Author's Note – The lyrics belong to the artist, "Linkin Park" and the characters belong to Ms. J.K. Rowling The song is called, "My December" for those of you who use KaZaA and all of that, check it out. Good song.
//This is my December This is my time of the year This is my December This is all so clear This is my December This is my snow covered home This is my December This is me alone//
Draco stood out in the snow, dropping to his knees. He let the small flakes fall onto his pale head, his hair falling into his eyes as he buried his face in his hands. His home, covered. He was finally alone.
//And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all The things I said To make you Feel like that//
The first thing that came to his mind sitting out there in the wintry abyss of Hogwarts was…Harry, the boy who haunted his thoughts and his every living day. He had done it, he had made him cry, it was harmless. Right? Maybe he should everything back…try to befriend him again. He shook his head. That wouldn't work. It didn't work the last time.
//This is my December These are my snow covered dreams This is me pretending This is all I need//
He stood, putting on the infamous Malfoy face. His eyes going blank as he wiped his face. He began to make his way back to the castle, shoving his hands into his pockets. Back to pretending to someone he really wasn't, a faceless nobody in the world that he had grown to hate.
//And I'd give it all away Just to have somewhere to go to give it all away to have someone to come home to//
He reached his Slytherin Dorm Room, abandoned as usual. They're probably all out screwing each other. He closed his eyes, just once he'd like to have someone to come to. He lay down on his bed, an empty common room with his thoughts.
//This is my December//