~chapter six: Decision
Sora cried in her bed the whole night. Why in the world did I ever choose to refuse Matt? Why'd I choose a mediocre Tai? Is it because we're very close friends I couldn't bear to impair him? What about Matt? My childhood crush? Am I beginning to fall for him again? Did I do the right thing?
Sora tossed and turned in bed. She couldn't sleep after all the things that happened to her. After all, who could? [Now she's having the dilemma]
I do have the crest of love but why am I so indecisive when it comes my way?
Sora wept as she tried to sleep, but guilt and despair shackled her to rest her mind. She couldn't help recalling Matt saying goodbye to her after being rejected by someone he loved. By someone he loved. * I can't help recalling saying goodbye to her after being rejected by someone I loved. Why'd I ever help them? * Tai is the one who came first. Matt helped me and Tai get together. But Matt surely loves me and I know he does. His feelings showed me. His eyes told me. His KISS told me. But Tai is already there! But I'm beginning to fall in love with Matt now! But I could hurt Tai! But I could also hurt Matt! Who should I put a place in my heart now? * Matt buried his head in his hands. He didn't eat that night. He didn't speak to anyone. He was in his room thinking in frustration.
If only I hadn't helped them. If only I shouldn't have rushed. She was too good to be true. And my life changed because of her. My heart wasn't able to take the overwhelming affection I had for her that I hurt myself as well. Oh darn, this is so irritating and regrettable. * More thoughts came in. She couldn't stop.
But finally she came to a decision. A harsh decision. A decision she wouldn't want to make-one she wouldn't have thought she would make in her whole life. I have to be with Tai. I'm sorry Matt, but I have to be with Tai.
^~end chapter~^
sob ~===================================================~
Sora cried in her bed the whole night. Why in the world did I ever choose to refuse Matt? Why'd I choose a mediocre Tai? Is it because we're very close friends I couldn't bear to impair him? What about Matt? My childhood crush? Am I beginning to fall for him again? Did I do the right thing?
Sora tossed and turned in bed. She couldn't sleep after all the things that happened to her. After all, who could? [Now she's having the dilemma]
I do have the crest of love but why am I so indecisive when it comes my way?
Sora wept as she tried to sleep, but guilt and despair shackled her to rest her mind. She couldn't help recalling Matt saying goodbye to her after being rejected by someone he loved. By someone he loved. * I can't help recalling saying goodbye to her after being rejected by someone I loved. Why'd I ever help them? * Tai is the one who came first. Matt helped me and Tai get together. But Matt surely loves me and I know he does. His feelings showed me. His eyes told me. His KISS told me. But Tai is already there! But I'm beginning to fall in love with Matt now! But I could hurt Tai! But I could also hurt Matt! Who should I put a place in my heart now? * Matt buried his head in his hands. He didn't eat that night. He didn't speak to anyone. He was in his room thinking in frustration.
If only I hadn't helped them. If only I shouldn't have rushed. She was too good to be true. And my life changed because of her. My heart wasn't able to take the overwhelming affection I had for her that I hurt myself as well. Oh darn, this is so irritating and regrettable. * More thoughts came in. She couldn't stop.
But finally she came to a decision. A harsh decision. A decision she wouldn't want to make-one she wouldn't have thought she would make in her whole life. I have to be with Tai. I'm sorry Matt, but I have to be with Tai.
^~end chapter~^
sob ~===================================================~