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duo's pov:
Why hilde, why couldn't you just tell me that you wanted to see other people? Why
couldn't you just tell my why did I have to find out about you and that .... that man in that
way thought you loved me? I thought you and I were going to get married and have that
family you always talked about? loved you more then anything and this is how you repay
me You go out while I am trying to make a living to support the two of us I have to hear
it threw our friends that you were seeing another man? then I have to see it for myself
I try and stay calm as I see the two of you together at our cafe. I thought saving your life
and staying with you, loving you, and being with you would be enough I loved you
more then even my own life I would have given my own life for you if you asked I
finally ask you about him and you lied, you lied to me about this man, but I was
prepared I have pictures and audio tape with the two of you. you backed away from
me in fear you said my look was scaring you, that you haven't seen that look since the
war. you were right. I haven't been this hurt since the war They hurt my heart you
killed not only my heart but also my soul which I gave to you and you alone you run into
our room the room that we have shared for over two years and slam the door. you know
the only thing I can't stand is you slamming the door in my face. I go after you and slam
the door open breaking it as I kick it in. you scream and start to cry I look at you and
stop you know I cant stand to see you cry I soften up a bit but only to tell you to get out
and never return. I give you thirty minutes to get all of your things and leave, you try and
make a phone call from in our room but I can hear you dialing and pic up the extention to
listen to you and you man talk I know that I am a fool for thinking that you would stay
with me hell I am the god of death every one I love either leaves me or dies, you are just
another one in a long line that have hurt me. I hear you cry over the phone to your new
lover and beg him to pick you up down the street, you tell him that I found out and is
kicking you out. I laugh to my self did you actually think I would want you to stay after
you lied to me for the past few months. I listen for a few more minutes before I finally
decide to let you know I am still here. I tell you that you are wasting to much time
talking to this sick asshole and you only have twenty more minutes left and everything that
you leave behind will be thrown out or burned. I know that I am being an asshole I just
don't care anymore you don't so why should I. I watch you pack up your things and
walk out the door but not before stopping and looking back I tell you not to bother
saying anything because nothing you can say can do anything I tell you not to say sorry I
can see it on your face you are still crying. I look away I can't stand to even look at you
right now you see the look on my face and you leave shutting the door behind you. I wait
to hear the car door shut and finally after I know that your gone I finally can cry. cry for
the pain in my heart cry for the pain in my mind and cry for the pain in my soul. I hear
the phone ring and I already know who it is. I let the machine pick it up and I hear the
familiar voice of quatre. I still don't get how he knows when things like this happen but
right now I don't want to. I just want to be alone for a while.
Six months later:
I receive a letter from Quatre about Hilde, apparently she is getting married and all the
rest of the pilots have there invites but me. I kinda figured she wouldn't want me there but
it still hurts. I thought she would at least ask them not to tell me but I should have known
even if she did I would have found out anyway not much could get past me. I decide to go
anyway quatre said that his "date" will be at a meeting that day so he asked if I wanted to
go with him. I thought I would say no but then I thought about it, it has been quiet
but peaceful I finally got something's I always wanted to do done I got to travel without
having to bomb anything or kill anyone and I now have a dog a beautiful collie called
Helen she is my new girl for now. well today is the day, Hilde doesn't even know that I
am going to be there and I had to promise Quatre that I wouldn't fight or do anything to
mess up her big day. we head out to the hall I couldn't stand to see her take the vows we
were going to take so I am only going to the hall to finally let her go and finally bring
peace to myself. I meet Quatre at the door and we go in together and start talking I look
around to see if I know anyone, I see the other pilots and there dates but no Hilde yet.
they look surprised to see me, I guess Quatre never told anyone that I was coming. they
ask me if I am going to kill the new husband I laugh. I tell them no I only came to see
that she is happy and safe and they don't have to worry I already gave my word to Quatre
that I would do nothing to ruin her day and they all know the god of death never lies.
finally she arrives smiling looking as happy as happy can be she scans the room to see
who arrived she smiles when she see's Heero and Relena, Trowa and Catherine, Wufei
and Sally, then she see's Quatre and me. she stops dead in her tracks and her face pales I
know why and I take a deep breath and start to stand. Quatre grabs my arm and I look
down at him and remind him of the promise I made. he lets go and I slowly walk to her I
see the look on her face and I see the look of her new husband as they see me approach. I
look her in the eyes and smile " a forced smile but one non the less" and congratulate her
and her new husband I give her a kiss on the cheek and tell her if she needed anything to
call Quatre and he will be able to contact me. I also ask her that if she feels
unconfortable with me being there I would leave I told her that I wouldn't do anything to
ruin her day. It was all a lie I wanted to beat the shit out of that man and take her back
with me but I know that she would hate me for the rest of my life. she smiled she actually
smiled and told me that she was glad that I did come and she didn't want me to go. I gave
my thanks and went back to my seat. as I was walking back I accidentally bumped into a
beautiful girl I looked at her and she at me and I couldn't help it but I thought I had met
her before I introduced myself and she did to she tells me her name is angel and that she
is the ex-girlfriend of the jerk AKA Hilde's new man and the only reason she was there is
because her so called friend begged her to go they were going to meet there and then she
canceled at the last minute and now she was stuck there alone watching the "jerk" and his
new chick flunt around. I had to laugh she gave me this look I thought I only saw in
heero. I shut up fast and told her I was sorry but that I knew the feeling Hilde was my Ex
also and that we were in the same boat but my friend didn't cancel. I asked her if she
wanted to sit with us at our table that way she wouldn't be alone and that the two of us
could make fun of her old "jerk" together. she finally smiled and I reached for her arm
and she took mine and I lead her to my table and started to introduce her but as soon as I
started to heero asked me why I had my arms around his sister. I looked at her and I know
my jaw must have dropped to the floor I knew that look she gave me reminded me of him
but I never knew he had a sister. they both smiled and she sat down. Quatre told me to
close my mouth before someone throws a grape in there. I shut it and sat down next to her
and looked at both her and Heero he just looked at her and she turned to me and said not
to ask to long of a story. I didn't think I wanted to know just yet I was already hoping to
get to know her better after this day. we spent the rest of the night together and
every night since. We are now married and have two children a boy and a girl and I guess
sister Helen was right someday I would be happy and sometimes a great thing could
happen after something bad you just have to have faith and a few ex's that pissed us off
enough for the two of us to meet. Hilde and her man AKA Sean also have children they
have 3 boys all a pain in the ass but there smart and thank god live to far to come over to
much. but thank the gods that we are all alive and healthy.
OK ok I know that was really boring but I was really pissed off when I wrote this I just found out that my so called best friend just got married and never invited me he had everyone keep it a secret just because he thought I would hate his new girlfriend well I do now and him so GRRRRRRRRRR on both there parts.
sorry had to get it out
please no flames but comments are always cool thanks
rowenstar
duo's pov:
Why hilde, why couldn't you just tell me that you wanted to see other people? Why
couldn't you just tell my why did I have to find out about you and that .... that man in that
way thought you loved me? I thought you and I were going to get married and have that
family you always talked about? loved you more then anything and this is how you repay
me You go out while I am trying to make a living to support the two of us I have to hear
it threw our friends that you were seeing another man? then I have to see it for myself
I try and stay calm as I see the two of you together at our cafe. I thought saving your life
and staying with you, loving you, and being with you would be enough I loved you
more then even my own life I would have given my own life for you if you asked I
finally ask you about him and you lied, you lied to me about this man, but I was
prepared I have pictures and audio tape with the two of you. you backed away from
me in fear you said my look was scaring you, that you haven't seen that look since the
war. you were right. I haven't been this hurt since the war They hurt my heart you
killed not only my heart but also my soul which I gave to you and you alone you run into
our room the room that we have shared for over two years and slam the door. you know
the only thing I can't stand is you slamming the door in my face. I go after you and slam
the door open breaking it as I kick it in. you scream and start to cry I look at you and
stop you know I cant stand to see you cry I soften up a bit but only to tell you to get out
and never return. I give you thirty minutes to get all of your things and leave, you try and
make a phone call from in our room but I can hear you dialing and pic up the extention to
listen to you and you man talk I know that I am a fool for thinking that you would stay
with me hell I am the god of death every one I love either leaves me or dies, you are just
another one in a long line that have hurt me. I hear you cry over the phone to your new
lover and beg him to pick you up down the street, you tell him that I found out and is
kicking you out. I laugh to my self did you actually think I would want you to stay after
you lied to me for the past few months. I listen for a few more minutes before I finally
decide to let you know I am still here. I tell you that you are wasting to much time
talking to this sick asshole and you only have twenty more minutes left and everything that
you leave behind will be thrown out or burned. I know that I am being an asshole I just
don't care anymore you don't so why should I. I watch you pack up your things and
walk out the door but not before stopping and looking back I tell you not to bother
saying anything because nothing you can say can do anything I tell you not to say sorry I
can see it on your face you are still crying. I look away I can't stand to even look at you
right now you see the look on my face and you leave shutting the door behind you. I wait
to hear the car door shut and finally after I know that your gone I finally can cry. cry for
the pain in my heart cry for the pain in my mind and cry for the pain in my soul. I hear
the phone ring and I already know who it is. I let the machine pick it up and I hear the
familiar voice of quatre. I still don't get how he knows when things like this happen but
right now I don't want to. I just want to be alone for a while.
Six months later:
I receive a letter from Quatre about Hilde, apparently she is getting married and all the
rest of the pilots have there invites but me. I kinda figured she wouldn't want me there but
it still hurts. I thought she would at least ask them not to tell me but I should have known
even if she did I would have found out anyway not much could get past me. I decide to go
anyway quatre said that his "date" will be at a meeting that day so he asked if I wanted to
go with him. I thought I would say no but then I thought about it, it has been quiet
but peaceful I finally got something's I always wanted to do done I got to travel without
having to bomb anything or kill anyone and I now have a dog a beautiful collie called
Helen she is my new girl for now. well today is the day, Hilde doesn't even know that I
am going to be there and I had to promise Quatre that I wouldn't fight or do anything to
mess up her big day. we head out to the hall I couldn't stand to see her take the vows we
were going to take so I am only going to the hall to finally let her go and finally bring
peace to myself. I meet Quatre at the door and we go in together and start talking I look
around to see if I know anyone, I see the other pilots and there dates but no Hilde yet.
they look surprised to see me, I guess Quatre never told anyone that I was coming. they
ask me if I am going to kill the new husband I laugh. I tell them no I only came to see
that she is happy and safe and they don't have to worry I already gave my word to Quatre
that I would do nothing to ruin her day and they all know the god of death never lies.
finally she arrives smiling looking as happy as happy can be she scans the room to see
who arrived she smiles when she see's Heero and Relena, Trowa and Catherine, Wufei
and Sally, then she see's Quatre and me. she stops dead in her tracks and her face pales I
know why and I take a deep breath and start to stand. Quatre grabs my arm and I look
down at him and remind him of the promise I made. he lets go and I slowly walk to her I
see the look on her face and I see the look of her new husband as they see me approach. I
look her in the eyes and smile " a forced smile but one non the less" and congratulate her
and her new husband I give her a kiss on the cheek and tell her if she needed anything to
call Quatre and he will be able to contact me. I also ask her that if she feels
unconfortable with me being there I would leave I told her that I wouldn't do anything to
ruin her day. It was all a lie I wanted to beat the shit out of that man and take her back
with me but I know that she would hate me for the rest of my life. she smiled she actually
smiled and told me that she was glad that I did come and she didn't want me to go. I gave
my thanks and went back to my seat. as I was walking back I accidentally bumped into a
beautiful girl I looked at her and she at me and I couldn't help it but I thought I had met
her before I introduced myself and she did to she tells me her name is angel and that she
is the ex-girlfriend of the jerk AKA Hilde's new man and the only reason she was there is
because her so called friend begged her to go they were going to meet there and then she
canceled at the last minute and now she was stuck there alone watching the "jerk" and his
new chick flunt around. I had to laugh she gave me this look I thought I only saw in
heero. I shut up fast and told her I was sorry but that I knew the feeling Hilde was my Ex
also and that we were in the same boat but my friend didn't cancel. I asked her if she
wanted to sit with us at our table that way she wouldn't be alone and that the two of us
could make fun of her old "jerk" together. she finally smiled and I reached for her arm
and she took mine and I lead her to my table and started to introduce her but as soon as I
started to heero asked me why I had my arms around his sister. I looked at her and I know
my jaw must have dropped to the floor I knew that look she gave me reminded me of him
but I never knew he had a sister. they both smiled and she sat down. Quatre told me to
close my mouth before someone throws a grape in there. I shut it and sat down next to her
and looked at both her and Heero he just looked at her and she turned to me and said not
to ask to long of a story. I didn't think I wanted to know just yet I was already hoping to
get to know her better after this day. we spent the rest of the night together and
every night since. We are now married and have two children a boy and a girl and I guess
sister Helen was right someday I would be happy and sometimes a great thing could
happen after something bad you just have to have faith and a few ex's that pissed us off
enough for the two of us to meet. Hilde and her man AKA Sean also have children they
have 3 boys all a pain in the ass but there smart and thank god live to far to come over to
much. but thank the gods that we are all alive and healthy.
OK ok I know that was really boring but I was really pissed off when I wrote this I just found out that my so called best friend just got married and never invited me he had everyone keep it a secret just because he thought I would hate his new girlfriend well I do now and him so GRRRRRRRRRR on both there parts.
sorry had to get it out
please no flames but comments are always cool thanks
rowenstar