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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Chapter 7: Behind The Disguise

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Ginny walked in holding out her wand. He'd hate me but I have to find out she thought.

she arrived at the chamber. "Lumos Theolos" she muttered.

The room was the same, everything was still dusty. Maybe I should clean up. she thought.

She got her wand back and lighted the chandeliers.

She started muttering spells to clean the room. soon the whole room was clean.

She went to the bedroom and did the same spells. Ah the magic of magic

The bed was all clean, so Ginny hopped on the bed. It's going to be great sleeping here.

She was thinking of Draco, his sister.

His sister! this must be her chamber. she stood up and walked to the desk opening up the cabinets. They were full of papers and old books. this must be where she does homework.

She went through the stuff and came across an old journal. I hope this doesn't think for itself she shivered at the memory of Tom Riddle.

She turned the page there were the words

8*****************************************************8

Pamela Malfoy

Slytherin' 2nd Year

8-------------------------------------------------------------------8

She turned to the next page and saw a picture of a girl holding a baby. The baby had corn colored hair and blue gray eyes. Draco.

But where is Pamela? No one has ever heard of Pamela before, and a Malfoy is always known.

she turned the page again and saw Pamela holding Draco, he looks about the age of 3. He looks so innocent so happy. it' s the first time I saw him smile Ginny thought.

She turned the page again and there were words written on it.

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Father warned me not to show emotions to COCO, but he is my baby brother and I love him.

Father hits me every night I cry and cry but tried to hide it from little COCO.

He hits COCO too, it's as if we are not his children. I sometimes hear COCO cry in the dungeons. How could his own father do that to him, clearly he was a demon.

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January 17, 1982

I heard him cry again, just because he made friends with a muggle at an ordinary playground. I was hit too for bringing him there. He must somehow make friends I don't want him to grow cold and heartless. I don't want him to grow like Lucius.

I thought him a way to get out of trouble, how to mask his expression, so whenever the demon sees him smile COCO could right away mask it. I can't believe Lucius to be so excruciating, I hate him. He is now teaching young COCO, Dark arts.

I tried to stop COCO from doing it, but I myself was thrown to the dungeons.

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February 4, 1982

COCO and me still play together, he is still a sweet boy around me but cold whenever Lucius is near. I don't blame him, I told Dumbledore to let COCO stay with me but he cant , father disagreed. He's going to teach him dark arts again!

I'm going to Hogwarts today. I said goodbye to COCO, he cried, I cried. He kept saying

"Don't leave me Pammy! Pammy! I love you!"

when Lucius heard this he pulled COCO outside probably hit him again when they get home.

I feel sorry for COCO.

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Ginny's POV

That's why. Now I understand, it's so sad… He does have a heart- Pamela taught him to use it, she taught him to love.

You don't know what you do
Got me lovin' you
So please don't go
Cause you don't know,what you do
Got me all, over you
And I don't know what to do about us

Maybe, just maybe I can do the same. Ginny's hopes were high. She placed the journal back in the cabinet and walked out to find Draco Malfoy.

She searched almost the whole Hogwarts castle. She went to the lake and sat on one of the rocks.

I'm falling so hard for him what am' I to do?

"Weasley?" she heard a voice from behind. She knew it was him she didn't turn to face him.

"Yes" she replied not forgetting how he insulted her kissing.

"I don't want you telling any body about Pamela" he said firmly. She felt him sit beside her.

"Draco, I know more than you think…" she said throwing small rocks into the lake.

Draco looked startled and confused. "What do you mean?" he asked staring at her face.

boy how much I want to kiss those soft lips again. "I know Draco, that you loved her. That she protects you, she thought you how to mask your expressions. she thought you how to… love because you did love her, didn't you Draco?" she now looked at his surprised but calm expression. "I don't love. Malfoys don't love" he yelled.

"That's what your father thought you when she was at Hogwarts, wasn't it? you know Draco. I know you do." she said softly. "You know too much Weasley." he said.

"I know… that's what scares me, the more I know about you and your past, the more I become… interested in you." she protested. "Weasley it's my life! you have no right to be in it!" he exclaimed looking as if he was going to cry, showered by all the memories.

She looked at him and touched his face. "I want to" she said. "I want to know, I want to help you Draco." she said staring at his eyes .

A tear came out of Draco's eye. He looked down. "Now look what you did Weasley!"

"I know what I did Draco, I broke your father's curse." he looked at her, trying so hard to stop the tears.

"I never stopped my emotions, Pamela thought me to hide them, not to stop them. That's what I do." Draco assumed.

Ginny's eyes begun to water. "I'm sorry Draco… I don't have any idea how it feels to be you, or Pamela when you were young".

"It was horrible Ginny, very unbearable"

Ginny hugged him and he begun to sob. This is Draco Malfoy, crying on me.

"Why am I doing this?" Draco asked.

"Because you trust me?"

"No because…

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