Disclaimer: I do not own ANY of these characters on BTVS Joss Wheadon does

Summary : What happens at the end of " Beneath You" when Xander and Anya are finally left alone?

Parings: x/a

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Xander's POV.

She walks around like nothing ever happened but I know that she is hurt and that she needs my help but how? What can I do? I watch her through the Magic Box Window. Is this spying?? Am I a stocker? No...yes...no stalkers where all black and have camera's. whatever. I open the door slowly waiting for her to yell but all she does is ignore me. how rude! I start looking at some items because I don't want her to think I'm watching because I'm not! Ok I am but hey I'm allowed!

" Can I help you?" Anya said as she smiled a fake smile at me. She looks like she's trying not to yell in front of the customers.

" Uh...ya can we talk?" Damn...that sounded so gay!

" Sorry I have customers...and I don't like you and I don't talk to people I don't like" How could she be this rude! I'm trying to make up.

" Ahn...please I know I hurt you but your over reacting.." Here it goes I can see the tears welling up and her face is getting red uh-oh.

" I'm the one over reacting! Hello Xander reality check ! I'm NOT the one stocking! and I don't see why I have to forgive you your not the owner of me anymore! you can't touch me and you can't change me!" WHAT? I can't believe this. I'm over reacting I'm not the one yelling and crying geez girls are so emotional. And I'M NOT STOCKING. Why does she keep on bring up the changing thing?

" Whatever you know what just forget it your too busy being soulless to have feelings" Whoops. Oh my I didn't mean to say that. How could I be such a jerk. I ruined it!.

She slapped me in the face! Ok I deserved that but hey she started it.

" When are you ever going to grow up and take some responsibility for your own mistakes?!?" She walks out.

That's the second time that has happened. I can't believe I led her to this. Well ya know what I'm going to find out what's wrong even though I might have to pry a little or a lot . I'm going to get my lover back.