TITLE: Ray About
AUTHOR: Blue Demon
RATING: PG13
NOTE: I was just gonna make it a oner. Because I had said it in Odd 2 that i would write down how Tyson felt, ect. But, might as well get the rest down too.
SUMMERY: Ray thinks about certain things.
Why? Why did he attack Kai? I know Kai isn't the easist guy to get along with, but Tyson actually fighting Kai? With the use of Dragoon? He must have been hurt badly. No way would the Tyson I know and love do a thing like that............. Wait. I know and love? Ray? Is there something you'd like to tell me? Yea right, that's it Ray, speak to yourself as if there are two voices in your head!!!
All right! I like Tyson! Now that I'm far away from Lee, I know that I don't love him. Lee, I mean. I mean, sure at one point when I was with the White Tigers, sure, but now, the Blade Breakers are more of a family, they give me space if I need it, follow me if they believe they have to. The White Tigers never did that. I already spoke to Lee about improving my skills, but he said there was no point, we did well where we were, away from people. Now that he knows that I'm not his, he'll leave me alone. I hope.
Of course, there's Mariah. She was the one who found out I was bi. I like her, sure, but one day, I'll want to settle down, and it won't be with her. As I said before, I like her, but like won't get me far. She's a good lover, i won't complain about that, but something is missing, and it was missing ever since we got together. I saw Tyson that day, at first he never interested me, just someone I could swat away, I was more interested in Kai at the time, but Tyson managed to defeat me, very few people could do that. I hear ya, I never did all three matches, but the way he fought me, and the way my Drigger allowed himself to be defeated like that, well, I just thought it would be right.
Tyson is mine. Kai said he acted like a whore around him, but he's been all right around me and Mariah. Though I haven't had him on his own, yet. I plan to, I won't lie about that, but not yet.
I know Mariah isn't faithful to me, but I couldn't careless, I don't plan to go back to my home town, its full of bad memories for me. The Blade Breakers are my family, I know they are.
Sure Ray?
Yes.
They can hurt you like Lee did.
I know.
And yet you still consider them family?
Yes. They are closer than the White Tigers, there are so many differences I don't know where to begin!
They don't force you to sleep with them?
There's one!
But you still called the White Tigers family?
Yes. I was young. But I got pasted it. I didn't need any help.
That explains the two voices in your head. The past and the present.
Yea. Insane as it is.
So, the past wants Mariah around.
Yes.
Present wants Tyson around.
Yes.
What does Ray, all complete want?
Uher...........
Just remember, we're in your head. In your bed room, well, the hotels bedroom. You slept with Mariah in here, haven't you? Without Tyson?
Yes.
And you plan to do the same to Tyson.
Yes.
But you don't know who you want the most?
No.
So, you'll be fighting the past and present until someone new comes along and you all agree?
No! I know who I want, Tyson!
Do you Ray? Is that what you actually want?
Kai? Kai? What are you doing in my head?!
I'm not Kai. Remember those voices in your head? I'm that, you just picked it to sound like Kai instead.
Why would I do that?
Remember what you thought about Kai? You liked him, did you not?
No way could I have Kai! He has Max!
What makes you think that it will last forever?
What?
Exactly. What? Tyson will never be as you first saw him. Kai saw to that, he didnvt mean it, just wanted Tyson to stop joking about him, ect.
It can't be Kai!
'It can't be Kai,' Ray said out loud, softly, sitting on his bed, hands covering his face.
AUTHOR: Blue Demon
RATING: PG13
NOTE: I was just gonna make it a oner. Because I had said it in Odd 2 that i would write down how Tyson felt, ect. But, might as well get the rest down too.
SUMMERY: Ray thinks about certain things.
Why? Why did he attack Kai? I know Kai isn't the easist guy to get along with, but Tyson actually fighting Kai? With the use of Dragoon? He must have been hurt badly. No way would the Tyson I know and love do a thing like that............. Wait. I know and love? Ray? Is there something you'd like to tell me? Yea right, that's it Ray, speak to yourself as if there are two voices in your head!!!
All right! I like Tyson! Now that I'm far away from Lee, I know that I don't love him. Lee, I mean. I mean, sure at one point when I was with the White Tigers, sure, but now, the Blade Breakers are more of a family, they give me space if I need it, follow me if they believe they have to. The White Tigers never did that. I already spoke to Lee about improving my skills, but he said there was no point, we did well where we were, away from people. Now that he knows that I'm not his, he'll leave me alone. I hope.
Of course, there's Mariah. She was the one who found out I was bi. I like her, sure, but one day, I'll want to settle down, and it won't be with her. As I said before, I like her, but like won't get me far. She's a good lover, i won't complain about that, but something is missing, and it was missing ever since we got together. I saw Tyson that day, at first he never interested me, just someone I could swat away, I was more interested in Kai at the time, but Tyson managed to defeat me, very few people could do that. I hear ya, I never did all three matches, but the way he fought me, and the way my Drigger allowed himself to be defeated like that, well, I just thought it would be right.
Tyson is mine. Kai said he acted like a whore around him, but he's been all right around me and Mariah. Though I haven't had him on his own, yet. I plan to, I won't lie about that, but not yet.
I know Mariah isn't faithful to me, but I couldn't careless, I don't plan to go back to my home town, its full of bad memories for me. The Blade Breakers are my family, I know they are.
Sure Ray?
Yes.
They can hurt you like Lee did.
I know.
And yet you still consider them family?
Yes. They are closer than the White Tigers, there are so many differences I don't know where to begin!
They don't force you to sleep with them?
There's one!
But you still called the White Tigers family?
Yes. I was young. But I got pasted it. I didn't need any help.
That explains the two voices in your head. The past and the present.
Yea. Insane as it is.
So, the past wants Mariah around.
Yes.
Present wants Tyson around.
Yes.
What does Ray, all complete want?
Uher...........
Just remember, we're in your head. In your bed room, well, the hotels bedroom. You slept with Mariah in here, haven't you? Without Tyson?
Yes.
And you plan to do the same to Tyson.
Yes.
But you don't know who you want the most?
No.
So, you'll be fighting the past and present until someone new comes along and you all agree?
No! I know who I want, Tyson!
Do you Ray? Is that what you actually want?
Kai? Kai? What are you doing in my head?!
I'm not Kai. Remember those voices in your head? I'm that, you just picked it to sound like Kai instead.
Why would I do that?
Remember what you thought about Kai? You liked him, did you not?
No way could I have Kai! He has Max!
What makes you think that it will last forever?
What?
Exactly. What? Tyson will never be as you first saw him. Kai saw to that, he didnvt mean it, just wanted Tyson to stop joking about him, ect.
It can't be Kai!
'It can't be Kai,' Ray said out loud, softly, sitting on his bed, hands covering his face.