10. ANGER
Christian was walking fast on the damp street and didn't notice anything around him. He was completely lost in angry thoughts and felt so hurt that he wanted to kill someone. It was still unbelievable. Satine and John! He hadn't expect such a "surprise", everything but this. The hatred, bitterness and jealousy went in his mind and dim it. Obviously his love was impossible and couldn't overcome every circumstance. He should have found out that since the snags were clear to see. But, as people say, love is blind. He was too fond of her to notice that not everything was right with them. But part of him was glad that a drunk or harsh man hadn't found her. For this Christian should have been thankful to John, for helping her in this heavy moment. Even with bad thoughts. The young man stopped. What if he was telling the truth? How could a living creature resist Satine: her beauty, her personality and the shining in her eyes. May be it was just as they had said. Unexpected love. Christian remembered the first night he saw her in the Moulin Rouge. She was so irresistible. It was impossible to not fall in love with her, no matter how sincere and clear your mind is. For a moment he imagined how John was feeling right now. "No!" An inner voice crossed these confused thoughts. "They gave you up and mocked at you." "Well, that obviously is not true. What if I was instead of him? John was right. I behaved like a child. And I told my darling Satine so horrible things. She must be so hurt. I must come back there and apologize." When Christian left the studio his wish was to go away from London, to leave them here and to come back never. In France, or anywhere. The most important was to run away. But the escape wouldn't solve the problem. He was to face the destiny and three of them to decide the breaking of their triangle. Determined Christian turned back and directed to John's studio.
~ Quite short chapter, but I didn't want to make too many details, because the next two chapters are the denouement of the story. Thanks to my reviewers!
Christian was walking fast on the damp street and didn't notice anything around him. He was completely lost in angry thoughts and felt so hurt that he wanted to kill someone. It was still unbelievable. Satine and John! He hadn't expect such a "surprise", everything but this. The hatred, bitterness and jealousy went in his mind and dim it. Obviously his love was impossible and couldn't overcome every circumstance. He should have found out that since the snags were clear to see. But, as people say, love is blind. He was too fond of her to notice that not everything was right with them. But part of him was glad that a drunk or harsh man hadn't found her. For this Christian should have been thankful to John, for helping her in this heavy moment. Even with bad thoughts. The young man stopped. What if he was telling the truth? How could a living creature resist Satine: her beauty, her personality and the shining in her eyes. May be it was just as they had said. Unexpected love. Christian remembered the first night he saw her in the Moulin Rouge. She was so irresistible. It was impossible to not fall in love with her, no matter how sincere and clear your mind is. For a moment he imagined how John was feeling right now. "No!" An inner voice crossed these confused thoughts. "They gave you up and mocked at you." "Well, that obviously is not true. What if I was instead of him? John was right. I behaved like a child. And I told my darling Satine so horrible things. She must be so hurt. I must come back there and apologize." When Christian left the studio his wish was to go away from London, to leave them here and to come back never. In France, or anywhere. The most important was to run away. But the escape wouldn't solve the problem. He was to face the destiny and three of them to decide the breaking of their triangle. Determined Christian turned back and directed to John's studio.
~ Quite short chapter, but I didn't want to make too many details, because the next two chapters are the denouement of the story. Thanks to my reviewers!