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The confusion of love
Chapter 2
by *angel!* a.k.a. angel of darkness
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"Everythings finished for today," Heero said looking up in his gundam cocpit, "see you later."
Heero jumped down from his gundam. "everyone's downstairs, having fun but i don't feel like it so i guess i'll turn in for the night.
As Heero walked down the hall he couldn't ingore the sounds of everyone laughing.
"Heero wanna play?" Dou called as he noticed Heero leaning against the doorframe.
"Come on." Quatra added. "I know it's not really your thing, it isn't mine either but it seems to lighten the whole being in war thing huh?"
Heero know he couldn't get out of it so he surrendered. "Sure i guess." he stated sitting on the floor next to Trowa.
"Hilde truth or Dare?"
Hilde thought about this for a while Dare.
"You have to kiss Wufei."
"NO!" both Hilde and Wufei yelled.
Everyone laughed. The night went on like that until...
"Heero truth or Dare." Dou asked.
"Uh..." he began."Truth." He know all about Dou and his stupid dare. No, he was never ever gonna call Relena again.
Dou frowned, "And i had such a good one too."
"It's okay." Hilde teased.
"Who was the first girl you ever truley liked?"
Heero frozed. 'Mako,' he thought. "I-don't-wanna-play-anymore." He said fastly running out of the room.
"Was it something i said?" Dou asked looking around.
"I'll go see where he went." Quatra said softly looking at the door.
Trowa seemed to nod agreeingly.
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"Heero," Quatra asked scared, he had never seen him like this before, 'what's wrong with him?' Heero was always the calm, cool, and collected one of the group, but now, Quatra had trouble beleiving this really was the same Heero. But whoever it was, was obveiously hurting right now.
"Yeah Quatra." Heero said turning around, Quatra jumped a bit at Heero's face. Sure Quatra had seen Heero cry before but only once when that little girl and her dog had died. Ofcouse Heero threathened him never to tell anyone, but he just thought that Heero was one of those oldfashioned guys. But never had he seen such sorrow and saddness in someone expesiouly Heero's face.
"What's wrong? What happened? You know i can tell me I'll try to help." But Quatra wasn't quite sure he could.
"I shouldn't be like this. I shouldn't." He said shakling his head. "Expesiouly in wartime, It's stupid."
"What is?"
"You know that little girl?" Heero said looking at Quatra's face change. "It's obveious you do."
"Did you know her or something?" He asked althougth he didn't know why he had. Quatra was scared at whatever made Heero like this.
"No only what she reminded me of, her eyes, yes they have the same eyes."
"Who?" Quatra breathed, "Who's eyes?"
"Mako."
A silence followed. Quatra really didn't know as much as wanted to, heck all he knew was it involved someone named 'mako' but still, he didn't want to intrude it wasn't his style expessiouly since Heero was like this. Heero knew he had to continue it wasn't fair to Quatra.
Heero walked away leaving a very confused Quatra.
"Everythings finished for today," Heero said looking up in his gundam cocpit, "see you later."
Heero jumped down from his gundam. "everyone's downstairs, having fun but i don't feel like it so i guess i'll turn in for the night.
As Heero walked down the hall he couldn't ingore the sounds of everyone laughing.
"Heero wanna play?" Dou called as he noticed Heero leaning against the doorframe.
"Come on." Quatra added. "I know it's not really your thing, it isn't mine either but it seems to lighten the whole being in war thing huh?"
Heero know he couldn't get out of it so he surrendered. "Sure i guess." he stated sitting on the floor next to Trowa.
"Hilde truth or Dare?"
Hilde thought about this for a while Dare.
"You have to kiss Wufei."
"NO!" both Hilde and Wufei yelled.
Everyone laughed. The night went on like that until...
"Heero truth or Dare." Dou asked.
"Uh..." he began."Truth." He know all about Dou and his stupid dare. No, he was never ever gonna call Relena again.
Dou frowned, "And i had such a good one too."
"It's okay." Hilde teased.
"Who was the first girl you ever truley liked?"
Heero frozed. 'Mako,' he thought. "I-don't-wanna-play-anymore." He said fastly running out of the room.
"Was it something i said?" Dou asked looking around.
"I'll go see where he went." Quatra said softly looking at the door.
Trowa seemed to nod agreeingly.
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"Heero," Quatra asked scared, he had never seen him like this before, 'what's wrong with him?' Heero was always the calm, cool, and collected one of the group, but now, Quatra had trouble beleiving this really was the same Heero. But whoever it was, was obveiously hurting right now.
"Yeah Quatra." Heero said turning around, Quatra jumped a bit at Heero's face. Sure Quatra had seen Heero cry before but only once when that little girl and her dog had died. Ofcouse Heero threathened him never to tell anyone, but he just thought that Heero was one of those oldfashioned guys. But never had he seen such sorrow and saddness in someone expesiouly Heero's face.
"What's wrong? What happened? You know i can tell me I'll try to help." But Quatra wasn't quite sure he could.
"I shouldn't be like this. I shouldn't." He said shakling his head. "Expesiouly in wartime, It's stupid."
"What is?"
"You know that little girl?" Heero said looking at Quatra's face change. "It's obveious you do."
"Did you know her or something?" He asked althougth he didn't know why he had. Quatra was scared at whatever made Heero like this.
"No only what she reminded me of, her eyes, yes they have the same eyes."
"Who?" Quatra breathed, "Who's eyes?"
"Mako."
A silence followed. Quatra really didn't know as much as wanted to, heck all he knew was it involved someone named 'mako' but still, he didn't want to intrude it wasn't his style expessiouly since Heero was like this. Heero knew he had to continue it wasn't fair to Quatra.
Heero walked away leaving a very confused Quatra.