Dear Diary
By Jedi-and
Disclaimer: Jedi-and: *He is hiding from Brass, still with her coke in his hands*
Brass: where is he?
Jedi-and: *saying it in a whisper* I own nothing!
Brass: there you are!!!
Jedi-and: O.O
Authors note: this is different from the previous chapters as it's AFTER Neutranurse and Sumillidon fell in love and she was Pregnant with their umpteenth child... or children. VERY Angst in my opinion. I tried VERY hard with this. Please Read and Review. Enjoy
Jedi-and
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Neutranurse's Diary
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It was a clear summers day at Karen's mansion. It was the weekend so they where outside, enjoying the sun with a lunch on the lawn. Karen was by the house whist Neutranurse was by the pond. She looked out to the pond. She sighed heavily and stared out for a while. A light shock brought her out of her thoughts. It wasn't painful, more ticklish, like a kick. She rested her hand on her stomach. She sighed as she looked down.
"I hate this some times... I just wish they would hurry up and get out of me..." she looked down, her body was wide with having triplets... again. She hated it. Her legs always hurt and her back was in permanent pain. If her ankles could swell they would. Actually, they seemed a little larger than before... or what she could see of them over her stomach. She sighed again, knowing she'd be like this for another week yet. Her diary was next to her. She leafed through it, finishing off the paragraph that she had written earlier. He face became a mix of anger and Depression as she plunged further in to her little gold book. She heard the light footsteps of her Medafighter and struggled to her feet, forcing her self up, stomach first and stood there. She dared not to bow, in case she fell over because of her added weight on the front, or curtsey for fear that her legs would give way. She bowed her head and plastered on a happy expression.
"Good afternoon Nurse."
"Good after noon Karen, and how are we today?" asked the pink bot,
"I'm fine Nurse. I just came down to tell you that Sumillidon is on the phone." Her eyes widened at his name, as her cheeks went rosy. It was not a surprise that she was sent a bit gooey over his name. She nodded and rushed off, or rather waddled off as fast she could. Karen laughed as she watched her Medabot. She sat down where Neutranurse was sitting and looked out to their HUGE pond. She saw a gold book to the side of her.
"Oh, her diary." She picked it up and pressed the digits on the electronic lock, opening it up. Neutranurse writing was like most others, starting off scruffy, ending up neat. She laughed at the poetry about Sumillidon and the numerous ink splodges, getting less and less before no ink splodges where there. She read the last part; it was in a fine script and had no mistakes. Except for a little spelling.
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Dear Diary
Another day... another pain. As I awoke this morning I ached from the night before. I couldn't even stand I was so big. And it gets worse too! Not ONLY I'm I having triplets, I'm having DMP disorder... yep... Delayed Multiple Pregnancies... do you know what that means? I'll get even bigger. I measured myself today... I'm at least a foot and a half to two foot wide. And all because of Sumillidon. Him and his damn animal instincts! Yes I am swearing and I don't give a damn! Do I sound like I care? I'm a blimp! I saw my picture as one of the largest Medabots in Medabots Monthly. My ankles hurt with every step; I have to rest every few feet because my legs are crippled beyond repair. And all because of that fool! I hate him! I HATE HIM!!! Oh god I love him... I love him so much... it's my fault I'm like this... hold on... my fault? ONE Medabot can't do it... it's a team thing... I try to persuade him to stop before it's to late, but I just get bigger and bigger and bigger. Before long I won't be able to get out of the door. I'm surprised I can do that now! I have not had one descent night sleep. All night, Kick, kick, kick, kick, kick and MORE DAMN KICKING!!! And all with that bastards children!! He doesn't go through pain no! I do! And who has to look after them? ME! And who sits on their ass all day? HIM!!! I'M FEED UP!!
I'm always so hungry. I eat and eat and eat. I do nothing all day except from eating. And what does that Bastard say?
"Shouldn't you stop eating?"
How patronising is that?!? Not "Hiya Hun, can I help at all?" or the words that I actually want to hear "I love you" but no... The obvious way to great your loved one is "Shouldn't you stop eating?"
Bastard...
And my Medafighter is no help either! She FORCES me to eat! If it isn't bad enough that I have to eat all the time I have to eat Karen's food. She is very nice to me but no more spicy octopus balls PLEASE! GOD NO MORE!! I swear I will burst one of these days. I'd probably die because of her Sushi surprise. The surprise being that all the fish was off...
I did think about killing myself last night... but I decided against it... you know why? They wouldn't notice till 3 days after. Even then only one Medabot would turn up. Brass. My only friend in the world. Oceana is more of an airhead then I am, and Peppercat hits me. Yep... Brass would turn up. Karen wouldn't because she'd just get a new model and Sumillidon wouldn't care. Nope. To him I'm just his plaything. His sex toy for when the need arises. Whenever he needs to let off a spark he comes round, sweet talks me and then takes me to bed. Not worrying about the consequences. I sicken myself on how much I enjoy it. But he doesn't care. After 4 months he' s back to use me again. Use me. Like a disposable camera, once you're done you get rid of it. And every time he'll say
"Don't worry, you won't get Pregnant this time." And you know what?
I fall for it.
Yep, I let him take me on this magical ride of lust and love. Finding out the next day that I'm expecting again. What count would this make? 10 children? Or is it 11? I lose count. Then he dispersers for a few months, coming back after to shag me again. I hate it. But I love him so much I fall for his promises. I think my systems are busted. I can't shut the program down. I put it in a locked file so it could not be used but it still seems to work. I don't know what to do. Man, here comes the cravings again, along with my Airhead Medafighter. What does she want now? I don't know. I wish I could end it at times.
Till Next time
Neutranurse.
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Karen stared at the book, a little shocked. She never though Neutranurse hated these things so much. She was even on her hate list.
"Neutranurse..." she closed her eyes and let out a small cry. Never before had she seen Neutranurse like this. This was obviously a hidden side of her. She read some of the other entries that she had written. Mostly similar. It must be something to do with her Pregnancies. Neutranurse always got in a bad mood near the end. She stood up and walked back, the diary in hand. She neared the house when a yell was heard. She jogged up a little way and saw Neutranurse arguing with Sumillidon over the videophone, arguing about her getting Pregnant again and again. She was almost in tears.
"What do you mean it's always my fault?!?"
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What do you think? Please read and review.
By Jedi-and
Disclaimer: Jedi-and: *He is hiding from Brass, still with her coke in his hands*
Brass: where is he?
Jedi-and: *saying it in a whisper* I own nothing!
Brass: there you are!!!
Jedi-and: O.O
Authors note: this is different from the previous chapters as it's AFTER Neutranurse and Sumillidon fell in love and she was Pregnant with their umpteenth child... or children. VERY Angst in my opinion. I tried VERY hard with this. Please Read and Review. Enjoy
Jedi-and
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Neutranurse's Diary
===============
It was a clear summers day at Karen's mansion. It was the weekend so they where outside, enjoying the sun with a lunch on the lawn. Karen was by the house whist Neutranurse was by the pond. She looked out to the pond. She sighed heavily and stared out for a while. A light shock brought her out of her thoughts. It wasn't painful, more ticklish, like a kick. She rested her hand on her stomach. She sighed as she looked down.
"I hate this some times... I just wish they would hurry up and get out of me..." she looked down, her body was wide with having triplets... again. She hated it. Her legs always hurt and her back was in permanent pain. If her ankles could swell they would. Actually, they seemed a little larger than before... or what she could see of them over her stomach. She sighed again, knowing she'd be like this for another week yet. Her diary was next to her. She leafed through it, finishing off the paragraph that she had written earlier. He face became a mix of anger and Depression as she plunged further in to her little gold book. She heard the light footsteps of her Medafighter and struggled to her feet, forcing her self up, stomach first and stood there. She dared not to bow, in case she fell over because of her added weight on the front, or curtsey for fear that her legs would give way. She bowed her head and plastered on a happy expression.
"Good afternoon Nurse."
"Good after noon Karen, and how are we today?" asked the pink bot,
"I'm fine Nurse. I just came down to tell you that Sumillidon is on the phone." Her eyes widened at his name, as her cheeks went rosy. It was not a surprise that she was sent a bit gooey over his name. She nodded and rushed off, or rather waddled off as fast she could. Karen laughed as she watched her Medabot. She sat down where Neutranurse was sitting and looked out to their HUGE pond. She saw a gold book to the side of her.
"Oh, her diary." She picked it up and pressed the digits on the electronic lock, opening it up. Neutranurse writing was like most others, starting off scruffy, ending up neat. She laughed at the poetry about Sumillidon and the numerous ink splodges, getting less and less before no ink splodges where there. She read the last part; it was in a fine script and had no mistakes. Except for a little spelling.
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Dear Diary
Another day... another pain. As I awoke this morning I ached from the night before. I couldn't even stand I was so big. And it gets worse too! Not ONLY I'm I having triplets, I'm having DMP disorder... yep... Delayed Multiple Pregnancies... do you know what that means? I'll get even bigger. I measured myself today... I'm at least a foot and a half to two foot wide. And all because of Sumillidon. Him and his damn animal instincts! Yes I am swearing and I don't give a damn! Do I sound like I care? I'm a blimp! I saw my picture as one of the largest Medabots in Medabots Monthly. My ankles hurt with every step; I have to rest every few feet because my legs are crippled beyond repair. And all because of that fool! I hate him! I HATE HIM!!! Oh god I love him... I love him so much... it's my fault I'm like this... hold on... my fault? ONE Medabot can't do it... it's a team thing... I try to persuade him to stop before it's to late, but I just get bigger and bigger and bigger. Before long I won't be able to get out of the door. I'm surprised I can do that now! I have not had one descent night sleep. All night, Kick, kick, kick, kick, kick and MORE DAMN KICKING!!! And all with that bastards children!! He doesn't go through pain no! I do! And who has to look after them? ME! And who sits on their ass all day? HIM!!! I'M FEED UP!!
I'm always so hungry. I eat and eat and eat. I do nothing all day except from eating. And what does that Bastard say?
"Shouldn't you stop eating?"
How patronising is that?!? Not "Hiya Hun, can I help at all?" or the words that I actually want to hear "I love you" but no... The obvious way to great your loved one is "Shouldn't you stop eating?"
Bastard...
And my Medafighter is no help either! She FORCES me to eat! If it isn't bad enough that I have to eat all the time I have to eat Karen's food. She is very nice to me but no more spicy octopus balls PLEASE! GOD NO MORE!! I swear I will burst one of these days. I'd probably die because of her Sushi surprise. The surprise being that all the fish was off...
I did think about killing myself last night... but I decided against it... you know why? They wouldn't notice till 3 days after. Even then only one Medabot would turn up. Brass. My only friend in the world. Oceana is more of an airhead then I am, and Peppercat hits me. Yep... Brass would turn up. Karen wouldn't because she'd just get a new model and Sumillidon wouldn't care. Nope. To him I'm just his plaything. His sex toy for when the need arises. Whenever he needs to let off a spark he comes round, sweet talks me and then takes me to bed. Not worrying about the consequences. I sicken myself on how much I enjoy it. But he doesn't care. After 4 months he' s back to use me again. Use me. Like a disposable camera, once you're done you get rid of it. And every time he'll say
"Don't worry, you won't get Pregnant this time." And you know what?
I fall for it.
Yep, I let him take me on this magical ride of lust and love. Finding out the next day that I'm expecting again. What count would this make? 10 children? Or is it 11? I lose count. Then he dispersers for a few months, coming back after to shag me again. I hate it. But I love him so much I fall for his promises. I think my systems are busted. I can't shut the program down. I put it in a locked file so it could not be used but it still seems to work. I don't know what to do. Man, here comes the cravings again, along with my Airhead Medafighter. What does she want now? I don't know. I wish I could end it at times.
Till Next time
Neutranurse.
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Karen stared at the book, a little shocked. She never though Neutranurse hated these things so much. She was even on her hate list.
"Neutranurse..." she closed her eyes and let out a small cry. Never before had she seen Neutranurse like this. This was obviously a hidden side of her. She read some of the other entries that she had written. Mostly similar. It must be something to do with her Pregnancies. Neutranurse always got in a bad mood near the end. She stood up and walked back, the diary in hand. She neared the house when a yell was heard. She jogged up a little way and saw Neutranurse arguing with Sumillidon over the videophone, arguing about her getting Pregnant again and again. She was almost in tears.
"What do you mean it's always my fault?!?"
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What do you think? Please read and review.