A/N Why am I wasting my time? ~Sigh~ Oh, well. This is partially for myself, I suppose... oh, yeah. Stuff the essay, I can't be bothered doing it, even though it's tomorrow...

Disclaimer: Everything except Lucy is Meg Cabot's. I don't even own the name Lucy... and she's not worth owning anyway.

Monday October 19 G&T
AHHH!!! I'm doomed... the man of my life Josh Richter did not call or Sunday.. could he possibly have made up with Lana... who knows it might even include usage of his tongue, which he -unfortunately- neglected to try out at the dance. Possibly because he danced with so many other girls, it isn't fair! He's supposed to dance with me all night. He's supposed to be mine. Didn't he, after all take me to the dance?

But, noooo. I, Mia Moscovitz... DID I JUST WRITE THAT?! Um, forget that, let's pretend I never wrote it, shall we? Anyway, I, Mia Thermopolis just had to go around eyeing Lilly's older brother. Yes, older brother is hard enough, but Lilly... I've gone too far. Then my boyfriend (IS he my boyfriend? I mean, we've been on a total of one date thus far...) goes and catches me doing it! Argh!! Life has sunk to an all time low...

Anyway, so I hung around the phone all of Sunday, and did not receive any phone calls...(not from Lilly's apologising, not from Michael or Kenny asking me out -WHAT? I am soooo fickle- and not from Josh saying he understood my loneliness, and forgave me for ogling at Michael).

I'm in G&T now, Lilly's giving me the death glare (nothing compared to Grandmere's) and Michael is trying to teach me about Sine and Cosine ratios (Waay too hard), and he hasn't realised that I'm not paying attention...

Michael: MIA!!!
Oops, maybe he did notice after all....
Me: Yes, Michael?
Michael: Are you even listening to me?
Me: Uh, yes, yes. 25x-36 = -11x
Michael: Um, Mia, that's wrong. Why don't you put away that diary and listen to me?
Me: I'm sorry, I can't concentrate today. Look, why don't you go and work on Crackhead and I'll finish off for homework.
Michael: Are you sure? Cos if you don't understand, I can explain it again for you...
Me: No, no. Go on, I can manage, I'll ask Mr G, k?
Michael: (doubtfully) If you're sure... (He goes over to Lucy where they work together on some computer club project)

I asked him to work on Crackhead!, not working on Lucy... why am I so bitter? Um, maybe because the totally hot Josh Richter has not talked to me since dinner at Tavern on the Green, and I'm experiencing a very sore heart...

I just realised something. Michael hasn't talked to me about that little tender moment we shared at the dance. Didn't he feel anything special? I've got to work on my flirting skills... I might try them out next G&T lesson... Heck, why not??

Umm, what have I got next...? Bio, then lunch. Cool. Hang on a sec. Biology. Kenny. Mad, totally obsessed with freak-of-nature Mia. Uh-oh.

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO???????????????