Hey ppl. I jus saw the last epi of G gundam today, so I decided to make a
domon/allenby fic. Oh. About my GGX fic, im gonna put that on hold till the
next holiday (thanksgiving, next month) personally I think domon should go
with allenby. Not that im trying to disprove domon/rain, its just that with
allenby domon seems happier. Well this story will be an allenby monologue.
THIS IS NO EASY THING TO THINK LIKE A CHICK! Or.. ill try at least.. Well..
here goes nothing..
Allenby POV
You know that feeling you get when you love someone, but then you figure out that they love someone else? That strange tingling or sometimes stinging in your chest when you think about that person. Domon was the person I thought about, and that strange feeling always came up when I did. Of course I was happy when I was around him, but I was only happy just to cover up my real feelings. I've never met anyone in Neo Sweden because I was always training. And to think, that I met someone I truly had feelings for... in the Gundam Fight finals.
I once heard that: "Sometimes you don't know that you have something until you've lost it. Then, once you realized you've lost it, someone else has it. Thus, that someone would be happy, leaving you disappointed." I'm sure I had Domon's affection for at least once day, but I knew he cared for Rain more. Rain was someone who could talk to Domon without wanting to hang over him and jump on him or anything like that. But me, I like being hyper and I like to move around a lot. Not that I can't control it, but it's just that if I don't act hyper, then I act really nervous. That's another feeling I get. When I actually get the nerve to tell Domon, I always choke during the conversation.
Hm... I was really upset when I told Domon that he actually should go after Rain. I know I should be happy for them both, but what will become of me? I don't know anyone as cool as Domon. He taught me that I shouldn't be held back by my past and to look forward to the future. But what would I look foreword to? No one. I can dream, but then I end up waking up and then crying myself to sleep again.
TO BE CONTINED...
-.- dang this sucks. isn't this the most craptacular piece of writing you've ever seen? Ill probably make another chapter.. if the people like it.. but ill try to make the second chapter longer and different. Well this allenby story is freaky and the first chapter is short.. -.- so.. Bye for now.
Allenby POV
You know that feeling you get when you love someone, but then you figure out that they love someone else? That strange tingling or sometimes stinging in your chest when you think about that person. Domon was the person I thought about, and that strange feeling always came up when I did. Of course I was happy when I was around him, but I was only happy just to cover up my real feelings. I've never met anyone in Neo Sweden because I was always training. And to think, that I met someone I truly had feelings for... in the Gundam Fight finals.
I once heard that: "Sometimes you don't know that you have something until you've lost it. Then, once you realized you've lost it, someone else has it. Thus, that someone would be happy, leaving you disappointed." I'm sure I had Domon's affection for at least once day, but I knew he cared for Rain more. Rain was someone who could talk to Domon without wanting to hang over him and jump on him or anything like that. But me, I like being hyper and I like to move around a lot. Not that I can't control it, but it's just that if I don't act hyper, then I act really nervous. That's another feeling I get. When I actually get the nerve to tell Domon, I always choke during the conversation.
Hm... I was really upset when I told Domon that he actually should go after Rain. I know I should be happy for them both, but what will become of me? I don't know anyone as cool as Domon. He taught me that I shouldn't be held back by my past and to look forward to the future. But what would I look foreword to? No one. I can dream, but then I end up waking up and then crying myself to sleep again.
TO BE CONTINED...
-.- dang this sucks. isn't this the most craptacular piece of writing you've ever seen? Ill probably make another chapter.. if the people like it.. but ill try to make the second chapter longer and different. Well this allenby story is freaky and the first chapter is short.. -.- so.. Bye for now.