Notes : So a happy ending or a sad ending?..read on!
Crazy for leaving you 4
Tai had always hated hospitals, the smell, the sights and the sounds were all non too appealing. However, his dislike was far from his mind as he sat in the hard plastic chair in the waiting room. He kept letting out little sobs, prompting Kari to squeeze his shoulders. "He'll be ok Tai". She whispered softly. Tai nodded and his eyes followed the floor until they came to the seats opposite him. They were occupied by TK, Mr Ishida and Mrs Takaishi. All of them looked ill, with pale faces and red rimmed eyes, sat there in silence. The ambulance seemed to have taken ages to arrive at Matt's apartment. All Tai could do was hold his lover in his arms and hope for the best. The swing doors burst open and the rest of the band ran in. "How is he"? Akemi asked.
"We don't know yet". Tai whispered. He looked over to Matt's family who hadn't even acknowledged the arrival of the band. "Poor Matt". Itsu muttered. It was the first time Tai had seen him serious before.
"He'll be ok I'm sure of it". Toshiki replied.
"I wish everyone would stop saying that and give a definite answer". TK finally spoke up.
As if on cue, a doctor appeared from the door that led to Matt's room. He held a clipboard and the look of his face gave Tai no clue to the news. "Mr Ishida"? The doctor asked.
"Yes". Matt's father stood up.
"I'm Doctor Hitaichi, we've just been working on your son. He lost a lot of blood due to his injuries and it's been a fight to save him, however, we think that your son will make a good recovery. He's sleeping just now, but when he wakes up he'll need to talk to the psychotherapist. We have reason to believe his injuries were self inflicted".
"You mean Matt did this to himself"? Mr Ishida asked.
"Yes I'm afraid while we were examining him, we found numerous scars on his arms and thighs".
"He's been self-harming"? Mrs Takaishi asked, standing up.
"Yes ma'am". The Doctor replied.
"Did you know anything about this TK"? Mrs Takaishi turned to her younger son. TK merely shook his head. "As soon as he wakes up I'm going to get to the bottom of this"! Mr Ishida fought to keep his anger under control. "Sir, please don't be too hard on Matt". Tai whispered quietly.
"Taichi, did you know about this"? Mr Ishida stared at Tai.
"I found out a couple of days ago". Tai muttered, staring at the tiles on the floor.
"Why didn't you come and tell me"? Mr Ishida asked gently.
"Because..because...sir.THIS IS ALL MY FAULT"! Tai collapsed on the floor in tears. Mr Ishida slowly bent down and sat on the floor beside the sobbing Taichi. "What do you mean"?
"Gendo let it slip...that Matt was cutting...and.and..I got mad at Matt...I yelled at him..I told him to fuck off, this is all my fault"! Tai screamed. Mr Ishida reached over and hugged Tai. "Sssh Tai, this isn't your fault. You were shocked, we all say things we don't mean, look at me, a few minutes ago I was ready to kill Matt for what he's been doing. But now I'm calmer I can see it's not the way to deal with things. Don't blame yourself Tai, just be there for Matt, he's gonna need a lot of support". Tai merely nodded, wiping away his tears.
**
The door slammed slightly, making Tai jump, he opened his eyes. Had he really been asleep?, he shuffled in the plastic chair and looked around, the band had left and Matt's parents and TK were still sleeping in the other chairs. Tai turned to the door, he slowly pulled himself up and stretched. The chair wasn't the most comfortable place to fall asleep. Tai crept through the door, praying he wouldn't alert one of the nurses. He wandered down the small corridor, he looked through all the observation windows of the rooms, searching for Matt. Finally, at the end of the corridor, he found Matt's room.
Tai stared through the glass of the window. Matt was awake and he was staring at the ceiling, his wrists were bandaged right up to the elbows. He looked weak and small in that bed. Tai gulped and opened the door. Matt didn't turn to look who had just entered the room. He didn't care, his boyfriend didn't want him anymore, and the sooner he could get out of this place, the sooner he could do it properly this time. "Yamato...." Matt heard a soft voice whisper. He turned his head and his eyes widened to see Tai standing in the doorway. "Tai."? Matt whispered back.
"Yamato...can.you..forgive me"? Tai asked, tears had started to run down his cheeks. Matt fought to hold back his own. "Tai..Tai..I..need you". Matt muttered. Tai didn't need telling twice, he ran forward and as gently as he could, scooped Matt up into a hug. It was then, that Matt allowed his tears to fall. Tai held his boyfriend closer, he started to stroke his hair as Matt sobbed violently. "I'm..sorry...Tai".
"It's ok Matt, it's ok, you're still here. Ssssh.don't cry". Tai replied holding Matt closer.
"I love you Tai.." Matt said quietly.
"I love you too Yamato Ishida, so much". Tai kissed Matt on the forehead. "We're going to get through this together, you'll see".
Tai held onto his lover, the pair talked about how they were going to help Matt get over his problem. Finally, later that night, Tai felt Matt fall asleep in his arms. Tai smiled as he watched Matt sleep, knowing deep down that things were going to be alright from now on..
The End.
Notes: Blah.bit of a cheesy ending, but I decided on yet another happy ending for one of my stories!. Anyways, as always read and review please, anything appreciated, except flames, cos they just suck. Momentai Yamato
Crazy for leaving you 4
Tai had always hated hospitals, the smell, the sights and the sounds were all non too appealing. However, his dislike was far from his mind as he sat in the hard plastic chair in the waiting room. He kept letting out little sobs, prompting Kari to squeeze his shoulders. "He'll be ok Tai". She whispered softly. Tai nodded and his eyes followed the floor until they came to the seats opposite him. They were occupied by TK, Mr Ishida and Mrs Takaishi. All of them looked ill, with pale faces and red rimmed eyes, sat there in silence. The ambulance seemed to have taken ages to arrive at Matt's apartment. All Tai could do was hold his lover in his arms and hope for the best. The swing doors burst open and the rest of the band ran in. "How is he"? Akemi asked.
"We don't know yet". Tai whispered. He looked over to Matt's family who hadn't even acknowledged the arrival of the band. "Poor Matt". Itsu muttered. It was the first time Tai had seen him serious before.
"He'll be ok I'm sure of it". Toshiki replied.
"I wish everyone would stop saying that and give a definite answer". TK finally spoke up.
As if on cue, a doctor appeared from the door that led to Matt's room. He held a clipboard and the look of his face gave Tai no clue to the news. "Mr Ishida"? The doctor asked.
"Yes". Matt's father stood up.
"I'm Doctor Hitaichi, we've just been working on your son. He lost a lot of blood due to his injuries and it's been a fight to save him, however, we think that your son will make a good recovery. He's sleeping just now, but when he wakes up he'll need to talk to the psychotherapist. We have reason to believe his injuries were self inflicted".
"You mean Matt did this to himself"? Mr Ishida asked.
"Yes I'm afraid while we were examining him, we found numerous scars on his arms and thighs".
"He's been self-harming"? Mrs Takaishi asked, standing up.
"Yes ma'am". The Doctor replied.
"Did you know anything about this TK"? Mrs Takaishi turned to her younger son. TK merely shook his head. "As soon as he wakes up I'm going to get to the bottom of this"! Mr Ishida fought to keep his anger under control. "Sir, please don't be too hard on Matt". Tai whispered quietly.
"Taichi, did you know about this"? Mr Ishida stared at Tai.
"I found out a couple of days ago". Tai muttered, staring at the tiles on the floor.
"Why didn't you come and tell me"? Mr Ishida asked gently.
"Because..because...sir.THIS IS ALL MY FAULT"! Tai collapsed on the floor in tears. Mr Ishida slowly bent down and sat on the floor beside the sobbing Taichi. "What do you mean"?
"Gendo let it slip...that Matt was cutting...and.and..I got mad at Matt...I yelled at him..I told him to fuck off, this is all my fault"! Tai screamed. Mr Ishida reached over and hugged Tai. "Sssh Tai, this isn't your fault. You were shocked, we all say things we don't mean, look at me, a few minutes ago I was ready to kill Matt for what he's been doing. But now I'm calmer I can see it's not the way to deal with things. Don't blame yourself Tai, just be there for Matt, he's gonna need a lot of support". Tai merely nodded, wiping away his tears.
**
The door slammed slightly, making Tai jump, he opened his eyes. Had he really been asleep?, he shuffled in the plastic chair and looked around, the band had left and Matt's parents and TK were still sleeping in the other chairs. Tai turned to the door, he slowly pulled himself up and stretched. The chair wasn't the most comfortable place to fall asleep. Tai crept through the door, praying he wouldn't alert one of the nurses. He wandered down the small corridor, he looked through all the observation windows of the rooms, searching for Matt. Finally, at the end of the corridor, he found Matt's room.
Tai stared through the glass of the window. Matt was awake and he was staring at the ceiling, his wrists were bandaged right up to the elbows. He looked weak and small in that bed. Tai gulped and opened the door. Matt didn't turn to look who had just entered the room. He didn't care, his boyfriend didn't want him anymore, and the sooner he could get out of this place, the sooner he could do it properly this time. "Yamato...." Matt heard a soft voice whisper. He turned his head and his eyes widened to see Tai standing in the doorway. "Tai."? Matt whispered back.
"Yamato...can.you..forgive me"? Tai asked, tears had started to run down his cheeks. Matt fought to hold back his own. "Tai..Tai..I..need you". Matt muttered. Tai didn't need telling twice, he ran forward and as gently as he could, scooped Matt up into a hug. It was then, that Matt allowed his tears to fall. Tai held his boyfriend closer, he started to stroke his hair as Matt sobbed violently. "I'm..sorry...Tai".
"It's ok Matt, it's ok, you're still here. Ssssh.don't cry". Tai replied holding Matt closer.
"I love you Tai.." Matt said quietly.
"I love you too Yamato Ishida, so much". Tai kissed Matt on the forehead. "We're going to get through this together, you'll see".
Tai held onto his lover, the pair talked about how they were going to help Matt get over his problem. Finally, later that night, Tai felt Matt fall asleep in his arms. Tai smiled as he watched Matt sleep, knowing deep down that things were going to be alright from now on..
The End.
Notes: Blah.bit of a cheesy ending, but I decided on yet another happy ending for one of my stories!. Anyways, as always read and review please, anything appreciated, except flames, cos they just suck. Momentai Yamato
