TITLE: My Heart Will Go On
AUTHOR: Blue Demon
RATING: PG
DISCLAIMER: I don't own BeyBlade (though I wish I owned Kia........) I do however own Wanda, Demazla and Jimmy. So ha! Also Titanic theme tune is not mine. First time I've done a song fic, so bare with me. (AKA. Please don't eat me!!)
ACK'MENT: To my wonderful muse!
NOTES: Lemony......
SUMMERY: Kia thinks about Wanda, and how she died.

Chapter 8

Kia woke up with a jolt. It had been over a week since Wanda had died. His body was soaked with sweat. It was the same nightmare, repeating its self since that day.

'Everynight in my dreams, I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on'

He kept thinking that he could've saved her, if he hadn't have been so weak. Once he was out of the hospital he started to weight-lift, it was part of his training, but he over did it, and was sent back to get his stiches replace.
He couldnÕt stop thinking about her.

'Far across the distance and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near, far, where ever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more, you opened the door
And you're here in my heart and
My heart will go on and on'

Kia walked out of the hotel, they were at the World Championships, Ray came back, seeing as they needed help, Mr Dickinson decided to help out Ray's family by giving them some money. Kia felt as though he should talk to someone about Wanda's death, it affected him badly for the first couple of days. Then of course, was Demazla.

'Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go til we're gone'

He managed to use Wanda's blade and Demazla came out with a loud roar, one which could be mistaken for anger, but in reality was sadness. Kia looked at his Dranzer blade, it had lit up and Demazla went back into her red beyblade. Kia understood that Dranzer was comforting Demazla telepathicly, it as a shame that he couldn't speak to them both. He only had Drazner to read his mind, and at times, it wasn't that helpful. Both man and bit beast knew that.

'Love was when I loved you
One true time, I hold to
In my life will always go on'

He could talk to Max. Who took the news badly, as did his father, both only knowing Wanda for a short period of time thought, they most likely didn't share the same pain as him. How could he go on? He looked at the night sky, it was clear, not a cloud up there. Why? Why her? What did she do to deserve that? Why not just kill me instead? Kia asked all those silent questions. Why not me? I deserve it, after staying with my grandfather. Why not me? Or is this some cruel punishment? He felt a few tears fall from his face. He only cried at night, outside, where no one could see him. How could he carry on? Why should he?

'Near, far, where ever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more, you opened the door
And you're here in my heart and
My heart will go on and on'

He sighed, still wishing he could have done more to save her, wishing he actually went down the side of the waterfall and searched for her instead of passing out. The police couldn't find a body, the land was conored off. Kia's grandfather came back early because of the news, and gave Kia into serious trouble. But Kia never regreted inviting Wanda to his home, what he did regret was training on that day. Now he felt fear, he was scared that his team might find out what actually happend between him and Wanda. It was a new feeling, but he wanted to keep it.
He turned away from the night sky and saw a figure standing a few yards away in the shadows. He was about to move closer, but it threw something at him. Who ever it was, they didn't have a good aim. Kia thought as he picked up a bracelet. His eyes widend. It had a small Dranzer and Demazla. He looked back, but the person was gone.
'Wanda?' Kia said softly, but nothing answered back, apart from the wind.

'You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart and
My heart will go on and on'

Blue Demon: Humph. Maybe I picked the wrong song?
Blinker: Nah. I'm your muse, you should trust me.
Blue Demon: And blame you it people start to throw tomatos at us!
Blinker: Hum. Bugger off! They'll love this!
Blue Demon: So, why type of coffin do you want?