Title: Stupid - Baka



Disclaimer: I don´t own Gravitation or any of these characters, but I hoped I could have little Shuichi-kun for me ^^
Murakami-sensei, thank you so much for such a cutie!! =)

Notes: Now, this is the first time I write a Gravitation fic in english. Ya know, I speak spanish so my english is quite a mess but I hope you enjoy this story just as much as I enjoyed writing about my favourite anime & manga. It´s not perfect but it´s kinda kawaii... ^_~ Domo Arygato Gozaimasu to all of you who are reading my fanficcie! Suki da yo! *Shuichi*







Chapter 1: Atatakai ( Moderate )


Dawn was already entering through the windows when I woke up. My head hurted like hell, just as it always did. Why did I have such an awful stress? I had ever had it, ever since that nasty incident in New York happened, and then Tohma brought me back home. I guess it was normal; is what should happen to any kid after living a traumatic situation like I did. - I´ll never get over this... never... - I said to myself.


-Ne, Yuki, who are you speaking to? - a voice whispered under the sheets. Then I got back to reality. - What are you doing here brat? Shouldn´t you be out for work by this time? - I groaned and tried to get away from his tight grip. - Iie, I´ve got a cold and I want to stay at home with Yuki. You will definitly take care of your young lover, won´t you? - said Shuichi grining. - I´ve got work to do, you lazy baka. Get yourself some rest and keep your mouth shut, understand? - I answered. - Demo Yuki! I want to stay in bed with you! - he cried. -I said no, didn´t you hear that? Having a day-off from your stupid work, doesn´t mean that I will take one too. Why don´t you just watch some tv and inherit as much pockys as your stomach can bear? -. But as I ended up my speech Shuichi´s tears were already flowing down his cheeks. - Yuki, hidoi! I just want to spend more time with you. Now that we both have to work so hard we hardly see each other during the day and at nights, well at nights.... ya know, we just.... play around a bit and that´s all the attention that I get from you! I miss you so much Yuki, I think about you all day long and... - but I didn´t let him finish his babble. I held his arms tightly and covered his lips with mine. It was a long , long kiss. I just loved his warm lips, his small and soft body, his wide violet eyes; he amazed me in every way. I was a lucky man, everyone around me knew it and I knew that too. But he wasn´t a lucky young baka, or at least that was what I thought all the time. That made me miserable. We finally broke the kiss.
- Yuki... - I heard him moan. Although our lips were almost touching I still heard his words, - I have a problem Yuki... -.


-What´s wrong kid? - I asked him as he burried his face on my chest. He didn´t reply. - Still there? What happened? - I asked a bit angry this time. - I can´t tell you Yuki, you´ll be mad at me... - he whispered. Now I was finally getting a bit nervous about it, what could be so horrible that Shuichi couldn´t speak about it? I held his shoulders and made him look at me, straight to me eyes. - You better start speaking brat or else I... - but I stoped my annoying way of asking as I saw his face. He was pale and desperate. His tender features were now frozen. - Gomen Yuki, don´t be mad... onegai... - he started sobbing. I sigh. That was the image my pink- haired baka had of me. I was always angry with him, I would always yell at him without any reason at all and I was really mean to him. - What a contemptible bastard do you think I am?? - I yelled. But no, that was the image I had of myself. Not the one that my sweet lover had. Shuichi was speachless. - I don´t think you are mean to me Yuki, I love you too much to think something like that about you. What are you saying?? I´m the stupid baka, remember? - he said as he held my hand. Just too sweet. - You really are a stupid baka, Shuichi... - I whispered getting off the bed. I walked to the wardrobe and put on my black pants and my blue shirt. I finally turned around. That lovely brat was still lying in my bed, tangled within my purple sheets. He was looking out of the window with a sad look in his face. It was a horrible winter day outside. It was cloudy and the wind was blowing hard since the previous night. I hated those nights, but since Shuichi was in my life I didn´t think about them. They didn´t matter to me. Why would I care about those creepy nights if, at that moment, I had my lover under my strong body? He was all that mattered then, all that I cared for. I had my Shuichi whispering my name again and again and also repeating that magical word I wasn´t used to: Aishite´ru. Almost all my fears had faden away thanks to his presence. He had took them away from me. I loved to sleep with him, to be with him. He wasn´t annoying at all. I had learned to love him the way he is: nice, caring and sweet. Although he had no experience about an adult relation, he showed me that sex was not only for pleasure. It was a way of showing your beloved just how much you care for him, how much you love him, no matter what. Yes he was a kid, but yet, he was wise. At least he was for me. I was learning so much about life being by his side. And that was worth everything.


- Yu, Yuki, matte! What are you doing?? - he said surprised as I took him in my arms and leaded to the living-room. He was covered only by the sheet I had put around him. I could still felt his naked body against my body. - I´m cold Yuki... - he whispered resting his head on my shoulder. I sat him in the sofa and then went to the kitchen. - Want some coffee? It will make you feel
better - I said to him. He noded, - arygato Yuki. See? In fact, you wanted to take care of your precious lover, didn´t you? - he asked smiling brightly again. I grunted, - urusai... - . I served to cups of coffee and went back to where the young brat was. I was definitly going to find out what kind of trouble he had. - arygato- he said and started drinking the hot coffee. - AWWW, Itakatta! - he complained. - Don´t try to evade the subject by ruining your tongue with my awful- hot breakfast, what happened? - I asked seriously. He was silent for a moment but after a few seconds he took a deep breath, - okay, I will tell you what happened, but promise me you won´t be mad ne? - he said with a fake smile. - I don´t like that horrible smile, now tell me what´s your problem brat, don´t make me waste my time, you know there is work to be done and my novels are not written so easily... - I yelled. - Yare, yare, Yuki. I´m telling you. It happened yesterday at NG...


TBC

Japanese terms:

-Iie: no
-baka: stupid, idiot, dumb.
-demo: but
-pockys: an ultra-popular jap snack which Shuichi would die for. Specially strawberry pockys, they are his favourite... ^_~ I´ve tried them too, strawberry flavour and chocolate too. They are delicious! ^^
-gomen: sorry
-onegai: please
-aishite´ru: I love you
-matte: wait
-arygato: thanks
-urusai: shut up
-itakatta!: it hurted!
-yare, yare: okay, okay



Notes: Well, this is the end of the first chapter. Short ne? I´ve always had problems with my other fics because they are just too long to finish. So I´m trying to change that boring style. Hope you have enjoyed it and please REVIEWS! I want to know what do you think, good and bad things. They are both interesting, specially to improve my writing. If you want to mail me please do it! I really want to meet Gravitation fans!! Read chapter 2! Suki da yo! *Shuichi* ( this is my nickname although I´m a girl... ^^U ).