Dreams can come true
Disclaimer: That I don't own Digimon you should know by now... Sorry that it took me so long to post this part but my imagination was on vacation [hey, a rhyme!] But now I'm back and things are starting to escalate. At the moment I'm not sure how I want to continue this. But I think that if I get some nice reviews I can come up with some ideas. Okay, on with the show...
Dreams can come true
Yamato's (Pov)
When Tai ran out of my apartment I wanted to go after him. But I couldn't. Something deep inside of me stopped me to do so. I put my hands over my face and sank with my back at the door to the floor. The only thing I did was sitting there and staring into space. This time it was really my fault. But I didn't meant to snap at him like that. But he provoked me. Why can't he accept that I want to watch my shows? I have never complained when he wanted to see one of his cartoons that rot your brain away (AN: I look them... this explains many things ~_~) Now I feel bad. I think that if I would think about Tai right now I'm going to start crying. One of the many things I hate about myself- crying. Some say that you need to cry, 'cause it cleans your soul. Ha! At the moment I can literally feel the dirt dripping from it. Maybe I should cry... When I start crying now I'm never gonna stop. *Beep* What's that? *Beep* The telephone. I don't want to deal with some jerk right now. *Beep* I'm not going. *Beep* I don't want to. What if it is Tai? Huh? What should I do then? I can tell you: I would cry and Tai would think that I'm a complete idiot. "...Uhm... hi Matt... This is Tai...uhm.. I only wanted to say... that... I'm sorry and that I never meant to snap at you like that....." He can't stop it! Why is he doing that? I don't want to hear him. Stupid machine! Why is the speaker on? God, I can't stand this... this is torture.. If I could get up I would end this call... But I can't move my legs. I don't know why but they won't obey my mind. There he is speaking again... "...this is stupid. Ha ha... I'm trying to talk to your answering machine..." Silence? Why isn't he talking? I'm not going to pick up. I'm not going to pick up. I won't do it! "..Please, Matt... I know that you are at home... please pick up.." God, now he is pleading... I'm going to cry. I can feel it. It's too late to stop my tears. "..please.. Yama.." There.. now I'm crying. "..I want to talk to you in person... If you want... then come to the park..." What?! "I'm waiting there at nine... I'll wait until you come and if I must sit there the whole night, I'll do it... so please come... Well, I think that I don't have to say something right now... so... think about it.. I hope that you are coming. Bye, Matt" *Beep* That's crazy!! I can't go and meet him. I'm crying like a baby right now and I don't think that it'll stop any time soon. Sure thing that I'll start crying again if I only see him with his puppy- eyes and this sweet little grin on his face. But I doubt that he'll grin if I go and see him. Now I'm crying even harder. It starts to become difficult to breath... I really should calm myself, but every time I try to think about something I can only see Tai and this hurt expression on his face. What am I going to do? I know him too well. He'll sit there the whole night if I don't come. That's for sure. I don't want him to sit there all alone and in the dark. But I also don't want to go. What am I going to do? At this point crying is the only thing that I can do right. I'm a looser...
AN: This was depressing. I never thought that it would turn out this way. But when I started writing I couldn't stop. My original idea the exact opposite from what I have written now. I completely lost my storyline but I think that I can come up with something that will please you. If you have any idea what should happen next, then feel free to review or email me.
Disclaimer: That I don't own Digimon you should know by now... Sorry that it took me so long to post this part but my imagination was on vacation [hey, a rhyme!] But now I'm back and things are starting to escalate. At the moment I'm not sure how I want to continue this. But I think that if I get some nice reviews I can come up with some ideas. Okay, on with the show...
Dreams can come true
Yamato's (Pov)
When Tai ran out of my apartment I wanted to go after him. But I couldn't. Something deep inside of me stopped me to do so. I put my hands over my face and sank with my back at the door to the floor. The only thing I did was sitting there and staring into space. This time it was really my fault. But I didn't meant to snap at him like that. But he provoked me. Why can't he accept that I want to watch my shows? I have never complained when he wanted to see one of his cartoons that rot your brain away (AN: I look them... this explains many things ~_~) Now I feel bad. I think that if I would think about Tai right now I'm going to start crying. One of the many things I hate about myself- crying. Some say that you need to cry, 'cause it cleans your soul. Ha! At the moment I can literally feel the dirt dripping from it. Maybe I should cry... When I start crying now I'm never gonna stop. *Beep* What's that? *Beep* The telephone. I don't want to deal with some jerk right now. *Beep* I'm not going. *Beep* I don't want to. What if it is Tai? Huh? What should I do then? I can tell you: I would cry and Tai would think that I'm a complete idiot. "...Uhm... hi Matt... This is Tai...uhm.. I only wanted to say... that... I'm sorry and that I never meant to snap at you like that....." He can't stop it! Why is he doing that? I don't want to hear him. Stupid machine! Why is the speaker on? God, I can't stand this... this is torture.. If I could get up I would end this call... But I can't move my legs. I don't know why but they won't obey my mind. There he is speaking again... "...this is stupid. Ha ha... I'm trying to talk to your answering machine..." Silence? Why isn't he talking? I'm not going to pick up. I'm not going to pick up. I won't do it! "..Please, Matt... I know that you are at home... please pick up.." God, now he is pleading... I'm going to cry. I can feel it. It's too late to stop my tears. "..please.. Yama.." There.. now I'm crying. "..I want to talk to you in person... If you want... then come to the park..." What?! "I'm waiting there at nine... I'll wait until you come and if I must sit there the whole night, I'll do it... so please come... Well, I think that I don't have to say something right now... so... think about it.. I hope that you are coming. Bye, Matt" *Beep* That's crazy!! I can't go and meet him. I'm crying like a baby right now and I don't think that it'll stop any time soon. Sure thing that I'll start crying again if I only see him with his puppy- eyes and this sweet little grin on his face. But I doubt that he'll grin if I go and see him. Now I'm crying even harder. It starts to become difficult to breath... I really should calm myself, but every time I try to think about something I can only see Tai and this hurt expression on his face. What am I going to do? I know him too well. He'll sit there the whole night if I don't come. That's for sure. I don't want him to sit there all alone and in the dark. But I also don't want to go. What am I going to do? At this point crying is the only thing that I can do right. I'm a looser...
AN: This was depressing. I never thought that it would turn out this way. But when I started writing I couldn't stop. My original idea the exact opposite from what I have written now. I completely lost my storyline but I think that I can come up with something that will please you. If you have any idea what should happen next, then feel free to review or email me.