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The confusion of love
by *angel!* a.k.a. angel of darkness
Chapter 4
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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The confusion of love by *angel!* a.k.a. angel of darkness Chapter 4 *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
"Hey Quatra, where were you? You missed supper." Trowa asked his friend as he entered the room.
"I was just around on where in particular, just thinking." he answered simply taking a seat on a chair beside his friend.
"Okay, do you wanna talk about it? Usually I don't like to intrude on people and there thougths but this seems to be bothering you."
"Yeah it has and although it really isn't my problem. It's Heero's"
"Does it have to do with anything that happened during our little truth or dare game a couple of days ago? You and Heero both have been acting wierd since then."
"Yeah it does, and what's really bothering me is the fact that I don't know everything."
"You don't have to know everything Quarta. God doesn't want us to." Trowa answered comfortingly.
"I know but, it's that fact that Heero has been keeping something big from us, something that's obviously hurting him and he didn't try to tell us."
"Sometimes people don't want other people to tell other people about their problems cause they're worried about making other people feel bad. But really other people are hear to help people out."
"Some how I feel that it's more than just looking out for us, I think Heero's kept it to himself because he thought. Even if we did know about it, it really wouldn't help."
"It's called denile. Heero's in denile about it, but he really should have told us. Not that I just want to know everything about everyone's lives. I don't but Heero, Heero really should have told us because well, people where put there to help other people out on their journey of life." Trowa stated seriously. "We must live to make the world a better place, not just to acquire things. That is what we are but on life for. It's a quote from Dolores Huerta."
"That's deep." Quarta breathed.
"It's just my idea on life. Alot of people have them, you do to probebly. You just haven't got it all into place yet."
"I guess," Quatra said sighing at the deepness of his friend, "but about Mako."
"Mako? Who the heck is Mako? I thought we where talking about Heero. How did we get onto Mako." Trowa asked confused.
"Mako some girl that has to deal with it all. Heero told me a little about her and her eyes."
"Her eyes?" Asked the still more confused Trowa.
"Yeah Heero said that her eyes said so much about her and her emotions."
"Your eyes do to Quatra, like right now and when you walked into this room. Everyone's do, it just takes time to learn to listen to people's eyes."
"Sure like Heero's eyes, they looked so sad and depressing when he told me about Mako."
"Mako has something big to deal with this I agree. But did you get anything else out of him?"
"Nope." Quatra answered shaking his head.
Trowa sighed," It's obvious you need to ask him more questions. But you need to be gentle with the questions you do ask." he stated as he got up.
"Thank you Trowa." Quatra said suddenly
"Huh?" Trowa asked confused as he turned around.
"Thank you for helping me. You really are a great friend and a good person to talk to."
"You can be to Quatra."
"No I can't." he answered laughing at himself
"I bet Heero would agree with me." Trowa added smiling. "And you have a good quality trat being able to laugh at yourself. It shows the fact you really are a good person. I'm heading off to bed good night Quatra."
"Good night Trowa."
"Aren't you gonna go to bed to? It's 2 a.m.?"
"Heero isn't sleeping right now."
"Just because Heero isn't doesn't mean that you shouldn't sleep either. Running yourself ragged does nothing to help Heero."
"I guess. Okay I'm turn into."
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/You should be more like him ya know?/ Quatra's inner voice said as soon as Quatra had laid down.
'Shut up. Didn't I tell you to keep you opinions to yourself?'
/And didn't I tell you I couldn't?/ it mocked. /you should get some sleep to./
'Why do you think I'm in bed?'
/Here's another question for you how come you listen to Trowa and not me?/
'Becasue you don't seem to be nice about how you talk.'
/And you thank him for his help and you don't thank me?/
'Good night.' Quatra thought silently as he closed his eyes.
/I'm not finished with you yet!/
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"Hey Quatra, where were you? You missed supper." Trowa asked his friend as he entered the room.
"I was just around on where in particular, just thinking." he answered simply taking a seat on a chair beside his friend.
"Okay, do you wanna talk about it? Usually I don't like to intrude on people and there thougths but this seems to be bothering you."
"Yeah it has and although it really isn't my problem. It's Heero's"
"Does it have to do with anything that happened during our little truth or dare game a couple of days ago? You and Heero both have been acting wierd since then."
"Yeah it does, and what's really bothering me is the fact that I don't know everything."
"You don't have to know everything Quarta. God doesn't want us to." Trowa answered comfortingly.
"I know but, it's that fact that Heero has been keeping something big from us, something that's obviously hurting him and he didn't try to tell us."
"Sometimes people don't want other people to tell other people about their problems cause they're worried about making other people feel bad. But really other people are hear to help people out."
"Some how I feel that it's more than just looking out for us, I think Heero's kept it to himself because he thought. Even if we did know about it, it really wouldn't help."
"It's called denile. Heero's in denile about it, but he really should have told us. Not that I just want to know everything about everyone's lives. I don't but Heero, Heero really should have told us because well, people where put there to help other people out on their journey of life." Trowa stated seriously. "We must live to make the world a better place, not just to acquire things. That is what we are but on life for. It's a quote from Dolores Huerta."
"That's deep." Quarta breathed.
"It's just my idea on life. Alot of people have them, you do to probebly. You just haven't got it all into place yet."
"I guess," Quatra said sighing at the deepness of his friend, "but about Mako."
"Mako? Who the heck is Mako? I thought we where talking about Heero. How did we get onto Mako." Trowa asked confused.
"Mako some girl that has to deal with it all. Heero told me a little about her and her eyes."
"Her eyes?" Asked the still more confused Trowa.
"Yeah Heero said that her eyes said so much about her and her emotions."
"Your eyes do to Quatra, like right now and when you walked into this room. Everyone's do, it just takes time to learn to listen to people's eyes."
"Sure like Heero's eyes, they looked so sad and depressing when he told me about Mako."
"Mako has something big to deal with this I agree. But did you get anything else out of him?"
"Nope." Quatra answered shaking his head.
Trowa sighed," It's obvious you need to ask him more questions. But you need to be gentle with the questions you do ask." he stated as he got up.
"Thank you Trowa." Quatra said suddenly
"Huh?" Trowa asked confused as he turned around.
"Thank you for helping me. You really are a great friend and a good person to talk to."
"You can be to Quatra."
"No I can't." he answered laughing at himself
"I bet Heero would agree with me." Trowa added smiling. "And you have a good quality trat being able to laugh at yourself. It shows the fact you really are a good person. I'm heading off to bed good night Quatra."
"Good night Trowa."
"Aren't you gonna go to bed to? It's 2 a.m.?"
"Heero isn't sleeping right now."
"Just because Heero isn't doesn't mean that you shouldn't sleep either. Running yourself ragged does nothing to help Heero."
"I guess. Okay I'm turn into."
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/You should be more like him ya know?/ Quatra's inner voice said as soon as Quatra had laid down.
'Shut up. Didn't I tell you to keep you opinions to yourself?'
/And didn't I tell you I couldn't?/ it mocked. /you should get some sleep to./
'Why do you think I'm in bed?'
/Here's another question for you how come you listen to Trowa and not me?/
'Becasue you don't seem to be nice about how you talk.'
/And you thank him for his help and you don't thank me?/
'Good night.' Quatra thought silently as he closed his eyes.
/I'm not finished with you yet!/