It contains violence, shounen-ai, strong language and more. It's AU,
beginning during the fight with Radditzu. Gokou's POV.
Order of sin
by solange channonix
Chapter 1
" Ouji-sama..." My lips moved on their own accord, whispering the word as silent as a breath. Prince ? Where this thought had come from ? How could I know ? And was it true ? Was this man the Saiya-jin no Ouji ? My eyes stayed glued to the slim form as it was slowly descending onto the ground. Beautiful... Stunning... Perfect... Ebony hair moved softly by the wind, tanned skin, seeming a bit coppery in the red light of the sun of that planet, sharp features, black eyes, still looking down at me, their gaze intense but cold, slim body, clad in royal blue spandex, so tight it wasn't leaving much to the imagination. I was transfixed, just staring at him and couldn't stop, drooling... at the man in front of me, whose appearance was saying pride, in its stance, look and grace. Of course he was a royalty, there was no way he wasn't, it was all too obvious.
As gold tipped boots touched the ground, my heart fastened its pace tenfold. He was there, mere meters away, and surely was going to say something to me, something I would have to answer, and I already knew I wouldn't tell no, no matter what he could ask for, even if he would tell me to kill. I knew I would do everything to see those quivering up in a satisfied smirk because of me, everything... Everything for him... Everything to have him... I shook my head in unspoken protest once again that day. No... This was a Saiya-jin, a killer, he was stronger than me, and, a man. How could I think like that about a man, more to this whom I had seen for the first time ? Was THAT what they called desire ? Awful... And how, HOW, could it have happened so fast ?! I didn't want to feel like that. But... I was still looking deep into his eyes, and it seemed for me that those eyes had seen, were seeing what was happening inside me. He smirked, with a nod of understanding, or so it seemed for me, and began approaching slowly, his hips swaying in a way that was just... too much, and suddenly my pants seemed tight... I didn't want to ! I didn't ! I was trying to fight the overwhelming desire to throw him to the ground and... and have him as my own, though I honestly couldn't quite figure out how. But my resistance was broken completely as soon as his scent filled my nostrils. It was unbelievably strong, pleasant, musky, like a drug, inspiring sudden warmth filling my body from inside and cumulating in my groin. My eyes looked down his body, transfixing on his tail, which unhooked itself from around the slim waist and waved in the air, making the intoxicating scent even stronger. I felt dizzy of it, my head swimming, like if I was drunk with it. How could anything, anyone, inspire such reactions in me ? Chi-Chi never had.
" Daddy, I'm afraid." Cried Gohan in my arms snapping me out of my trance. I shook my head trying to clear my mind and my nostrils. My son was afraid. Afraid of the object of my sudden, overwhelming desire, love... Love ? I wouldn't have hesitated to give my life to save the perfection in front of me any harm. Was it love ? I didn't even know the man, and I didn't truly wish to know, as he was a killer and had murdered few thousands innocent defenseless beings mere seconds ago, letting us all watch, like if it had been something to be proud of. I felt sick. How could I feel drawn to such a monster since the first moment I had seen him ? How, why ? What kind of magic could that man do ? Why was he so irresistibly perfect ? Impossible to see and not to fall for him ? Why ? Loving him meant damnation, and suffering, pointless suffering making the pain I already felt, because of the lost of my friends and Chi-Chi, worse. I needed to get over what I already felt for the Prince.
" Daddy !" Gohan's grip on my arm was so tight, that almost painful. Little one was at the edge of tears. Kami, I had to take a grip on myself, and take care of my son, and seem strong for the other Saiya-jins. I had had enough time with Radditzu to figure out that the strength was the priority for them, and that only strong was allowed to survive among them.
" Shhh..." I murmured soothingly hugging Gohan closer. Suddenly, the child was thrown away of my arms, one of my forearms stinging with pain.
Gohan was lying in the mud and crying, his choked sobs tearing my heart apart. The prince regained his stance after the blow, folding his arms over his chest once again and turned to Radditzu, smirking slightly. My brother looked uncertainly down to his feet where Gohan was lying.
" Keep him away of your brother, Radditzu." Said the prince pointing Gohan with the move of his head. Shiver shot down my spine at the sound of his voice. " He's spoiling the brat."
" He's a half-breed. There isn't much of a chance for him to be..." Began Radditzu.
" That doesn't matter if he's a half-breed or not. He's strong. And we all cried at first. You'll beat it out of him."
" I'll do, Ouji-sama." Nodded Radditzu.
My eyes widened in horror. I opened my mouth to protest, but then he turned to me and his calm stance, suddenly emotionless face, and his closeness, making his scent in the air unbelievably intense, made it impossible for me to say anything. I had to take a grip on myself...
He was looking at me for a while, then turned to Radditzu once again, like if remembering something.
" Radditzu, what happened to your scouter ?" He asked.
" It... It got destroyed in fight." Said Radditzu lamely.
One of the prince's brows quivered upwards, but he didn't say anything to blame the taller warrior.
" Fine." He nodded. " Let the closest Freeza's henchmen's base know that we need three scouters. We'll pick them in a few days."
" Three ?" Asked Radditzu nodding.
" For you and the two of them. I except the brat having great advances soon..."
My brother's eyes widened.
"...your brother too." He ended smirking slightly and turning back to me. " So, you are Kakkarotsu ?" He addressed me.
I nodded dumbly. It was all I managed to do, my voice unwilling to come out of my throat, suddenly dry and tightened.
" Younger son of Bardock... You look a lot like him..." Murmured the prince thoughtfully reaching one gloved hand up to cup my cheek.
I jerked away from the touch. I didn't want it ! I had to take a grip on myself !
His black eyes narrowed slightly. He smirked, exposing sharp canines. I clenched my fists so tightly that knuckles turned white. Such a beauty, perfection, in front of me, so close I could have reached it, put my hands on those narrow hips, encircle slim waist... I shook my head once again. How ? Me ? What my friends would have thought of me ? I was supposed to be innocent, wasn't I ? Despite that I had a son. But to have a son and to desire a man I didn't even know were different things... Very different...
I watched like he removed one of his gloves with deliberate slowness and threw it carelessly to the ground, before reaching his hand up to my face again. I didn't move away this time, letting the bare hand touch my cheek briefly. Just a small caress, and one look into the black eyes staring up at me, slightly gleamed with something I couldn't place, and I knew I was lost. I was going to do everything the man in front of me would want me to do, despite the possible consequences. Everything...
" Do you know who I am ?" He asked taking his hand down and resting it on his hip.
" You're the Saiya-jin no Ouji. My prince." I said without hesitation though I didn't know how could I be so sure about it.
One of his brows raised in mild disbelief.
" It seems it's not so bad with your memory after all..."
" Memory ?" I asked dumbly, too caught up in his beauty to say something coherent.
" My name is Vejita." He said taking step closer, standing so close that I could easily feel his body's heat. It took all my will power not to lean more into him. I looked down at his face, trying to concentrate at what he was saying.
" You will serve me, won't you ?"
" Yes." I said without hesitation.
He smirked.
" With your life ?"
" With everything, Ouji-sama."
I didn't know how something like that could have passed my lips, but
it had, and looking down into the half lidded black eyes I wasn't even
regretting that I had just became a killer.
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