When you truly want to change the world, you will realize how pitiful your strength is.

Otto wasn't wrong about this at all.

I still didn't know what should I do. Elysia said she trusted me fully. Her trust really put a great pressure on me.

I meant...how could you want to disappoint that Pink Goddess?

What should I do? Every major moves I did would turn out better or worse. And if it turned worse, I could completely lose my track.

Actually I had a final ultimate plan, but this plan was as much risky as the infamous Project Stigma from World Serpent itself. No, it was even riskier and crazier.

In fact, if I told someone this plan to defeat Honkai, they would definitely call me delusional. Even I saw this plan was delusional myself. I would never consider it if she didn't promise to me.

"If you somehow manage to unite ALL the Herrschers in the New Era and await for me on the moon when I descend, I will consider should I eliminate your pitiful world or not."

Yeah, basically Herrscher of the End wanted me to tame all the Herrschers then she would consider to leave this world alone. Nothing too hard here, just converted some sexy and beautiful killing machines to the good side then the world would be saved. Yay.

And Owl was handsome not gonna lie.

Also let's analyse the word consider. Herrscher of the End could consider this world wasn't deserved to be save then went on killing spree as usual.

If somehow I was the main character and I had bullshit plot armor, that would work. Just made a harem of Herrschers, it's simple, right? Just a good smile, insane luck and dense as fuck and the plot would do the rest.

But becoming main character in dystopia world like Honkai ?

Let's see...Kiana lost her mother, mentor, forced to drive out her father and live a miserable lonely life in majority of her life. She even turned into Herrscher of the End in Guns Girl Z and slaughtered all of her loved ones. And Kiana always fated to become Herrscher of the End when the time came.

Yeah, that's a typical Mihoyo main character for you. Such a wholesome and positive experience !

The Herrscher of the End was actually the first Kiana ever created. Mihoyo created their first character for their first game and that was Kiana for the game FlyMe2TheMoon.

The game wasn't really successfull and it was nothing more than an experiment for the future games due to the inexperience of Mihoyo staff at that time. The game became stagnant and resulted in the game and that world was soon faded away along with Kiana.

But luckily, she managed to appear in her creators' dream and begged them not to let her die with her world. To Mihoyo staff, that was a game but to Kiana, that was her whole world and her life.

Mihoyo then gave her a new role in all of their next games later. And then, Herrscher of the End was born with the task of destroying civilizations.

There was only one Herrscher of the End from the start to finish, despite the countless number of Kianas had been born on the Imaginary Tree. Because all of them were originated from Mihoyo's first child.

How poetic, the first ever being in Honkai multiverse was the embodiment of the End.

I shouldn't think too much about those things at time now. The more I thought about this mess, the more my head hurted. I should take priority in the present and near future first.

"Kazuto.", a voice echoed in my earphone as I was currently listening to music.

"What's happening, Rin?", I whispered to my fellow Herrscher.

She currently resided in my smartphone as digital virus.

I never expected Herrscher of Corruption was so versatile like this. She could turn into literally air.

Well, I guessed that was understandable. She was virus after all. And virus was well-known for adaption. The CE Herrscher of Corruption in the story of Honkai I knew was literally newborn then she was trapped inside Elysian Realm. She might manage to corrupt the realm but Sim Elysia had destroyed her realm alongside the Herrscher so the Herrscher couldn't reach her potential.

Elysia who brought me hear was the real Elysia, a Goddess had been forced to abandon her human life to give humanity a chance to win against Honkai. Of course as a Goddess, she knew what happened to her Sim version. She used to live in my world as my nurse when I was in hospital.

Also she was a Goddess who sought for salvation alongside Herrscher of the End. Both of them desired to be human once more and walked among humans once again freely. Elysia had used the skill 'consciousness mapping' to take over my nurse's identity in a period of time during my medical treatment. After my death and passing, of course she returned to Honkai world as a Goddess because her job had been fullfilled.

And I was the one could bring that salvation to her according what she told me. Not gonna lie, Herrscher of Origin and The End both desired a same thing was quite poetic.

I still didn't understand. What did Elysia really want me to do? How could I bring salvation for both of them?

Be with Mei when she is awaken. Also remember to bring her to Elysian Realm.

That was what Elysia told me before I was reborn in Yuuki Kazuto's body.

In a nutshell, I needed to make Mei joined World Serpent to go into Elysian Realm.

"Do you know this woman? She followed us in the first day you went to school.", Rin answered and on my phone, a image of a short brown haired woman appeared on my phone.

This woman...I could only see clearly her brown hair. I couldn't see her face clearly as the image was cut from school camera surveillance. And definitely those cameras needed to be warranted.

"Actually it could be a concidence. But if you could find more information about her, I would be very appreciated.", I replied.

Who did even stalk me?

The black box's seal was still intact. Thanks to Elysia's crystal jar, I could retrieve Rin from that box smoothly.

"I will try. Hacking without erasing the traces would be quite problematic if someone managed to trace back to us. And why is the firewall of this era so fucking annoying?", the pink haired Herrscher virus huffed in my earphone.

"You used to deploy nukes and destroy human race by hacking before.", I shrugged, "I guess the remnant of your action even affects to this new Era."

"Kazuto-senpai...Kazuto-senpai.", someone was shaking me.

When I turned my head to see who wanted to meet me, I saw a pair of purple eyes was staring directly at me.

"Yes, Raiden.", I replied and took off my earphone. Raiden Mei was looking at me in concern.

"It's over 6 o'clock now. Won't you go home?", she asked me curiously and showed me the time on her phone.

"Oh, that much time has passed? Thanks for your nofication anyway.", I sighed and took my bag with me then prepared to leave.

"Senpai...wait.", the dark purple haired girl called me out and tugged my sleeve.

"Yes...", I replied as I stopped on my track,

"Why do you avoid me? I know those eyes whenever you gaze at me. Those eyes are not admiration or love which I constantly receive.", Raiden Mei started to question me.

I just knew to open my eyes wide in shock. Luckily my back was facing her so she didn't see my expression.

"Why do you pity me?", she whispered.

You were so sensitive, Raiden Mei. You got me.

How could I not pity you when I knew how your fate was like in the future? You would lose almost everything and you couldn't do anything about it. The gears had started rolling.

Your fate was becoming Herrscher of Thunder with a pair of badass horns. But the price for awaking your godly power was you must suffer in agony first. No humans deserved that treatment.

But the world was chaos itself. It was neither fair nor sensible. Did I deserve to be diagonised with leukemia? Did the families deserved to be killed by bullets and bombs in war? Did the children deserve to be killed in school under the hands of terrorists? Along with countless examples.

The answer was definitely no.

But those events still happened, even though none of them deserved to suffer a cruel fate. The world was just cruel and unfair like that.

"I guess you are mistaken.", I replied curtly and prepared to leave, but the heiress of ME Corp still didn't let me go. She still tugged my sleeve tightly.

"No...I am sure that's pity.", she said determinedly.

"Then what does make you think that?", I let out a sigh then turned back to face the future Queen of Thunder.

Holy shit, she was tall, very tall for woman's standard. I never ceased to amaze at her height eventhough I had been her seatmate for 3 days already.

No wonder she was the Queen of Senba. Beside her excellency in both academic and sports, especially swordmanship, she also had the appearance and figure of a supermodel.

But a Queen could be fallen from grace. Even though, a Queen was still a Queen.

"Because those eyes were exactly the same eyes people gave me and my father when my mother passed away. I never forgot them.", Raiden Mei replied in a small voice and still eyed me fiercely.

"You are right, I'm pitying you. Happy now?", I replied back to her. Mei surprised a bit at my answer as if she didn't expect me to admit.

"Then why?", the heiress muttered.

"Because you looks so damm lonely.", I blurted out, the dark purlple haired girl opened her eyes wide in shock.

"You are surrounded by everyone but you always seem so reluctant to be there. You never want to be around many people whom gossip about you at all. Is that true?", I questioned.

That wasn't far from true. I always saw her being dragged by her friends and very reluctantly leaving her seat. Normally she would just quietly reading books or listening to music when no one bothered her.

To sum it up, Raiden Mei was an introvert but her status didn't allow her to be one.

That's why both of us normally still stayed at our seat after school very late. No one dared to question why the Queen stayed late after class.

But me? Of course there would be someone didn't like her male seatmate stayed after class with the Queen.

But did I look like fucking care? Of course not. Being seatmate with the heiress of ME Corp was something should be honored and lucky.

And I would gladly abuse the hell out of it. Not everyone could sit with the future Herrscher of Thunder every...fucking...day.

The heiress of ME Corp paused for a moment after my question then answered in a small voice.

"You are wrong.", she muttered and shook her head lightly.

"Then I guess I am wrong. Sorry for making bold assumption.", I apologized and prepared to leave.

"Senpai...wait. How do you think of me?", Mei tugged my sleeve and asked me again.

Ok, why did she ask me that?

This was some kind of trick questions, right?

Maybe I thought too much but really, why did she ask me that?

"You are the most gorgeus, intelligent and greatest girl in our school. But I guess you are tired of hearing those obvious facts all the time, right?", I replied honestly and let out a chuckle.

Somehow my cheap flattery could make the heiress blush.

"I also know you are a brave, kind-hearted and strong-willed woman. I am sorry if I bring up sad memories but...the way you have been grown up would definitely make your mother proud. I believe you have worked so hard for both of your parents' sake and for yourself. My father talks very highly about you.", I looked into her purple eyes and answered sincerely.

"Thank you for your kind words.", Raiden Mei muttered and turned her gaze away. Her cheeks and ears turned more red and blushed deeply.

Fuck, she was so fucking cute. No wonder Kiana was head over heel to her.

I hoped she could still remain this quality after the tragedy befall on her fate, but...

Fate was cruel, wasn't it?

"You are always deep in thought then sigh. What burdens are in your mind?", Mei asked me curiously as she saw me sighing.

"So you notice, huh?", I gave her a small smile, "It's just...", then I paused, wasn't sure what I should say.

"I'm all ears. That's friends are for, right? To ease the burden on each others.", the dark haired girl patted my shoulder lightly and smiled warmly.

I knew you were the best person could be asked for as friend, Raiden Mei.

"I have dreams, both pleasant and terrible, during my coma.", I began in a small voice. Mei listended to me intently.

"I saw a Princess fallen from her grace because her father was dethroned and killed in a rebellion. But she still managed to rise up from the dirt and swore she would revenge for the ones who dared wrong her. And she did."

"Did she succeed ?", Mei asked me curiously.

"Yes, she did. But then she wanted to suicide afterward.", my answer made her eyes widen in surprise.

"What? Why?", the dark haired girl asked me again in wonder.

"On her path of revenge, she also dragged lots of the innocent people beneath her rage. After her quest completed, she felt empty and petinent for the lives she had claimed. That's why she came toward a cliff and prepared throw herself away.", then I paused. Raiden Mei casted her eyes down and was deep in thought after hearing the story.

"But the story wasn't ended there. Just right the moment she fell off the cliff, a hand managed to catch her on time. That was her only friend who never abandonned her even when she was at the lowest and after she was fallen to the dark path she walked. She still wanted to die but that friend had convinced her to live, for the kingdom her father had left for her."

"Wow, that dream story of yours was very fascinating.", Mei replied in awe.

"The Princess listened to her friend's words. She found herself a will to live again. She then became the Queen and ruled the kingdom her father used to rule. The end. Sorry if my story telling isn't matched your taste.", I finished the remaining story.

"No...I think you have done fascinating.", she assured me.

Suddenly, my phone was ringing.

Without checking, I answered the call then...

"Where have you been? Come home now.", a voice shouted from my phone made me almost deaf.

"Just hanging with a beautiful girl. Can you leave me alone?", I replied annoyingly to my mom.

Then a pause.

"Who is she? Is she good? Remember protections, I am too young to me a grandmother.", suddenly my mom replied cheerfully and bombarded me with questions. I could hear her laughs and giggles were echoing in my phone

I also heard a giggle next to me and when I turned, I saw Mei was covering her mouth to suppress her smile.

"Your mother seems to be a humorous woman. If you don't mind, I want to meet her one day.", the Queen of Senba said to me amusingly.

"You are welcome."

I just knew to palm my face and chuckled in defeat at this hilarious situation.

What the hell I got myself into.


A small fox plushie deep inside digital world let out a huff after witnessing the events had just happened.

That oni was trying to steal her friend.

For most of the time after she awaken as Herrscher of Corruption, Rin had been always lonely, except from the time a fox girl looked exactly like her sister came to her and seek for help.

She could feel the malice and anger towards the villagers inside Yae Sakura's hearts. That's why she offered Sakura her power. But turned out, it wasn't a good idea.

All of beings and people always looked at her as a plague and abomination, which she really was. But that boy, Kazuto never looked at her like that.

Kazuto always treated her kindly. He freed her from that cursed seal. He always bought her any kinds of food she wanted even though some of them were expensive. He trusted her to let her roam freely on the internet and in the real life even though he knew very well the threats she posed. She watched movies and animes with him through his laptop while he was holding her in her lap.

Kazuto treated her like a family member, he accepted her for who she was, what she was. He tried to sympathize and be patient with her pain, grief and never judged her harshly for the crimes she had committed.

No one had ever treated her so kindly like that after she turned into Herrscher beside Elysia and Kalpas. Only two of them were trying to make contact and having conversations with her after she was imprisoned inside the black box.

Kazuto... his sympathy, kindness and wholesomeness reminded Rin about both of them.

If she had physical body at time now, definitely she had shed a tear already.

Suddenly, she felt disturbance at the home.

Rin hurriedly traveled through the digital world and just in a split second, she found herself stationed inside Kazuto's PC in his room.

Through the webcam on the computer, she saw the window was splitted opened. But that wasn't the most surprised thing.

There was an white-haired girl was sleeping peacefully on the bed. On the bedside table, a cup of tea was prepared with a bowl of meal. That meaned she was a guess and she felt ill. Rin guessed Aoi ( Kazuto's mother ) had treated her. She was a nurse after all.

Rin couldn't interpret what feeling was growing inside her but why?

Why did she feel this girl so familiar?

Why did she feel this girl...was the same kin as her?


Author's here, sorry for delaying.

With the new Honkai storylines come out, I have quite a hard time to find the best route for my story.