BPOV
I had completely lost it!
We were going out for the concert with friends and I chose what I thought was my sexiest dress as my outfit.
I wanted to look good!
I wanted him to notice me!
"So..." Edward smiled as we gathered in the parking lot, "I've a surprise for everyone!"
"Surprise?" Rosalie said.
"Guess, who's moving back to SF?" He smiled as he opened the passenger door of his car, and a beautiful woman got out of the car.
"Tanya!" Rosalie and Irina squealed with excitement.
Tanya?
His ex?
"When are you moving back?"
"When did you decide?
"Why didn't you tell me?"
They were bombarding her with questions. It was the first time I felt I was the outsider in this group.
"Relax... relax!" Tanya said, "I decided a few days ago. I wanted to surprise everyone. I just told Edward," she smiled brightly as he wrapped her arms around Edward, and he smiled lovingly at her.
Okay, I guess she wasn't his ex anymore!
"Bella, meet Tanya," Edward smiled as he introduced me to her.
"Hi..." I said. I was pretty sure this was the most I had been jealous of anyone in my entire life, and I didn't even know her!
I was completely gloomy throughout the concert.
Edward and Tanya were inseparable throughout the concert, and that killed me for some reason.
Why was this affecting me so much?
Why was I acting like he had just broken my heart?
It was his life. He could date anyone he wanted. He didn't owe me anything!
I didn't know what was fucking wrong with me!
"Are you okay?" He asked me after the concert was over.
No, there was no way I was fine.
But there was no point talking about it!
"Yeah, why?" I smiled widely.
"Nothing," he said, "You just feel down for some reason."
"Oh really?" I said, "I'm fine! I just have a little headache."
"I see," he said, "Hope you feel better soon."
Yeah, I hoped so too!
