Wow. I never knew how beautiful the night was. Then again, I never cared. I stared out the window of the room that my slumbering hikari slept, trying to count the small glittering bursts of light. 789 Sigh. I could very well do this all night if I tried, but it gets lonesome. How I wish to fly on feathery laced wings of the brilliance of these so-called stars. Traveling without time to slow me down, without pain and sorrow to stab my heart, without everything. To engrave my name upon the sky, to know that I lived with a purpose, to lick afterlife. But these simple dreams are now nightmares, for they can never be fulfilled. Many would love the savoring taste of immortality, while I, who possess this gift, this curse, have learned that it is nothing but a burden.
I prompted my invisible elbow upon the windowsill, I couldn't help but notice the large circular rock which had crept out of the horizon but a few hours ago. It was remarkably large for such a small piece of the galaxy. How I longed to touch it's ever so glowing rays of snow white. But I can not touch, and it hurts. I need that sense that I do indeed exist, either that I shouldn't exist at all.
Yugi will never forgive me. And I don't blame him. If he had not cared so much for others, I would have most certainly murdered my opponent, my rival, Seto Kaiba. I would have gladly, willingly. How horrific. My mind has been plagued with these mixed thoughts. One minute I'm moaning in grief, the next explaining how psychopathic my inner self is.
Ugh. Worthless. That's all I am. I cannot even keep my head together. My mind keeps clouding with mixed emotions. Why cant the boy forgive me?! I'm sick of this! Why can't I be the person, the spirit, who I always hoped to be? I wanted to be like my father when I grew up. I'm even worse then Bakura's yami. I am suppose to protect my people, Yugi and his friends! I have done nothing more then put their lives in danger. Curse any god, every god. I can't even think of which god to curse! Their all senile old fools! Pathetic, no good, selfish idiots! I hate them all! They cursed me! They cursed everyone WITH me! Wicked Ra! Isis! Anubis! ALL of you! Take my life, or at least what is left of it! This isn't fair!
I'm tired of waiting, desiring, crying. If I have to stay in this wretched world then I'll do it like any other hapless spirit would do. I'll just find someone else I'll start a new. I won't make the same mistakes, I swear.
My first little light, so precious. As I stroke your hair for the last time, I promise you I shall leave you in peace. I will save your grandfather, your best friend's sister, I have to For if I fail once more, Idon't know what I'd do I know you will defeat Mai Valentine, don't worry about that. Pegasus will be harder, but don't worry, please
Since I no longer am wanted, I shall leave. Maybe there is someone out there Someone I can love back. Someone like you, little Yugi.
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Insane: O.O Only like 500 words
Yami Malik: *cocks head* Why..?
Yami Bakura: -.-;; Is this the end?
Yami Yugi: she left me alonein da' dark
Insane: Huh? End? Wellof THIS fic You see, this fic was but a prologue. Also, this fic was VERY hard to write since it all took place within Yami Yugi's soul room I was getting irritated when I couldn't do anything with Yami Yugi (That's the right word for the begging of the story, right? Prologue?) And it goes on to this whole other fic where Ya-
Yami Malik: STOP TELLING THEM THE FREAKIN' STORY!
Insane: O.O I didn't say much what so ever!
Yami Malik: SO! *pants* Sheeshif ya want the continuing fic thing, just either review and say so, or just sit there and let other people review, but ya know what happens to those who wait THEY GET BORED I TELL YA! *rolls eyes* Oh yes. If enough people DO want the continuing story, which will actually have plot, the story will hopefully be up by this coming MondayAnd it will not be so much Yami Yugi point of view, but will have probably Yami Bakura point of view as well as Yami Yugi's. Cause Yami Bakura plays a big part in Yami Yugi's next fic thing *nods head* So reviewI suppose. *scratches head* UhYugi will have a much bigger part to as wellSo will Seto Kaiba mainly because of the whole "gotta beat Yami Yugi" thing, and "gotta rescue Mokuba" thing. Ryou Bakura mainly because of Yami Bakura and the darkness within his Millennium Ring WHICH I mentioned in the second chapter, Joey Wheeler because of his whole sister ordeal, and also Pegasus, cause he's like the whole Duel Monster's dude *presses fingers together* This fic wasn't a yoai just to let you know. Yami Yugi loves Yugi as a friend, not as a boyfriend Adam married Eve, NOT Steve! ^.^;; That phrase is so funny!