"Let me Love You"
Chapter One

By: Rebellious Angel Ghibriel

hiyas, This is my first fic i'm putting up, yes at the moment it's rating won't be that bad,
sense nothing is happening at the moment. And I know it probably sucks,
but i would like it if you would please Read and Review.
HeeHee..I'm really Nervous, well...Here it goes!

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The sun shone brightly as a private space shuttle arrived at the space station. Once the shuttle was securly down, and landed, the hatched lowered it's side, and a blonde figured emerged from the massive space craft. The thin man was in a business suit, and carried two suitcases. One in each hand. The mans blue-green eyes overlooked the base as he took a deep breath. Earth. It had been four and a half years sense he had set his feet down on the planets surface. He did not want to be here. He did not want to be here. He had gotten away from all the other pilots, now he had to face them all.

He took his first step down the platform and wobbled. The Gravity had escaped his mind. "just one more thing I was happy to leave", the blonde mumbled as he ajusted himself and continued down the platform, and into the spaceport.

It was loud, and frantic inside. The intercom boomed flights in all kinds of languages, and people of all races and religions where gathering family and friends to catch their flights. The man took a deep breath. "Okay Quatre. We're just going to head straight for the doors. Their not here to greet me..so i'll just go." He whispered softly to himself as he walked threw the halls, being bumped more then once by unkindly fliers of the spaceport.

As he walked his way threw Quatre reminded himself another reason of why he didn't ever want to return down to earth. The Spaceport was the biggest, busiest, and noisiest he had ever been to. Flights going and coming to and from everywhere. The blonde headed quickly threw the large doors out to the emmense parkinglot and carpool lane. he blinked and looked around. He had forgotten at how many people really do come to this spaceport. He flagged down a taxi and threw in his luggage, giving the directions to his Hotel.

The hotel he had gotten was by the shore. If there was one thing Quatre was happy about to be back on earth, it was the ocean. It was the one thing he could get comfort from. the ocean and....Him. Quatre blinked a few times as the cab driver interuppted his thoughts. Quatre smiled and paid the man as he stepped out of the Taxi car, and closed the door. Picking up his luggage as the taxi drove away. He stared at the emmense building, it was atleast forty stories high. It was an elegant building as well, it had a warm glow. The door man nodded to him as he walked threw the glass doors, to the reception desk.

The pilot checked in and was escorted to his room. He asked for one with access to the beach from his room, so his was on the first floor. The busboy nodded as he opened the door for the blonde, and Quatre walked into his room. Quatre took in the smell of the room and smiled as he turned around and tipped the boy as the boy scurried off to the front desk to assist someone else to their room.

Quatre smirked as he threw his suitcases onto his bed and began to undress while he gazed threw the tall, sliding glass doors leading out to the ocean's shore. The pale man sighed as he dropped his shirt and pants onto his bed, and unzipped his suitcase. "Atleast they didn't come to the airport. I wouldn't know how to react." He told himself. Really, he probably would of cowered back into his private shuttle from Winner Co. and head straight back to the colony.

He pulled out a pair or beige linen pants. They where long, and loose, but they where tight enough to show that he had curves the made him look quite femenine. And an old fasioned white shirt frilled with a high, turtle neck collar, and frilled on the cuffs of the sleeves. He put on his pants and shirt, and was buttoning up the shirt as he opened the glass sliding doors.

The smell of salt, and the sound of the waves rolling in, onto the shore thickened the air. And a cool mist of sea water brushed his facd, and dampened his hair. He walked into the tide. The Pale man waded into the water and sat about a half a foot into the water, the waves rushing over him as they crashed a few feet behind him into the shore. His legs where stretched out, and his arms where holding his body weight as he gazed out, into the distance of the vast ocean.

He escaped everything. The view, to him, was breath-taking. His only thought's of where how beautiful the ocean was and how enchanting it was. He felt as if a mermaid could just come and take him away, and he would never of cared. But his fantasy was abruptly ended as a space shuttle blasted off in the far distance. Quatre groaned as he knew, once again, he was on earth and that he had to see all the pilots. He didn't want to face them.

He had left earth without the slightest hint to the others. He did it..for Him. He didn't really want to think about why he had left. He didn't want to think about who he left even more. He left so he didn't have to face the fact that he had fallen in love with..Him, and that if he had stayed any longer he knew he would of made a fool of himself by telling of his love. Because, the one he loved made it excruciatingly clear that the love was not returned.

Quatre sighed, "Oh god, if you are real. Grant me one wish. Please...please don't let him love me the way I love him." The blonde looked off, down the long sandy beach to the left of him. the only sounds he head where the sound of the waves crashing onto the shore behind him and the momentary cries of seagulls flying overhead. The sound of the spaceshuttle from earlier had totally vanished from the atmosphere, as well as the shuttle. "Oh..I shouldn't of come back..." Quatre told himself.

"Yeah....heh, but i'm kinda glad that you did."

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Well, there you are. ^_^; my first chapter to my first story. I know it's bad, but I'm still going to type up the second chapter that i have done hehehe..PLEASE Review. Thankies lotz.
-Ghibriel
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