eThe Sickness II chapter II
Back by popular demand! I decided to do a fic about what happened next. We all know that she recovered, kinda. She regained the will to eat at the threshhold of death. *sniff* so sad! But what next? How will this effect their relationship?
Oh, and I am going to re-do the first chapter. I did it real fast after Health and Wellness when they showed a video called "dying to be thin", about Anorexia and Bullimea. It was a boring video, but i had this idea from it.
k, on to the fic!
KAgome was finally looking healthy, for the first time in a few months. She was eating normally, plus a bit so she would regain weight faster. But Inuyasha was still worried about her. She never laughed anymore. The sparkle was gone from her eyes. He had thought eating again would bring her back to her normal self!
Apperantly, it didn't work that way. He didn't want to push her too fast, to make her hunt for the shards. Her health came first. For all he cared, they would never hunt the shards again. They had gone looking at her insistence, with disasterdly results.
Since then, she refused to see him, preferring to lay around in her room. When he tried to break the door down to get to her, Keade finally took him aside to talk to him.
"We tried to send her back, the other day. She... i thought she should have proper medical care from her time. But... it didn't work. The well... something is wrong. She can't go. It... with her recent illness..."
"What are you trying to say?"
"She... she's depressed."
Inuyasha was shocked. Again. There were obviously things about her he had no idea of. HIS Kagome would not lock herself in her room for something as silly as that! She would be anxious to find a way to get it back to normal. But this Kagome seemed to think the world was ending because of it. Something had hurt her really badly. And he had a sneaking suspicion that something was.... himself.
He took up a vigil ouside her door. He slept there sometimes, though never much nor very well, either. He did eat. He saw what anorexia had done to her, and he knew not eating out of anxiety would not help. He never left the hall outside her door.
She opened the door once to see him standing there. She looked at him for a second, uncomprehendingly. He stood up "Kagome..." Her eyes widened in fear, and shut the door. That was the last he saw of her for 2 weeks.
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Of course, seeing as how he had not come and gotten them to go hunt for shards in weeks, even with Kagome there, Miroku and Sango and Shippo were worried about Inuyasha. They finally found him in Keade's house, camped in front of Kagome's door. He had taken up whittiling. He was pretty good, too!
"What's wrong, Inuyasha?" asked Miroku. He could be pretty nice when he was not being a hentai. Inuyasha would normall snap "nothing. Mind your own buisness." But that was what had driven Kagome away from him. So he said only "Kagome won't come out. It's been weeks. She eats, of course, but she mopes about in her room."
"NANI!?!! Why? I'm going in to talk to her!!"
"I'd better come too... " said Sango, and the two of them went into Kagome's room. Inuyasha listened in with his youkai hearing.
"I don't wanna."
"why not?"
"I can't.. I don't care about the shards anymore. I can't go home, Sango! My parents will be worried sick! And nobody cares about me anyways."
"That's not true!!! Kagome!!"
"..."
"Kagome! Inuyasha cares! He's been outside your door for weeks!"
"..."
"Kagome! Kagome, talk to me!"
"..."
"Kagome! I'm worried about you!"
"..."
"Kagome, will you bear my child?"
"NANI!!! ECCHI!!! HENTAI!!!!"
"What was THAT for?!?!?!"
"Hey, at lest she said something!!!"
Inuyasha was startled when the door flew open and Miroku tumbled out. But he quickly recovered and went back to listening.
"Come on, Kagome, what's wrong?"
"I..."
"You can tell me."
"No I can't!"
"Why ever not?"
"you'll hate me."
"WHY?!?!"
"Because... because... becauseI'madirtyslut!!!"
"Wait... slow down girl!!! Who says?"
"It's truuueee!!!" She was sobbing hystericlly.
"Wait... You're pregnant, arn't you?" Inuyasha laughed to himself at the thought of it.
"yeeeesss..."
Inuyasha was shocked. He leaned away from the door in horrer. Who... when... WHAT?!?!? He needed to know!!
"do you know who the father is?"
"noooooo. I think I might..."
"When?"
"about one and a half months ago..."
Inuyasha thought for a bit. That would be... the right when she had been healthy. Or no, a bit before. She had insisted on searching for the shards, and she had been captured by Sessumaru not long before, and rescued a day or so after... and that was when she had insisted on going home. "Shit!"
"What?" he had forgotten Miroku. "Come on, you can hear her, can't you?"
"She's pregnant. I think with Sessumaru's child."
"NANI?!?!?!!?"
"Go away. Stupid Hentai monk."
"Fine, then. But Keade deserves to know!"
"NO!!! Don't tell anyone!! I shouldn't even knoW!"
"Fine. Stupid weakling Hanyou."
Inuyasha did not respond, but went back to listening at the door.
"I think you should tell Inuyasha."
"No! He'll call me a slut, or a bitch, or an ugly fat hag!"
"Nonsense! The boy is worried sick about you! He has not left your doorway in weeks! He isn't even being mean to us!! He is wasting away, pining for you! He is in love, Kagome, and you are breaking his heart! Go talk to him!"
"I... he is?"
"yes, you silly girl! I'v known that for months! you really didn't know?"
"I had no idea..."
"Well, you HAVE to go tell him."
"Why?"
"Because! the poor boy is worried sick! he deserves to know why you shut him out!"
"Alright... i guess I owe it to him... but no-one else, k?"
"alright..."
Inuyasha heard footsteps and went back to his wittling. She opened the door, and he saw she was gaining weight. He looked up, teard brimming in his eyes. "Kagome... please..."
"Inuyasha..."
"Please don't go away again."
"no... never again..."
"I love you, Kagome."
"I love you too, Inuyasha." And she broke down, crying. "I don't deserve this, I don't deserve you,"
"Kagome.. you're right, you don't deserve me, but it's not because you are bad, it's my fault, you are a victem, I did this to you, I... I only told you you were worthless, how could you ever think anything else? Oh Kagome, it stopped being about the shards after about a month! It was always about you. I love you, Kagome, and not just because of Kikyo."
"Oh, Inuyasha, you don't know, you'll think I'm worthless..."
"Never. Try me."
"I'm pregnant."
He enveloped her in a large hug. "Well then, I hope it's a girl as beautiful as you."
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So! Plot twist! Yay! I was only gonna do one at a time (amorexia, depression, pregnant), but i decided just to hit you over the head with it. Ha ha, I'm evil, I know. I don't hate Kagome, BTW, this is a way of showing Inuyasha how messed up he has made her. VERY messed up. And sessumaru's gonna be a daddy! How will he react?
Back by popular demand! I decided to do a fic about what happened next. We all know that she recovered, kinda. She regained the will to eat at the threshhold of death. *sniff* so sad! But what next? How will this effect their relationship?
Oh, and I am going to re-do the first chapter. I did it real fast after Health and Wellness when they showed a video called "dying to be thin", about Anorexia and Bullimea. It was a boring video, but i had this idea from it.
k, on to the fic!
KAgome was finally looking healthy, for the first time in a few months. She was eating normally, plus a bit so she would regain weight faster. But Inuyasha was still worried about her. She never laughed anymore. The sparkle was gone from her eyes. He had thought eating again would bring her back to her normal self!
Apperantly, it didn't work that way. He didn't want to push her too fast, to make her hunt for the shards. Her health came first. For all he cared, they would never hunt the shards again. They had gone looking at her insistence, with disasterdly results.
Since then, she refused to see him, preferring to lay around in her room. When he tried to break the door down to get to her, Keade finally took him aside to talk to him.
"We tried to send her back, the other day. She... i thought she should have proper medical care from her time. But... it didn't work. The well... something is wrong. She can't go. It... with her recent illness..."
"What are you trying to say?"
"She... she's depressed."
Inuyasha was shocked. Again. There were obviously things about her he had no idea of. HIS Kagome would not lock herself in her room for something as silly as that! She would be anxious to find a way to get it back to normal. But this Kagome seemed to think the world was ending because of it. Something had hurt her really badly. And he had a sneaking suspicion that something was.... himself.
He took up a vigil ouside her door. He slept there sometimes, though never much nor very well, either. He did eat. He saw what anorexia had done to her, and he knew not eating out of anxiety would not help. He never left the hall outside her door.
She opened the door once to see him standing there. She looked at him for a second, uncomprehendingly. He stood up "Kagome..." Her eyes widened in fear, and shut the door. That was the last he saw of her for 2 weeks.
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Of course, seeing as how he had not come and gotten them to go hunt for shards in weeks, even with Kagome there, Miroku and Sango and Shippo were worried about Inuyasha. They finally found him in Keade's house, camped in front of Kagome's door. He had taken up whittiling. He was pretty good, too!
"What's wrong, Inuyasha?" asked Miroku. He could be pretty nice when he was not being a hentai. Inuyasha would normall snap "nothing. Mind your own buisness." But that was what had driven Kagome away from him. So he said only "Kagome won't come out. It's been weeks. She eats, of course, but she mopes about in her room."
"NANI!?!! Why? I'm going in to talk to her!!"
"I'd better come too... " said Sango, and the two of them went into Kagome's room. Inuyasha listened in with his youkai hearing.
"I don't wanna."
"why not?"
"I can't.. I don't care about the shards anymore. I can't go home, Sango! My parents will be worried sick! And nobody cares about me anyways."
"That's not true!!! Kagome!!"
"..."
"Kagome! Inuyasha cares! He's been outside your door for weeks!"
"..."
"Kagome! Kagome, talk to me!"
"..."
"Kagome! I'm worried about you!"
"..."
"Kagome, will you bear my child?"
"NANI!!! ECCHI!!! HENTAI!!!!"
"What was THAT for?!?!?!"
"Hey, at lest she said something!!!"
Inuyasha was startled when the door flew open and Miroku tumbled out. But he quickly recovered and went back to listening.
"Come on, Kagome, what's wrong?"
"I..."
"You can tell me."
"No I can't!"
"Why ever not?"
"you'll hate me."
"WHY?!?!"
"Because... because... becauseI'madirtyslut!!!"
"Wait... slow down girl!!! Who says?"
"It's truuueee!!!" She was sobbing hystericlly.
"Wait... You're pregnant, arn't you?" Inuyasha laughed to himself at the thought of it.
"yeeeesss..."
Inuyasha was shocked. He leaned away from the door in horrer. Who... when... WHAT?!?!? He needed to know!!
"do you know who the father is?"
"noooooo. I think I might..."
"When?"
"about one and a half months ago..."
Inuyasha thought for a bit. That would be... the right when she had been healthy. Or no, a bit before. She had insisted on searching for the shards, and she had been captured by Sessumaru not long before, and rescued a day or so after... and that was when she had insisted on going home. "Shit!"
"What?" he had forgotten Miroku. "Come on, you can hear her, can't you?"
"She's pregnant. I think with Sessumaru's child."
"NANI?!?!?!!?"
"Go away. Stupid Hentai monk."
"Fine, then. But Keade deserves to know!"
"NO!!! Don't tell anyone!! I shouldn't even knoW!"
"Fine. Stupid weakling Hanyou."
Inuyasha did not respond, but went back to listening at the door.
"I think you should tell Inuyasha."
"No! He'll call me a slut, or a bitch, or an ugly fat hag!"
"Nonsense! The boy is worried sick about you! He has not left your doorway in weeks! He isn't even being mean to us!! He is wasting away, pining for you! He is in love, Kagome, and you are breaking his heart! Go talk to him!"
"I... he is?"
"yes, you silly girl! I'v known that for months! you really didn't know?"
"I had no idea..."
"Well, you HAVE to go tell him."
"Why?"
"Because! the poor boy is worried sick! he deserves to know why you shut him out!"
"Alright... i guess I owe it to him... but no-one else, k?"
"alright..."
Inuyasha heard footsteps and went back to his wittling. She opened the door, and he saw she was gaining weight. He looked up, teard brimming in his eyes. "Kagome... please..."
"Inuyasha..."
"Please don't go away again."
"no... never again..."
"I love you, Kagome."
"I love you too, Inuyasha." And she broke down, crying. "I don't deserve this, I don't deserve you,"
"Kagome.. you're right, you don't deserve me, but it's not because you are bad, it's my fault, you are a victem, I did this to you, I... I only told you you were worthless, how could you ever think anything else? Oh Kagome, it stopped being about the shards after about a month! It was always about you. I love you, Kagome, and not just because of Kikyo."
"Oh, Inuyasha, you don't know, you'll think I'm worthless..."
"Never. Try me."
"I'm pregnant."
He enveloped her in a large hug. "Well then, I hope it's a girl as beautiful as you."
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So! Plot twist! Yay! I was only gonna do one at a time (amorexia, depression, pregnant), but i decided just to hit you over the head with it. Ha ha, I'm evil, I know. I don't hate Kagome, BTW, this is a way of showing Inuyasha how messed up he has made her. VERY messed up. And sessumaru's gonna be a daddy! How will he react?