A/N Okay the amazing lyrics are 'Shadows' by Four Star Mary (Dingoes ate my
Baby) Since it's Willow's favorite band in the whole world I figure they
would be perfect for her little POV Fic, plus the whole "Bored Now" thing.
This is Willow during the end of season six. There will be references back
to past seasons and her relationships with Tara, Oz, and even a little
Xander.
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She's in ecstasy Her hollowed sky Pours down heavenly And fakes desire I've been living here in the red I've been feeling I'm dead again. We've been bored before.
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"Tara, Oh my god Tara. That feels so good." I cry. The truth is every thing feels so good having Tara back. See Tara and I broke up a few months ago and just feeling her next to and inside of me again is amazing. Tara is looking at me in that sweet way that only Tara can. My world is complete I think as I fall asleep in her arms.
Tara gets up to go to the dresser by the window and I frown looking up from my laptop. Why do I have to be doing research? All I really want to do is convince Tara not to get dressed and to come back to bed and spend the whole day laying together making up for lost time.
A shot rings out and all I see is red. Red everywhere, at first I think it is mine, but it is Tara, and she collapses. She is dying I realize and I turn to any powers that can hear me to save her. I start to have that feeling when you know something is about to happen that is going to destroy your life. My anger starts flowing like Tara's blood over my clothes and I feel the urge to make the ones responsible for Tara feel my pain. I wonder if this is how my vamp self felt, the urge for the pain and torture and finally the kill. I swear I will kill just like Oz killed Veruca for me. People think Mother's are protective of their children, but they have never experienced the wrath of a protective lover.
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She's in ecstasy Her hollowed sky Pours down heavenly And fakes desire I've been living here in the red I've been feeling I'm dead again. We've been bored before.
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"Tara, Oh my god Tara. That feels so good." I cry. The truth is every thing feels so good having Tara back. See Tara and I broke up a few months ago and just feeling her next to and inside of me again is amazing. Tara is looking at me in that sweet way that only Tara can. My world is complete I think as I fall asleep in her arms.
Tara gets up to go to the dresser by the window and I frown looking up from my laptop. Why do I have to be doing research? All I really want to do is convince Tara not to get dressed and to come back to bed and spend the whole day laying together making up for lost time.
A shot rings out and all I see is red. Red everywhere, at first I think it is mine, but it is Tara, and she collapses. She is dying I realize and I turn to any powers that can hear me to save her. I start to have that feeling when you know something is about to happen that is going to destroy your life. My anger starts flowing like Tara's blood over my clothes and I feel the urge to make the ones responsible for Tara feel my pain. I wonder if this is how my vamp self felt, the urge for the pain and torture and finally the kill. I swear I will kill just like Oz killed Veruca for me. People think Mother's are protective of their children, but they have never experienced the wrath of a protective lover.