Sometimes I couldent see why Drusilla left him but im glad that she did. I also see why she stayed
with him for a century.

Shortly after that I started to have dreams of me and Spike watching a little girl with light brown
hair and the brightest deep blue eyes that I have ever seen. The girl was playing with a little dog
right in the middle of the day. That was about the time that your aunt Dawn told me that Spike was totaly
head over heals for me. At that time i dident pay much attention to it, other than telling him that he
was beneith me. Which I knew wasent true. I told him that i cold not love a soulless demon like him.
And then I died again. I did it to stop the evil hell god Glory, and to save Dawn.

While I was in heaven the powers that be told me that all my friends were crying for me, but none
more than Spike. They also told me that the witch would try and revive me. Just 146 days later I
found myself trying to claw my way out of a coffin, and through the earth. A few days later Dawn
told me that Spike protected her all summer long, and even went as far as to live in the house
to be there for her. She told me that the two of them sat on the couch and cryed about me. Less
than a week later your father started a fight with me and we were both suprised that he could
actualy hit me back. It seeme to be that when Willow brought me back some demon DNA got mixed in
with mine. But, well needless to say we had a rather big fight that night. Though it did'ent
exactly end that way. That was the first time that we had sex, that night. It was hard, roughf, and
vicious whild being soft, loving and sweet at the same time. That same act happen for well over the
next six months. In the spring of 2002 I tried to break it of but i guess something in him just
snaped and he tryed to rape me. I did kick him awa so he never realy got that far. He did realize
that he was hurting me, something he promiced he would never do.

After that he just disapeared. I dident find out what hapened till after he came back. Little
by little he told me that he had gone to africa to get the chip removed but instead after passing
the demons trials he was blessed with a soul. He had his soul. When he had come back I found him in
the basement of the new high school. After seein how he looked I realized how much I cared about him.
He looked so messed up and sad. At that time I knew I loved him. Later that night I went back and told
him how I felt, and brought him home, and got Spike all fixed up every cut, bruse, and bump.

It's only been a couple years since then and while I was pregnant with you I found out that I had
a brain tumor. It was one just like my mothers. I was told me that I dident have long to live. Less
than six months, which gave me enough time for you to be born. And for the last four months its just
been the three of us. Our own little movie.

I have been in the hospital for over a week and I get the fealing that I dont have much longer to
live. I wanted you to know that I love you and realy dident want to leave you, But I know that I
Left you in good hands even if they were that of a Vampire, a Witch, and a Key.

Tell your father that I love him much.






Buffy Anne Summers

P.S. I'm always here by your side








Seventeen year old Elizabeth Summers finished reading her mothers letter with tears in her eyes.
She had just found the leter containing her mothers last words, a letter of love. With a sniffel
and a weipe of the hand to her eyes, she pullde on her sneekers and left her roon. A walk down
the stairs and puling on a sweetshirt, she turned to her father and asked..

"Are you ready to go"

"Course bit, Whenever your ready"

Then Elizabeth and her father walked out ther front door of 1630 Revello Dr. and headed twards a
cemetary ready to patroll. Neither knoticed the spirit of the small blond wiman with tears in her
eyes..
















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