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Author's notes: 11 pages. wow. I think this is the

longest one yet.

The confusion of love

by *angel!* a.k.a. angel of darkness

Chapter 15

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"How do you feel today?" Lina asked cheerfully as

Relena opened her eyes.

Relena only mumbled something and turned over.

Lina suddenly opened up the curtains allowing all of

the sunlight to pour into the room.

"Close the blinds right now." Relena ordered as the

bright light blinded her eyes. Seeing that Lina wasn't

doing anything of the sort she added. "That's an

order!"

Ignoring Relena, Lina pulled the covers off the bed.

"Hey!" she introjected. "I need my beauty sleep!"

"You're pretty enough already." she stated with a hint

of jealiously in her voice that she quickly brushed off.

"It's 7:30, I'm going back to bed." She buried her head

under the pillow.

"You used to wake up at 6 remember?" Lina reminded.

"I'm on vacation remember?" she contridicted trying her

hardest to get Lina to understand.

"Maybe, but today you're on a mission." Lina winked

even though Relena couldn't see her.

"What kind of mission?" curiousosity got the best of

her and ignoring her body's urgeses to go back to sleep

she slowly got up.

"A suprize mission." she said simply. Seeing Relena

was about to go back to bed she added. "I'll give you a

clue if you get out of bed right now." Seeing that she had

gotten out Lina pushed the light princess into the bathroom.

Relena sighed. "You know I could fire you right now." she

reminded as she leaned up against the door.

"You could." she agreed. "But I know you wouldn't."

"How do you know?" she raised her eyebrow. 'She

always tells me it's unladylike but at least she can't see

me now.'

"First of all it would take a long time the break a new

servant and quite frankly I don't think that you really want

to."

Relena nodded agreeingly. "You're 1 out of 1."

"Second firing me will not get you out of the bathroom."

Relena only had to agree.

"Third, take a shower. You're clue is this. You have to be

well grombed for where we are going."

"I have to be well grombed no matter where you take

me! I'm a princess after all!" Relena said esasperated.

She hardly used that as a reason for anythign but now it

seemed like a good time.

"Fourth, don't raise your eyebrow at me young lady it's

very unladylike." So much for that theory.

"You always say everything I do is unladylike. But we're

in the middle of a war here. Don't you think that even the

princess is allowed to look sloppy every now and then?"

"No because a princess can definatly hire someone to

make her beautiful but you don't need someone to make

you beautiful."

"If I don't need someone to make me beautiful then why

do I have to get ready?"

"It's like you have to... just take a shower." Relena smiled

knowing she won something.

*~*

"I'm not going to wear a blindfold." the princess said after

taking a bite from her bagle.

"Agreed. You would look stupid and unladylike. Plus they

are kind of overrated anyway with everything those couples

do." she admitted.

"Are we going to some park?" Relena asked antiously.

"Sorry princess but the answer to that is no. And how many

times have I told you to never show to much emotion towards

anything. People already doubt you because of your young

age if you can do anything, so you don't to prove what they

think is right."

"Well I would kinda like to know." She looked at Lina with

puppy dog eyes.

"What have we talked about?" Lina asked taking another sip

of her coffee.

Relena sighed.

*~*

Hilde looked down at her still wet nails. 'Perfect shads

of ice.' She thought and then looked confused at herself.

'Where did that come from?' she asked herself but she

quickly brushed it off before thinking about it.

It would have bothered her a couple of weeks ago but

today she really couldn't have cared less. Well… maybe

she did care a little but was unable to admit to ever

thinking about something so trivial as that.

'A lot has changed.' She reminded herself as she walked

through her empty apartment. Or at least it seemed

empty, it was actually quite bulging at it's sems because

of the new piano she had insited on buying because she

wanted to learn but never actually did, so it sat in the

corner and collected dust. Yet after all that the apartment

gave off a empty feeling.

She walked into the living room and plopped down on

the sofa, looking in the direction of her televison but not

bothering to turn it on, just staring at the dark grey shadow

and empty feeling it gave off. How quick it could change

when turned on. 'Maybe I just need to be turned on.' She

shook her head at ever having such a silly thought, after

all she really wasn't like the televeision was she?

Hilde looked back at her nails like a gold-digger was

attracted to gold. She felt like there was some sort of

magnet forcing her to look at them but it was something

that she wouldn't dare repeat out loud. 'They don't look

funny.' She stated as she turned them so the sun from the

window caught on them. 'It's not a horrible color either.

' Even Hilde being the perfectionist she was couldn't

seem to find anything wrong with them.

She continued to stare at them until the hands 1 foot in

front of her face looked blurry. She could feel hot tears

forming in her eyes but ignored them as if they would go

away. "This whole breakup things got my head mixed

up." She stated trying to find a reason for what she was

feeling.

The tears continued to stay in her eyes not leaving as

if they were clinging to her eyes. "What's wrong with

me?" she cried feeling as if even tears didn't dare

touch her.

*~*

"So when do you thing Mako's coming?" Trowa asked

looking around at his friends and smiling. Dou was

messing around with his napkin making shapes out of it.

Quatra was buzy looking over at the direction of the door

and looking at his watch every 5 minutes worried about

Mako. Wufei was just sitting there with his usual 'Don't-

mess-with-me' look on his face along with a mixture of

annoyment at the whole situation.

Dou looked up from his 'masterpiece' confused. "What

do you mean 'when is Mako coming?' Who the hell is

Mako?"

"You didn't explain it to him." Trowa looked over at

Quatra.

Quatra only shook his head. "I'll go see if Mako's here

or if she's lost outside somewhere."

Trowa nodded. Wufei all together didn't want to be

part of this whole thing.

"So would anyone like to explain Mako to me?" Dou

asked really curios about what was going on. "How

come no one ever told me anything about Mako?"

"Mako is a girl me and Trowa met one night. We

started talking and we've gotten close. Wufei got

introduced into her later. Right Wufei?" he looked

over at his friend for support.

"Well is it Wufei?" Dou asked after Wufei didn't respond.

Dou leaned across the table at Trowa. "What's wrong

with him?" he whispered. Wufei seemed to have

overheard but pretended he didn't curious about what

Trowa would say.

"He's been sore about being betten up by a girl." Trowa

looked over at his friend.

"I did not get beaten by the little weak onna! She's just

a girl!" Wufei couldn't contain his anger anymore.

*~*

"So where exactually are we going?" Relena asked

piering out the window of the limo trying to get any

clue she could be her surrounding. So far nothing.

"It's a suprize, Relena. You are suppose to be

supirzed when we get there." Lina stated a little

annoyed at her friend.

"Yeah, but I don't like waiting." Relena whined she

stopped looking out the window and stared at Lina

instead.

"A princess must learn that not everything she wants

can always come immediatly and must act like an adult

and learn to be patient. Being patient means more than

waiting you know. It also means waiting with out

complaining. Maybe you should try that."

"Please, Lina." she pleaded. "Just one for clue."

"You know my answer." and Relena knew what that

ment, discussion closed and she went back to the window.

*~*

Mako entered the café an unexplainable emotion of pure

happiness came over her. Not that she wanted to know \

she was content enough on having it.

She looked around the café trying to find any sign of her

friends. 'I wonder where they are? Am I early?' she asked

herself once she couldn't find them.

Quatra walked into behind Mako and whispered into her

ear. "Hey." He watched her jump and he smiled.

"Don't do that to me." But none the less she smiled.

"Can I escort a pretty lady to her table?" he offered.

Mako put his arm out which he excepted. "Of course."

She played along.

"We're over there." Quatra pointed to the table after a

couple moments of silence.

Mako nodded. "So over the phone you never told me

what you this was all about." She looked over at him

expecting an answer.

"To invite you to lunch of course." She frowned not getting

the answer she excepted.

"I mean really. Come on you don't expect me to believe

that's the only reason you called. " she reasoned with

him.

Quatra sighed. "Actually we wanted to you to meet

someone."

Mako looked over at the table across the room and

noticed someone else sitting there. Once reconition hit

her she unconsciencly stopped walking.

"What's wrong?" Quatra asked as he felt Mako's arm

tense up.

Mako just stood there for a little while in shock unable

to answer. She finally found her voice after a while and

responded. "Quatra your dead, once I get you alone I

swear you are dead."

"What did I do?" he asked incredibly confused. 'I offered

to take her to the table and suddenly she's mad at me!

What the hell is going on?!'

"You know what you did." She stated simply as if

saying drop it buddy. Seeing that Quatra didn't

understand she chose to answer. "You brought Heero

here even though I told you not to."

"Heero? That's not Heero!" Quatra stated incredibly.

"That's Dou. He just broke up with his old girlfriend

for 4 years."

"Ouch." Mako her face tensing up. "I'm sorry I just

thought…" she trailed off and looked over at her friend.

"It's okay. Dou kinda looks like Heero from behind." He

stated brushing away her concern.

Before Mako could respond Trowa called form from the

table. "Welcome." He waved his hand even though \

Quatra was leading her.

"Thank you for inviting me." Mako stated as Quatra

pulled a chair out for her between Dou and Wufei.

"Just what I would expect." Wufei muttered but not soft

enough.

"What was that?" Mako laughed a little nervous.

"It's a complement." Wufei stated also a little

embarrassed that she actually caught it. He looked like

a 6 year old boy who just caught his hand in the cookie

jar. 'But he does look kinda cute that way.'

"Since when do you mutter complements? Your weird."

Mako made a face.

"What about you Miss. Generals daughter?" he

countered.

'This is not going so well maybe Wufei was right about

introducing people.' Quatra thought. "Dou this is Mako."

He pointed over at Mako. "Mako this is Dou." He

pointed over at Dou.

"It's a pleasure to meet you." Mako responded looking

Dou over for the first time. 'He's kinda cute but he

doesn't look as cute Heero. He seems nice though.'

"Likewise." Her stated pulling his attention over to the

menu and looking it over. "A generals daughter.' He

repeated. 'I guess that's not so bad just as long as she's

on our team.' He shrugged. 'What am I thinking? Trowa

has enough since not to befriend someone on the

opposite side.'

"Aren't you going to counter me weak onna?" Wufei

teased enjoying himself.

"Depends on if you want me to counter you or not." Mako

smiled at him in a fake sweet smile.

"Hmm." Wufei thought about it for a while. "Counter me."

He replied challenging her.

"Ok." She agreed. "So… How are you doing Dou?" she

turned completely ignoring Wufei.

"Aren't you going to counter me?" Wufei taped on her

shoulder.

"What do you call this? You want to fight and I'm not

fighting with you." She smiled triumphantly.

'Point for Mako.' Dou smiled enjoying himself. 'Maybe if

she helps out with Wufei, I'll get used to her.'

"Don't start with me Maxwell." Wufei stated angrily

knowing by the twinkle in his eye Dou was up to

something.

"I didn't say anything… Wu-man." He laughed.

"You know how much I hate being called that!" Wufei

practicly had smoke fuming out of his ears. He knew

half the resteraunt was staring at him but he really didn't

care.

"Why else would I do that?" Dou was obviously enjoying

himself. He looked over at Mako and smiled, Mako

smiling back.

"Don't you hate it when you get left out of something?"

Quatra whispered to his friend.

Trowa reached over and took another sip of his drink

what he had been doing practicly the whole time. "They

are being weird and immature and I have no intention

to join in." Trowa stated.

"Come on Trowa live a little mister Ticket-Stealer."

He patted him on the back.

"We've been through this before. I did not steal them."

"Yeah sure." Quatra said not believing a single word of it.

"This is so embaresing." He added looking over at Dou

and Wufei's death glare contest. Mako was just sitting in

between them leaning back on her chair enjoying the

show. He put his head down on the table.

"Yeah it is. Hopefully the managers don't throw us out

on our buts." Trowa joked.

"They'll throw us out?" Quata seemed worried and he took

his head off the table. "I know that everyone is looking at

us and all but throw us out? You guys stop it!" he yelled

at Wufei, Dou and Mako.

"I was joking Quatra." Trowa laughed a little.

"If you were only joking then we can go back to our

fight." Mako stated.

"Were do you get that?" Dou asked confused.

"Do you honestly care?" she asked him in return. He

shook his head. "I didn't think so."

"Don't go back to your fight. We will get kicked out of this

resteraunt."

"They willn't kick us out." Trowa reminded.

"Yeah, Quatra so be quiet." Wufei laughed rudefully.

"But they will make it so we can't come back ever."

Trowa admitted.

"ALL OF YOU STOP IT!" Quatra yelled annoyed. "Dou

stop calling Wufei, Wu-man. Wufei stop making it worse.

Mako don't incurage them. And Trowa stop scaring me."

They all seemed to understand as Dou put a different

look on his face. "But we did beat him didn't we?" Dou

looked over at Mako and gave her a high five.

"They seem to be hitting it off well." Quatra stated

looking over at Trowa.

Trowa nodded.

"Secrets, Secrets are no fun unless they're shared with

everyone." Mako recited an old clique.

"I told Trowa that maybe you should give her your phone

number and you could talk and hang out sometime."

Quatra explained.

Dou looked at Quatra, Trowa, Wufei and even Mako in

confusion. Suddenly all the pieces of the puzzle seemed

to be falling into place and Dou became angry at the big

picture. "I get it. You're trying to set me up with her aren't

you." He pointed over at Mako. "I'm sorry but it isn't going

to work. I love Hilde, I always had and I always will and no

amount of you trying to set me up on a date is going to

help any." And with that he got up and left the café.

"That didn't go as planned." Trowa stated after words

entered his mouth.

"I'm sorry for causing all of this." Mako stated remorsfully.

"It's all my fault."

"No it isn't." Wufei butted in. "We invited you in the first

place."

"He's going to be mad for a while isn't he?" Mako watched

them nodd. "I want to explain to him it's all a big miss

understanding. Now where do you think he went?"

They all thought it over for a little bit. "He could possibly

go somewhere to be alone at a park or something." Quatra

offered.

"I disagree. He could go somewhere to be alone but first he

would go home to get his car to drive around like he usually

does." Trowa reasoned.

"I agree with Trowa." Wufei stated putting in his 2 cents

"So. I guess we're going home huh?" Mako asked as she

got up and was getting ready to leave.

"Wait a minute." Trowa stated. Mako turned around to

look at him. "Aren't you worried about seeing Heero?"

Mako shook her head. "Well… maybe a little but there

are things that are bigger than that that I have to."

*~*

Heero suddenly stopped workign and decided to go

upstairs to eat. He walked to long steep staircase in

silence. 'Wonder where everyone is?' he asked

himself as he opened to door.

'It seems like these days no one is home lately.

Maybe it's just because they've all developed lives

and I don't have one.' he stated bitterly.

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*angel!*- ohhh a little cliffhanger. Sorry about not writing

in a little while. But the next chapter should be out either

over the weekend or at the latest by monday or

tuesday. Till next time!