What the Past can't leave behind You Part Ten
dislaimer..I dont own them..I just own the story..and the perhaps you didn't notice line was from HP nad the Sorcerer's Stone..a line by Hermione when they are walking back from seeing Fluffy..so that's not mine..anything you don't recognise is mine though..enjoy the story, and for god sakes read and review..because I only do this for you guys! oh, and dont read this if you haven't read all the books..just to be safe!

Sirius Black stomped angrily up to Dumbledore's office, his hand pounding on the door.

"Dumbledore-"he yelled, and heard yelling from inside the room.

"You didn't even owl us! I mean really..after all we did for you.."he heard someones voice say.

"Are you saying you were my friend because you took pity on me??"Sirius heard an tired yet angry voice say,"Thats simply smashing Ron..do you have anything else to say? Because I think I've heard enough!"Harry said angrily,"You have no idea what I've been through.and what I did for everyone..so don't just floo in here and proceed to tell me how I wronged the world..think of yourself!"Harry said,"Would you be alive if I hadn't of been here all those years?"

"I wouldn't of gotten into so much muck..and I probably would of never put myself in danger!If you weren't here things would have probably been better.."Ron shot back, and covered his mouth, Harry looking up at him.

"Thats all I can take...I'm leaving.you'll see me at the meeting Dumbledore.." Harry said, angered by Ron's words and incredibly hurt.

"Harry..."he started, and Harry spun around,"Don't talk to me..ever..again..do you hear me?"he said quiety, and opened the door, and walked right into Sirius as he came out of the portrait hole.

"Damn..I'm sorry..I really didn't see.."Harry started, and recognised the gray shabby robes.

"You looked too wrapped up in your own misery.."Sirius said, and Harry's head shot up.

"Sirius.."he said quietly, realising,"You don't seem that suprised...How did you find out that I.."

"Riddle mansion..that letter that Malfoy wrote before his son killed him.."Sirius said.

"Said that I wasn't dead.."Harry supplied.

"I don't understand..I mean.."Sirius started, and Harry interrupted him.

"Dumbledore knew the whole time..you'd try and keep me from leaving..but Dumbledore knew what was happening...the whole time.."Harry said quietly.

"Why the bloody hell didn't you say anything.."

"I was dying..inside.."Harry said softly, staring at the door to moaning myrtle's bathroom on the third floor, memories washing over him like a cold rush of water. Sirius's angry voice snapped him out of his trance.

"Emotions can be saved Harry.."Sirius said coldly.

"I was actually...dying..I mean..it was cancer..I didn't want any of you to know..Poppy couldn't find a cure.and when I found out I was myself again I left before any of you even knew I was there.."Harry said,"And Ron's just yelled at me because he wouldn't of been in danger if we had never met..that everyone could've had normal lives..he doesn't understand at all...."Harry said quietly,"Sirius please don't tell Remus...or anyone else..they will find out at the meeting next week.."he said, looking at his ring, which was glowing,"And there's my daughter.s..."he said,'What am I supposed to say to them.."

"How does Lily know about Voldemort?"Sirius asked.

"Simple awnser..Padfoot..I told her.."Harry said quietly,"She knows everything that she needs to know..I'm guessing that she let it slip that Voldemort's back.."he asked calmly.

"She has your stubborness..she wouldn't tell me anything..except I read the letter and knew before hand..so her secret keeping wasn't such a good idea.."Sirius said, "The cancer..is it.."

"As far as I know it's gone..a near miracle..it's like my parents refuse to let me die..they're keeping me here.."Harry said, and leant agaisnt the wall, and pulled out a piece of parchment,"Oh this aught to be alot of fun..."he said,"I solemly swear that I am up to no good.."he said, tapping his wand on the parchment,"Snape's heading down this corridor..just...watch and learn.."Harry said,"Just because Im in pain doesn't mean I shouldn't have a little fun."he added.

When Snape walked down the hallway Harry stepped out, and Snape jumped about ten feet in the air. Harry just laughed.

"Sorry Severus..didn't mean to scare.."Harry said, and raised his eyebrows,"How is your day going??"he asked.

"Potter..oh my god.."he said, and Harry grinned,"Good to see you.."Severus said, and Harry shook his hand.

"Honestly..do you even remember getting me out of Riddle mansion after the memory charms were cast??"he asked, and grinned,"Your mark glowing yet?"he asked, his tone growing more somber.

"It's burning.."

"And the ring is glowing.."Harry said, showing it to him,"Meeting's next Friday..I have to go..but..."Harry trailed off, looking expentantly at Snape.

"I won't tell anyone you're here, Harry..who does know?"Snape said, and Harry nodded, counting off names on his finger.

"Ron..Lily..she must hate you..honestly..Sirius..Dumbledore..that's it..so kindly keep your mouth shut..okay?"Harry said, and Snape nodded.

"Okay Potter..now..you might want to get out..Hagrid's coming down this hallway..and he's angry with you..I mean..he doesn't know the whole story..but he is a little angry..so you might want to.."

"I'm clearing out..Sirius..I'll keep in touch.."Harry called,"You can reach me at Dudley's flat in London..that's where the kids are staying..."

"Great..see you.."Sirius called, transforming into Padfoot, and Harry grabbed his floo powder pouch, walking into Minvera's office.

"Minny..could I use your floo? I need to get to the flat before Hagrid see's me.."he trailed off, and stared in shock at the middle aged man with untidy jet black hair sitting in the seat facing Minny's desk.

"How the hell am I supposed to explain it to him? I mean..I just got out of St. Mungo's last week..and I'm a grandfather.."Harry recognised the man's voice, and a memory flashed back to him.

"Lily it's him..take Harry and go, I'll hold him off!"James said urgently, and Harry was snapped out of his trance.

"Too many suprises for one day.."Harry said,"Minny..I'll see you next Friday..."he said, and grabbed the floo, and said,"Harry Potter's residence.."and flew through the fire, landing with a thud, still in complete shock in his living room.

"Well..that went well.."James Potter said sarcastically, and they both stared at the fireplace that Harry had fleed into.

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Lily woke up to a harsh pounding on her door. She hadn't been sleeping well at all, and the pounding on her door was simaler to the pounding in her head.Then Ron burst angrily through the door.

"Do you know what your father said to me? That he went through pain..that bloody prat!"Ron fumed, and Lily stared at him.

"Great way to get reaquainted Uncle Ron..he actually missed you? Do you know what that word means?"Lily asked tiredly,"And couldn't you tell me this in the morning, it's the middle of the night..or maybe you didn't notice.."she said sarcastically.

"It certainly didn't seem like it!"Ron commented.

"God will you leave him alone! He's got the weight of the world on his shoulders.."Lily said angrily,"Either be civil with him or don't even talk with him..he's trying to help us.."she said under her breath.

"Lily..don't be smart with me.."Ron said.

"You're my uncle..you are NOT my father..I'll listen to him..at least he treats me with respect!"Lily fumed.

"He left you alone with your mother for most of your life!"Ron said, and Lily looked at him,"Goodnight Uncle Ron...I need to get some rest..and apparently so do you.."she said, and Ron stomped out and slammed the door. Then Lily locked it, and started to pack, jumping out the window with her trunk, which she had shrunk,(that rhymes..lol..this is an author's note) and flagged down the Knight Bus.

"Could you please take me to the Dursley/Potter residence in London, I'll pay what I need too..."she said quielty.

"Name please?"Stan asked her, and she thought for a moment.

"Lily..Lily Potter.."she awnsered, and got a bed, laying down, trying to relieve the tension in her stomach. She hadn't even left a note..and by this time her mother would be frantic. Whatever happened, would happen..she decided, as the Knight Bus jumped to the front of a line of traffic.

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