BPOV

I was crying with anger throughout my ride back home.

How could he betray me like that?

Wasn't he supposed to be my best friend?

Then how could he make such a farce of my character?

I shouldn't have agreed to announcing this during the party. We should have done it before that! But he wanted some time to correct it, and I thought I could give him that!

Actually, no! I should never have said a yes to his proposal!

Did he care about my emotions at all?

What exactly was he trying to do?

Everyone was going to judge me from now on.

Even my parents were judging me! They didn't tell me anything, and they were just trying to pacify me, but I was sure they had questions!

He had created this mess based on the half-baked information.

I didn't know what 'lovey-dovey' expressions he had seen in Edward's eyes for me, but it was clearly his misunderstanding!

And now Edward knew that I was jealous of his girlfriend!

I could never face him again.

I had never felt so naked, so vulnerable in my whole life!

No, I wouldn't be able to face him.

I wouldn't be able to face his rejection.

I wouldn't be able to tolerate some pitiful expressions in his eyes for me.

Could those expressions be about making fun of me?

I didn't know!

I didn't know anything anymore!

I was never going to see them ever again.

I was going to forget that I had ever met any of these people.