Disclaimer: I do not own ANY of these characters on BTVS Joss Wheadon does

Summary : What happens at the end of " Beneath You" when Xander and Anya are finally left alone?

Parings: x/a

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Anya sat in the hospital waiting room waiting for Xander to come back he told her to stay there until he came back, but like she would listen . Xander actually told her that if she didn't stay he would have Buffy come after her and she had worse problems then facing the slayer.

She stood up " Can I go now? I have things to do" she tapped her foot impatiently.

" No...not yet just hold on" he finished up the last signature and sat down in a chair next to where Anya was and gestured her to sit down and she did.

" Why?" is all Xander could manage to get out.

" Duh! It's my job! Hello where have you been?" she scoffs at him.

" I thought you were didn't than that..."

" And I thought you loved me...looks like we both hid things?" she smiled slightly waiting to hear his stupid reply so she could go.

" look I'm sorry for the leaving you but that's in the past ...this is just wrong... it's evil"

" I know and I'm just so damn good at it...thanks for the chat really boosted me up to being a gay Scooby...have fun Harris!" she got up and started leaving.

Xander grabbed her arm" What the fuck is wrong with?!?! why do you think you can just put people down like that all the time?!?!?*

Anya didn't turn around she didn't want him to see her tears she was a demon and demon's don't cry they make people cry " because I've always been put down from you and everyone else and now it's my turn..."

" What's that supposed to mean?" he turned her around and was shocked to see tears in her eyes. Oh my god ... I broke her he thought.

" Halfrek was right you were trying to change me! This is who I am a soulless demon! Why couldn't you just except that??!?"

" That's not who you are Anya..."

She struggled out of his grip and ran as far as she could until she realized she was at Tara's grave and she stood there just thinking about what it would be like to die. Would the pain go away?

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A/N: I might continue this if I get feedback