Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon.
There will be no enemies.
Info on the pairings on this part:
Serenity/Seiya
Usagi-chan/Hotaru
Mamoru/Dawn
Only A Memory Away
By: Lirial Raito
Chapter 14: Alternate Ending 1: Tomorrow's Future
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I had believed that only the whirlpool of tears
Were able to become adults
I became dizzy from my feelings that didn't reach you
I remembered it and then stopped in place
I bid farewell, and as I began to depart I saw
Your lips, which saddened me
You told me not to go anywhere anymore
And we held each other so tight that it almost hurt
I was smiling from this close but
I pretended I didn't know anything as I watched
I can't put my feelings into words very well...
I realized
You stopped time and waited
I searched for you, the one and only
The times that forgot about the hour
Began to move
Even if it wasn't reality and was like opening something empty
I came close to you and told you not to go yet
On the planet that floats in the sky
Yeah! We did it
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|Day: Friday, March 13 3013.|
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Change… the only thing in life that is certain. What once was shall be no more, and those narrowed strands that
Fate had discarded as too fragile grow in strength with love. The future carved in stone shatters under the
presence of the crystal, granting that single wish for love. Who is chosen, and who is left behind in the fickle
sands of Time?
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In the tower that appeared hers, and hers alone, the young woman gazed down the long hallway to where her
room awaited, and outwards where her friends stayed. So many privileges, hindered with the responsibilities of
her position, yet again, all hers. She had accepted this life, chosen to stay and learn, chosen to love someone who
she hadn't seen in years, yet never stopped missing. And she had accepted the responsibility of choosing
someone to marry that was acceptable to her position as Heir.
She was getting more used to staying in the Crystal Palace without feeling as if her duties would suffocate
her, even though she still felt a bit odd with the status of her relationship with her mother, and the sacrifice her
position required. She was still getting used to having Senshi of her own, and being a senshi, even though she
wasn't really allowed to train the way the other Sailor Senshi did. No, she had to practice her powers alone, and
expand them beyond what her mother had been able too… And then there was her love life…
Her knight in shining armor and riding upon a winged white steed, Helios, had been behaving oddly, getting angry
with her for no reason, and snapping at Hotaru and Sailor Kitsune. Overall, the only person he was genuinely nice
to lately had been Mamoru. Helios wouldn't spend any time alone with Usagi, and yet he complained about the
time she spent with Hotaru, or when she got visits from Peruru. All of which led to her being angry with the priest,
and not really wanting to spend time with him.
Life was just getting better and better.
She had endured this behavior of Helios' for three months now, and her patience with him where worn to a thin
strand, making her wonder why she had ever fallen in love with him when they had first met. She still cared for
him of course, like her mother Usagi cared for everyone, but she had stopped caring for him in a romantic way a
month ago. And before she had remembered him, there had already been someone she was interested in…
He always seemed so upset, as if he didn't want to be there with her, but felt that he had to be, and she owed
him something for it. But why? Surely he understood that she just wanted to be friends… After all, her wish for
him to be her prince had been years ago, when she was just a little child without any real understanding of how
love worked.
After all, hadn't she wanted her dad to fall in love with her?
She was still counting her blessings on that wish remaining unanswered, thankful for how jealous Usagi-san
had been. Still, her experiences in the past had helped define who she was now, even though her
remembering those events were odd in and of themselves, though Setsuna and Ami had both explained all
about how alternate paths for the future worked. The explanation had been long, and enough to make her
head spin a bit, so she just smiled and nodded until they believed she understood.
She shook her head and began walking down the hall once again, seeking out Sailor Phoenix. The woman
seemed to know more about Helios, and Erutan, than anyone else did. Well, that was to be expected of
course, since she had spent so much time in Elysion, but Usagi wanted to know just what her Senshi knew.
Perhaps she could gain some insights into the Priest's behavior, and find a way to more clearly explain her
feelings…
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Serenity eyed herself critically in the mirror, agonizing over every invisible flaw she saw in her appearance.
As Yaten had continually been telling her, one must always look their best when going out in public, no
matter what, and Serenity was determined to look her own absolute best.
Not that anyone could tell the difference from how she always looked.
To everyone else, she always looked absolutely perfect, especially to the person who she was going
shopping with today. No, Seiya would find nothing wrong with Serenity, even had she been mud covered
and wearing a brown paper sack. She smiled slightly at the image the thought invoked, and wondered
briefly if she should test that theory out.
She hummed a soft lullaby, hoping to calm her nerves back down to an acceptable level. Quickly she undid
her hair from its usual odango style, and just as quickly had the silvery gold strands redone in a French
braid. She eyes the white dress Minako had lent her critically, wondering if she would look out of place in it
while she went shopping.
Another smile appeared on her face, one that stayed this time as her heart beat a little faster.
Seiya was taking her clothes shopping.
Her friends had offered to take her out several times, and were derailed each time by Minako, who seemed
determined to make Mamoru and Seiya spend as much time as possible doing what Serenity wanted. The
result had ended with Serenity spending more time in parks and concerts, and shopping, than she had in
years, always accompanied by one of the two young men. Seiya seemed perfectly happy to take Serenity
shopping, while after the first five trips out Mamoru had started carrying a book around, and read whenever
Serenity's back was turned.
She was less than pleased with this, and those occurrences reminded her of when they dated, and Mamoru
spent more time with his books than with her. Yet she refused to complain, and simply observed which
books that Mamoru read, and then borrowed them later from Ami. If he found her to be as boring
and empty headed, as she had been when she was a teenager, well, tomorrow she would prove him wrong.
After all, as Queen, she couldn't afford to be empty headed, or less informed on events than the people she
often needed to negotiate with. She refused to place the burden of knowing everything on her advisors.
But she would think of tomorrow, tomorrow. For now she needed to focus on shopping.
After criticizing her appearance for another ten minutes she finally stepped away from her mirror and left
the room. As she made her way outside to were Seiya would be waiting, she pondered the differences in the
two men who 'vied' for her heart.
She knew quite well that Seiya loved her, and she couldn't deny that she had feelings for him as well. But
were they more than her feelings for Mamoru? Serenity wasn't quite sure… but through all these outings with
each one, she was determined to find out.
Her heart whispered that she already knew the answer.
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Sailor Kitsune stood in the middle of her room, eyes tightly closed, and her face a mask of concentration,
one that would have surprised her friends and fellow Senshi, if they were here to see her. Her door was
locked of course, and she had placed a chair in front of it, but that would only keep out Serenity's Senshi,
but not Kitsune's elders. No, they could just appear in the room if they wished… but she knew that they
would always ask first, unless an emergency was occurring.
For now, she concentrated on viewing the activities of Priest Helios, and determining the cause of his
behavior. Then she'd confront him and threaten to have him for lunch…
No, no… that was wrong…
She giggled to herself as she imagined what the look on his face would be if she did that. Then again, he had
dealt with her before in Elysion. He wouldn't be surprised.
A sigh of frustration escaped her lips as she lost her concentration, and the image of Helios disappeared.
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She glanced at Seiya out of the corner of her eye, smiling slightly as he patiently waited for her to decide
whether or not she wanted anything from the bookstore. She already had four books picked out, one on
each of the mythology behind her daughter's outer Senshi, and the fifth book she was considering was
aimed at tomorrows science lecture. Mamoru certainly couldn't fault her with attending an activity that
he would enjoy more than she would. Yes, that would work…
She took a deep breath, refocusing her thoughts on the here and now, not tomorrow. No, for now she must
consider Seiya, and his feelings. She added the last book to her small pile and turned to face Seiya, smiling
brightly, before heading to the checkout counter. The cashier stared at her for a moment before ringing up
her purchase and bagging them carefully. Serenity smiled sweetly and walked out, Seiya following dutifully beside her.
"Serenity, can we eat lunch now? I'm starving! How about hamburgers?" Seiya queried with a grin, juggling all the
bags he was carrying for her, four of clothing and one of toys, a small one of presents for her friends, and now the
even smaller one of books… Seiya was right. She'd done enough shopping, and now it was time for lunch.
She nodded her assent and headed on towards the Crown Arcade. Motoki never objected to their eating at
his place, though the other places that served hamburgers where quite convinced that the Queen should
never be seen eating in such a place, which annoyed Serenity to know end. Simplicity would be best for
today.
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Phoenix perched easily on a tree limb, lying down. She had no fear of falling of falling off, as she couldn't
be hurt by such a simple fall. No, something much worse would be needed to harm her, and she wasn't
about to leave her Princess and temp Fate by doing so. She was perfectly happy where she was.
And thinking of her Princess, there she was now, slipping out of the Palace.
--
Usagi looked around the, focusing on the trees and quickly spotted the object of her search. She walked over
to stand underneath the tree Phoenix was in and called out softly to the older woman. "Hey Phoenix, can I
speak with you for awhile?"
She jumped slightly at Phoenix's reply, which was to roll off the branch she was on to land in front of
Usagi. "Certainly Princess, what would you like to speak about?"
She felt herself relaxing under the calm gaze and soothing voice of her guardian and smiled slightly in
response. "Well… it's about Helios really. He's been very… irritable lately, and won't tell me why. He's
been very short tempered and rude to my friends. I'd wondered if perhaps you knew why, since you've
known him longer than I have."
She wanted to squirm under the look Phoenix gave her after she'd asked her question, the Senshi's
expression saying that the answer should have been obvious to the Princess.
"Well. You do know that he has spent centuries waiting for you to grow up so he can marry you, because he
has always felt that he, like his Prince, must marry someone from the moon. That is why I found Erutan to
take over at Elysion for him. No one ever gave any thought to whether or not Helios still wanted to marry you
Usagi, and now he finds that his 'destined' marriage may be in jeopardy from two different people."
She gave Usagi another hard look, then turned away from her. "Consider your feelings carefully Princess.
While the dream watcher considers you a dear friend, and only just, Hotaru and Helios vie for your heart."
A swirl of flame surrounded the woman, and she disappeared.
Usagi stared at the space where Phoenix had been standing and shook her head, confused.
Helios may not want to marry her, and may not be in love with her?
With another shake of her head, she turned and walked back into the Palace. 'Might as well just ask Helios how he
feels,' she thought to herself.
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He studied the mirror before him carefully, hand clenched around the crystal he held, the sapphire radiance
dulled by his currently dour spirit. In the mirror he watched the events taking place in Elysion, missing his home
more than he had expected to. The shrine maidens where taking good care of his home, but he keenly felt the
call of his position there, his home and the place he belonged.
Little was as it was meant to be, at least in his life.
A young boy was taking over his job, a child whose capabilities he hadn't had time to assess for himself, and he
was forced to accept Sailor Phoenix's judgment of his abilities, which was the last thing he wanted to do. He was
also expected, by all of Elysion and the Earth's royal court, to marry the current Moon Princess, who had become
quite different from the Chibi-Usa he had known, more ordinary and less of the Princess he had sought out all
those centuries ago.
'What an odd way to be thinking about someone… of course she's different, she's much older than before,
and has led an ordinary life. I shouldn't judge her so harshly…'
Yet he had a hard time following the advice that his conscience insisted on providing him with. Yes, she
was older and more experienced in life, but her fundamental personality was the same. Her faults where the
same, and her sweet personae where the same… which only told him that he hadn't really been in love with
her in the first place, only grateful and infatuated.
He grimaced, his conscience suddenly conjuring up every single incident in which he had been rude to
Usagi and her friends. He had been especially so in his dealings with Hotaru, unable to curb his tongue when
confronted by the woman who he felt was trying to take Usagi away from him, even when he didn't want to
marry her.
If only Usagi wasn't interested in him… he knew Serenity wouldn't force the issue, and he could go back to
Elysion and his beloved duties. And his shrine maidens… He chuckled to himself, remembering their
indignation when they learned they couldn't come with him to see the Queen, but someone needed to stay
and supervise Erutan's education. Even though Phoenix had apparently taught him a lot…
His thoughts were interrupted by a knock on his door, and he opened it absently with a wave of his hand.
"Come in," he called out, not bothering to look at whom his visitor was. He really didn't care, and anyway,
he would see the person in his mirror before he or she got close to him.
--
"Come in!"
She hesitated a moment, wondering what kind of mood Helios was in today. She didn't want to get into
another fight, and yet they really needed to talk. Well, she would disregard his mood, and put into practice
all those lessons her mom had been giving her in diplomacy to good use. If he was in a poor state, she would
defiantly need them… A moment more and she pushed open the large wooden door, shoulders braced
despite her effort to look calm and collected.
"Ano… Helios-san, I need to speak with you."
He turned at her words, expression mostly unreadable, though he appeared amiable enough. "Konnichiwa,
Usagi-chan. How are you, and what would you like to talk about today?" He motioned for her to take a seat
as he spoke.
She chose to sit across from him, hands clasped in her lap, wringing slightly. "Well… I was wondering if
you would tell me, with perfect honesty, how you feel about me and our expected engagement…"
He tilted his head to the side, a slight smile gracing his face. "Well now, that's a loaded question
Usagi-chan…"
He folded his hands in his lap, mirroring her posture deliberately. Keeping his eyes on his hands he
answered her question in an even tone. "You're a good friend Usagi-chan, and I will always be grateful for
what you did to help save Elysion and the world, but friendship is as far as my feelings go for you. I love
you, but I am not *in* love with you. Only as a friend."
She nodded, though he didn't see her action. "I suspected as much, from your behavior… you must have
resented being expected to marry a friend you barely knew, and you probably already had someone you are
in love with."
He lifted his head as he began to feel a weight lift from his shoulders. "I love Elysion, Usagi-chan, and that
is where I belong." His voice was soft, and far gentler than it had been in weeks. She nodded, returning his smile
and looking happily into his eyes.
"I'm glad," she said. "I care for you as a friend as well, and have been afraid of hurting your feelings. I think
that I am in love with someone, but I need to further contemplate my feelings toward this person before I
can be sure. But, at least I won't hurt you if I do truly love this person."
He nodded, "I give you my blessings, Princess. Now, do you think your mother would allow me to return to
Elysion?"
She nodded, relief showing plainly in her smile. "Certainly."
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Mamoru sat in the sun that streamed through one of the library windows, watching as Seiya walked back into the
Palace, hand in hand, with Serenity. A small smile tugged at his lips as he recalled how jealous he had once felt
about Seiya's love for his Odango Atama, a jealousy that had disappeared shortly after meeting Sailor Phoenix.
Mamoru enjoyed being a doctor, and had no more desire to rule the world than he did to cut off his arm. He
wanted a nice quiet relationship, without the burden being royal had given him in the past. He was content with
helping people on a person-to-person basis.
Hands gripped his shoulders lightly, followed by a melodic giggle that made his smile far wider than before. "Come back from your thoughts, Mamoru-chan, time to go speak with Serenity, ne?"
He freed himself from the light grip and turned, his eyes warm as he looked down at Sailor Phoenix. "Yes, you're
right… need to confirm tomorrow's lecture time with her."
She nodded and headed out of the library.
Too many hours had passed since she'd last spoken with Kit.
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Ginitsune, Sailor Kitsune, though most commonly called Kit by Sailor Phoenix, had reestablished her spying crystal
on the Priest, just in time to catch the tail end of his conversation with Usagi-chan. She grinned to herself, having
an obvious idea as to who the Princess was in love with, and a very simple solution to knowing whether or not her
feelings were true.
There was a senshi of Love, after all.
She detransformed back into her usual civilian self and set out to find where Minako had taken herself off to. Though she knew that Usagi wouldn't seek out Minako on her own, she could ask Minako to keep an eye out for
the Princess, ,and 'offer' to help her sort out her feelings.
Yes… that was an unintrusive thing to do…
Phoenix should be proud.
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|Saturday, March 14th|
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'Whoever holds a lecture so early on a Saturday morning,' wondered Serenity as she listened, mostly attentively,
to the guest speaker at the Crystal University's lecture hall. 'Molecular composition change due to the planet
dominant in the sky when a person was born is not the most interesting of material… so says the person born on
the Moon. Wonder what Ami-chan would think."
Despite her inner dialog Mamoru was unable to tell that Serenity was anything less than engrossed in the
discussion, though he suspected otherwise. The Queen was the epitome of attentiveness, and he was certain that
Dr. Kaiba was gratefully aware of the attention. Serenity didn't attend many lectures, though she was always well
versed in the material that would be covered, whether she bought the books herself, or borrowed them from Ami.
The lecture was almost over, with a complementary breakfast served afterwards so the attendees would socialize.
Serenity and Mamoru both were looking forward to the food, and Mamoru wanted to talk to Dr. Kaiba after the
lecture was over, though he was certain that the good Dr. would be seeking out Serenity afterwards, so he
needn't worry about being able to locate the man. Just a few more minutes…
That few final minutes passed by quickly, and soon everyone had been dismissed to go outside to eat, since the
weather was behaving beautifully. Serenity seated herself while Mamoru gathered a plate of food for each of
them, both choosing to drink water with the meal. Ten minutes passed as they ate in peace before people began
to circulate among the tables, asking questions. Serenity excused herself from the table, moving between tables,
exchanging pleasantries with people she knew and greeting new acquaintances with enthusiasm. Once she had
paid her respects and compliments to Dr. Kaiba, she returned to the Palace.
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Mamoru found her later, sitting in the library reading a book that Minako had recently written, albeit a children's
story. "Serenity… may I ask you a question?"
She set the book down and smiled up at him warmly, "Of course you can Mamoru, what would you like to know?"
He returned her smile, though his was more strained. He hoped he wouldn't hurt her feelings. "Serenity, I want to
know if I may have your permission to court Sailor Phoenix."
Her smile increased slightly and she nodded once, "Well, I don't mind if you do, and I'll admit that I'm relieved
that you're interested in someone else… but you do realize that you must first ask Usagi's permission before you
begin to court her Senshi."
He stared at her, then laughed softly, "Oh, I had forgotten that they were hers… I'm far more used to the senshi
being under you, and not anyone else."
She nodded understandingly, and then waved him away, "I understand, now shoo! Go find Usagi and ask her."
He bowed gracefully, "Thank you Serenity."
She waved him away again, simply smiling peacefully, before returning to her book.
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Usagi sat cross-legged in Hotaru's chair, opposite of her friend, who had taken possession of her bed when Usagi
had entered the room without knocking with the declaration of, 'We Need to Talk'. And now that they were
supposed to be talking, Usagi was staring uncomfortably at the floor, her cheeks flushed with worry. What if she
was wrong about Hotaru's feelings?
Hotaru cleared her throat, hiding her curiosity when Usagi almost jumped out of the chair. "So Usagi, what is it
that we need to talk about? You seemed worried about something."
Usagi managed to offer a small wavering smile before answering. "Well… I had a talk with Helios and Mother, and
he returned to Elysion this morning… neither of us is in love with the other, and we both just want to be friends,
so mother agreed that he could return home…"
She trailed off and started to stare at the ground again. Hotaru was getting frustrated with her friend's unusual
reticence… "And?" she asked, trying not to sound impatient.
Usagi didn't look up this time when she answered, "Well… in the back of my mind, there has always been
someone that I *am* in love with… and I never told this person, because I'm afraid of being rejected…"
Hotaru stared hard at Usagi, frowning slightly. They were best friends, and Usagi never hid anything from her…
why was she so hesitant now? Could she… dare she hope…
"Who could ever reject you, Usagi-chan? Tell me who you're in love with…"
"Promise you won't be mad at me," came the whispered, almost miserable response.
"I promise, I won't be mad at you," she replied as soothingly as she could.
For several minutes Usagi said nothing, and Hotaru thought that, for the first time in their lives, Usagi was going
to refuse to talk to Hotaru about what was bothering, but she remained patient, and was eventually rewarded with
an answer.
"I love… you."
The world went dark for Hotaru as her silent, lifelong prayers were answered.
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Mamoru knocked on Usagi's door, and was surprised when Hotaru's door opened, and his daughter poked her
head out the door. "Father? What can I do for you?"
He lifted an eyebrow in surprise before walking over to her. "I'd like your permission to court Sailor Phoenix."
She stared at him, then opened the door all the way and motioned for him to enter, "Can you wake Hotaru up?
She fainted…"
He entered as bid and walked over to the dark haired girl, sprawled on the bed haphazardly. He touched her hand
and closed his eyes, focusing his energy for a moment, and after a few seconds had passed Hotaru's eyes
fluttered open. "There, she's awake. Now… can I?"
Usagi nodded, hovering close over her friend, wondering if she had just ruined their friendship. "Certainly, just
don't expect me to call her 'mom'. One is enough."
"Of course," he said, chuckling to himself. Hotaru looked at Usagi, then Mamoru, wondering what she had
suddenly missed after passing out. Mamoru patted Usagi lightly on the head, silently thanking her, before exiting,
leaving an uncomfortable silence in his wake. Usagi stared down at the sheets of Hotaru's bed, wondering if she
could do anything to apologize and take back her confession, while Hotaru studied her angel's face with an
indulgent smile. "You know Usagi… when you said that you were in love with someone, I was hurt, because we're
best friends who tell each other everything. Except for one thing each, it seems."
Usagi slowly lifted her head to meet Hotaru's warm and amused gaze, wondering what she meant with a sense of
rising hope. "And what did you keep from me?" she asked softly.
Hotaru leaned close to Usagi, placing her hands gently on her shoulders, and whispered into her ear, "I love you."
Usagi's expression brightened with more happiness than she had ever felt before, and she hugged Hotaru as
tightly as she could without suffocating her.
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Kitsune paced around the Palace halls, feeling disgruntled and left out of events after being informed by Phoenix
that her meddling in the affairs of love weren't needed. Eventually she found her way to one of the more secluded
gardens, shoulders slouched forward. As the youngest of the Princess' senshi she felt useless, and had only
wanted to help in an unobtrusive manner. Yet, she couldn't accomplish the task she had set herself too before
someone else had.
She flopped down on a bench and pulled her knees to her chest, feeling quite useless and alone. Outside of Senshi
Training none of the other Senshi would spend time in a recreation activity with her, each following their individual
paths of fun, which never included her. To them, she was always too young.
A soft whisper of cloth caught her attention, but she didn't move from her position until a hand touched her
shoulder. Looking up her gaze met that of Erutan, who had returned from Elysion once Helios had gone back to
live there. "You'll be ok," he said softly, "you and I, we shall be friends."
Slowly, a smile replaced her sad expression, and she jumped forward to hug the boy.
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|1 month later|
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Seiya sat comfortably beside Serenity as she watched the 'Princess Bride' again. His attention was on her of
course, and not on the movie, but he still enjoyed spending time doing the things that made her happy, no matter
how many times they had already visited a place, or watched a movie. All that mattered to him was that she was
happy. She was leaning her head on his shoulder, which more than made him one of the happiest people in
existence, and the constant smile he had for her spoke of the deep love he felt.
If only she loved him back…
He had been surprised a month ago when Mamoru had come to him, telling Seiya that he was going to court Lady
Phoenix, instead of Serenity, and that Seiya was to take good care of Serenity if she chose him. He had promised,
of course, and easily so. How could he not take good care of such an angel? Mamoru had been reassured, and
blessed his pursuit of the Queen.
Which he still felt was strange… but a welcome strangeness.
Carefully he slipped an arm around Serenity, pulling her closer to his side, leaning his head down to smell the
lavender scent of her hair. How wonderful she was.
The candles in the room flicked, casting interesting patterns across the room, in compliments the remaining
moments of the movies. The room was scented much the same as Serenity's hair, a light, soothing lavender that
made it seem impossible for anyone to meet the Queen in these chambers, and be upset, regardless of why they
came to meet her. So peaceful.
She looked up at him as the movie ended, a smile as serene as her name gracing her lips. "Seiya? I've been
meaning to tell you something, and this feels like a good time to do so."
He met her gaze and tried not to drown in her blue orbs, "yes?"
She lifted herself up, pulling away from him slightly with a sense of regret at the loss of his immediate warmth.
'Patience, Serenity,' she admonished herself.
"I love you."
She stated her declaration simply, with as much of her heart behind the words as possible, so he would never
doubt her feelings.
He sat there, staring at her in blissful shock, absorbing her words. "You do?" he asked, somewhat stupidly.
Her smile grew into a grin as she nodded, "Yes, I love you. More than anything Seiya."
His shock faded as a silly grin plastered itself to his face, "I love you too Serenity… I always have."
She nodded, "I know… I'm sorry I took so long to fully realize my feelings, but I had to be absolutely sure before I
told you how I felt, so you wouldn't be hurt."
He reached forward to hug her, and she settled easily into his embrace, lifting her face up to be kissed.
Seiya was only too happy to oblige her wishes.
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| 1 year later |
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Serenity fidgeted nervously under the critical eyes of Minako and Yaten, each one determined to make Serenity
the most beautiful bride ever, competing more with each other than with any past bride. Her bridal gown was as
elaborate as her regular royal gown was simple, a silken material softer than anything else Serenity had ever felt
before, which was saying quite a lot since she always got clothes of the finest materials from the merchants who
got free publicity if she wore their clothing.
Her hair had been left in the royal odangos, wreathed in circles of forget-me-nots. She wore crescent moon
earrings, and a choker of the same, borrowed from Minako and placed on a blue ribbon, everything tying in for the
traditional, 'something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue.'
She glanced around at her friends, the ones allowed in to see her. Her own Senshi stayed in civilian form these
days, and were dressed in their princess dresses and planetary colors, while Usagi's senshi were in uniform. Luna
wore yellow, Diana a soft, silvery gray, and Kakyuu pale red. Usagi wore her princess gown, in pink.
She certainly didn't miss the way her daughter was holding Hotaru's hand, and as she smiled happily at Usagi's
reflection she remembered their deep friendship as children. She had chosen well the keeper of her heart.
A scant few minutes later and someone knocked on the door. "Serenity, it's time!"
The Queen's smile grew larger with her joy. Kenji and Ikuko's memory of Serenity had been restored; a present
from Sailor Kitsune, and Ikuko had overseen the wedding preparations despite Kenji's objections that his 'little
girl' was too young to married. In that month, Seiya had done everything possible to win Serenity's father over,
and had succeeded rather easily.
She stood and carefully hugged each of her friends, whispering her thanks for their support into their ears, each
thank you specialized and personal.
Then she hugged Usagi. "My darling little girl… I love you so much, and I'm proud of you. Thank you for accepting
this so well."
Usagi hugged back gently, "I love you too Mama."
Serenity leg go of Usagi and turned to Hotaru, hugging her as well. "I know you'll continue taking good care of my
daughter Hotaru, and I consider you my daughter as well. I want you both to be happy."
Hotaru nodded with a smile, unable to speak at the moment she just picked Usagi's hand back up and squeezed
it.
Then Serenity opened the door and hugged her moment, and allowed herself to be led to the alter by her father.
As she walked closer, Seiya turned to look at her, smiling warmly with all his love shining in his eyes as much as
hers was. She smiled reassuring at her father and took her place beside Seiya. The ceremony passed quickly, and
the only moment of the speech that remained in her memory later was when she said 'I do', and then when Seiya
kissed her. When they broke apart she threw her bouquet, wondering at the sudden mischievous look on Kitsune's
face… until the bouquet landed firmly in Hotaru's hands. She laughed along with everyone else at the stunned look
on the young woman's face, as well as the look on Usagi's face.
She smiled happily and leaned against Seiya, chuckling softly to herself.
Seiya leaned down, "What are you laughing at Serenity?"
"Oh," she replied, a similar mischievous look in her eyes that closely resembled that which remained in Kitsune's,
"I was just thinking that I should pass my Lunar Pen on to Usagi… so we can have grandchildren." The grin that spread upon his face matched hers, as they each regarded the future Queen of Crystal Tokyo.
So ends the Alternate Ending 1. May revise later…
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an: In the second alternate ending, Seiya will end up alone, though I *may* write an after-Only A Memory Away story where he falls in love with someone else.
Who do you think he should fall in love with, if I do?
Questions? Comments? Story Requests? Chibiraito@yahoo.com
There will be no enemies.
Info on the pairings on this part:
Serenity/Seiya
Usagi-chan/Hotaru
Mamoru/Dawn
Only A Memory Away
By: Lirial Raito
Chapter 14: Alternate Ending 1: Tomorrow's Future
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I had believed that only the whirlpool of tears
Were able to become adults
I became dizzy from my feelings that didn't reach you
I remembered it and then stopped in place
I bid farewell, and as I began to depart I saw
Your lips, which saddened me
You told me not to go anywhere anymore
And we held each other so tight that it almost hurt
I was smiling from this close but
I pretended I didn't know anything as I watched
I can't put my feelings into words very well...
I realized
You stopped time and waited
I searched for you, the one and only
The times that forgot about the hour
Began to move
Even if it wasn't reality and was like opening something empty
I came close to you and told you not to go yet
On the planet that floats in the sky
Yeah! We did it
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|Day: Friday, March 13 3013.|
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Change… the only thing in life that is certain. What once was shall be no more, and those narrowed strands that
Fate had discarded as too fragile grow in strength with love. The future carved in stone shatters under the
presence of the crystal, granting that single wish for love. Who is chosen, and who is left behind in the fickle
sands of Time?
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In the tower that appeared hers, and hers alone, the young woman gazed down the long hallway to where her
room awaited, and outwards where her friends stayed. So many privileges, hindered with the responsibilities of
her position, yet again, all hers. She had accepted this life, chosen to stay and learn, chosen to love someone who
she hadn't seen in years, yet never stopped missing. And she had accepted the responsibility of choosing
someone to marry that was acceptable to her position as Heir.
She was getting more used to staying in the Crystal Palace without feeling as if her duties would suffocate
her, even though she still felt a bit odd with the status of her relationship with her mother, and the sacrifice her
position required. She was still getting used to having Senshi of her own, and being a senshi, even though she
wasn't really allowed to train the way the other Sailor Senshi did. No, she had to practice her powers alone, and
expand them beyond what her mother had been able too… And then there was her love life…
Her knight in shining armor and riding upon a winged white steed, Helios, had been behaving oddly, getting angry
with her for no reason, and snapping at Hotaru and Sailor Kitsune. Overall, the only person he was genuinely nice
to lately had been Mamoru. Helios wouldn't spend any time alone with Usagi, and yet he complained about the
time she spent with Hotaru, or when she got visits from Peruru. All of which led to her being angry with the priest,
and not really wanting to spend time with him.
Life was just getting better and better.
She had endured this behavior of Helios' for three months now, and her patience with him where worn to a thin
strand, making her wonder why she had ever fallen in love with him when they had first met. She still cared for
him of course, like her mother Usagi cared for everyone, but she had stopped caring for him in a romantic way a
month ago. And before she had remembered him, there had already been someone she was interested in…
He always seemed so upset, as if he didn't want to be there with her, but felt that he had to be, and she owed
him something for it. But why? Surely he understood that she just wanted to be friends… After all, her wish for
him to be her prince had been years ago, when she was just a little child without any real understanding of how
love worked.
After all, hadn't she wanted her dad to fall in love with her?
She was still counting her blessings on that wish remaining unanswered, thankful for how jealous Usagi-san
had been. Still, her experiences in the past had helped define who she was now, even though her
remembering those events were odd in and of themselves, though Setsuna and Ami had both explained all
about how alternate paths for the future worked. The explanation had been long, and enough to make her
head spin a bit, so she just smiled and nodded until they believed she understood.
She shook her head and began walking down the hall once again, seeking out Sailor Phoenix. The woman
seemed to know more about Helios, and Erutan, than anyone else did. Well, that was to be expected of
course, since she had spent so much time in Elysion, but Usagi wanted to know just what her Senshi knew.
Perhaps she could gain some insights into the Priest's behavior, and find a way to more clearly explain her
feelings…
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Serenity eyed herself critically in the mirror, agonizing over every invisible flaw she saw in her appearance.
As Yaten had continually been telling her, one must always look their best when going out in public, no
matter what, and Serenity was determined to look her own absolute best.
Not that anyone could tell the difference from how she always looked.
To everyone else, she always looked absolutely perfect, especially to the person who she was going
shopping with today. No, Seiya would find nothing wrong with Serenity, even had she been mud covered
and wearing a brown paper sack. She smiled slightly at the image the thought invoked, and wondered
briefly if she should test that theory out.
She hummed a soft lullaby, hoping to calm her nerves back down to an acceptable level. Quickly she undid
her hair from its usual odango style, and just as quickly had the silvery gold strands redone in a French
braid. She eyes the white dress Minako had lent her critically, wondering if she would look out of place in it
while she went shopping.
Another smile appeared on her face, one that stayed this time as her heart beat a little faster.
Seiya was taking her clothes shopping.
Her friends had offered to take her out several times, and were derailed each time by Minako, who seemed
determined to make Mamoru and Seiya spend as much time as possible doing what Serenity wanted. The
result had ended with Serenity spending more time in parks and concerts, and shopping, than she had in
years, always accompanied by one of the two young men. Seiya seemed perfectly happy to take Serenity
shopping, while after the first five trips out Mamoru had started carrying a book around, and read whenever
Serenity's back was turned.
She was less than pleased with this, and those occurrences reminded her of when they dated, and Mamoru
spent more time with his books than with her. Yet she refused to complain, and simply observed which
books that Mamoru read, and then borrowed them later from Ami. If he found her to be as boring
and empty headed, as she had been when she was a teenager, well, tomorrow she would prove him wrong.
After all, as Queen, she couldn't afford to be empty headed, or less informed on events than the people she
often needed to negotiate with. She refused to place the burden of knowing everything on her advisors.
But she would think of tomorrow, tomorrow. For now she needed to focus on shopping.
After criticizing her appearance for another ten minutes she finally stepped away from her mirror and left
the room. As she made her way outside to were Seiya would be waiting, she pondered the differences in the
two men who 'vied' for her heart.
She knew quite well that Seiya loved her, and she couldn't deny that she had feelings for him as well. But
were they more than her feelings for Mamoru? Serenity wasn't quite sure… but through all these outings with
each one, she was determined to find out.
Her heart whispered that she already knew the answer.
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Sailor Kitsune stood in the middle of her room, eyes tightly closed, and her face a mask of concentration,
one that would have surprised her friends and fellow Senshi, if they were here to see her. Her door was
locked of course, and she had placed a chair in front of it, but that would only keep out Serenity's Senshi,
but not Kitsune's elders. No, they could just appear in the room if they wished… but she knew that they
would always ask first, unless an emergency was occurring.
For now, she concentrated on viewing the activities of Priest Helios, and determining the cause of his
behavior. Then she'd confront him and threaten to have him for lunch…
No, no… that was wrong…
She giggled to herself as she imagined what the look on his face would be if she did that. Then again, he had
dealt with her before in Elysion. He wouldn't be surprised.
A sigh of frustration escaped her lips as she lost her concentration, and the image of Helios disappeared.
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She glanced at Seiya out of the corner of her eye, smiling slightly as he patiently waited for her to decide
whether or not she wanted anything from the bookstore. She already had four books picked out, one on
each of the mythology behind her daughter's outer Senshi, and the fifth book she was considering was
aimed at tomorrows science lecture. Mamoru certainly couldn't fault her with attending an activity that
he would enjoy more than she would. Yes, that would work…
She took a deep breath, refocusing her thoughts on the here and now, not tomorrow. No, for now she must
consider Seiya, and his feelings. She added the last book to her small pile and turned to face Seiya, smiling
brightly, before heading to the checkout counter. The cashier stared at her for a moment before ringing up
her purchase and bagging them carefully. Serenity smiled sweetly and walked out, Seiya following dutifully beside her.
"Serenity, can we eat lunch now? I'm starving! How about hamburgers?" Seiya queried with a grin, juggling all the
bags he was carrying for her, four of clothing and one of toys, a small one of presents for her friends, and now the
even smaller one of books… Seiya was right. She'd done enough shopping, and now it was time for lunch.
She nodded her assent and headed on towards the Crown Arcade. Motoki never objected to their eating at
his place, though the other places that served hamburgers where quite convinced that the Queen should
never be seen eating in such a place, which annoyed Serenity to know end. Simplicity would be best for
today.
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Phoenix perched easily on a tree limb, lying down. She had no fear of falling of falling off, as she couldn't
be hurt by such a simple fall. No, something much worse would be needed to harm her, and she wasn't
about to leave her Princess and temp Fate by doing so. She was perfectly happy where she was.
And thinking of her Princess, there she was now, slipping out of the Palace.
--
Usagi looked around the, focusing on the trees and quickly spotted the object of her search. She walked over
to stand underneath the tree Phoenix was in and called out softly to the older woman. "Hey Phoenix, can I
speak with you for awhile?"
She jumped slightly at Phoenix's reply, which was to roll off the branch she was on to land in front of
Usagi. "Certainly Princess, what would you like to speak about?"
She felt herself relaxing under the calm gaze and soothing voice of her guardian and smiled slightly in
response. "Well… it's about Helios really. He's been very… irritable lately, and won't tell me why. He's
been very short tempered and rude to my friends. I'd wondered if perhaps you knew why, since you've
known him longer than I have."
She wanted to squirm under the look Phoenix gave her after she'd asked her question, the Senshi's
expression saying that the answer should have been obvious to the Princess.
"Well. You do know that he has spent centuries waiting for you to grow up so he can marry you, because he
has always felt that he, like his Prince, must marry someone from the moon. That is why I found Erutan to
take over at Elysion for him. No one ever gave any thought to whether or not Helios still wanted to marry you
Usagi, and now he finds that his 'destined' marriage may be in jeopardy from two different people."
She gave Usagi another hard look, then turned away from her. "Consider your feelings carefully Princess.
While the dream watcher considers you a dear friend, and only just, Hotaru and Helios vie for your heart."
A swirl of flame surrounded the woman, and she disappeared.
Usagi stared at the space where Phoenix had been standing and shook her head, confused.
Helios may not want to marry her, and may not be in love with her?
With another shake of her head, she turned and walked back into the Palace. 'Might as well just ask Helios how he
feels,' she thought to herself.
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He studied the mirror before him carefully, hand clenched around the crystal he held, the sapphire radiance
dulled by his currently dour spirit. In the mirror he watched the events taking place in Elysion, missing his home
more than he had expected to. The shrine maidens where taking good care of his home, but he keenly felt the
call of his position there, his home and the place he belonged.
Little was as it was meant to be, at least in his life.
A young boy was taking over his job, a child whose capabilities he hadn't had time to assess for himself, and he
was forced to accept Sailor Phoenix's judgment of his abilities, which was the last thing he wanted to do. He was
also expected, by all of Elysion and the Earth's royal court, to marry the current Moon Princess, who had become
quite different from the Chibi-Usa he had known, more ordinary and less of the Princess he had sought out all
those centuries ago.
'What an odd way to be thinking about someone… of course she's different, she's much older than before,
and has led an ordinary life. I shouldn't judge her so harshly…'
Yet he had a hard time following the advice that his conscience insisted on providing him with. Yes, she
was older and more experienced in life, but her fundamental personality was the same. Her faults where the
same, and her sweet personae where the same… which only told him that he hadn't really been in love with
her in the first place, only grateful and infatuated.
He grimaced, his conscience suddenly conjuring up every single incident in which he had been rude to
Usagi and her friends. He had been especially so in his dealings with Hotaru, unable to curb his tongue when
confronted by the woman who he felt was trying to take Usagi away from him, even when he didn't want to
marry her.
If only Usagi wasn't interested in him… he knew Serenity wouldn't force the issue, and he could go back to
Elysion and his beloved duties. And his shrine maidens… He chuckled to himself, remembering their
indignation when they learned they couldn't come with him to see the Queen, but someone needed to stay
and supervise Erutan's education. Even though Phoenix had apparently taught him a lot…
His thoughts were interrupted by a knock on his door, and he opened it absently with a wave of his hand.
"Come in," he called out, not bothering to look at whom his visitor was. He really didn't care, and anyway,
he would see the person in his mirror before he or she got close to him.
--
"Come in!"
She hesitated a moment, wondering what kind of mood Helios was in today. She didn't want to get into
another fight, and yet they really needed to talk. Well, she would disregard his mood, and put into practice
all those lessons her mom had been giving her in diplomacy to good use. If he was in a poor state, she would
defiantly need them… A moment more and she pushed open the large wooden door, shoulders braced
despite her effort to look calm and collected.
"Ano… Helios-san, I need to speak with you."
He turned at her words, expression mostly unreadable, though he appeared amiable enough. "Konnichiwa,
Usagi-chan. How are you, and what would you like to talk about today?" He motioned for her to take a seat
as he spoke.
She chose to sit across from him, hands clasped in her lap, wringing slightly. "Well… I was wondering if
you would tell me, with perfect honesty, how you feel about me and our expected engagement…"
He tilted his head to the side, a slight smile gracing his face. "Well now, that's a loaded question
Usagi-chan…"
He folded his hands in his lap, mirroring her posture deliberately. Keeping his eyes on his hands he
answered her question in an even tone. "You're a good friend Usagi-chan, and I will always be grateful for
what you did to help save Elysion and the world, but friendship is as far as my feelings go for you. I love
you, but I am not *in* love with you. Only as a friend."
She nodded, though he didn't see her action. "I suspected as much, from your behavior… you must have
resented being expected to marry a friend you barely knew, and you probably already had someone you are
in love with."
He lifted his head as he began to feel a weight lift from his shoulders. "I love Elysion, Usagi-chan, and that
is where I belong." His voice was soft, and far gentler than it had been in weeks. She nodded, returning his smile
and looking happily into his eyes.
"I'm glad," she said. "I care for you as a friend as well, and have been afraid of hurting your feelings. I think
that I am in love with someone, but I need to further contemplate my feelings toward this person before I
can be sure. But, at least I won't hurt you if I do truly love this person."
He nodded, "I give you my blessings, Princess. Now, do you think your mother would allow me to return to
Elysion?"
She nodded, relief showing plainly in her smile. "Certainly."
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Mamoru sat in the sun that streamed through one of the library windows, watching as Seiya walked back into the
Palace, hand in hand, with Serenity. A small smile tugged at his lips as he recalled how jealous he had once felt
about Seiya's love for his Odango Atama, a jealousy that had disappeared shortly after meeting Sailor Phoenix.
Mamoru enjoyed being a doctor, and had no more desire to rule the world than he did to cut off his arm. He
wanted a nice quiet relationship, without the burden being royal had given him in the past. He was content with
helping people on a person-to-person basis.
Hands gripped his shoulders lightly, followed by a melodic giggle that made his smile far wider than before. "Come back from your thoughts, Mamoru-chan, time to go speak with Serenity, ne?"
He freed himself from the light grip and turned, his eyes warm as he looked down at Sailor Phoenix. "Yes, you're
right… need to confirm tomorrow's lecture time with her."
She nodded and headed out of the library.
Too many hours had passed since she'd last spoken with Kit.
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Ginitsune, Sailor Kitsune, though most commonly called Kit by Sailor Phoenix, had reestablished her spying crystal
on the Priest, just in time to catch the tail end of his conversation with Usagi-chan. She grinned to herself, having
an obvious idea as to who the Princess was in love with, and a very simple solution to knowing whether or not her
feelings were true.
There was a senshi of Love, after all.
She detransformed back into her usual civilian self and set out to find where Minako had taken herself off to. Though she knew that Usagi wouldn't seek out Minako on her own, she could ask Minako to keep an eye out for
the Princess, ,and 'offer' to help her sort out her feelings.
Yes… that was an unintrusive thing to do…
Phoenix should be proud.
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|Saturday, March 14th|
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'Whoever holds a lecture so early on a Saturday morning,' wondered Serenity as she listened, mostly attentively,
to the guest speaker at the Crystal University's lecture hall. 'Molecular composition change due to the planet
dominant in the sky when a person was born is not the most interesting of material… so says the person born on
the Moon. Wonder what Ami-chan would think."
Despite her inner dialog Mamoru was unable to tell that Serenity was anything less than engrossed in the
discussion, though he suspected otherwise. The Queen was the epitome of attentiveness, and he was certain that
Dr. Kaiba was gratefully aware of the attention. Serenity didn't attend many lectures, though she was always well
versed in the material that would be covered, whether she bought the books herself, or borrowed them from Ami.
The lecture was almost over, with a complementary breakfast served afterwards so the attendees would socialize.
Serenity and Mamoru both were looking forward to the food, and Mamoru wanted to talk to Dr. Kaiba after the
lecture was over, though he was certain that the good Dr. would be seeking out Serenity afterwards, so he
needn't worry about being able to locate the man. Just a few more minutes…
That few final minutes passed by quickly, and soon everyone had been dismissed to go outside to eat, since the
weather was behaving beautifully. Serenity seated herself while Mamoru gathered a plate of food for each of
them, both choosing to drink water with the meal. Ten minutes passed as they ate in peace before people began
to circulate among the tables, asking questions. Serenity excused herself from the table, moving between tables,
exchanging pleasantries with people she knew and greeting new acquaintances with enthusiasm. Once she had
paid her respects and compliments to Dr. Kaiba, she returned to the Palace.
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Mamoru found her later, sitting in the library reading a book that Minako had recently written, albeit a children's
story. "Serenity… may I ask you a question?"
She set the book down and smiled up at him warmly, "Of course you can Mamoru, what would you like to know?"
He returned her smile, though his was more strained. He hoped he wouldn't hurt her feelings. "Serenity, I want to
know if I may have your permission to court Sailor Phoenix."
Her smile increased slightly and she nodded once, "Well, I don't mind if you do, and I'll admit that I'm relieved
that you're interested in someone else… but you do realize that you must first ask Usagi's permission before you
begin to court her Senshi."
He stared at her, then laughed softly, "Oh, I had forgotten that they were hers… I'm far more used to the senshi
being under you, and not anyone else."
She nodded understandingly, and then waved him away, "I understand, now shoo! Go find Usagi and ask her."
He bowed gracefully, "Thank you Serenity."
She waved him away again, simply smiling peacefully, before returning to her book.
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Usagi sat cross-legged in Hotaru's chair, opposite of her friend, who had taken possession of her bed when Usagi
had entered the room without knocking with the declaration of, 'We Need to Talk'. And now that they were
supposed to be talking, Usagi was staring uncomfortably at the floor, her cheeks flushed with worry. What if she
was wrong about Hotaru's feelings?
Hotaru cleared her throat, hiding her curiosity when Usagi almost jumped out of the chair. "So Usagi, what is it
that we need to talk about? You seemed worried about something."
Usagi managed to offer a small wavering smile before answering. "Well… I had a talk with Helios and Mother, and
he returned to Elysion this morning… neither of us is in love with the other, and we both just want to be friends,
so mother agreed that he could return home…"
She trailed off and started to stare at the ground again. Hotaru was getting frustrated with her friend's unusual
reticence… "And?" she asked, trying not to sound impatient.
Usagi didn't look up this time when she answered, "Well… in the back of my mind, there has always been
someone that I *am* in love with… and I never told this person, because I'm afraid of being rejected…"
Hotaru stared hard at Usagi, frowning slightly. They were best friends, and Usagi never hid anything from her…
why was she so hesitant now? Could she… dare she hope…
"Who could ever reject you, Usagi-chan? Tell me who you're in love with…"
"Promise you won't be mad at me," came the whispered, almost miserable response.
"I promise, I won't be mad at you," she replied as soothingly as she could.
For several minutes Usagi said nothing, and Hotaru thought that, for the first time in their lives, Usagi was going
to refuse to talk to Hotaru about what was bothering, but she remained patient, and was eventually rewarded with
an answer.
"I love… you."
The world went dark for Hotaru as her silent, lifelong prayers were answered.
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Mamoru knocked on Usagi's door, and was surprised when Hotaru's door opened, and his daughter poked her
head out the door. "Father? What can I do for you?"
He lifted an eyebrow in surprise before walking over to her. "I'd like your permission to court Sailor Phoenix."
She stared at him, then opened the door all the way and motioned for him to enter, "Can you wake Hotaru up?
She fainted…"
He entered as bid and walked over to the dark haired girl, sprawled on the bed haphazardly. He touched her hand
and closed his eyes, focusing his energy for a moment, and after a few seconds had passed Hotaru's eyes
fluttered open. "There, she's awake. Now… can I?"
Usagi nodded, hovering close over her friend, wondering if she had just ruined their friendship. "Certainly, just
don't expect me to call her 'mom'. One is enough."
"Of course," he said, chuckling to himself. Hotaru looked at Usagi, then Mamoru, wondering what she had
suddenly missed after passing out. Mamoru patted Usagi lightly on the head, silently thanking her, before exiting,
leaving an uncomfortable silence in his wake. Usagi stared down at the sheets of Hotaru's bed, wondering if she
could do anything to apologize and take back her confession, while Hotaru studied her angel's face with an
indulgent smile. "You know Usagi… when you said that you were in love with someone, I was hurt, because we're
best friends who tell each other everything. Except for one thing each, it seems."
Usagi slowly lifted her head to meet Hotaru's warm and amused gaze, wondering what she meant with a sense of
rising hope. "And what did you keep from me?" she asked softly.
Hotaru leaned close to Usagi, placing her hands gently on her shoulders, and whispered into her ear, "I love you."
Usagi's expression brightened with more happiness than she had ever felt before, and she hugged Hotaru as
tightly as she could without suffocating her.
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Kitsune paced around the Palace halls, feeling disgruntled and left out of events after being informed by Phoenix
that her meddling in the affairs of love weren't needed. Eventually she found her way to one of the more secluded
gardens, shoulders slouched forward. As the youngest of the Princess' senshi she felt useless, and had only
wanted to help in an unobtrusive manner. Yet, she couldn't accomplish the task she had set herself too before
someone else had.
She flopped down on a bench and pulled her knees to her chest, feeling quite useless and alone. Outside of Senshi
Training none of the other Senshi would spend time in a recreation activity with her, each following their individual
paths of fun, which never included her. To them, she was always too young.
A soft whisper of cloth caught her attention, but she didn't move from her position until a hand touched her
shoulder. Looking up her gaze met that of Erutan, who had returned from Elysion once Helios had gone back to
live there. "You'll be ok," he said softly, "you and I, we shall be friends."
Slowly, a smile replaced her sad expression, and she jumped forward to hug the boy.
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|1 month later|
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Seiya sat comfortably beside Serenity as she watched the 'Princess Bride' again. His attention was on her of
course, and not on the movie, but he still enjoyed spending time doing the things that made her happy, no matter
how many times they had already visited a place, or watched a movie. All that mattered to him was that she was
happy. She was leaning her head on his shoulder, which more than made him one of the happiest people in
existence, and the constant smile he had for her spoke of the deep love he felt.
If only she loved him back…
He had been surprised a month ago when Mamoru had come to him, telling Seiya that he was going to court Lady
Phoenix, instead of Serenity, and that Seiya was to take good care of Serenity if she chose him. He had promised,
of course, and easily so. How could he not take good care of such an angel? Mamoru had been reassured, and
blessed his pursuit of the Queen.
Which he still felt was strange… but a welcome strangeness.
Carefully he slipped an arm around Serenity, pulling her closer to his side, leaning his head down to smell the
lavender scent of her hair. How wonderful she was.
The candles in the room flicked, casting interesting patterns across the room, in compliments the remaining
moments of the movies. The room was scented much the same as Serenity's hair, a light, soothing lavender that
made it seem impossible for anyone to meet the Queen in these chambers, and be upset, regardless of why they
came to meet her. So peaceful.
She looked up at him as the movie ended, a smile as serene as her name gracing her lips. "Seiya? I've been
meaning to tell you something, and this feels like a good time to do so."
He met her gaze and tried not to drown in her blue orbs, "yes?"
She lifted herself up, pulling away from him slightly with a sense of regret at the loss of his immediate warmth.
'Patience, Serenity,' she admonished herself.
"I love you."
She stated her declaration simply, with as much of her heart behind the words as possible, so he would never
doubt her feelings.
He sat there, staring at her in blissful shock, absorbing her words. "You do?" he asked, somewhat stupidly.
Her smile grew into a grin as she nodded, "Yes, I love you. More than anything Seiya."
His shock faded as a silly grin plastered itself to his face, "I love you too Serenity… I always have."
She nodded, "I know… I'm sorry I took so long to fully realize my feelings, but I had to be absolutely sure before I
told you how I felt, so you wouldn't be hurt."
He reached forward to hug her, and she settled easily into his embrace, lifting her face up to be kissed.
Seiya was only too happy to oblige her wishes.
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| 1 year later |
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Serenity fidgeted nervously under the critical eyes of Minako and Yaten, each one determined to make Serenity
the most beautiful bride ever, competing more with each other than with any past bride. Her bridal gown was as
elaborate as her regular royal gown was simple, a silken material softer than anything else Serenity had ever felt
before, which was saying quite a lot since she always got clothes of the finest materials from the merchants who
got free publicity if she wore their clothing.
Her hair had been left in the royal odangos, wreathed in circles of forget-me-nots. She wore crescent moon
earrings, and a choker of the same, borrowed from Minako and placed on a blue ribbon, everything tying in for the
traditional, 'something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue.'
She glanced around at her friends, the ones allowed in to see her. Her own Senshi stayed in civilian form these
days, and were dressed in their princess dresses and planetary colors, while Usagi's senshi were in uniform. Luna
wore yellow, Diana a soft, silvery gray, and Kakyuu pale red. Usagi wore her princess gown, in pink.
She certainly didn't miss the way her daughter was holding Hotaru's hand, and as she smiled happily at Usagi's
reflection she remembered their deep friendship as children. She had chosen well the keeper of her heart.
A scant few minutes later and someone knocked on the door. "Serenity, it's time!"
The Queen's smile grew larger with her joy. Kenji and Ikuko's memory of Serenity had been restored; a present
from Sailor Kitsune, and Ikuko had overseen the wedding preparations despite Kenji's objections that his 'little
girl' was too young to married. In that month, Seiya had done everything possible to win Serenity's father over,
and had succeeded rather easily.
She stood and carefully hugged each of her friends, whispering her thanks for their support into their ears, each
thank you specialized and personal.
Then she hugged Usagi. "My darling little girl… I love you so much, and I'm proud of you. Thank you for accepting
this so well."
Usagi hugged back gently, "I love you too Mama."
Serenity leg go of Usagi and turned to Hotaru, hugging her as well. "I know you'll continue taking good care of my
daughter Hotaru, and I consider you my daughter as well. I want you both to be happy."
Hotaru nodded with a smile, unable to speak at the moment she just picked Usagi's hand back up and squeezed
it.
Then Serenity opened the door and hugged her moment, and allowed herself to be led to the alter by her father.
As she walked closer, Seiya turned to look at her, smiling warmly with all his love shining in his eyes as much as
hers was. She smiled reassuring at her father and took her place beside Seiya. The ceremony passed quickly, and
the only moment of the speech that remained in her memory later was when she said 'I do', and then when Seiya
kissed her. When they broke apart she threw her bouquet, wondering at the sudden mischievous look on Kitsune's
face… until the bouquet landed firmly in Hotaru's hands. She laughed along with everyone else at the stunned look
on the young woman's face, as well as the look on Usagi's face.
She smiled happily and leaned against Seiya, chuckling softly to herself.
Seiya leaned down, "What are you laughing at Serenity?"
"Oh," she replied, a similar mischievous look in her eyes that closely resembled that which remained in Kitsune's,
"I was just thinking that I should pass my Lunar Pen on to Usagi… so we can have grandchildren." The grin that spread upon his face matched hers, as they each regarded the future Queen of Crystal Tokyo.
So ends the Alternate Ending 1. May revise later…
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an: In the second alternate ending, Seiya will end up alone, though I *may* write an after-Only A Memory Away story where he falls in love with someone else.
Who do you think he should fall in love with, if I do?
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