Chapter 8 : Memories Faces, so many faces. I see your tears falling down to earth, the heavens in your eyes are crying. I want to hold you, and tell you that everything is fine, but that would be a lie. Everything is different now. I can see myself standing in a black void, alone, thirsting for you, my vision blood red. I can see a wave coming towards me, red, a blood wake rushing towards me. It overwhelms me like the feeling of loving you. I love you, I think to myself, I will always love you. Why can't you love me back? I wake up then, drenched in sweat. I look over at the bedside table, 2:07 it flashes back at me. I am still exhausted, your tears shining again in my eyes. Thinking back on yesterday, the taste of your blood, I remember it. Sweet like nectar, like peaches. Standing up, I plucked the wrinkled clothes from yesterday off of the floor. Slipping into my pants and shirt I walked into the bathroom to fix my hair, and found that it was in perfect order, not a single strand out of place. Shrugging this off, I grabbed my shades slipping them gently onto my face. Looking at myself over and over again in the mirror, still did not get me used to my slightly glowing eyes, or iridescent skin. Turning away from the mirror, I walked out of my bathroom, and opened my window, leaping to the ground. * * * When I finally found my way back to the house, the sky was already darkening. Faint yellows and oranges played with the twilight far off on the horizon. I removed the glasses placing them in my pocket, as I walked towards the front door. I entered the house and it was quiet, the only sound that could be heard was the faint whispering of a television somewhere. I started searching for the others, I sent out my thoughts, trying to find them in my mind. Somehow, I could just feel where they were, Trowa was the one watching TV, Quatre asleep upstairs in his bed, Wu Fei was outside in the back, practicing with his katanas no doubt. I searched around for Heero, he was in his room, awake, sitting alone, all by himself. I wanted to see him, and I wanted to see him now. Taking one final look around the living room, I started towards the back of the house, reaching the stairwell, and began to climb the stairs. Reaching the top, I started down the hallway, walking to the end, I was at Heero's door. I could hear the heavy thudding of his heart, still weak from the great loss of blood. Placing my hand upon the door, I opened it with my other. I pushed the door open slightly peeking in, and there was Heero, sitting on the bed, hunched over in thought. Closing the door quietly behind me, I walked up behind him. There was a moment where, when his thoughts rushed into mine, I did not know who he was anymore. All of the death and destruction, all of it there in Heero's mind. I could see again the little girl, and her puppy, dead in the snow. He was living that day over and over again in his mind. Then suddenly his thoughts drifted, he was thinking of me. It was very strange to see yourself in someone else's eyes. It was me, and I was smiling, pulling some prank that I always used to pull. I had to laugh inwardly, I was being an idiot and then suddenly Heero was pulling my braid, telling me not to be such a baka. Then suddenly he was thinking of the one time that I almost kissed him. It was during the war, we were sitting alone together, everyone else was off on a mission of their own. We were planning our own mission together, and then we had one of those awkward moments, that awkward silence two people share, when they can just tell, and in that moment I knew, I just knew that I loved him. It wasn't a logical thing just a sudden feeling, soon turning into a blazing obsession. I wanted to kiss him then, but didn't. I was jerked out of my thoughts, by a low sobbing noise. For the second time in my life, I heard Heero Crying. I probed his mind. He was remembering the other day when he knew, just knew what had happened to me, it tore him apart. He was wishing that this had never happened, that things turned out different. He wished that I could still be me, that I was still Duo, he was mourning me as if I were already dead. I was dead, I had to remember that now, I was dead, but I was still me, or at least I thought so. I looked up, he was staring at me, with a mesmerized look on his face. The tears were running down his face, and he wiped then away with the back of his hand. His bandage had been freshly cleaned, and the smell of fresh blood hung in the air. He had started to cry again, turning away from me, as I read his thoughts again. What he was thinking completely took me by surprise, he was thinking of how it could have been, and I was there. I could see clean sheets, and the fresh smell of morning, as you turned and found the one that you love there next to you. I was that one, laying next to Heero, the one that I love. Heero thought that It could never be. He was wrong, I was going to make sure that these few days did not define the rest of my life. No matter how long it would be. I touched him on the shoulder, causing him to turn towards me, tears falling from his face. I wiped his tears away with my finger tips barely brushing the side of his face. Taking his face in my hands, I moved my face closer to his, and kissed him firmly on the lips. It ignited a sleeping passion in both of us, our tongues mingled, tasting each other. He began to fumble, and I could hear the heavy thudding of his heart as I began to feel his desire. He was taking off my shirt now, his fingertips brushing the small peaks of my nipples, as he pulled the shirt up, off and over my head. We were kissing again, our tongues pressing harder and harder together. Sometime during all of this chaos we had both lost our clothes, and we were naked reveling in the gloriousness of each other. I my ran hands up and down the length of his body, taking in every inch of him, in case I woke up tomorrow and this was all a dream. Moving away from his mouth, I began to trail kisses down his neck, feeling the pulsing of the jugular there. I could smell the fresh blood there right underneath the skin. It wouls be so easy...NO! I can't think like that. I pushed the thoughts away.
Going down his chest, I flicked my tongue out when I reached his nipple, causing Heero to moan slightly. Moving down his body, I finally reached the core of his desire, and seeing it, glorious, in front of me, I took him into my mouth. I roamed over and over the naked shaft, lightly raking my teeth over it, tearing moans of pleasure from my newly acquired lover. I flicked my tongue over the tip of it, moving down on it once again. Sucking lightly on it once more, I decided that it was time for me to do what I had wanted for so long. Pulling away from him, causing Heero to sit up in protest, I moved my finger to my mouth, motioning for quiet. Getting up off of the bed, I moved into the bathroom, digging around for that splendid jar of Vaseline. Finding what I had been searching for, I returned to the bed, and positioned Heero's legs around my hips. Removing the lid, I took the stuff out of the jar, and began to spread it onto my throbbing member, causing shivers to course through my body. Finally taking an amount onto my fingers, I gently eased a finger into the tiny hole. I moved that finger around until I added another, and then finally a third. I moved them around a few more times, stretching and preparing him for what came next. Heero groaned when I removed my fingers, but soon the groan was turned into all out begging as I pressed my penis against him, demanding entrance. I thrust into him then, his warmth shrouding my own, and I sat there letting him adjust, as he started to squirm, and moan even louder. Then I began to gently gyrate in and out very slowly, this was what I had always dreamed about. Soon I began to thrust faster and faster, moaning louder and louder still, until all I couls hear were my very own screams of rapture, until finally in a seemingly blinding explosion of light, we came, together. Heero moaning silently, me screaming his name. ~ to be continued. Well? What do you think? I promised extra long, well you got a long one and another new chapter^^. I had a good Idea. R&R Onegai. ~ hop
Going down his chest, I flicked my tongue out when I reached his nipple, causing Heero to moan slightly. Moving down his body, I finally reached the core of his desire, and seeing it, glorious, in front of me, I took him into my mouth. I roamed over and over the naked shaft, lightly raking my teeth over it, tearing moans of pleasure from my newly acquired lover. I flicked my tongue over the tip of it, moving down on it once again. Sucking lightly on it once more, I decided that it was time for me to do what I had wanted for so long. Pulling away from him, causing Heero to sit up in protest, I moved my finger to my mouth, motioning for quiet. Getting up off of the bed, I moved into the bathroom, digging around for that splendid jar of Vaseline. Finding what I had been searching for, I returned to the bed, and positioned Heero's legs around my hips. Removing the lid, I took the stuff out of the jar, and began to spread it onto my throbbing member, causing shivers to course through my body. Finally taking an amount onto my fingers, I gently eased a finger into the tiny hole. I moved that finger around until I added another, and then finally a third. I moved them around a few more times, stretching and preparing him for what came next. Heero groaned when I removed my fingers, but soon the groan was turned into all out begging as I pressed my penis against him, demanding entrance. I thrust into him then, his warmth shrouding my own, and I sat there letting him adjust, as he started to squirm, and moan even louder. Then I began to gently gyrate in and out very slowly, this was what I had always dreamed about. Soon I began to thrust faster and faster, moaning louder and louder still, until all I couls hear were my very own screams of rapture, until finally in a seemingly blinding explosion of light, we came, together. Heero moaning silently, me screaming his name. ~ to be continued. Well? What do you think? I promised extra long, well you got a long one and another new chapter^^. I had a good Idea. R&R Onegai. ~ hop