Chapter 2 - Confused?
"Really? He was happy, you could tell. "Yep. You happy 'bout it? She asked half scared. "Well yeah, I mean, aren't you? He didn't need an answer, the look on her face told him that there where about a hundred different emotions going round her head. He walked towards her and she practically fell into his arms and began to cry. This was most unlike Abby; She thought she would never let anyone see that she had a weak side. But the wall that she had spent so long building around herself had caved in all over her.
"John Promise me that no matter what happens, you won't leave me. I can't do this on my own. Please?" "Abby I'm not going anywhere. You're having my child. Why would I leave? The woman I love more than anything is having a child with me, what could possibly drive me away?" He was trying to be reassuring but it wasn't working. "You will leave, trust me. What if I said I don't want this baby?" John's face fell. He was dumbstruck, he seriously didn't think that was an option for them and he wasn't trying to be naive on this one he was sincere. "Huh, what would you say then?" Her voice was getting higher; suddenly that wall that she built had sprung back up into place letting no one in. "Abby are you saying you don't this child? Why?" What the hell is she doing? If she is trying to hurt me it's bloody working. "Abby answer me." He was very aware of the fact he shouting and that every member of staff would know about this little, or rather big domestic.
"No! I don't want this baby. Are you happy now?" And with that she left leaving John, the man she loved more than life feeling more hurt than he had ever felt. *********
Damn it! He thought as he dropped the can of soda on the ground. Abby had been pre-occupying his brain for the past 4 and half-hours since they had that rather unpleasant talk. She had left the hospital just after the row. She didn't tell anyone so he had no idea where she was.
What the hell is the point in having a cell phone if you're not gonna have the damn thing on? Where the hell are you Abby? We need to talk. Call me at Gamma's when you get this message. I love you.
After everything that happened today he still felt it would be wrong not to say I love you.
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"John, maybe she is just clearing her head, you have to give her time. A little space is all she needs. Have some coffee." She gestures towards the coffeepot that was bouncing like waves on the counter.
"I don't feel very much like coffee just now Gamma." He said gloomily.
"Well I do. Go and make your grandmother a cup of coffee. I need anything I can get to keep my strength up these days. You should know that, you're a doctor."
She always had a way of making him feel better. She was the most amazing person in the world to him. Apart from Abby, no one even came close to how he felt about his grandmother.
He handed her her coffee and kissed her on the cheek while saying goodnight. He headed up the stairs and the only thing that entered his mind was where Abby was.
There you go. I need your help for the next chapter though. I need you to decide whether Abby is at Luka's or Richards' house. Whichever person she visits they will be the ones she tells about her abortion. I have good ideas for both but you decide. Hurry and tell me so I can get it up. The next chapter is abit onfusing though because It should be happening at the same time as the end of this one so bare with me and we'll all get there together. R/R as always. Sharon
"Really? He was happy, you could tell. "Yep. You happy 'bout it? She asked half scared. "Well yeah, I mean, aren't you? He didn't need an answer, the look on her face told him that there where about a hundred different emotions going round her head. He walked towards her and she practically fell into his arms and began to cry. This was most unlike Abby; She thought she would never let anyone see that she had a weak side. But the wall that she had spent so long building around herself had caved in all over her.
"John Promise me that no matter what happens, you won't leave me. I can't do this on my own. Please?" "Abby I'm not going anywhere. You're having my child. Why would I leave? The woman I love more than anything is having a child with me, what could possibly drive me away?" He was trying to be reassuring but it wasn't working. "You will leave, trust me. What if I said I don't want this baby?" John's face fell. He was dumbstruck, he seriously didn't think that was an option for them and he wasn't trying to be naive on this one he was sincere. "Huh, what would you say then?" Her voice was getting higher; suddenly that wall that she built had sprung back up into place letting no one in. "Abby are you saying you don't this child? Why?" What the hell is she doing? If she is trying to hurt me it's bloody working. "Abby answer me." He was very aware of the fact he shouting and that every member of staff would know about this little, or rather big domestic.
"No! I don't want this baby. Are you happy now?" And with that she left leaving John, the man she loved more than life feeling more hurt than he had ever felt. *********
Damn it! He thought as he dropped the can of soda on the ground. Abby had been pre-occupying his brain for the past 4 and half-hours since they had that rather unpleasant talk. She had left the hospital just after the row. She didn't tell anyone so he had no idea where she was.
What the hell is the point in having a cell phone if you're not gonna have the damn thing on? Where the hell are you Abby? We need to talk. Call me at Gamma's when you get this message. I love you.
After everything that happened today he still felt it would be wrong not to say I love you.
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"John, maybe she is just clearing her head, you have to give her time. A little space is all she needs. Have some coffee." She gestures towards the coffeepot that was bouncing like waves on the counter.
"I don't feel very much like coffee just now Gamma." He said gloomily.
"Well I do. Go and make your grandmother a cup of coffee. I need anything I can get to keep my strength up these days. You should know that, you're a doctor."
She always had a way of making him feel better. She was the most amazing person in the world to him. Apart from Abby, no one even came close to how he felt about his grandmother.
He handed her her coffee and kissed her on the cheek while saying goodnight. He headed up the stairs and the only thing that entered his mind was where Abby was.
There you go. I need your help for the next chapter though. I need you to decide whether Abby is at Luka's or Richards' house. Whichever person she visits they will be the ones she tells about her abortion. I have good ideas for both but you decide. Hurry and tell me so I can get it up. The next chapter is abit onfusing though because It should be happening at the same time as the end of this one so bare with me and we'll all get there together. R/R as always. Sharon