[ Fed up with my destiny
Place of no return
Think I'll take another day
And slowly watch it burn ]
Sakura sighed, sitting at the top of the penguin slide. Sixteen years old already, and still Syaoran hadn't come back. She always wanted to call or something...but she didn't have his number. She wasn't even sure if he had a phone. She was saving up at the time, for a ticket to Hong Kong. Tomoyo had asked her mother for a loan, but her mother had refused. Sonomi of course, figured that Syaoran would be just like Fujitaka, and marry her at the young age of sixteen. No matter how the girls tried to explain it to her, Sonomi just didn't seem to understand.
[ Doesnt really matter
How the time goes by,
Because I still remember you and I
And that beautiful goodbye ]
Sakura slid down the slide, standing as she got to the bottom. She looked up at the big penguin. Her and Syaoran had slid down that slide together hundreds of times. What hurt her the most of course, was how Syaoran had said he loved her. She loved him too, yet she couldn't tell him. Because he hadn't come back.
[ Staggered through these empty streets
Laughin all along
And I'd have made a mess of me,
Confessions get me wrong ]
She put her hands in her pockets, walking slowly away from the park. She missed him a lot sometimes, and others she didn't. She wouldn't even mind if she never saw him again. She just wished she could have told him how she felt before he left.
[ I dont really miss you,
I just need to know;
Do you ever think of you and I
And that beautiful goodbye? ]
Was Syaoran even still alive? Sakura shook the thought off. She didn't want to think that maybe he had died. That would crush her. He must still be alive. There was no way he could have died. Did he think of her as much as she thought of him? Did he even care? Maybe he had gone off and married Meiling. Maybe he didn't really like Sakura...
[ Wish I could see you now.. I wonder how
I could have watched you walk away.
If I let you down, Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye. ]
Sakura's eyes teared. How could she have just let him go? She felt now like she should have taken the plane with him, or begged him to stay. She would have gotten down on her knees, begged in front of everyone at the airport. But she had just wached him leave, a soft smile on her face.
[ In these days of no regret
I keep mine to myself
And all the things we never said
I can say for someone else ]
Sakura looked around. There were so many people walking down the sidewalks hugging, hands in each others pockets. She felt awkward. She wished she could find love herself. Sure, a lot of guys had asked her out, but she had turned them all down. She would NEVER find anybody she loved as much as Syaoran...
[ Nothing lasts forever, but we always try
And I just can't help but wonder why
We let it pass us by.
When I see you now I wonder how
I could have watched you walk away
If I let you down, Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye
But what can I do to get through to you?
And sometimes I cry
It's a fools lullaby
Sometimes I cry
Its just a fools lullaby
I'm tired of goodbye... ]
"...I love you, Syaoran-Kun."
Place of no return
Think I'll take another day
And slowly watch it burn ]
Sakura sighed, sitting at the top of the penguin slide. Sixteen years old already, and still Syaoran hadn't come back. She always wanted to call or something...but she didn't have his number. She wasn't even sure if he had a phone. She was saving up at the time, for a ticket to Hong Kong. Tomoyo had asked her mother for a loan, but her mother had refused. Sonomi of course, figured that Syaoran would be just like Fujitaka, and marry her at the young age of sixteen. No matter how the girls tried to explain it to her, Sonomi just didn't seem to understand.
[ Doesnt really matter
How the time goes by,
Because I still remember you and I
And that beautiful goodbye ]
Sakura slid down the slide, standing as she got to the bottom. She looked up at the big penguin. Her and Syaoran had slid down that slide together hundreds of times. What hurt her the most of course, was how Syaoran had said he loved her. She loved him too, yet she couldn't tell him. Because he hadn't come back.
[ Staggered through these empty streets
Laughin all along
And I'd have made a mess of me,
Confessions get me wrong ]
She put her hands in her pockets, walking slowly away from the park. She missed him a lot sometimes, and others she didn't. She wouldn't even mind if she never saw him again. She just wished she could have told him how she felt before he left.
[ I dont really miss you,
I just need to know;
Do you ever think of you and I
And that beautiful goodbye? ]
Was Syaoran even still alive? Sakura shook the thought off. She didn't want to think that maybe he had died. That would crush her. He must still be alive. There was no way he could have died. Did he think of her as much as she thought of him? Did he even care? Maybe he had gone off and married Meiling. Maybe he didn't really like Sakura...
[ Wish I could see you now.. I wonder how
I could have watched you walk away.
If I let you down, Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye. ]
Sakura's eyes teared. How could she have just let him go? She felt now like she should have taken the plane with him, or begged him to stay. She would have gotten down on her knees, begged in front of everyone at the airport. But she had just wached him leave, a soft smile on her face.
[ In these days of no regret
I keep mine to myself
And all the things we never said
I can say for someone else ]
Sakura looked around. There were so many people walking down the sidewalks hugging, hands in each others pockets. She felt awkward. She wished she could find love herself. Sure, a lot of guys had asked her out, but she had turned them all down. She would NEVER find anybody she loved as much as Syaoran...
[ Nothing lasts forever, but we always try
And I just can't help but wonder why
We let it pass us by.
When I see you now I wonder how
I could have watched you walk away
If I let you down, Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye
But what can I do to get through to you?
And sometimes I cry
It's a fools lullaby
Sometimes I cry
Its just a fools lullaby
I'm tired of goodbye... ]
"...I love you, Syaoran-Kun."