Hey, I've decided to continue this story with more songfic chapters from Dido's CD. This chapter's song is Honestly OK.
~Jess~
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I just want to feel safe in my own skin,
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
But I'm so lonely
I don't even want to be with myself anymore
Tifa walked down the street. She was sick of being so bored and lonely. Her house was filled with the memories of Cloud. She had pictures everywhere; pictures of her and him happy together. Earlier she had picked up one, and slowly with her finger, touched the face in the picture. She needed to be out of her house, and decided to go visit Barret to see if he had found anything out, about Cloud's whereabouts, or anything. Why he left and to do what? All of her questions she needed answered and she hoped she would find someone out there who could answer them.
On a different day,
if I was safe in my own skin,
then I wouldn't feel lost and
so frightened
She was walking in the bad part of town. The streets were so dark, and she saw cold eyes stare at her as she walked down the street. It was so cold there, she shivered and then tried to stop herself by hugging her sides. Cloud had always warned her about this neighborhood, but she never had to worry about it because he would be there by her side. He would protect her with his large sword that seemed to scare anyone who would fool with Cloud and Tifa. But he wasn't there with her today.
But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin
And I'm so lonely
Finally, passing the cold stares and dirty neighborhoods, Tifa reached Barret's house, and let herself in. She found Barret sitting on his chair, reading the newspaper. He looked up at her with questioning eyes. Seeing how the ruby eyes that Tifa had once held, had now turned brown. She slowly made her way over to a chair across from Barret, with her eyes still locked with his.
"Barret, I was wondering if you've heard anything about Cloud. I miss him terribly. I don't know what to do with myself. I've been home for a week, moping around the house, waiting for him to come back. I don't know if he's going to. I don't even know if he's alright! I don't know anything and its killing me! What could have happened to him to make him leave!? Barret..." Tifa started crying and Barret ran over to her and put a hand on her shoulder. "I just want Cloud to come back, I just want everything to be alright. I want to be happy again Barret, please tell me you know something that can help me out." Her eyes silently pleaded with Barret to help her.
I don't even want to be with myself anymore
I just want to feel safe in my own skin,
I just want to be happy again.
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Was this chapter any good? I'm feeling kind of like this right now. But if you like these songs, you should get Dido's CD.
~Jess~
~Jess~
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I just want to feel safe in my own skin,
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
But I'm so lonely
I don't even want to be with myself anymore
Tifa walked down the street. She was sick of being so bored and lonely. Her house was filled with the memories of Cloud. She had pictures everywhere; pictures of her and him happy together. Earlier she had picked up one, and slowly with her finger, touched the face in the picture. She needed to be out of her house, and decided to go visit Barret to see if he had found anything out, about Cloud's whereabouts, or anything. Why he left and to do what? All of her questions she needed answered and she hoped she would find someone out there who could answer them.
On a different day,
if I was safe in my own skin,
then I wouldn't feel lost and
so frightened
She was walking in the bad part of town. The streets were so dark, and she saw cold eyes stare at her as she walked down the street. It was so cold there, she shivered and then tried to stop herself by hugging her sides. Cloud had always warned her about this neighborhood, but she never had to worry about it because he would be there by her side. He would protect her with his large sword that seemed to scare anyone who would fool with Cloud and Tifa. But he wasn't there with her today.
But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin
And I'm so lonely
Finally, passing the cold stares and dirty neighborhoods, Tifa reached Barret's house, and let herself in. She found Barret sitting on his chair, reading the newspaper. He looked up at her with questioning eyes. Seeing how the ruby eyes that Tifa had once held, had now turned brown. She slowly made her way over to a chair across from Barret, with her eyes still locked with his.
"Barret, I was wondering if you've heard anything about Cloud. I miss him terribly. I don't know what to do with myself. I've been home for a week, moping around the house, waiting for him to come back. I don't know if he's going to. I don't even know if he's alright! I don't know anything and its killing me! What could have happened to him to make him leave!? Barret..." Tifa started crying and Barret ran over to her and put a hand on her shoulder. "I just want Cloud to come back, I just want everything to be alright. I want to be happy again Barret, please tell me you know something that can help me out." Her eyes silently pleaded with Barret to help her.
I don't even want to be with myself anymore
I just want to feel safe in my own skin,
I just want to be happy again.
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Was this chapter any good? I'm feeling kind of like this right now. But if you like these songs, you should get Dido's CD.
~Jess~