Two Princes ch. 3

This is about Kagome, what she is thinking. it is poetry. 'thinking', ***** signals flashback (i hate flashbacks... i never use them.... only i have to now.... oh well.)

Tears
salty
bittersweet
running down her face
thinking of
love
and pain

'Kyuketsuki...
he is nice
he would be good to me
that is all i want
but
do I love him?
yes
but not as much
as I love... another

such pain...
such hardship
I want Inuyasha
i need him
and that is why i cannot have him

he hurts me so...'
remembering
"bitch!"
"Feh! Like i care"
"you need to get the shards!!"
"Kikyo wouldn't need to study!"
"Kikyo would put the shards first!"
"Kikyo.... Kikyo..."

remembering
that night
not so long ago...

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dark
rain
storm
thunder
lightning
rain
she needed to
go home
she said
goodbyes

the well
lightning
him
he was there
again
"I have to go home, Inuyasha!"
"no you don't, bitch! You have to stay here! We have to find all the shards! Why you wanna go home, huh? so you can go run to your boyfriend?"
"Inu, don't make me say the s-word"
his eyes
glaring
dangrous
"just try it."
"Osi... ahhh!"
movement
too fast!
pain!
across her face!
lines of pain
like fire
burning
she looked up
his left hand
claws extended
sharp
cruel
cutting
his right hand
reaching
twords his sword
he was not going to let her go
but she was strong
she crawled
stood
ran
to the well
tumbled
fell in
safe.
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She could not marry him
what if he hurt her again?
what if they had kids?
she saw him with Shippu
he hated kids
what if he hurt them?
she knew others
with bad marriges
it never worked
she needed to feel safe
Kyuketsuki would not hurt her
she did not love him nearly as much
but she would settle

tears
salty
bittersweet
crying
for her true love


k, i would go on, but the next part breaks the mood a bit. So I will leave her to her tears in her room in her apartment, and go on to the next chapter. :-( so sad!