Disclaimer!!!!-As I stated in my other chapter, Sailor Moon does not belong
to me, lol, I just like the show.
Quote *I thought that by staying and trying to change you would be worth it, but now I see that trying to change you only changed me. With all these tears, and all of you're lies, all these years, now we're saying good- bye* ( Disclaimer because this is from a song, IT DOES NOT BELONG TO ME, NONE OF THE QUOTES THAT I POST ARE! =D Okies? Well, no one is probably reading this so let's go down to the story, shall we? =D
Also! Thanks to the people who were kind enough to review, since I'm new to this it really meant a lot so thanks! I'm going to right a new chapter, even though I said I wouldnt unless I got ten reviews, but those reviews meant so much to me! So here it is.
Should I let it go?
'I can't let a boy have this much control over me' Serena thought to herself, 'it isn't right.'
She got up from the toilet seat and took a few tissues to wipe her eyes, she took a
little water from the washroom tap water to wash her face, it was like the cold
soothing water was giving her a wake up call. She looked at her red puffy eyes in the school wash-
room. 'What am I doing.? I barely know him, yet.I feel so linked to him.Serena get a hold of
yourself! It's just a crush that's got out of hand.' She walked out of the washroom, and went to her l
locker to get all her stuff, she didn't feel like she could continue the rest of school, her mother
would understand, she didn't like prying in Serena's problems much, she knew if it was important she
would go to her mother anyway, and her mother knew that also.
When Serena had gotten home she was relieved that her mother was not home.
'She's probably out grocery shopping' Serena thought. She ran up to her room, and changed into her
clothing to go outside with. She felt like taking a walk in the park.
Once she was at the park she decided to get herself a treat, she bought herself an
ice-cream. She took a lick of it, and watched the tiny birds sing their song of peace. 'I wish I could
feel that way.' Serena said.
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Serena hadn't noticed how long she had been sitting there because soon Darien approached her,
"hey, meat-ball head, why weren't you in English class today?" He asked her curiously.
"I left class early." She said, not taking her eyes off the lake making a soft soothing noise of peace and love surrounding her. She wished that the feeling would embrace her.
"Oh.you've been asking strange after you got a good mark," he chuckled, "upset that you actually got a good mark?"
"Why do you like fighting with me?"
"Huh?" He said, understanding what she said, but kind of shocked that she had asked that,
She smiled and looked at him, "you heard me, so why aren't you answering me, you don't have a reason do you?"
"Well.urm.I feel like it?" He said giving her one of his sheepish-grins.
She looked at his soft lips, and felt an urge to suddenly brush her lips against his. She narrowed her eyes and looked away. Darien could sense something was wrong. When she had looked away, Darien looked at her and couldn't stop imagining a princess. 'She's so beautiful.' he thought to himself. He sat next to her, "Serena, I don't mean to hurt you, I just like to joke with you."
She looked at him, holding any fresh tears that might fall as she spoke. "Listen, Darien.its that just.when you aren't making fun of me, we communicate so well--" He cut her off.
"Serena I know.I just never knew you took it that seriously." He said this while looking at her sincerely.
"Darien.do you-" She couldn't bring herself to say it, she looked out in the lake to find comfort to help her, it brought nothing but emotions of how she wanted Darien to make her feel.
"Yeah?" He said indicating for her to finish off her sentence.
She changed her sentence, "Do you-Don't you think that this lake is beautiful?" She narrowed her eyes at this, she hoped he didn't suspect anything.
"Oh.yeah." He said disappointed that it wasn't another question, which he was hoping for.
She looked at him, his eye catching hers. The electricity passing through them was incredible, they both had the urge to do what they thought would be wrong, 'Why is the sweetest fruit forbidden?' She thought to herself, she bit her lower lip, and looked at the ground.
She thought it was now or never, she figured Darien would never leave another girl for her so she might as well tell now, she looked at him.
"Listen, Darien," She got up, ready to say everything, willing to let go, but also ready to run, "I'm almost ready to admit the truth, I'm in love with you, and I found it hard to tell you, since you're with Miyako- " He cut her off like he always did, while getting up.
"Miyako is not my girlfriend, just someone that likes me, and I thought I liked her too, but I just can't be mean right now, but I was thinking if I told her today we could do something."
"I don't know Darien,."she said looking away but feeling his stare sink right through her, "I don't know if I should follow my heart, or let myself go.I'm afraid of being hurt, but I also want you're love." She looked at him for re-assurance of her question, but only saw his eyes looking at her with the most love she had even seen.
She asked him one more time, "Should I let my heart go?" she said, her words choking out as a small whisper. She felt his lips brush against hers softly, her first kiss in the most romantic place ever. A kodak moment.
"Let it go." He said whispering softly in her ear after the intense kiss they just had.
"Hai." She said looking into the eyes of the man she knew she would love forever.
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SO HOW WAS THAT CHAPTER PPLZ?! DID YOU LIKE IT! =D Hehe, IF YOU LIKE IT PLZ REVIEW, I LIKE TO GET MY CHAPTERS UP AND GOING SO THE MORE REVIEWS MEANS THE MORE CHAPTERS!
Quote *I thought that by staying and trying to change you would be worth it, but now I see that trying to change you only changed me. With all these tears, and all of you're lies, all these years, now we're saying good- bye* ( Disclaimer because this is from a song, IT DOES NOT BELONG TO ME, NONE OF THE QUOTES THAT I POST ARE! =D Okies? Well, no one is probably reading this so let's go down to the story, shall we? =D
Also! Thanks to the people who were kind enough to review, since I'm new to this it really meant a lot so thanks! I'm going to right a new chapter, even though I said I wouldnt unless I got ten reviews, but those reviews meant so much to me! So here it is.
Should I let it go?
'I can't let a boy have this much control over me' Serena thought to herself, 'it isn't right.'
She got up from the toilet seat and took a few tissues to wipe her eyes, she took a
little water from the washroom tap water to wash her face, it was like the cold
soothing water was giving her a wake up call. She looked at her red puffy eyes in the school wash-
room. 'What am I doing.? I barely know him, yet.I feel so linked to him.Serena get a hold of
yourself! It's just a crush that's got out of hand.' She walked out of the washroom, and went to her l
locker to get all her stuff, she didn't feel like she could continue the rest of school, her mother
would understand, she didn't like prying in Serena's problems much, she knew if it was important she
would go to her mother anyway, and her mother knew that also.
When Serena had gotten home she was relieved that her mother was not home.
'She's probably out grocery shopping' Serena thought. She ran up to her room, and changed into her
clothing to go outside with. She felt like taking a walk in the park.
Once she was at the park she decided to get herself a treat, she bought herself an
ice-cream. She took a lick of it, and watched the tiny birds sing their song of peace. 'I wish I could
feel that way.' Serena said.
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Serena hadn't noticed how long she had been sitting there because soon Darien approached her,
"hey, meat-ball head, why weren't you in English class today?" He asked her curiously.
"I left class early." She said, not taking her eyes off the lake making a soft soothing noise of peace and love surrounding her. She wished that the feeling would embrace her.
"Oh.you've been asking strange after you got a good mark," he chuckled, "upset that you actually got a good mark?"
"Why do you like fighting with me?"
"Huh?" He said, understanding what she said, but kind of shocked that she had asked that,
She smiled and looked at him, "you heard me, so why aren't you answering me, you don't have a reason do you?"
"Well.urm.I feel like it?" He said giving her one of his sheepish-grins.
She looked at his soft lips, and felt an urge to suddenly brush her lips against his. She narrowed her eyes and looked away. Darien could sense something was wrong. When she had looked away, Darien looked at her and couldn't stop imagining a princess. 'She's so beautiful.' he thought to himself. He sat next to her, "Serena, I don't mean to hurt you, I just like to joke with you."
She looked at him, holding any fresh tears that might fall as she spoke. "Listen, Darien.its that just.when you aren't making fun of me, we communicate so well--" He cut her off.
"Serena I know.I just never knew you took it that seriously." He said this while looking at her sincerely.
"Darien.do you-" She couldn't bring herself to say it, she looked out in the lake to find comfort to help her, it brought nothing but emotions of how she wanted Darien to make her feel.
"Yeah?" He said indicating for her to finish off her sentence.
She changed her sentence, "Do you-Don't you think that this lake is beautiful?" She narrowed her eyes at this, she hoped he didn't suspect anything.
"Oh.yeah." He said disappointed that it wasn't another question, which he was hoping for.
She looked at him, his eye catching hers. The electricity passing through them was incredible, they both had the urge to do what they thought would be wrong, 'Why is the sweetest fruit forbidden?' She thought to herself, she bit her lower lip, and looked at the ground.
She thought it was now or never, she figured Darien would never leave another girl for her so she might as well tell now, she looked at him.
"Listen, Darien," She got up, ready to say everything, willing to let go, but also ready to run, "I'm almost ready to admit the truth, I'm in love with you, and I found it hard to tell you, since you're with Miyako- " He cut her off like he always did, while getting up.
"Miyako is not my girlfriend, just someone that likes me, and I thought I liked her too, but I just can't be mean right now, but I was thinking if I told her today we could do something."
"I don't know Darien,."she said looking away but feeling his stare sink right through her, "I don't know if I should follow my heart, or let myself go.I'm afraid of being hurt, but I also want you're love." She looked at him for re-assurance of her question, but only saw his eyes looking at her with the most love she had even seen.
She asked him one more time, "Should I let my heart go?" she said, her words choking out as a small whisper. She felt his lips brush against hers softly, her first kiss in the most romantic place ever. A kodak moment.
"Let it go." He said whispering softly in her ear after the intense kiss they just had.
"Hai." She said looking into the eyes of the man she knew she would love forever.
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SO HOW WAS THAT CHAPTER PPLZ?! DID YOU LIKE IT! =D Hehe, IF YOU LIKE IT PLZ REVIEW, I LIKE TO GET MY CHAPTERS UP AND GOING SO THE MORE REVIEWS MEANS THE MORE CHAPTERS!