[ rated R ]

We boarded the plane holding hands and smiling. We were in such a rush to make it on time, it was funny. The other passengers on the plane couldn't help but notice we were just married.. I was in my tux and Jamie in her gown. Many congratulated us as we headed to our seats in the back. We sat down next to each other, still in a playful, giggly mood. Our bags, already there, as I had used the luggage transport, so we were worry-free. I wrapped my arms around her, and sat just like we did in the limo. But now, we had to whisper so people wouldn't hear us. I leaned over to her ear. "Jamie.. what are you thinking about, honey?" "I don't know.. so many things are running through my mind! I feel.. so in love right now." I smiled. "Come on. your thoughts must revolve around something.." Jamie nodded slightly. "Yeah.. I'm thinking about tonight." I felt like laughing. I ran my fingers through her long, brown strands. "what about it." she sighed. "Do you feel comfortable talking about this?" I asked. "With you, of course I do. You're the object of my affection.." "You're ready..." She paused, and nodded again. "Ye.. yeah.. I mean, I'm married now, and I'm so in love with you.. and I want it." I was sort of confused. "Then what's wrong?" "Well.. remember what I said to you.. on the pier. When you said you might kiss me." I nodded. "Yeah, you said you might be bad at it." .. silence. "Oh, Jamie, that's not possible." She scoffed, and I smiled. "I'm not worried about it, like, just doing it.." "Okay.." she seemed so tense. "I'm worried about what it will be like. I really might be bad at it. or, it might hurt, or something. I want to do it, I'm totally amazed by how in love I am with you. I want to show you how much I love you. it's.. a gift I'm giving to you, that only you will have. I don't want to upset you." I was hurt by the way she felt. nothing could change how I felt about her, even that. she's the best person I have ever known in my life, she knows it. why should she be upset? I rested my forehead to the side of her head, and whispered into her ear.. "Jamie, I love you, and nothing can change that. And I need you to understand that.. that doesn't matter. and I'm sure everything will be fine, because you're a woman now. if anything goes wrong Jamie, don't blame yourself. there will be other times. nothing that happens will disappoint me, because I'm too in love with everything else about you." I kissed her cheek, and her lips slowly curved into a smile. "I'm not worried anymore."

the rest of the flight was just your typical blue talk and love. for 5 hours, we just talked about nonsense and this unbelievable day. we kissed, laughed, and kissed more. our hearts were ringing, the tunes of our souls were singing.. and nothing could take that feeling away. when the plane landed, we were almost upset that the ride was over. but the best was yet to come. Jamie had even made me a little nervous about tonight.. so we were both a little weirded out and shaken. but deep down, we knew nothing would go wrong. we stepped off the plane to find the magnificent night sky above. our luggage, already in our ride, just as I had asked for. I glanced to my watch, and it was 9:00 at night. We stepped into our ride and we taken to the hotel. We were both feeling weird.. we didn't talk much on the way. We didn't have much more to talk about after those 5 hours on the plane. So, I just held her hand and stroked her hair. As we arrived after that short ride, we again smelled the fresh ocean. The scent wasn't as strong as it was in North Carolina.. the water here was so clear.. but it was so relaxing. The bell-boy took our bags up the room as we followed, holding hands. He left our bags on the floor and left.. and there we were, standing alone, behind the closed door.

She walked over to the balcony overlooking the sea. I followed her. The balcony doors were so close to the bed, it was almost like a window so the sun can cascade in the morning. "It's beautiful, isn't it?" she said. "Mhm." I said, sort of speechless, consumed in her beauty. She looked down to her shoes, and I looked at her. she glanced up at me, and I stared deeply into her chocolate eyes. "I have intense butterflies in my stomach right now." she said softly. Her face, her tone.. it was just like the day on the pier. That nervous, loving expression. I knew exactly what she meant. And it was such a feeling of nerves, love.. anticipation. I cradled my hand to her cheek and gave her a half smile, which she returned, lifting her chin. she lifted her hands to my shoulders, I watched as her eyes slowly closed as I leaned down to caress her lips with my own. she took initiative, and began to slip my tux jacket down my arms. I brought one hand to her shoulder, as the other slid down her cheek and neck to the other. I slowly pushed the lace straps of her gown down her arms until it fell to the floor. she pulled away and looked straight into my eyes, plainly telling me how nervous she was, and her slight embarrassment. without a smile or even a blink, I began to unbutton my shirt, and she slid the belt from my waistline. Moving silently towards the bed with her in my arms, her feather light weight and silken garment pressing against my arms, I felt a sort of tension build in my stomach. Stooping lowly, I laid her upon the flawless comforter, watching it wrinkle and dip around her body. My breath caught in my throat at the sight of her, strands of silken brown spilling down upon pale and exposed shoulders, her lips damp and parted with anticipation, her eyes wide and containing a small look of fright. I couldn't blame her, after all she was still a virgin. Stepping closer to the bed, I crawled up onto it stretching my body out over hers, noting the slight gasp as the evidence of my arousal pressed against her. It was just so perfect at that moment, the sights, smells, tastes, feelings. I bent my head down, lids lowering to conceal eyes filled with lust and love, and captured her tender labium's with my own parting them with a flicker of a tongue. The kiss was glorious, and gave me a chance to calm her down while my hands gripped the strap of the small piece of clothing covering her body, and pull them down exposing breasts that were just as perfect as I'd imagined. Pulling my lips away from her own, I bent my head again and started pressing kisses along her neck, my hands coming up to cup the soft mounds gently, eliciting a slight moan from her damp lips. Soon, I was stepping back and sliding the silken teddy from her body, tossing it aside to land in a small rustle of cloth on the floor. At that instant, I knew perfection lived in Jamie. I moved back from her slowly, staring into her glistening, chocolates eyes, silently exposing how I shared her nervousness and frightful anticipation. I hooked fingers into the waistband of my boxers, and slide them from my hips and down, revealing everything to her. I tried to tell myself my body was just heating up because the room temperature was high, not because I was blushing. Moving my body back up again, I spread myself out atop her, the warm we were emitting together was causing sweat to pour down both our bodies and mix together. My hands slid up and down her creamy smooth sides, words of comfort and soft sounds sliding from my parted lips. Her legs slid apart slowly, and I moved between them. Christ, I could feel her heat, it was drawing me forward and forward I did go, pressing against her and sliding myself into the scalding heat that was her, pausing to allow her to adjust, wincing at the pained cry that escaped her lips when I was the rest of the way in. Pressing my lips to hers again, I waited for her to tell me it was okay, before I began thrusting slowly, moans and cries spilling from somewhere deep inside of me, mixing with her own. We moved together as one, not as Landon and Jamie, but as some LandonJamie being, we were completely together then. My thrusting increased, as did the pressure of her fingernails digging into the skin of my back, and all too soon my body was awash with completion and my seed was spilt into her body. Her head tossed back, strands of brown spreading across the pristine white of the pillow case, as she clenched around me moaning her own release. Ever so slowly, I slid from her and fell to my side next to her, hand reaching up to brush damp strands away from her forehead. Then she turned to me and smiled, and again I saw perfection, felt perfection when she moved towards me pillowing her head on my chest, as my strong arms came to wrap around her lithe form. I heard her murmured I love you before she fell into a deep sleep, and I kissed her temple softly. "I love you too, Jamie Carter.."