NOTE: Okie take this as anything it was a discussion I had with my brother in one of my dreams,
just take it as anyone.....
-How do you get through it?
-You don't you just learn to live with it.
-...When will the tears stop falling?
-When you stop feeling sorry for yourself...
-Does tears come from self-pity?
-Mostly yea...
-I loved him
-I know, sweetie, I know.
-Why did he have to leave me?
-He probably couldn't stand it.
-Didn't he know that he could always turn to me for support?
-I don't think he got that far.
-I miss him.
-We all do.
-How will I continue if I'm not sure that he's happy where he is now?
-I don't know.
-Hold me.
-Everyone's so silent.
-They're shocked, so are you.
-I know.
-I want him back.
-You can't change what has happened.
-I know, I just hate that I wasn't there to stop it.
-So does the rest of us.
-I'm waiting for the nightmare to stop.
-I won't
-Ever?
-Your whole life is a nightmare, baby...
-What if it was me, would everyone be here then?
-I'm sure they would.
-I feel empty and forgotten.
-I know.
-It's so simple to take your own life.
-One shot.
-One bullet.
-And a lost life.....
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I miss you so much, I want my bigbrother back, why can't that happen?
Why can't you just waltz in through the door with a big grin on your face as you always did before?
You had so many dreams, so many things to do.
Now you're gone, lost forever.
You'll always have that little room in my heart it will be yours forever.
I love you still, I'll never forget you....
///Your little sister, lost and depressed.
(This was the original letter to my brother I wrote it after he killed himself,
I hope you took your time to read it....)
just take it as anyone.....
-How do you get through it?
-You don't you just learn to live with it.
-...When will the tears stop falling?
-When you stop feeling sorry for yourself...
-Does tears come from self-pity?
-Mostly yea...
-I loved him
-I know, sweetie, I know.
-Why did he have to leave me?
-He probably couldn't stand it.
-Didn't he know that he could always turn to me for support?
-I don't think he got that far.
-I miss him.
-We all do.
-How will I continue if I'm not sure that he's happy where he is now?
-I don't know.
-Hold me.
-Everyone's so silent.
-They're shocked, so are you.
-I know.
-I want him back.
-You can't change what has happened.
-I know, I just hate that I wasn't there to stop it.
-So does the rest of us.
-I'm waiting for the nightmare to stop.
-I won't
-Ever?
-Your whole life is a nightmare, baby...
-What if it was me, would everyone be here then?
-I'm sure they would.
-I feel empty and forgotten.
-I know.
-It's so simple to take your own life.
-One shot.
-One bullet.
-And a lost life.....
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I miss you so much, I want my bigbrother back, why can't that happen?
Why can't you just waltz in through the door with a big grin on your face as you always did before?
You had so many dreams, so many things to do.
Now you're gone, lost forever.
You'll always have that little room in my heart it will be yours forever.
I love you still, I'll never forget you....
///Your little sister, lost and depressed.
(This was the original letter to my brother I wrote it after he killed himself,
I hope you took your time to read it....)