Smilys:Thank you all for the reviews!!*Huggles her self.*I feel so
speacial!!^_^Lalalalala..
Apollo:Ok...I think the 'voices' have been on their vacation LONG ENOUGH...can I go now?
Smilys:...No one was forcing you to help me you know..
Apollo:X.x!!!WHY DIDN'T YOU TEL ME THAT!!Hmph.nevermind...I'M GOING TO HAWAII!GOOD BYE!
Smilys..well..now I need a co-host..I know!Oh Ppprrraawwwnnn!!!!
* A spider monkey leaps on Smilys shoulder. *
Prawn: *Does a little dance *YES!!I GET TA BE THE CO-HOST!!^_^
Smilys:YES!!I GET A WACKY CO-HOST LIKE MMMEEE!!!
Prawn:^_^
Smilys:^_^
Prawn:Ok den..STORY TIME NOW!!!
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~*~Helga P.O.V~*~
Dear Diary,
Arnold's been really weird lately.He's spending A LOT of time with me and he called me last night and asked if I wanted to go to the movies.Of course I said yes!But I'm getting really supious...maybe getting to know me better isn't just the reason he's spending time with me..
Maybe because Geraldo and Pheebs spend like 24/7 together!!!!!!!Ggrr...she abandoned me...oh well all I can do now is get use to it.
At lest Arnold is noticing me!!!^_^
~*~Normal thingy~*~
Helga's arm searched for the off botten on her alarm clock.Grumbling she found it.'Next time I'll just chunk it.'She thought sleepily getting up.Sadie meowed at her moving and hopped off the bed.Helga yawned stretching and rubbing her eyes.The conversation on the phone last night clicked in her mind and she perked right up.(A/N:Much like someone on caffeine me thinks..)
*Flash back!*
* Ring...Ring..Ring.. *
"OLGA!!Get the phone!!"
Helga dragged herself down the stairs.Bob was laughing at a game show in the living room.'Geeze you where closer to the phone then me you old geezer.'Helga thought glaring at the man so-called her father while picking up the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hey Helga."
That Voice!Helga was just about to sit in a chair when HE said her name,she missed it.Bob shouted at her."KEEP IT DOWN OLGA!!" Glaring at Bob,she sat in the chair.
"A-arnold?How did you get my phone number?"
"Gerald."
"HOW does GERALDO have MY number!?!?"
"Phoebe."
"Oooohhh...nevermind then...what do you want football head?"
"I was just wondering if you wanted to go to the movies tomorrow...?"
Helga covered the phone as she fell over on the floor in pure bliss.
"Helga?"
"Uh-Yeah.sure.."
"Good!We can walk there at 3."
"Ok.bye Arnoldo."
"Bye."
*End Flash back.Boo-Hoo!! *
Helga sighed happily pulling on a pair of jean and a black shirt with red and the rimes.(A/N:Whoa!I put DETAIL on her cloths!! What is happening to mmmee?!?!)She turned to Sadie who was curled up on the bed."Well..how do I look?"Sadie tipped her head.Meow!Helga smiled picking her up."Lets hope everything goes ok right girl?"Meow!Saide snuggled up to her.Helga smiled sitting on her bed.Only 5 more hours to go!In the mean time...
"Ok...so...Sadie...I've told you about Lila right?"Meow!
"Ggrr.I hate her!Can you believe that Arnold dated her in 8th grade!?"Meeooww!!
"No matter how many times I told him that she didn't love nor like him he won't listen!"Meow.
"AND THEN Grealdo HAD to urge him to go with it!And he listens to him And NOT ME!"Meow!
Helga sighs stroking her."Atlest she got it somewhat through to him and broke it up a couple of years ago.Hmph..I thought I was going to die if I say them together in the halls like that!"Meow!
"I swear...next time when she OR Arnold even tries..I'll get her..you'll help me right Sadie?"Meow!
Helga smiled hugging her."Good,because she's evil.Who says 'Ever so' every other word?Its just..disturbing."Meow.Helga Stood up and put Sadie on the bed."How about some music?"Meow!Helga laughed slightly putting in one of her favorite CD's.She skipped to the last song,one she grown to like a lot.
{It's a pressure the pleasures measure
The pressure is overbearing
It is me myself that's caring
For every double-minded joy
And I admit that when I submit to you
I feel so unreal when I'm still
When I'm waiting for you to reveal
And from myself I seem so far away}
Helga sit down on the bed as Sadie sat on her lap.She closed her eyes listening to the drums and guitars playing.
{And I admit that when I submit to you
I can see all of the selfish things I do }
(Chorus)
(I'm further,further from myself
When I'm next to you
When I run to you )
{I was wasted embraced it but faced it
With you inside my heart you replaced it
Can't believe you have erased it
Selfishness and foolish pride
And I admit that when I submit to you
I can see all of the selfish things I do}
(I'm Further,further from myself
When I'm next to you
When I run to you)
{Further from my future
Further from my past
Further from my starting line
Further from the last
Further from my doubts
Further from my fears
Further from temptation that I faced throughout my years
Further from agitation
Further from distraction
The reaction of the dissatisfaction of others actions
Further from myself
Further from flesh
Further from my birth and I'm
Further from my death}
(I'm further,further from myself
When I'm next to you
When I run to you)
(A/N:-Piller,Further)
The CD ended.Helga was laying on her bed by then.She mostly listen to this music when she was depressed,bored,angery or just to annoy Bob.Needless to say,it did help.Helga had found this CD when Lila and Arnold where dating.She loved nothing more then to turn it up really loud and barley hear Bob yell at her to turn it down for some in important excuse.Helga Sighed."My whole family's screwed Sadie.."Meeoow.
"Meriam's always drunk drunk or smi-drunk and never listens..she's pretty much the reason why I starve myself most of the time AND I'm the one that buys the food!"
"BOB never listens or takes the time to listen period.End of story!"
"Ggggrr..then there's THAT night-mare-of-a-sister OOOOLLLGGAAA That I have mutated into because of BOB!!!"meow!
"I HATE MY FAMILY!!!"In frustration she threw a pillow hard against the nearest wall,then collapsed the rest of the way on her bed.Sadie,after silent for a few moments,cuddled next to her.Silent tears rolled down her face as she stroked her.
"Why do I have to have this family.."Meow.
"I hope Arnold is ready for sudden and very angst outbursts..."Meeeooww..
"Thanks for hearing me out Sadie.."Helga smiled at her new friend a bit foolishly thinking about how talking this long to a cat is insane.Meow!^^
"Man..I feel kinda weird talking to a cat this long...Can we say I'm insane?"Meow!
"Hm...yeah.normal does seem to be over-rated..0.o!!!ACK!Now I think I'm starting to UNDERSTAND YOU!!Oi vey I need to lay down."Meow^^
And Helga did just that...it was around 10 by the time she stopped talking to Sadie to take a nap..
~Helga~
Aaaahhh...now this is a dream!My Arnold and me spending atlest I'm guess a week on an island ALONE!Arnold is being such a gentleman!
I'm in heaven ^^!
He has a nicely set dinner with candles and every thing!He's even pulling out a chair for me!When I go to set down..WAIT NO THIS ISN'T SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN!
Miss.Perfect Lila comes striding over and bushes me away.I fall down in the sand and what does Arnold do??
He looks at me with pity and disgusted!Arnold.why..?
Lila just glares at me."Excuse me ever so much but I do think you are sitting in MY seat."I try to glare back but I can't!I just look away in this stupid shameful way!"I'm so sorry miss lila!"Gggrr..if only I could kick her and myself!
I stood and dusted myself off and backed away obeiantly.I may be wearing a nice dress but it is nothing more then a mask to Arnold..My Arnold..A slave for the witch!
Arnold smiles broadly at Lila and pushes her in.This is a sickening site..
They eat and talk.not that I'm paying attention.no way!
They don't even know I'm there while I'm suffering just watching them together.I'm dieing here but like they care...
"Helga!When I speak you will listen!"Arnold barks at me.
Oh just peachie.now he's angry..
"Yes sir."
"I said dance for us!Miss.Lila needs entertainmet!"Sheesh I think she's entertained just being with you!
Of curse I said nothing and just nod.
I dance gracfuly.Swaying to and fro...
Lila looks bored and Arnold.MY Arnold.isn't even paying attention!Whats the point of me dancing!?I want to stop,I even tried to stop!But I can't!Oh why is Arnold acting this way!?!?
Then.everything is dark..my dress is slashed..where is Arnold!?!
As I started to really freak out.Arnold appears.my sweet guardian angel..
"Arnold!"I cried out to him with my arms out stretched.but he just looks at me sorrowfully and with pity.
No!He's fading!
"Wait!No Arnold!Please don't go!Please don't leave me in this night mare!"He just shakes her head sadly.
"I'm Sorry Helga..Lila needs me right now..bye."He's fading more!
"Arnold!Please!Wait!"I cry out more desperate running to him but it feeling like I'm not moving.
"I'm sorry Helga.."He whispers one last time before disappearing completely.I fall to my knees."No..wait.please.don't go.."I whimper tear staining my face.A evil voice cackles behind me...
I turn to see..
NNNNOOO!!!!
Lila standing laughing wickedly at me!
"Scared widdle Helga!?Ha ha ha!Your parents don't notice you!Your sister is a fraud to you!Pheobe has left you all alone!And now your sweet little guardian angel has left you to die!AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!"
"NNNNOOO!!!!"I screamed covering my ears as images,bad ones,flash all around with Lila still laughing evilly at me.
"NO!STOP IT!YOUR LIEING TO ME!!STOP IT!!!NNNNOOO!!!"
~End~
"NNNOO!!"Helga yelled shooting up in bed.Sadie dropped to the floor.She looked up at Helga very confused.Helga breathed hard..very afraid at that moment and sweaty."It was just a dream.nightmare.."She looked over at her cloak.
2:45
Well.at lest she could still get to Arnold's house...
Speaking of Arnold she was scared to go over there after that dream! Helga shook it off and waved bye to Sadie while rushing down the stairs.
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Smiles:Whew!I'm tired!The next chapter WILL have when they go to the movies!I promise!
Prawn:Lalala...*Shudder.*Scary dream Smilys!0.o
Smilys:*Grins*I know!^^ I'm surprised how it turned out!!^_^R&R pppllluuhhhllleeeaaassseeee!!!!
Apollo:Ok...I think the 'voices' have been on their vacation LONG ENOUGH...can I go now?
Smilys:...No one was forcing you to help me you know..
Apollo:X.x!!!WHY DIDN'T YOU TEL ME THAT!!Hmph.nevermind...I'M GOING TO HAWAII!GOOD BYE!
Smilys..well..now I need a co-host..I know!Oh Ppprrraawwwnnn!!!!
* A spider monkey leaps on Smilys shoulder. *
Prawn: *Does a little dance *YES!!I GET TA BE THE CO-HOST!!^_^
Smilys:YES!!I GET A WACKY CO-HOST LIKE MMMEEE!!!
Prawn:^_^
Smilys:^_^
Prawn:Ok den..STORY TIME NOW!!!
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~*~Helga P.O.V~*~
Dear Diary,
Arnold's been really weird lately.He's spending A LOT of time with me and he called me last night and asked if I wanted to go to the movies.Of course I said yes!But I'm getting really supious...maybe getting to know me better isn't just the reason he's spending time with me..
Maybe because Geraldo and Pheebs spend like 24/7 together!!!!!!!Ggrr...she abandoned me...oh well all I can do now is get use to it.
At lest Arnold is noticing me!!!^_^
~*~Normal thingy~*~
Helga's arm searched for the off botten on her alarm clock.Grumbling she found it.'Next time I'll just chunk it.'She thought sleepily getting up.Sadie meowed at her moving and hopped off the bed.Helga yawned stretching and rubbing her eyes.The conversation on the phone last night clicked in her mind and she perked right up.(A/N:Much like someone on caffeine me thinks..)
*Flash back!*
* Ring...Ring..Ring.. *
"OLGA!!Get the phone!!"
Helga dragged herself down the stairs.Bob was laughing at a game show in the living room.'Geeze you where closer to the phone then me you old geezer.'Helga thought glaring at the man so-called her father while picking up the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hey Helga."
That Voice!Helga was just about to sit in a chair when HE said her name,she missed it.Bob shouted at her."KEEP IT DOWN OLGA!!" Glaring at Bob,she sat in the chair.
"A-arnold?How did you get my phone number?"
"Gerald."
"HOW does GERALDO have MY number!?!?"
"Phoebe."
"Oooohhh...nevermind then...what do you want football head?"
"I was just wondering if you wanted to go to the movies tomorrow...?"
Helga covered the phone as she fell over on the floor in pure bliss.
"Helga?"
"Uh-Yeah.sure.."
"Good!We can walk there at 3."
"Ok.bye Arnoldo."
"Bye."
*End Flash back.Boo-Hoo!! *
Helga sighed happily pulling on a pair of jean and a black shirt with red and the rimes.(A/N:Whoa!I put DETAIL on her cloths!! What is happening to mmmee?!?!)She turned to Sadie who was curled up on the bed."Well..how do I look?"Sadie tipped her head.Meow!Helga smiled picking her up."Lets hope everything goes ok right girl?"Meow!Saide snuggled up to her.Helga smiled sitting on her bed.Only 5 more hours to go!In the mean time...
"Ok...so...Sadie...I've told you about Lila right?"Meow!
"Ggrr.I hate her!Can you believe that Arnold dated her in 8th grade!?"Meeooww!!
"No matter how many times I told him that she didn't love nor like him he won't listen!"Meow.
"AND THEN Grealdo HAD to urge him to go with it!And he listens to him And NOT ME!"Meow!
Helga sighs stroking her."Atlest she got it somewhat through to him and broke it up a couple of years ago.Hmph..I thought I was going to die if I say them together in the halls like that!"Meow!
"I swear...next time when she OR Arnold even tries..I'll get her..you'll help me right Sadie?"Meow!
Helga smiled hugging her."Good,because she's evil.Who says 'Ever so' every other word?Its just..disturbing."Meow.Helga Stood up and put Sadie on the bed."How about some music?"Meow!Helga laughed slightly putting in one of her favorite CD's.She skipped to the last song,one she grown to like a lot.
{It's a pressure the pleasures measure
The pressure is overbearing
It is me myself that's caring
For every double-minded joy
And I admit that when I submit to you
I feel so unreal when I'm still
When I'm waiting for you to reveal
And from myself I seem so far away}
Helga sit down on the bed as Sadie sat on her lap.She closed her eyes listening to the drums and guitars playing.
{And I admit that when I submit to you
I can see all of the selfish things I do }
(Chorus)
(I'm further,further from myself
When I'm next to you
When I run to you )
{I was wasted embraced it but faced it
With you inside my heart you replaced it
Can't believe you have erased it
Selfishness and foolish pride
And I admit that when I submit to you
I can see all of the selfish things I do}
(I'm Further,further from myself
When I'm next to you
When I run to you)
{Further from my future
Further from my past
Further from my starting line
Further from the last
Further from my doubts
Further from my fears
Further from temptation that I faced throughout my years
Further from agitation
Further from distraction
The reaction of the dissatisfaction of others actions
Further from myself
Further from flesh
Further from my birth and I'm
Further from my death}
(I'm further,further from myself
When I'm next to you
When I run to you)
(A/N:-Piller,Further)
The CD ended.Helga was laying on her bed by then.She mostly listen to this music when she was depressed,bored,angery or just to annoy Bob.Needless to say,it did help.Helga had found this CD when Lila and Arnold where dating.She loved nothing more then to turn it up really loud and barley hear Bob yell at her to turn it down for some in important excuse.Helga Sighed."My whole family's screwed Sadie.."Meeoow.
"Meriam's always drunk drunk or smi-drunk and never listens..she's pretty much the reason why I starve myself most of the time AND I'm the one that buys the food!"
"BOB never listens or takes the time to listen period.End of story!"
"Ggggrr..then there's THAT night-mare-of-a-sister OOOOLLLGGAAA That I have mutated into because of BOB!!!"meow!
"I HATE MY FAMILY!!!"In frustration she threw a pillow hard against the nearest wall,then collapsed the rest of the way on her bed.Sadie,after silent for a few moments,cuddled next to her.Silent tears rolled down her face as she stroked her.
"Why do I have to have this family.."Meow.
"I hope Arnold is ready for sudden and very angst outbursts..."Meeeooww..
"Thanks for hearing me out Sadie.."Helga smiled at her new friend a bit foolishly thinking about how talking this long to a cat is insane.Meow!^^
"Man..I feel kinda weird talking to a cat this long...Can we say I'm insane?"Meow!
"Hm...yeah.normal does seem to be over-rated..0.o!!!ACK!Now I think I'm starting to UNDERSTAND YOU!!Oi vey I need to lay down."Meow^^
And Helga did just that...it was around 10 by the time she stopped talking to Sadie to take a nap..
~Helga~
Aaaahhh...now this is a dream!My Arnold and me spending atlest I'm guess a week on an island ALONE!Arnold is being such a gentleman!
I'm in heaven ^^!
He has a nicely set dinner with candles and every thing!He's even pulling out a chair for me!When I go to set down..WAIT NO THIS ISN'T SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN!
Miss.Perfect Lila comes striding over and bushes me away.I fall down in the sand and what does Arnold do??
He looks at me with pity and disgusted!Arnold.why..?
Lila just glares at me."Excuse me ever so much but I do think you are sitting in MY seat."I try to glare back but I can't!I just look away in this stupid shameful way!"I'm so sorry miss lila!"Gggrr..if only I could kick her and myself!
I stood and dusted myself off and backed away obeiantly.I may be wearing a nice dress but it is nothing more then a mask to Arnold..My Arnold..A slave for the witch!
Arnold smiles broadly at Lila and pushes her in.This is a sickening site..
They eat and talk.not that I'm paying attention.no way!
They don't even know I'm there while I'm suffering just watching them together.I'm dieing here but like they care...
"Helga!When I speak you will listen!"Arnold barks at me.
Oh just peachie.now he's angry..
"Yes sir."
"I said dance for us!Miss.Lila needs entertainmet!"Sheesh I think she's entertained just being with you!
Of curse I said nothing and just nod.
I dance gracfuly.Swaying to and fro...
Lila looks bored and Arnold.MY Arnold.isn't even paying attention!Whats the point of me dancing!?I want to stop,I even tried to stop!But I can't!Oh why is Arnold acting this way!?!?
Then.everything is dark..my dress is slashed..where is Arnold!?!
As I started to really freak out.Arnold appears.my sweet guardian angel..
"Arnold!"I cried out to him with my arms out stretched.but he just looks at me sorrowfully and with pity.
No!He's fading!
"Wait!No Arnold!Please don't go!Please don't leave me in this night mare!"He just shakes her head sadly.
"I'm Sorry Helga..Lila needs me right now..bye."He's fading more!
"Arnold!Please!Wait!"I cry out more desperate running to him but it feeling like I'm not moving.
"I'm sorry Helga.."He whispers one last time before disappearing completely.I fall to my knees."No..wait.please.don't go.."I whimper tear staining my face.A evil voice cackles behind me...
I turn to see..
NNNNOOO!!!!
Lila standing laughing wickedly at me!
"Scared widdle Helga!?Ha ha ha!Your parents don't notice you!Your sister is a fraud to you!Pheobe has left you all alone!And now your sweet little guardian angel has left you to die!AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!"
"NNNNOOO!!!!"I screamed covering my ears as images,bad ones,flash all around with Lila still laughing evilly at me.
"NO!STOP IT!YOUR LIEING TO ME!!STOP IT!!!NNNNOOO!!!"
~End~
"NNNOO!!"Helga yelled shooting up in bed.Sadie dropped to the floor.She looked up at Helga very confused.Helga breathed hard..very afraid at that moment and sweaty."It was just a dream.nightmare.."She looked over at her cloak.
2:45
Well.at lest she could still get to Arnold's house...
Speaking of Arnold she was scared to go over there after that dream! Helga shook it off and waved bye to Sadie while rushing down the stairs.
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Smiles:Whew!I'm tired!The next chapter WILL have when they go to the movies!I promise!
Prawn:Lalala...*Shudder.*Scary dream Smilys!0.o
Smilys:*Grins*I know!^^ I'm surprised how it turned out!!^_^R&R pppllluuhhhllleeeaaassseeee!!!!