LISA

"Well well well, look who it is," Nancy says and rolls her eyes when Hanbin and I walk into Rosé's apartment.

"Drunk and pregnant already?" I say to her.

"So? It's past five," she says with an evil grin. I shake my head at her right as she says, "Have a shot with me, Lisa," and grabs a bottle of brown liquor and two shot glasses off the counter.

"Fine. One," I say, and she smiles before filling up the small glasses.

Ten minutes later, I find myself looking through the photo gallery on my phone. I wish I'd have let Jennie take more pictures of us together so I would have more to look at now. God, I do have it bad, like Hanbin said. I feel like I'm slowly losing my mind, and the most fucked up part is, I don't care how crazy I'm being as long as it helps me get closer to her again.

I will be happy, she said. I know I didn't make her happy, but I could. At the same time, it isn't fair for me to keep bothering her. I got her car fixed because I didn't want her to have to worry about doing it herself. I'm glad that I did, because I wouldn't have known she was going to Seattle if I hadn't called Vance to make sure she'd have a ride to work.

Why wouldn't she tell me? That prick Taehyung is with her right now when I should be. I know he likes her, and I could see her falling for him. He's exactly what she needs, and they're a lot alike. Unlike her and I. He could make her happy. The thought pisses me off and makes me want to slam his head through a window . . .

But maybe I need to give her space and give her a chance to be happy.

She made it clear yesterday that she can't forgive me. "Nancy!" I call from the couch.

"What?"

"Bring me another shot." And even without looking at her, I can feel her victorious smile fill the room.