I look in the water
and I see my reflection
and I look in my eyes
and how they've turned black
they're not the careless blue they used to be
they're dark now
filled with pain and sorrow
hurt beyond anyone's belief
a pain that runs so deep it
blackens my soul
my very being
it stirrs who I am
who I wish to become
and I know only the darkness now
the light has left me
not to return
and I feel I am abandoned
I'm a lone child crying
whishing, wanting my soul back
to cleanse myself of the darkness