Never Alone
By Takako
Takki's notes: OMG I LOVE JENRUKI!!!!!!!!!!!! JENRUKI FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!!!!!! OK, I'll shut up. You people get the point. JENRUKI FOREVER!!!!!!! I just saw the episode, I think it's the icedevimon or something, and when Takato and Jenrya * drool * saves Ruki, JENRYA ASKED HER IF SHE'S ALRIGHT!!! OMG!! I was jumping up and down practically screaming!! Well anyways, here's chapter 2. Thank you to all of you who reviewed and emailed me! It really encourages me to write. So maybe I think I should list out all the people who emailed or reviewed:
Takari-san: No ur NOT irritating me. Thanks for reviewing actually!!
Digi-kitty: my friend!! Thanks for reviewing every fic of mine.
Keisan: Jenrya's voice is cool ne?
Archforge: I dunno why Jenrya is leaving. Haven't thought of that. hehe OK let's say he's going back to China to study. And I dunno why he says that weird line. You'll see.
Meskup: Yeah I'll notify you, and it's OK about that paragraph thingy coz if you hadn't tell me I wouldn't know about it.
krN*KyutEe: What's Kouzumi?? Hehe I can't remember the characters in Frontier. The tamers have just started to air here. Sux.
jenruki-gal4ever: I have a fan!! Thanks for being my fan! Jenruki 4eva!!
Disclaimer: I want Jenrya, I want Jenrya!!!!! Too bad I don't own Digimon or else he's mine!!!!! I don't own the song For My Dear by Ayumi Hamasaki.
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Chapter 2
For My Dear.
The sun shone through the curtains on Ruki's face. She winced as she tried to open her eyes. She knew instantly that this was not her room. She was sleeping on a bed, not on the floor. Suddenly, everything came back to her mind. Last night's 'events'. And Jenrya. Ruki rolled over and saw the blue haired boy fast asleep on a chair. Quietly and gingerly, she got out from the bed, trying her very best not to wake Jenrya up so she could just grab her things and sneak out the hotel. And Jenrya won't be able to find her again. She hate people who can see through her, but she also hate to admit that she was happy that someone understands how she feels. After all, she's a human, and she has feelings. As she search all over the room to find her bag, she crashed into a table, waking Jenrya up.
"Ruki? Are you OK? He asked sleepily.
"Yeah." She groaned. 'How am I going to sneak out now?' she thought, 'Stupid table!' "Sorry I woke you up."
"It's OK." He said as he stood up, "Fancy having breakfast with me my old friend?"
"Nah," said Ruki, "I haven't been home last night. My mom's going to be worried sick if I don't go back soon."
"It's OK then." Jenrya said again. "How about dinner?"
"Are you asking me out?" Ruki said shooting him a death glare.
"You can decide if it is or not." Jenrya shrugged, rolling his eyes.
"Fine then." Ruki agreed finally, "Pick me up at seven and don't be late." And she walked out, slamming the door behind her.
"Typical Ruki." Jenrya sighed. "OK time to sort out my thoughts." He said out loud to himself.
---
Ruki hurried down the street not daring to look back. Who knows Jenrya might probably change his mind insisting her to stay? She decided 'to go out' with him was just simply being polite so he could get satisfied and go away. She also made up her mind that this was not a date. Ignoring the thoughts of his promise, she greeted her mother and prayed that she hadn't brought any clothes for her.
"Ruki dear, where were you last night?" Rumiko asked as soon as Ruki entered the living room.
"Oh I fell asleep at work." She lied. Her mom will certainly freak out if she told her the truth - sleeping in the same room with a guy, luckily not the same bed.
"I bought you some clothes when I went shopping yesterday." Rumiko said happily, rummaging through a pile of clothes, "You want to have a look?"
Ruki shivered. "No thanks mom I -"
"Look at this dress!" Rumiko exclaimed holding up a one-piece midnight blue dress.
'His hair.' Ruki stared at the dress that reminded her of Jenrya's hair, amazed. Usually she didn't even look at them, but this one was different, it wasn't slutty or girlish, it was quite simple, but elegant.
"Mom I'm going out tonight." Ruki announced. "Can I wear this dress?" She asked timidly.
Rumiko was awed. Her anti-dress daughter was finally starting to appreciate them after all these years. "What the hell is wrong with you?" Rumiko said staring at her daughter with a really weird expression. "Who are you going out with?"
"Just some old friend." Ruki replied simply. She didn't want any misunderstandings.
"Old friend? Is it that Chinese guy?"
"Yeah so?" Ruki replied.
"Is it a da-"
"It's not a date!" Ruki interrupted. "Mom I'm tired. I haven't really slept last night can I go to bed now?" Instantly she put a tiring expression on her face.
"Yeah go on." Rumiko said, finally giving up to question her. As soon as Ruki exit the room, Rumiko started to squeal. Grandma Makino, who was watching the whole scene smiled. 'I hope he will change her.' She thought as she returned to the kitchen, thinking that she mistook that he was a kidnapper when he accidentally answered the mobile phone. That was years ago.
---
For the first time of Ruki Makino's life, she was nervous. Every sound that resembled a door knock freaked her out. She looked at the mirror for the umpteenth time. Rumiko, who was peeking through the door crack, smiled.
"You know mom you can actually come in." Ruki said without looking around.
Rumiko was quite surprised at the same time embarrassed, being caught like that. "Honey can I do your hair?"
"If you want to."
At 7 o'clock sharp, there was a knock on the door. Instantly, both Ruki and Rumiko panicked. "Mom!" Ruki shouted, "Quick! Clean the house!" Both of them scattered around the living room picking up rubbish and hiding clothes, accessories, make-up which were practically everywhere. They heard the second knock. "Open the door!" They both shouted to each other at the same time.
"OK, I'll go." Ruki said shakily. She took a deep breath as she approached the door. Taking another deep breath she pushed the door open, revealing a tall handsome blue-haired boy. She put on her 'cold' mask instantly.
"What took you so long?" he asked sweetly, "I was going to break the door you know?"
Ruki groaned. "Just wait here for a sec." Ruki ran top speed to her room to grab her coat and purse. It was not easy with a dress though.
"Honey-" Rumiko started as she saw her daughter running past the living room to the door in high speed.
"Mom I'm going now bye!" She interrupted. She pushed Jenrya out the doorway and closed the door. Jenrya stared at her with the 'what the hell' expression on his face.
"You don't know my mom.' Ruki said, "She would ask so many things. I don't want any misunderstandings."
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The two settled in a traditional Japanese restaurant, which was somewhere in Shinjuku.
"I'll take a Una-don with Miso soup please." Ruki ordered as she scanned through the menu.
"I'll have a Katsu-don please." Jenrya ordered as he looked up from his menu. "You want some Temaki sushi?" He asked the girl who was utterly hidden behind the menu.
"Sure." she said simply as she sank back into her menu again.
"Um. Ms?" the waitress was holding her hand out expecting Ruki to give her the menu.
"Oh sorry," Ruki apologized, blushing. Across the table, Jenrya was smiling. Reluctantly, Ruki hand in the menu back to the waitress. 'How embarrassing,' she thought.
There was a few minutes of silence. Jenrya knew that if he wouldn't start to talk about something, they're going to sit there for the rest of the night, since Ruki wasn't really a chatterbox.
"So," Jenrya started, "How's life?"
"Fine." Ruki answered dryly.
"Anything special?" Jenrya asked again.
"Yeah," Ruki replied in the same tone, "you freaked me out."
"Really?" Jenrya said, rolling his eyes. 'How freaky am I?' he asked himself. He was expecting Ruki to answer but she chose to remain silent. They were back to the world of silence again.
"Why are you back?" Ruki asked, breaking the silence. It was a question that she longed to ask. She was desperate for the answer.
"I. I." Jenrya stammered, he could never tell her why exactly he was back, at least not now. 'She'll be really freaked out if I told her that I came back for her.' "I have to come back. I have something important to do."
Before Ruki could ask any more questions the food came. The two stayed silence as they were both listening to the song in the restaurant - For My Dear.
ichi ban ni iitai kotoba dake ienakute
Maybe I'm singing this song because
kono uta wo utatte iru no ka mo shirenai
I can't say the words I want to say the most.
yumi ni mita shiawase ha tsukamu made ga ichi ban ii
The happiness I've dreamed of is best before it's realized because
te ni irete shimaeba kondo ha ushinau kowasa osou kara
If I finally achieve it, I'll be attacked by my fear of losing it.
da kara tte wari kireru kurai ningen tte kantan demo nai
So people aren't simple enough to satisfy me.
dare mo ga kizu wo motte iru kara toki ni yasashisa ga
Everyone has their wounds, but sometimes kindness
shimite kite totemo itaku tte naki dashisou ni nattari suru
soaks in. It hurts a lot; so much that they being to cry.
samishisa ga jibun wo tsukurou hitori kiri naritaku nai kara
I'm healed by my loneliness. I don't want to be alone,
watashi ni ha anata ga iru kara heiki to omotte nemuri ni tsukitai
I have you, so I want to sleep peacefully.
itsu no hi ga iitai kotoba dake iesou de
Maybe because someday I'll be able to say
uta wo utai tsudsukete iku no ka mo shiranai
the words I want to, I sing on and on.
ichi ban ni kikitai kotoba dake kikenakute
Maybe I've come to like this person because
hito wo suki ni nattari suru no ka mo shirenai
I can't hear the words I want to hear the most.
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Takki's notes: If anyone realizes that the chapter title is the song and all the songs are by Ayumi Hamasaki. HER LYRICS ROCKS MAN!!!!! Oh yeah for people who dunno what Una-don or Katsu-don is, well Una-don is grilled eel with rice, and I think it usually comes in a box with some weird appetizers or salad and Miso soup. I love it!! I eat it almost like once a week! Katsu- don is like the same thing I think, but it's deep fried pork and some kinda sauce instead of eel. I love the eel sauce!! It's so yum!! Temaki sushi is not the type of round sushi. It's sorta like kite shape. You use a square shape seaweed and you wrap rice with whatever you want in it. It's like an ice-cream cone. I hope you understand what I'm talking about. It's hard to say it in words. OK enough on Japanese food. I'm so glad that I have another chapter up! It's like a world record!! Usually it takes me ages to update, maybe because there's the tamers and I have collected tons of Jenruki evidence that includes convos, scenes, looks on characters, reactions that links to Jenruki. If anyone who is reading this has a Jenruki site or something, ask me for evidence, but I translated it from the Cantonese version, and there's like tons more Jenruki convos than in the English version. Jenrya calls out for Ruki averagely 2 times in every episode (it's airing epi. 12 here). Heck I'm going to stop here, or else these notes will be longer than my story. One thing I've added the lyrics in Chapter 1 anyone interested have a look. Thanks for R and now it's time for the other R!! Thank you people!!
Email: takki_no_hikari@hotmail.com
Once more thing who wants me to tell them when I update email me.
Takako (I LOVE JENRYA AND I SUPPORT JENRUKI)
By Takako
Takki's notes: OMG I LOVE JENRUKI!!!!!!!!!!!! JENRUKI FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!!!!!! OK, I'll shut up. You people get the point. JENRUKI FOREVER!!!!!!! I just saw the episode, I think it's the icedevimon or something, and when Takato and Jenrya * drool * saves Ruki, JENRYA ASKED HER IF SHE'S ALRIGHT!!! OMG!! I was jumping up and down practically screaming!! Well anyways, here's chapter 2. Thank you to all of you who reviewed and emailed me! It really encourages me to write. So maybe I think I should list out all the people who emailed or reviewed:
Takari-san: No ur NOT irritating me. Thanks for reviewing actually!!
Digi-kitty: my friend!! Thanks for reviewing every fic of mine.
Keisan: Jenrya's voice is cool ne?
Archforge: I dunno why Jenrya is leaving. Haven't thought of that. hehe OK let's say he's going back to China to study. And I dunno why he says that weird line. You'll see.
Meskup: Yeah I'll notify you, and it's OK about that paragraph thingy coz if you hadn't tell me I wouldn't know about it.
krN*KyutEe: What's Kouzumi?? Hehe I can't remember the characters in Frontier. The tamers have just started to air here. Sux.
jenruki-gal4ever: I have a fan!! Thanks for being my fan! Jenruki 4eva!!
Disclaimer: I want Jenrya, I want Jenrya!!!!! Too bad I don't own Digimon or else he's mine!!!!! I don't own the song For My Dear by Ayumi Hamasaki.
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Chapter 2
For My Dear.
The sun shone through the curtains on Ruki's face. She winced as she tried to open her eyes. She knew instantly that this was not her room. She was sleeping on a bed, not on the floor. Suddenly, everything came back to her mind. Last night's 'events'. And Jenrya. Ruki rolled over and saw the blue haired boy fast asleep on a chair. Quietly and gingerly, she got out from the bed, trying her very best not to wake Jenrya up so she could just grab her things and sneak out the hotel. And Jenrya won't be able to find her again. She hate people who can see through her, but she also hate to admit that she was happy that someone understands how she feels. After all, she's a human, and she has feelings. As she search all over the room to find her bag, she crashed into a table, waking Jenrya up.
"Ruki? Are you OK? He asked sleepily.
"Yeah." She groaned. 'How am I going to sneak out now?' she thought, 'Stupid table!' "Sorry I woke you up."
"It's OK." He said as he stood up, "Fancy having breakfast with me my old friend?"
"Nah," said Ruki, "I haven't been home last night. My mom's going to be worried sick if I don't go back soon."
"It's OK then." Jenrya said again. "How about dinner?"
"Are you asking me out?" Ruki said shooting him a death glare.
"You can decide if it is or not." Jenrya shrugged, rolling his eyes.
"Fine then." Ruki agreed finally, "Pick me up at seven and don't be late." And she walked out, slamming the door behind her.
"Typical Ruki." Jenrya sighed. "OK time to sort out my thoughts." He said out loud to himself.
---
Ruki hurried down the street not daring to look back. Who knows Jenrya might probably change his mind insisting her to stay? She decided 'to go out' with him was just simply being polite so he could get satisfied and go away. She also made up her mind that this was not a date. Ignoring the thoughts of his promise, she greeted her mother and prayed that she hadn't brought any clothes for her.
"Ruki dear, where were you last night?" Rumiko asked as soon as Ruki entered the living room.
"Oh I fell asleep at work." She lied. Her mom will certainly freak out if she told her the truth - sleeping in the same room with a guy, luckily not the same bed.
"I bought you some clothes when I went shopping yesterday." Rumiko said happily, rummaging through a pile of clothes, "You want to have a look?"
Ruki shivered. "No thanks mom I -"
"Look at this dress!" Rumiko exclaimed holding up a one-piece midnight blue dress.
'His hair.' Ruki stared at the dress that reminded her of Jenrya's hair, amazed. Usually she didn't even look at them, but this one was different, it wasn't slutty or girlish, it was quite simple, but elegant.
"Mom I'm going out tonight." Ruki announced. "Can I wear this dress?" She asked timidly.
Rumiko was awed. Her anti-dress daughter was finally starting to appreciate them after all these years. "What the hell is wrong with you?" Rumiko said staring at her daughter with a really weird expression. "Who are you going out with?"
"Just some old friend." Ruki replied simply. She didn't want any misunderstandings.
"Old friend? Is it that Chinese guy?"
"Yeah so?" Ruki replied.
"Is it a da-"
"It's not a date!" Ruki interrupted. "Mom I'm tired. I haven't really slept last night can I go to bed now?" Instantly she put a tiring expression on her face.
"Yeah go on." Rumiko said, finally giving up to question her. As soon as Ruki exit the room, Rumiko started to squeal. Grandma Makino, who was watching the whole scene smiled. 'I hope he will change her.' She thought as she returned to the kitchen, thinking that she mistook that he was a kidnapper when he accidentally answered the mobile phone. That was years ago.
---
For the first time of Ruki Makino's life, she was nervous. Every sound that resembled a door knock freaked her out. She looked at the mirror for the umpteenth time. Rumiko, who was peeking through the door crack, smiled.
"You know mom you can actually come in." Ruki said without looking around.
Rumiko was quite surprised at the same time embarrassed, being caught like that. "Honey can I do your hair?"
"If you want to."
At 7 o'clock sharp, there was a knock on the door. Instantly, both Ruki and Rumiko panicked. "Mom!" Ruki shouted, "Quick! Clean the house!" Both of them scattered around the living room picking up rubbish and hiding clothes, accessories, make-up which were practically everywhere. They heard the second knock. "Open the door!" They both shouted to each other at the same time.
"OK, I'll go." Ruki said shakily. She took a deep breath as she approached the door. Taking another deep breath she pushed the door open, revealing a tall handsome blue-haired boy. She put on her 'cold' mask instantly.
"What took you so long?" he asked sweetly, "I was going to break the door you know?"
Ruki groaned. "Just wait here for a sec." Ruki ran top speed to her room to grab her coat and purse. It was not easy with a dress though.
"Honey-" Rumiko started as she saw her daughter running past the living room to the door in high speed.
"Mom I'm going now bye!" She interrupted. She pushed Jenrya out the doorway and closed the door. Jenrya stared at her with the 'what the hell' expression on his face.
"You don't know my mom.' Ruki said, "She would ask so many things. I don't want any misunderstandings."
---
The two settled in a traditional Japanese restaurant, which was somewhere in Shinjuku.
"I'll take a Una-don with Miso soup please." Ruki ordered as she scanned through the menu.
"I'll have a Katsu-don please." Jenrya ordered as he looked up from his menu. "You want some Temaki sushi?" He asked the girl who was utterly hidden behind the menu.
"Sure." she said simply as she sank back into her menu again.
"Um. Ms?" the waitress was holding her hand out expecting Ruki to give her the menu.
"Oh sorry," Ruki apologized, blushing. Across the table, Jenrya was smiling. Reluctantly, Ruki hand in the menu back to the waitress. 'How embarrassing,' she thought.
There was a few minutes of silence. Jenrya knew that if he wouldn't start to talk about something, they're going to sit there for the rest of the night, since Ruki wasn't really a chatterbox.
"So," Jenrya started, "How's life?"
"Fine." Ruki answered dryly.
"Anything special?" Jenrya asked again.
"Yeah," Ruki replied in the same tone, "you freaked me out."
"Really?" Jenrya said, rolling his eyes. 'How freaky am I?' he asked himself. He was expecting Ruki to answer but she chose to remain silent. They were back to the world of silence again.
"Why are you back?" Ruki asked, breaking the silence. It was a question that she longed to ask. She was desperate for the answer.
"I. I." Jenrya stammered, he could never tell her why exactly he was back, at least not now. 'She'll be really freaked out if I told her that I came back for her.' "I have to come back. I have something important to do."
Before Ruki could ask any more questions the food came. The two stayed silence as they were both listening to the song in the restaurant - For My Dear.
ichi ban ni iitai kotoba dake ienakute
Maybe I'm singing this song because
kono uta wo utatte iru no ka mo shirenai
I can't say the words I want to say the most.
yumi ni mita shiawase ha tsukamu made ga ichi ban ii
The happiness I've dreamed of is best before it's realized because
te ni irete shimaeba kondo ha ushinau kowasa osou kara
If I finally achieve it, I'll be attacked by my fear of losing it.
da kara tte wari kireru kurai ningen tte kantan demo nai
So people aren't simple enough to satisfy me.
dare mo ga kizu wo motte iru kara toki ni yasashisa ga
Everyone has their wounds, but sometimes kindness
shimite kite totemo itaku tte naki dashisou ni nattari suru
soaks in. It hurts a lot; so much that they being to cry.
samishisa ga jibun wo tsukurou hitori kiri naritaku nai kara
I'm healed by my loneliness. I don't want to be alone,
watashi ni ha anata ga iru kara heiki to omotte nemuri ni tsukitai
I have you, so I want to sleep peacefully.
itsu no hi ga iitai kotoba dake iesou de
Maybe because someday I'll be able to say
uta wo utai tsudsukete iku no ka mo shiranai
the words I want to, I sing on and on.
ichi ban ni kikitai kotoba dake kikenakute
Maybe I've come to like this person because
hito wo suki ni nattari suru no ka mo shirenai
I can't hear the words I want to hear the most.
---
Takki's notes: If anyone realizes that the chapter title is the song and all the songs are by Ayumi Hamasaki. HER LYRICS ROCKS MAN!!!!! Oh yeah for people who dunno what Una-don or Katsu-don is, well Una-don is grilled eel with rice, and I think it usually comes in a box with some weird appetizers or salad and Miso soup. I love it!! I eat it almost like once a week! Katsu- don is like the same thing I think, but it's deep fried pork and some kinda sauce instead of eel. I love the eel sauce!! It's so yum!! Temaki sushi is not the type of round sushi. It's sorta like kite shape. You use a square shape seaweed and you wrap rice with whatever you want in it. It's like an ice-cream cone. I hope you understand what I'm talking about. It's hard to say it in words. OK enough on Japanese food. I'm so glad that I have another chapter up! It's like a world record!! Usually it takes me ages to update, maybe because there's the tamers and I have collected tons of Jenruki evidence that includes convos, scenes, looks on characters, reactions that links to Jenruki. If anyone who is reading this has a Jenruki site or something, ask me for evidence, but I translated it from the Cantonese version, and there's like tons more Jenruki convos than in the English version. Jenrya calls out for Ruki averagely 2 times in every episode (it's airing epi. 12 here). Heck I'm going to stop here, or else these notes will be longer than my story. One thing I've added the lyrics in Chapter 1 anyone interested have a look. Thanks for R and now it's time for the other R!! Thank you people!!
Email: takki_no_hikari@hotmail.com
Once more thing who wants me to tell them when I update email me.
Takako (I LOVE JENRYA AND I SUPPORT JENRUKI)