Contains Smut!
Eddie's breathing was heavy against Steve's lips as they kissed. It went on like that for what felt like hours. Steve kept letting out little whimpers with each flick of Eddie's tongue. Their hands were exploring each other over their clothes but never moving to where both of them needed it the most. They were grinding onto each other and panting at the rough burn of their jeans against their thighs.
Eddie's hands were gripping Steve's hips so tightly that he was sure it would leave marks behind. He didn't mind that. In fact he wanted it. Wanted Eddie to mark up every inch of his skin, make everyone know who he belonged to.
That thought terrified him as much as it exhilarated him. He would give anything to have Eddie's lips all over him, devouring every inch of his body.
He moaned loudly "Eddie, baby we need to stop."
Eddie pressed another firm but chaste kiss to his lips before pulling away, "You ok sweetheart?"
"I'm great." He had a dazed look on his face paired with a dopey smile. "There's a few things I want to talk about before we go any further."
"Do you want to talk about it right now?"
He bit his lip, wincing at how raw it was from all their kissing. He was surprised that he didn't come in his pants yet, but he had been right on the edge before he stopped them. He thought it over for a bit. They were comfortable right now and the talk he wanted, needed, to have made him anxious. Just the thought of how Eddie might react terrified him - even though he knew Eddie would be an absolute star about it - it still scared him. He was not ready for that right now.
"Not really... M'not ready for it yet." He whispered, worried that he might disappoint Eddie.
He took hold of Steve's hand and brought it up to his lips, pressing soft kisses to each of his knuckles. "S'okay Stevie. I meant it when I said that we'll do things at your pace."
Steve frowned, "what about you? What about your needs and wants?"
"I just want you to be comfortable Stevie. I've been with men before, this is new to you and I understand that you may need a bit of time. I need you to be okay... so I'm not losing anything. Taking care of you is my only need, and if taking care of you means that I have to wait then I'll gladly do so." He pressed another kiss to the back of Steve's hand, "just being with you like this is enough for me." He smirked, "plus if it ever gets too much I can just wank to the thought of you."
"Wow you really know how to ruin sweet moments." He shot back, playfully hitting Eddie's chest with his free hand.
He froze when he felt something cold under his fingers. A soft gasp left Eddie's lips as he pushed against it.
"Woah there big boy. If you keep messing with that I will come in my pants like a teenager, I'm already worked up." Eddie groaned out.
He lifted himself up on his elbow and moved close to Eddie's chest, "you have a nipple piercing?"
"Hmm got it last year."
"Did it hurt?"
Eddie laughed at how cute Steve looked while talking about a nipple piercing. He was leaning over Eddie with his eyebrows pinched together in a frown, his bottom lip pulled between his teeth as he focused on toying with the metal ball on one end of the piercing.
"A bit. I've got a high pain tolerance though, so it wasn't that bad." His voice was a bit shaky, the way Steve was pinching at his nipple and tugging lightly on it made his head spin. "Baby you have no idea how good that feels. Fuck keep doing that."
Steve's eyes were wide, pupils dilated and his lips parted. "Can I -" he cut himself off getting flustered at his thoughts.
"Can you what?" Eddie whispered.
He shook his head, eyes zeroed in on the hard peak that was now visible under Eddie's sweater.
Eddie grabbed hold of his hand and held it in place so that he couldn't continue his movements. "Be a good boy and use your words darling."
Steve's stomach twisted at the petnames. He felt goosebumps race across his skin and he couldn't stop himself from whimpering softly as his face flushed impossibly red.
"You like that baby?" He asked with a knowing smile.
Steve nodded, before remembering Eddie's previous demand. "Y-yes. Fuck yes."
"Now be a good boy and tell me what you wanted to say earlier." He raised a brow at him, waiting for a response.
"Wanted to ask if I could suck it, wanted to feel the metal on my tongue." He sounded wrecked, which was absolutely insane because Eddie wasn't touching him, other than the hand firmly holding his in place.
Eddie let out a moan in response and let go of Steve's hand, "of course you can baby. I'm all yours."
He pulled off his shirt, ruffling his curls in the process from where they had flattened in the heat of the room and them leaning back against the bed. He motioned to his chest, offering himself up like a meal.
And Steve was starving.
Steve moved, settling himself so that he was slightly leaning over Eddie. He pressed a chaste kiss to Eddie's lips. Steve felt the ghost of a moan on his lower lip when Eddie moved to kiss him back. He felt that vibration lingering when he pinched at Eddie's nipples under his fingers and it forced a whine out of Eddie's throat to curl around his teeth.
He pulled back, pressing his lips to Eddie's pulse point down the tender line of his throat. He settled his teeth in at the spot where it meets his shoulder and smiled when Eddie clutched at the back of his head.
"Fuck, baby! You're so good at this." Eddie moaned out when Steve's lips settled on his nipple.
Steve moaned around the pink bud, the cold of the metal against the heat of his tongue was making his head spin. It made something inside of him twist and pull, as a wave of arousal washed over him. A moan fell from his lips at the sensation, which in turn ripped a loud whimper out of Eddie.
Steve rutted mercilessly against Eddie's thigh as his tongue covered every inch of the Eddie's nipple. Once he was pleased with his work he pulled away and blew on it softly, earning another moan from Eddie which shot straight to his pussy. He hastily moved over to Eddie's other nipple and sucked it into his mouth with urgency.
Eddie carded his fingers through Steve's hair, tugging lightly while his other hand held Steve's hip with a firm grip. He pulled a bit harder on his hair, getting him away from his chest a bit.
"You're so fucking good with your tongue." He praised.
Steve gave him a dopey smile, "I never knew that I have a thing for piercings until now."
"Well I'm glad that you made this discovery. I'm benefitting a great deal from it."
"So why did you stop me?" He pouted.
His lips were red and swollen, his pupils blown. It was the best thing Eddie had ever seen.
"Well as much as I am enjoying this, we were having a serious conversation. I don't want physicality to come before communication. So come up here."
Steve obeyed instantly. No objections leaving his lips.
"Can you tell me what your hanky means now?"
"Sure, but only if you promise to hear me out before you freak out and possibly leave." Eddie's voice was softer than it was just minutes ago.
The change in his tone scared Steve a bit. It had to be bad if Eddie thought he would run off. Right?
"I promise that I won't overreact." His words weren't convincing, even to his own ears .
"It's sadomasochism."
Steve furrowed his brows, "what's that?"
"Means I like inflicting and experiencing pain." He explained.
That made something deep inside Steve twist with both fear and excitement.
"Can you give me a few examples?"
He nodded. "Sure. It's like biting, scratching, bondage, slapping, spanking, whipping, gagging, orgasm denial or delay, blindfolds. Those are just a few things but they can be done in a safe way."
"How would any of that be safe?" He was curious.
"There's a colour system. Red for stop, yellow for slow down and green for go ahead."
"Do you want to- want to do those things to me?" His voice trembled a bit, a spark of anticipation shooting up his spine.
Eddie shrugged, running his fingers up and down Steve's back. "I won't do anything you don't want me to do baby. Just because I'm into it doesn't mean you have to be. I don't expect that from you."
"How would I know if I am?" His cheeks were flushed and his eyes were settled firmly on his hands, avoiding Eddie's eyes.
Eddie cupped his cheek, lifting his head so that they were staring into each other's eyes. "There are different ways of doing that, but the most effective way is exploring it with someone you trust."
He swallowed the lump that built up in his throat. "Would you- could we- uhm. Would you help me? Help me... Try to figure it out I mean."
"Of course I would darling. If that's really what you want then I'll gladly help you... But if we're going to that we have to be honest with each other and know each other's boundaries. Understood?"
He nodded, not trusting his voice.
Eddie shook his head, "that's not good enough, I'm going to need to hear actual words now big boy."
"Yes. That's ok"
Eddie leaned down and pressed a kiss to his forehead, "can I hold you? I know this can be overwhelming at first."
Steve uttered a soft yes before shuffling over and resting his head onto Eddie's chest. "Can you put on a t-shirt please? Your piercings are distracting me."
He laughed, reaching for his discarded tee and slipping it on. He moved back to his previous position and settled his arm on Steve's hip. Rubbing comforting circles into his skin with his thumb.
"So what do you want to know?" He asked once they were settled.
He thought about it for a moment, "I was tied up when the Russians caught Rob and me. I didn't like it, would it feel the same?"
He shrugged, "It's not the same. When I tie you up you can colour out at any time and I'll untie you. This isn't about trapping you, it's about a lot more than that. Sometimes it helps you process past trauma. Like you've been tied up by Russians and basically tortured... But if I were to tie you up, it would be about pleasure."
"Can we try it now?" Steve whispered, sounding anxious.
"We can but I'm going to need you to calm down first. Do you think you can do that sweetheart?" His voice was gentle, wanting to ensure that his boyfriend felt safe.
Steve took a deep breath in before slowly letting it out, "yes I can. Can we start off slow?"
"Yeah. I'll just tie your hands up in your lap, that way you'll be able to see them. That ok with you?"
He nodded.
Eddie cupped his cheek and pressed a light kiss to his forehead, "use your words baby doll."
He let out another slow breath, moving so that he was sat back against the headboard. "yes that's ok."
"Good boy." He pressed a chaste kiss to Steve's lips, before moving to get his box of supplies from his cupboard.
"Will you stay with me the whole time?" He asked after a bout of silence.
He settled down next to Steve, he took hold of his wrists and pressed kisses all over them, "I'll be right here baby."
Steve let out a shaky breath, "I'm ready."
Eddie pressed another kiss to his forehead before turning his attention Steve's wrists. He took hold of them, gently tying his hanky around them.
"Colour?"
"Green" He whispered.
Steve's eyes were glued on his hands which were firmly tied with Eddie's black hanky. Eddie held his hands, rubbing his thumbs over the back of Steve's hands in soothing circles. He tugged lightly, trying to see if it would give out.
His breathing stuttered a bit when it didn't move or fall away from his wrists, but instead of losing his cool, he kept his eyes trained on his hands. He closed his eyes for a bit, trying to ease his tense body.
His eyes snapped open when his hands were moved and raised slightly.
"Eddie..." He hated how terrified he sounded.
"I'm right here darling. Just lifting them up cause I want to kiss your pretty skin. You still ok?"
He nodded "yes I'm still ok."
Eddie nodded, peppering Steve's wrist with gentle kisses. He wanted to assure his boyfriend that it was ok, that he wouldn't do anything that Steve wasn't comfortable with.
"It's not as bad as I thought it would be. When you mentioned bondage I thought that you would tie me down and have me struggle against the restraints." He spoke after a brief moment of silence.
A groan fell from Eddie's lips, "don't say things like that baby."
Steve bit his lips, "Is that something you would want to do?"
He shrugged, "sure. Not right now or anytime soon but I wouldn't be opposed to it in the future. What I said earlier still stands though, no matter how much I might get off on the thought of tying you up, doesn't mean I'd do it if you weren't comfortable."
"I'm sure I'd like that... Eventually. I'm definitely not ready now but this is nice. I kind of like the feeling of the hanky around my skin. It's grounding." He whispered shyly.
Eddie leaned in and pressed a series of kisses against his lips. He pulled away after a while and tugged gently on the hanky.
"You ready to take it off baby?" He asked.
Steve shook his head. "No. I want to keep it on a bit more."
"Ok love. Just let me know when you're ready."
"Yeah. Will you kiss me for a bit now?" He batted his eyelids in an attempt to get what he wanted. "I miss feeling your lips on mine."
Eddie smirked, "you don't have to bat your pretty eyes at me darling, you already have me wrapped around your finger."
Steve scoffed, "then why aren't you kissing m-"
He was cut off by Eddie's lips smashing onto his in a hungry kiss.
Eddie knew then and there that Steve Harrington was going to be the death of him, and he would die a happy man as long as he had Steve like this.
How did you feel when I put Eddie and the word death in the same sentence?
Ha. Sorry for that. (I'm not sorry, I lied)
I was going to do a full on smut scene here but I want to ease Steve into the world of BDSM.
Fun fact: I don't know much about BDSM, I'm just winging it and hoping for the best. (I'm like Steve but without Eddie.)
Also Eddie having nipple piercings is canon to me. It's canon because I say so.
