Hey guys!! I decided to do an epilogue! Yay!! Hehehe...some of you asked
for one...and I wasn't planning to write one...but then I read your review
****{not going to mention the name...but you know who you are, and
thanks!!] and you pointed out something good!! Why had Chandler been
feeling so bad, physically? I never really did explain it....I mean, if he
was feeling bad and stuff....it couldn't suddenly just not be there...WHAT
was making him feel bad?? Well...I got an idea now...and this
chapter[epilogue] is going to explain it!! So...please read on...and
review!! Thank you for pointing that out in the review!! (oh yeah...just
remember...right after he was told about not having the tumour, he
completely lost memory about ever seeing Monica and stuff...)
~If I Saw You In Heaven~
Chandler walked in the park as the sun began to set. A few days had gone by since he found out that he didn't have the brain tumour he was told he had had. He didn't understand...what had happened? He had been feelings the effects of a tumour...why had it suddenly gone away? He had asked the doctor over the phone, and even he had no explanation...he just called it a 'miracle'. Chandler didn't like being the miracle, he wanted the truth, the explanation. He tried looking back over the past few weeks, but he didn't remember anything-that was also hard to explain. He found a bench and sat down, still pondering over what had happened over the past month. Was he losing his mind? What was going on? He looked up at the sky.
Chandler: (whispers) Is this your way of torturing me or something? Maybe it WASN'T my time...maybe I made a mistake-but PLEASE, help me through this!! Give me a sign...or SOMETHING!
Nothing happened. He sat there for ten more minutes, still looking up. He felt a sudden pain in his neck and he looked down at his feet right away. He had done too many things...he had messed with fate...and this was what he got. Pain and suffering. Melanie had been so happy when she heard that nothing was wrong-but she didn't know the confusion and the pain he was going through. He had lost his memory of the past few weeks...sometimes he even forgot how Monica looked like...and how life had been before. He didn't want to forget those thing, they were the things that helped keep him going...but somehow, they were slowly fading away...
Chandler: Why are you doing this?! They were my family! Nobody should forget their family!! Why would you want that?!?!
Again, nothing happened. Chandler sighed deeply and stood up. The street lights had been turned on, as darkness creeped over New York city. Chandler walked under the dim lights of central park, feeling like depression was swallowing him up. He didn't want this...he didn't want his life to be this way...he had a daughter, who still somehow needed him...he would have to make some sacrifices for her...because he knew, that she was the only thing left in his life.
As he walked, a cold breeze picked up, and struck his back. The winter was approaching, and Chandler knew it would be a long one. But he would survive through it, with the memories walking towards him everyday, and the remaining part of his family, sitting around with him, laughing and talking about the past, and predicting playfully about what the future would bring them. All the odds of leaving that behind where against Chandler...and he was satisfied. He then noticed that this his life was as good as it could get.
He looked up at the sky again and smiled. He knew that Monica was somewhere up there, smiling down at him. He had figured it out...he had finally figured out what he wanted to do with his life, and he couldn't be more satisfied. He knew that she was somewhere up there; along with Steph...both beautiful angels...waiting for the day that they would all be reunited again. He had been the miracle, and he knew that this had SOMETHING to do with destiny...he just couldn't put his finger on the right thing.
(with that the camera slowly moves upwards, Chandler, who is still walking, getting farther and farther away. Until he finally disappears. We go up to the sky and we see one star twinkle brightly, and then we fade out.)
~The End~
And there you have it!! That's a wrap!! See...it's supernatural fic...so I mentioned lots of stuff about miracles.....I hope you liked it...and I hope you didn't find it pathetic!! Heehee! So please...if you enjoyed it and have something nice to say, please review and tell me your thoughts. It'll mean a lot to me.
~rachel~
~If I Saw You In Heaven~
Chandler walked in the park as the sun began to set. A few days had gone by since he found out that he didn't have the brain tumour he was told he had had. He didn't understand...what had happened? He had been feelings the effects of a tumour...why had it suddenly gone away? He had asked the doctor over the phone, and even he had no explanation...he just called it a 'miracle'. Chandler didn't like being the miracle, he wanted the truth, the explanation. He tried looking back over the past few weeks, but he didn't remember anything-that was also hard to explain. He found a bench and sat down, still pondering over what had happened over the past month. Was he losing his mind? What was going on? He looked up at the sky.
Chandler: (whispers) Is this your way of torturing me or something? Maybe it WASN'T my time...maybe I made a mistake-but PLEASE, help me through this!! Give me a sign...or SOMETHING!
Nothing happened. He sat there for ten more minutes, still looking up. He felt a sudden pain in his neck and he looked down at his feet right away. He had done too many things...he had messed with fate...and this was what he got. Pain and suffering. Melanie had been so happy when she heard that nothing was wrong-but she didn't know the confusion and the pain he was going through. He had lost his memory of the past few weeks...sometimes he even forgot how Monica looked like...and how life had been before. He didn't want to forget those thing, they were the things that helped keep him going...but somehow, they were slowly fading away...
Chandler: Why are you doing this?! They were my family! Nobody should forget their family!! Why would you want that?!?!
Again, nothing happened. Chandler sighed deeply and stood up. The street lights had been turned on, as darkness creeped over New York city. Chandler walked under the dim lights of central park, feeling like depression was swallowing him up. He didn't want this...he didn't want his life to be this way...he had a daughter, who still somehow needed him...he would have to make some sacrifices for her...because he knew, that she was the only thing left in his life.
As he walked, a cold breeze picked up, and struck his back. The winter was approaching, and Chandler knew it would be a long one. But he would survive through it, with the memories walking towards him everyday, and the remaining part of his family, sitting around with him, laughing and talking about the past, and predicting playfully about what the future would bring them. All the odds of leaving that behind where against Chandler...and he was satisfied. He then noticed that this his life was as good as it could get.
He looked up at the sky again and smiled. He knew that Monica was somewhere up there, smiling down at him. He had figured it out...he had finally figured out what he wanted to do with his life, and he couldn't be more satisfied. He knew that she was somewhere up there; along with Steph...both beautiful angels...waiting for the day that they would all be reunited again. He had been the miracle, and he knew that this had SOMETHING to do with destiny...he just couldn't put his finger on the right thing.
(with that the camera slowly moves upwards, Chandler, who is still walking, getting farther and farther away. Until he finally disappears. We go up to the sky and we see one star twinkle brightly, and then we fade out.)
~The End~
And there you have it!! That's a wrap!! See...it's supernatural fic...so I mentioned lots of stuff about miracles.....I hope you liked it...and I hope you didn't find it pathetic!! Heehee! So please...if you enjoyed it and have something nice to say, please review and tell me your thoughts. It'll mean a lot to me.
~rachel~