TITLE: Kai's Thoughts
AUTHOR: Blue Demon
RATING: PG13
SUMMERY: Kai's thought's on everything that's happend.

Right, so, I love Max. Okay, that's true, I do. But I slept with Tyson, for revenge. It doesn't make it right. Now I appear to have slept with Chief without even knowing it!! The only difference in this is that I actually thought it was Max.
I need to focus.
I have to focus.
Max and I have only been in the relationship for a month or so now..........
*Focus Kai.
You have to focus Kai.*
I had slept with Tyson for revenge on everything that he has done to me. Everything that he has done to hurt me. Everything.
*Focus on your beyblade Kai.*
Max forgave me for that. Then Tyson found out and he went mental. I can't blame him for that.
*Everyone is an enemy Kai.*
He attacked me with Dragoon, the only way I could protect myself was to use Dranzer. What else could I do?
*Don't show your feelings to anyone.*
We were both in hospital for a few days, then I was released and Tyson was sent away, to get his head straight.
*Don't trust anyone Kai.*
Max and i fixed up our relationship, but now its happend again. I never realised it......
*Your feelings will be used against you. You have to remain cold. Never let them know you care.*
Never let them know you care. Huh, it sounds easy to do, but its not. Its not grandfather. I care about Max, he showed his feelings for me and I showed them back.
*People can act on your feelings, make you believe that they are real.*
I guess that makes sense......... If I didn't get it on with Max none of this would have happend. My grandfather would never have use Kenny to get me, to make me realise I've made a mistake.
*Never let them know you care.*
Never let them know you care? I guess if I did it once, i can do it again, can't I? It will hurt Max, sure, but then again, he'll have more pain to deal with if he stays with me..........