay still wanted to have sex.
Clay gave a deep moan as Jason pulled out almost all of the way before he pushed back in. He never wanted this to end. He didn't care how awkward this would be tomorrow. Today, tonight, he was going to enjoy every single second of it.
