A/N: just read the story and review please . Thank you all sooooooooo much for reviewing. I can't believe some people actually like this story.

Diclaimer: all the things that I wish were mine aren't (TPD) and every thing that is mine, I wish it wasn't (Asia)

Mia's POV

Wednesday, 21st oct

Homeroom

So I calmed down but only just a little. WHO AM I KIDDING???

I'M ON THE VERGE OF A MENTAL BREAK DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And nothing can make it better. Well nothing, maybe if Michael held me in his arms, and told me he loved me then I might come close to being all right again. But NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's never going to happen. Right now he's probably sticking his tongue in Asia's mouth. Yeah, just the thought of that makes me want to throw up. Or kill myself.

I can't go to G&T today. I really really can't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe I should skip. But if I get caught then it'll just be bad publicity. And then besides having to face Michael and Asia sucking the remainders of lunch out of eachothers teeth, I'll also have to face Grandmere. I think the word Grandmere descirbes the horror like no other word does.

Maybe I should go talk to Tina about this, because it's impossible to even look at Lilly. She just reminds me of those special moments at her house. Yes, the ones when Michael was nice enough to casually forget to put on a shirt. I think I'll sleep over at Lilly's this weekend, Michael might be so liberal to forget his shirt again. Eventhough he has a girlfriend now (I was about to break down in tears..) I can still gaze at his amazing abs. I didn't force him to forget his shirt right.

Things to do:

~ forget about Michael ~ forget about Asia ~ forget about Michael without a shirt ~ actually, don't forget about Michael without a shirt, because I'll never see that again. ~ fight the urge of killing myself, I can't leave Genovia without a princess ~ pay more attention to princess lessons, Grandmere was about to read this last time. can't let that happen ~ buy toilet paper (this just comes automatic right now, but I still always forget to buy it) ~ stop using the word forget as much, you should always treassure all you memories. ~ stop pretending to be smart, because treassuring your memories is a BAD idea for me

I guess I should go to Algebra. I'm already ten minutes late, and my back is hurting, because Lars has been pocking me constantly. I guess he even noticed that I was going to be late.

Michaels POV

Wednesday, 21st oct

Actually, it's Thursday, because it's 2:30 at night.

Ok, so I made a big big mess

An enormous mess

A huge mess

The biggest mess that I've ever made And I can't fix it.

Maybe I should kill myself.

I can stop Mia from killing herself, and then kill myself instead.

Why does Mia want to kill herself anyway?? Probably her Grandmother, I've never seen such a freaky person before. but back to the mess.

For a straight A student I can be pretty stupid. Not to mention unthoughtful and harsh and disgusting. Asia is a nice girl, sh really is but I found out yesterday that I really love Mia, and that she'll be the only person I'll ever love. And while I was thinking of original ways to tell her that, if I ever would since she doesn't like me (Mia I mean), Asia walked over. This was our conversation:

Asia (A): hey sexy

~ sexy, where the hell did that come from???~

Me: umh, hi

A: Michael

~ she sounds like a purring cat, it's disgusting ~

A: can I talk to you?

~ and then she wispers in the most seductive voice ~

A: in private

Me: sure

~ yes, I know, but hey, I'm a GUY, I can't help it. I have to admit she was seductive and she is sexy, but NOT as sexy as Mia ~

A: come.

~ like a dog I follow her, and I can feel Mia's eyes burning in my back ~

Me: so, what did you want to t.

~ before I can even finish my sentence she pulls me in and kisses me. And yeah, she's a good kisser, so I kiss her back, not wanting to hurt her feelings or anything. And now we're an 'item' while the only person I wanted to be with right then was MIA!!!!!!!!!!!! ~

I need to be more assertive, I need to learn how to say NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even though it might have hurt her feelings. but yeah. I'm just a hopeless man. hopelessly in love with Mia.



A/N: only thing I can say is sorry, I shouldn't go on but it's addictive, and please review!!!