"Christmas Party"
Title:
Christmas Party
Author:
Me ^-^
Anime:
Ranma 1/2
Pairing:
Ryoga/Ranma
Notes:
Shonen ai, Sap, Angst
Disclaimer:
I own nothing other then the thoughts bouncing around in my head. The song "Face of Love"
belongs to Jewel.
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The
large room looked like someone had meticulously gone to make sure
every little spot available was covered in some kind of cheerful
decoration. Greens and reds standing out the most, but there were
other colors mixed in here and there not allowing it to be plain and
boring. Garland strung across the walls while ornaments hung
glitteringly from the rope. While tensile was hanging delicately from
the ceiling in small arcs offering yet more hanging ornaments to see.
Over all available door ways hung a small green plant, known as
mistletoe. Soft lights glittered through the room as ropy strands
were placed along the meeting of the ceiling and walls.
A
soft voice whistled when a slender body entered the room. "Wow
Akane, this room looks great..." A female voice said as a head
titled back to reveal flaming red hair under a large Santa hat.
"I guess you win."
Another
body joined her in the room with a low chuckle, "I like to
decorate sometimes, and Christmas is the best time of the year to do
it. You'll get the hang of it Ranma; if you want I can help you in
the other room."
"Nah,
its okay," the female replied turning clear crystal blue eyes
on the other girl, "I better get back to work if I want to
finish it at all."
"Well
okay, holler if you need anything," the dark haired girl
replied shrugging her shoulders. "Oh I invited Ryoga to the
party, so try and be nice to him."
"You
did what!?" Ranma-chan squeaked suddenly looking up at the
other girl.
"Hey
he's a friend, why shouldn't we?" She replied startled by the reaction.
'Oh
man what the hell, why did they have to invite him to the party. Now
I feel so foolish!' Ranma-chan thought not even realizing the blush
that crossed her features. Akane's voice pulled her instantly from
her thoughts. "Oh uh, it's nothing. Never mind..."
She
hastily left the room heading for the one she was supposed to be
decorating. They all had gotten a room and the one that looked the
best won. It was a silly prize really; Ranma wasn't sure why he
really even cared about the whole thing. He decided though to do it
in his girl form, thinking it would be easier and probably come out
better in the end.
Akane
watched after the fleeting figure a smile curving her lips before
she sighed softly, "Operation 'Christmas party' commenced."
Ranma-chan
worked quietly most of the afternoon not even noticing how time was
moving. She looked at her project realizing how hopeless this all
really was when a voice startled her. A very deep and strong voice,
"You know I think if you put something in that corner it would
really look good."
Spinning
around her crystal eyes focused on strong features and clear blue
eyes. 'How did he manage to make it here, early...?' She wondered
unconsciously biting her lower lip. She could see the smile in his
eyes even if it wasn't on his face. "Thank you very much but I
can handle it!" She replied as heartily as possible.
Ryoga
raised his hands as if to ward off her attitude. "Just trying
to help, that's all. Won't let anyone help you huh, Ranma?"
She
turned her back on him picking up a short strand of fabric
snowflakes. Going over to the wall she held it up seeing if that was
something she really wanted to do. She tried to ignore the eyes she
could feel watching her every move. "Did you want
something?" She finally asked not turning around.
"Uh,
not really. Just seeing what you were doing in comparison with
Akane-san," Ryoga replied smoothly sending a chill down
Ranma-chan's spine.
"Oh,"
she said dropping her arms bringing the snowflakes down with them.
It was really pointless, she knew she was beat the moment Akane
winked at her when they were assigned a room. Luckily no one really
came into this one very much.
"Want
some help?" Ryoga asked taking a step further into the room.
Suddenly
anger flared in her, 'how dare he!' She turned back toward him her
voice tight and loud, "NO! I can handle it I said!" She
snapped. "I don't need your help, why don't you just leave and
go hang out with someone else!"
"I
don't get it... I was just offering to help," Ryoga replied
shrugging his shoulders as if unfazed by her anger.
Ranma-chan
snapped back around her hands clenching the fabric roughly. She
could hear the soft footsteps only they didn't sound to be moving
away but getting closer. 'Stop, just leave already. I feel so foolish
now!' She felt Ryoga not but a few steps behind her, taking a step
forward to stretch that space.
"Is
there something wrong? I mean its Christmas time, I thought we could
call a truce you know," Ryoga said looking at the Santa hat
covered head. "By the way that hat looks really cute on you."
"What?"
She sputtered turning around surprised by his compliment.
"The
Santa hat looks really cute," Ryoga repeated pointing toward it
slightly. "Probably would stand out a lot more against black
hair though. Hey why are you in your girl form anyway? That doesn't
make much sense."
Crystal
blue eyes blinked a moment, "Why do you care... but if you must
know. I thought it would be easier... and maybe look a little better.
Good luck huh?" She whispered the last part under her breath not
realizing he could hear her clearly.
"Well
if I was judging it I'd have to say it looks very good, just needs
to be finished that's all," Ryoga replied surprising her even
more. "Sure you don't want some help?"
"Positive!"
She replied quickly moving toward the other side of the room. She
could hear his footsteps moving away this time, toward the door.
"Uh, Ryoga is Christmas the only reason you're not trying to
pound me into the ground?"
"Of
course," Ryoga replied looking up at her turned back. "Well
I'll go see how dinner is coming. The Christmas party is tomorrow, right?"
She
heard him leave letting out a soft sigh, "I thought so."
Only in girl form did Ranma allow himself to think of something he
had been harboring somewhere far in the recesses of his heart. Oh it
was there when he was in his correct form, but he refused to think
about it. Wouldn't it make him weird? Pushing her thoughts aside she
continued to work, knowing what she was capable of doing was almost
complete anyway.
Finally
placing the final bow she sighed softly to herself. Looking around
the room it glowed in the setting sun, the colors bouncing off the
covered walls. Silver ornaments hung from red tensile, along the four
walls. White bows marked where the tensile was actually attached
while snowflakes dangled from the ceiling, lights running along
connecting each set. While green tensile held position where the
meeting between the walls and ceiling were some branching down to
cover halfway down the corners. Settling on the floor she closed her
eyes briefly when a voice spoke behind her.
"Wow
Ranma this room looks great!" Akane said stepping inside.
"I came to get you for dinner; you know I think we have a real
competition this year."
Ranma-chan
looked up at her surprised, "You think so?"
"Yeah,
now come on dinner's ready," she replied turning from the room.
Getting
up Ranma-chan decided a change was in order. Going upstairs to the
bath she climbed in the hot water changing almost instantly into his
proper form. Dark hair appeared as he resurfaced. "Much
better," his deeper voice mumbled climbing out and toweling off.
Changing he decided to slip the Santa hat back on, he wasn't sure why
but he just felt like wearing it, maybe it was because of what Ryoga
had said.
Stepping
into the dinning room he noticed the only seat left was between
Akane and Ryoga. He wondered why Ryoga hadn't just sat down next to
the girl he claimed to love. Sitting down he shrugged at the odd
looks almost everyone at the table gave him. Picking up his bowl of
rice he began to eat silently. He looked over toward Akane who smiled
softly before continuing to eat, he felt like he was missing
something all of a sudden. Was he the butt of some joke he had walked
in on? Turning slight the other way he realized Ryoga was looking at
him and not Akane with this goofy weird look on his face. What was
going on here?
The
dishes had been cleared and everyone left to see how the decorating
went, except Akane, Ranma, and Ryoga. Akane turned to the two boys
smiling sweetly. "So Ryoga what are you going to wear to the
party tomorrow?"
"Well
I really hadn't thought about it I guess," Ryoga replied easily
not like his normal babbling self. Ranma found the situation growing
even weirder by the second.
"Well
you do know it's a masked party right?" Akane asked. "Oh
and we also have this Christmas tradition that at the end of the
party you find the person you want to spend Christmas and the rest of
your life with. You then kiss them under the mistletoe to make it everlasting."
Great,
Ranma thought, that means I'm going to have to keep P-chan over
there away from Akane. It wasn't that he cared for Akane like that;
it was just that he didn't want to see him kissing her. It would have
hurt too much really. As the idea popped into his head he wanted to
scold himself. He was starting to slip in his ability to keep it
locked away.
"Oh
I see, I'll have to remember that," Ryoga replied winking
toward Ranma who blinked surprised but realizing the challenge behind
it. Or at least he thought he did cause not some seconds later Ryoga
graced him with an unsettlingly sweet smile.
"So
Ranma are you coming as a boy or a girl?" Akane asked expecting
him to explode at her.
Which
he did without hesitation, "What the hell do you think?! Of
course I'm going to be a boy... that's what I am damn it!"
"Alright
we get it now stop yelling," she replied sternly causing him to
snap his mouth shut.
She
sounded like Akane and she looked like her, but something was
defiantly off here. "I'm going now," He said standing up.
"Wait
don't you want to see who won?" She replied reaching out for
his wrist only missing it as he stepped back.
"I
don't know what you're up to really, but you can just stop now.
You've been acting weird all evening. What the hell is going on?"
He replied his voice rising.
Akane
looked up at him before smiling slightly, "What do you mean? I
think Christmas is one of the best times of the year. I can't wait
for this party; it'll be so much fun this year."
"Yeah,
whatever," Ranma grumbled before leaving the room and heading
upstairs to his own. Closing the screen he flopped down on his futon
and tried to get comfortable, the events after dinner slipping from
his mind.
Downstairs
the two left in the room shared a soft laugh, the girl regaining her
senses first. "Well I told you... you're just going to have to
sweep him off his feet and shove it in his face or he won't notice it."
"Oh
I think he noticed alright," the young man replied snickering.
"You should have seen his face this afternoon. You kind of have
to feel sorry for his cluelessness."
"Yes
well, you can all you want I just want him to be happy," Akane
replied looking toward where the stairs were. "Earlier today
when I mentioned I had invited you, 'her' face blushed so deeply, but
'her' eyes had this forlorn, fallen look."
"I
think I saw the same thing this afternoon after 'she' asked why I
was there," Ryoga replied sighing. "I just can't believe
how stupid I had been not to notice it before really. I guess he lets
it show more when in girl form."
"Maybe,"
Akane replied. "Come on let's go see what they thought of the rooms."
"Sure,"
Ryoga replied getting up from the table and following the shorter
girl out of the room.
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Akane
held her dress tightly to her clothed chest watching herself in the
mirror. The gown was going to look great, she just knew it. A slight
noise drew her attention causing her to look up. Ranma stood in her
open doorway only this Ranma had flaming red hair and crystal blue
eyes. "What's up? Oh did you hear you won the contest!"
"What?"
Ranma-chan's gentle voice replied shocked. "Oh I fell in the
lake again, haven't changed back yet."
Akane
smiled slightly, "Yep, you won. Well why don't you just go like
that I mean put on a nice dress and all? You'd probably look very pretty."
"No
way!" Ranma-chan snapped quickly turning to leave the doorway
she was occupying with her smaller female frame.
"Oh
come on, why not! I mean it's not like any of us haven't seen you in
a dress before," Akane replied chasing after the smaller girl
who was ignoring her.
Ranma-chan
turned on her eyes wide with shock, "What do you mean by that?"
"Well
it's just that one time when you thought you were actually a girl
and all..." she replied slowly the dress she was going to wear
still in her hands. "Come on we can go shopping and get you
something very nice I bet."
"Why
are you doing this?" the redhead replied an eyebrow raised.
"I
just thought you might want to try something different, maybe you
would have a lot of fun," Akane replied smiling softly.
"That way you could throw caution to the wind and just have lots
of fun with the rest of us."
'Throw
caution to the wind... what was she trying to imply,' Ranma-chan
wondered. 'Well I could probably find out if I followed her
suggestion, she is very adamant about this and isn't giving up. It
must have something to do with earlier.' She slowly nodded her head
in agreement causing Akane to laugh delighted by the change in her decision.
"Come
on, let me get my coat," Akane smiled again. "Oh and you
might want to change."
Ranma-chan
looked down at the tight shirt realizing she was probably right.
Going into her room she pulled on a loose long sleeve shirt that hung
off one of her shoulders and some jeans that fit alright if not to
big for her smaller frame. Reappearing in the hall Akane was slipping
into her jacket offering one out to Ranma-chan. The redhead took it
and slipped it on noticing a particular smell about it.
"Uh
where did you get this jacket?" she asked as they stepped out
of the dojo.
"Oh
I asked Ryoga if you could borrow his, since he wasn't using
it," she replied not turning back to keep Ranma from seeing her
sly smile.
'What?
I can't believe it!' Her mind screamed but she kept her mouth shut,
without realizing her cheeks were lighting up in a soft red blush.
She followed the other girl a cool breeze touching their faces. They
stopped at many shops and explored the stores to find the perfect
outfit. Finally, carrying several bags they began to head back home
to get ready for the party that was in a little under two hours.
Entering
the dojo they both shivered at the warmth that gushed toward them.
Slipping out of their coats, the redhead wasn't sure just what she
was going to do with hers. Not but a few moments later a voice spoke
behind her. "Oh I see you guys are back, have fun?"
Turning
she looked at the owner of the coat but wasn't able to say anything
before Akane did. "Oh yeah, it was great. Just wait until you
see her tonight... well that is if you recognize her."
She
shoved the coat at him, surprising him, before turning on her heels
and rushing upstairs the bags sifting with her sudden and quick
movements. Downstairs the two stood watching the small figure
disappear. Ryoga collected his coat from the floor noticing her scent
on it. "So you think this is going to work?" He asked the
dark haired girl.
"Yes,
I mean I've gotten this far haven't I. Just find her by the end of
the party and leave the rest to me," Akane replied. "Hope
you don't mind getting a little wet either, some of the water might
hit you."
"Just
so long as it's not cold," he replied with a smile.
"If
it was cold it wouldn't do anything," Akane replied picking up
the few bags left behind and turned to go upstairs.
Two
hours passed by quickly as they prepared for the party and everyone
got ready. A few of their classmates had been invited from school but
not many of them really showed up. Akane smiled as she saw the bucket
of water sitting in a dark corner, waiting to be used. It steamed
slightly, letting anyone know it was very warm water. The red dress
she wore hugged tightly to her curves while her short hair had a
small red bow decorating it. Her heels clicked softly on the wood
floor of the large room. The mask covering half her face was finely
detailed with small red roses over a white satin material.
Looking
over she watched a lovely girl enter the room. Long red hair
waterfalled in loose curls around an unusually delicate face. A small
mask hid most of the features except the crystal blue eyes, the deep
blue of the material glittered in the soft lights glowing in the
room. The small frame was covered in a strapless tight heavenly blue
gown that fanned out at the bottom almost touching the floor if it
weren't for the heeled velvet boots.
Turning
slightly she spotted Ryoga in a very nice suit his face covered with
a tiger's mask. She noticed that his eyes were looking the same
direction hers had just been. Trying to gain his attention she sifted
her body slightly under the lights and he finally looked toward her.
Giving a soft wink she knew he knew exactly which girl was
Ranma-chan. "Step two and three went just fine," she
whispered under her breath watching him move toward the redhead
standing by the door.
He
bowed slightly before her surprising the young woman who blinked in
confusion. He silently offered his hand out toward her, wanting to
draw her out of the darkness and into the small group of people
dancing in the center of the room. A beautiful Christmas song was
playing lightly in the background. Taking the hand she was led from
the doorway out into the middle of the room. His arm slipped about
her smaller waist, pulling her close as they began to circle lazily
around the room. Her dress fanned and followed their movements with a
soft sigh, as the boots clicked softly on the floor.
As
the party continued Ranma-chan spent most of the evening in the
charming young man's strong arms. She was surprised enough by her own
actions not to really take much notice of the young man who danced
with her. Stepping away from the center of the room they rested
against one of the walls his arm slipping around her waist, she
allowed it for this night only. They hadn't spoken a word to each
other, and she was far to embarrassed to start now as the night drew
on. Soon enough it would end and she would probably never see him
again anyway. Not to mention she would also change back. Silly Akane
and her ideas, she thought a moment before he whisked her back out
into the small crowd.
The
night wore on and she could tell the party was going to come to a
close very soon. Looking around she tried to pick Akane out and see
if she could find the one person she just knew would take advantage
of this tradition. Only she couldn't seem to find either of them in
the small group of people, which was weird considering how little the
number of people was here. Her search was stopped as a strong hand
gently turned her chin back to face the young man who had been her
companion all evening. It didn't take very long for her to realize he
was going to kiss her. Ranma-chan felt her mind scream that this was
wrong and she needed to get out of there, a boy, she was really a boy.
He
was too strong for her though, there was no way she was fighting
free of his hold on her. As they drew closer her eyes slipped close.
Just before their lips met warm water washed over her head and back,
instantly changing her into the boy she was. The lips locked upon his
own freezing him on the spot. Another boy was kissing him, kissing
Ranma, male form.
Finally
the kiss was released but the strong hold on him remained. Blinking
his eyes open he could see the smile on the other young man's face.
Something about it seemed all too familiar. He was still a bit
shorter then the other even in male form which also felt familiar.
"I knew kissing you would be sweet," a very deep, strong
voice said, one he easily recognized.
Ryoga...
it was Ryoga. How? Why? So many thoughts flooded his mind as he
tried to break free of the grip the lost boy had on him. He had to
get away, get out of here. Had Akane planned this to get revenge for
all the stuff he'd done to her? But this was beyond that this was
hateful and he never thought Akane could be that hateful. Finally
succeeding in breaking Ryoga's hold he ran from the room, his feet
carrying him as far as he could get before collapsing into a heap.
Voices, there were voices behind him, chasing him. His heart stopped
beating for several seconds, he had enjoyed being in Ryoga's arms...
how could any of them known of his secret feelings. What he tried to
bury so deep that kept resurfacing.
He
felt a hand gently touch his bare shoulder, instantly jerking away
from the comfort it tried to offer. "Ranma?" Akane's soft
voice filled his ears, she almost sounded worried not happy.
"Why?"
He asked quietly trying to keep his emotions under control. "Why
did you do that to me?"
"I
thought that was what you wanted..." She replied sitting down
beside him. "Every time we mention Ryoga you get this little
blush but your eyes are so sad. I hated seeing that look on your
face, so I wanted to change that. I told Ryoga and he admitted his
own feelings toward you. I know it was a devious way to do it but I
didn't know how else to... you're a hard man to convince of anything."
"You're
wrong," he whimpered. Inside his body ached to finally admit
the truth, he wouldn't allow it though.
"Am
I?" She replied trying to look into his downcast face.
"Even he noticed it after I told him about it... how can we both
be wrong?"
"No,"
his voice was so low she had to lean forward even more to hear his
words. "It's not true... it's not... it's not... it's..."
"True,"
she whispered for him seeing the crystal tears rolling down under
the beautiful blue mask. "I'm going to go and get him now."
She
left him sitting there on the floor heading back the way she had
come to retrieve the one thing that was driving his life into a
downward spiral. It seemed like only seconds passed between that and
when two strong arms encircled his chest. His body jerked up at the
contact drawing him closer to the solid warm body behind him.
"You
looked very beautiful tonight," Ryoga's warm voice wafted past
his ear. One of his arms released their hold to use his fingers to
wipe the stray tears off of Ranma's cheek. "I didn't mean to
deceive you but Akane-san had said this was the best way to get your attention."
"I
thought you hated me... wanted revenge for everything that had
happened to you," Ranma replied shakily. "No this is just a
hateful trick!"
Ryoga's
arms tightened around the young man pulling him as close as
possible, "I only did it so that I could be close to you all the
time. I want to be near you always and forever, always protecting you
no matter what. I wasn't sure how you felt about that so I faked it
by claiming to want Akane-san. I'm sorry if I hurt you that was never
my intention."
"What
other intention could you have? You kissed me in front of
everyone!" Ranma shouted trying to fight free again.
"No
one knew but Akane-san, I made sure we were in the darkest part of
the room, or did you not notice?" Ryoga replied refusing to let
go of him. "I only wanted you to know how I felt."
Ranma's
head sagged as his heart raced, he was starting to run out of
excuses to rebuff the young man who seemed to be hang on to him for
dear life. Sighing softly he stopped struggling, "Please...
leave me alone. I just want to be alone right now."
"No,
I don't know what you'd do if I left you alone and I won't let you
hurt yourself," Ryoga replied stubbornly.
"I
won't... I promise," Ranma rebuked softly. "I just need
time to think that's all."
"I'm
supposed to believe that pathetic voice..." Ryoga responded.
"Ranma I won't let you make yourself miserable by trying to deny
what there is between us. I can see it in the way you look at me, I'm
not blind and you shouldn't pretend to be either. It's only going to
tare you apart inside."
"Stop
it!" Ranma yelled finally pulling himself free. Jerking to his
feet he stumbled down the hall, unshed tears glistening in his eyes.
'Stop it, you can't be right! Stop being right!'
Ryoga
hurried after him refusing to allow the smaller man out of his
sight. He feared just what Ranma might do if he were alone. Akane had
come and told him that he had been upset by the whole event; he knew
that it was mutual even if Ranma refused to admit it. He could see it
in the way he unconsciously moved closer, his cheeks lighting up
probably without him even realizing they were. Several steps ahead of
him he saw the young man had collapsed again and was violently
shaking with uncontrolled sobs.
Ranma
felt like his body was being pulled apart, his heart shattering in
his clenched hands. His brain reeled at the idea that Ryoga could
possibly return his feelings. No it was just a cruel trick played out
by them both. They wanted to destroy him for everything he had ever
done to them, they hated him. Right? That was what it was, they
wanted him to suffer and die. As he struggled to pull himself up
again he felt two strong arms enfold around him again. They were
warm, almost protective and possessive in their grip. He couldn't
fight it anymore his whole body ached and his mind spun as his world
went black.
Ranma
went limp in Ryoga's arms; he could hear the young man breathing
softly as if just sleeping. 'Tonight had been too overwhelming on his
system,' Ryoga thought as he gently scooped the young man's legs up.
The usually pigtailed boy curled up closer to his solid chest as if
an effort to find warmth and comfort. He turned to go upstairs when
he caught sight of dark hair, looking over Akane-san was smiling
softly at him. He nodded towards her before heading up to Ranma's room.
Soft
Christmas music gently wafted through the floor of the room where
Ryoga sat beside the still unconscious Ranma. He hadn't realized how
long Ranma's hair was until now; it was down and lying against the
pillow delicately. The black contrasted against the white material
standing it out even more. There had been small jewels in his hair;
most of them were still there glowing in the soft moonlight filtering
into the room. Brushing his fingers gently through the silky strands
he reveled in them. Pulling his mask off he gently slid Ranma's free
as well, what was the use hiding behind one of these now. Ranma knew
how he really felt, he had told him of those feelings he carried
inside. 'He's absolutely beautiful,' Ryoga thought his hands leaving
the soft hair to ghost across a smooth cheek.
Blue
eyes opened as soft lips parted slightly. The hazy vision cleared
before him, to reveal the person he had been trying to run away from.
It seemed he hadn't succeeded at all. Jerking away from the gentle
caress on his cheek he slowly sat up. The tears were waiting just
behind his eyes as he focused on Ryoga's warm face. "Why? Why
are you doing this me?"
Ryoga
reached out toward him but the smaller man jerked away even more.
"Ranma don't you understand... I love you with all my heart."
"No!"
Ranma shouted his whole body shaking. "It's not true! This is
some trick you and Akane cooked up to get back at me."
"Akane
only wants to make you happy, as I do," Ryoga replied denying
the accusation.
Ranma
bolted to his feet the dress and shoes hindering his movements and
slowing him down. He rushed from the room and down the stairs hearing
Ryoga's heavy footsteps right behind him. Rushing though the open
screen door he came upon the yard where they had fought so often
before. His mind reeled from the memories of their fights. His feet
stumbled on the cold slick steps but he was able to keep his balance.
A light snow was falling from the gray sky above him.
He
could hear Ryoga's voice behind him, causing him to turn back to see
how close the lost boy was. Only the distraction threw him off
course, when his shoes slipped on the slick rocks around the pond
sending him into the freezing water. His body changed instantly under
the cold water. Red hair emerged from the water to find a hand
offered out to the woman he had become.
Ryoga
noticed that Ranma was not taking his offered hand but instead
remained in the freezing water. He had to be careful or he was going
to be a little black pig. He knew she couldn't stay in there long or
she would become sick, reaching out a bit further he grabbed the
small shoulder and pulled her over to the rocks. She flailed her arms
in surprise but Ryoga was able to get a hand on her arm and pull her
from the water. Taking off his dress coat he wrapped it around her
small shivering frame. "I told you to be careful... didn't you
hear me?"
"Don't...
Don't... touch me...." her voice stammered with her chattering
teeth. Turning away from him she took off away from the pond toward
the gate to the streets beyond. Her feet became tangled in her dress
as she ran causing her to fall to the ground in a heap. The snow
seemed to be falling harder now from the looming dark sky.
She
was lifted from the cold cement by a pair of strong arms. Pushing
against Ryoga gained her nothing other then exhaustion. Ranma-chan
was starting to feel the effects of the cold water as her whole body
shook. Ryoga carried her back inside the warm dojo heading upstairs
to the bath where he could get her warmed up more quickly. Running
the hot water he settled her in the tub, knowing it was only soaking
the gown even more.
Ranma's
blue eyes watched from behind wet black hair as Ryoga moved to leave
the room. He wondered where the lost boy was going and if he would
make his way back. It was then that he realized, in everything that
had happened since Ryoga had shown up, he hadn't gotten lost yet. The
other martial artist reappeared a moment later in his hands a towel
and clean dry clothes.
"Thought
you would want a change of clothes," Ryoga said to the look
Ranma was giving him. "If you take the dress and shoes off I'll
hang them up to dry out."
Ranma
looked down at his soaked dress and the shoes under the pool of
water. Slipping the boots free from his feet he laid them beside the
tub where Ryoga picked them up. Reaching back he unzipped the dress
and pulled it down his arms, freeing his upper body from the tight
material. He wasn't sure how he was going to get the rest off though.
Ryoga
seemed to read his mind as he turned his back from the other boy
allowing Ranma the privacy to slip free of the dress and sink back
into the water. The soggy material sloshed to the floor letting the
Ryoga know he was free from it. Collecting the dress from the floor
he went to hang it up and place the boots in a spot where they would
dry out. Returning to the bath he noticed Ranma had dried off and put
on the clothes he had brought for him.
Ranma
watched him, standing still in the small room, before Ryoga took his
hand and pulled him out into the hall. He was led to his room before
Ryoga finally let go. Could he have been honest? Ranma's mind began
to wonder if Ryoga was actually being honest in telling him he loved
him. His heart dared to hope, pushing his brain even further away
from his emotions.
"Ryoga...
were you being serious?" Ranma asked slowly getting the other's attention.
"Very,"
Ryoga answered looking into the deep blue eyes he had fallen in love
with. "I would never do anything to hurt you or play with your emotions."
Ranma
collapsed to the floor the words he needed to hear ringing in his
head. His one desire wanted him back. Ryoga was at his side instantly
his hand coming to rest on Ranma's shoulder. He heard Ryoga talking
but couldn't make out the words. "Yes... Yes I love you,"
he finally admitted stopping whatever Ryoga had been saying.
Ryoga
stared at him, his blue eyes going wide for only a moment before he
wrapped his arms around Ranma's slender frame. Pulling the other
close he felt him relax in his embrace. Ranma's head rested
comfortably against Ryoga's strong chest as his fingers curled around
Ryoga's dress shirt. Allowing his eyes to slip close he felt safe and
warm in that protective embrace. This was all he needed, all he ever
wanted. He was glad he had finally found it, he felt complete now.
Until
tonight
My
heart was just half full
I'd
never know the fruit, which feed the soul
Now
I see what may put to rest my longing
For
I have seen
The
face of love
The
grace of God
The
face of love
In
silence I feared my heart
Would
remain words unheard
Inside
a separateness of skin
But
now I know that the skin just veils the soul
For
I have seen
The
face of love
The
grace of God
The
face of love
So
take my hand and knowing
With
it I also give my heart
Wanting
never to be separate again
Let
eternity begin
If
I were a flame
I'd
allow myself to be consumed completely
Were
you the wind I would wish you to pass through me
But
now I know that the skin just veils the soul
For
I have seen
The
face of love
The
grace of God
The
face of love
~Owari~
