We've been bored before
We'll be bored again
We've been bored before and again
Shadows to the Wall
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Warren is in front of me. He knows that I've come to kill him. He's so scared. I can sense the fear. Good, Tara at least never knew what was coming. It was less painful that way, but Warren he knows what's coming. He knows that I will torture him until I have released all my anger, and then he'll die as painfully as Tara, but knowing what's coming. I channel my vamp persona as I say her famous line when she threw Percy over the pool table in the Bronze, only this time, I'll do more than that to Warren. I'm done playing it's time for his death and so I say "Bored Now," and walk away knowing his body is now inside out, like my emotions. I should feel better, but I don't, I feel as lost and lonely as before, and I can't help but think that maybe I'll always be this way. I'll always be scared and alone, crushed by love. That I really am as evil as my vamp self, except I don't wear red leather or have fangs. Yes, I finally understand her and I hope somewhere she's with her Vamp Xander living a life without heartache and disappointment. I pray that she is happy and that she's praying I'm as happy as her, because maybe someday I will be.
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Warren is in front of me. He knows that I've come to kill him. He's so scared. I can sense the fear. Good, Tara at least never knew what was coming. It was less painful that way, but Warren he knows what's coming. He knows that I will torture him until I have released all my anger, and then he'll die as painfully as Tara, but knowing what's coming. I channel my vamp persona as I say her famous line when she threw Percy over the pool table in the Bronze, only this time, I'll do more than that to Warren. I'm done playing it's time for his death and so I say "Bored Now," and walk away knowing his body is now inside out, like my emotions. I should feel better, but I don't, I feel as lost and lonely as before, and I can't help but think that maybe I'll always be this way. I'll always be scared and alone, crushed by love. That I really am as evil as my vamp self, except I don't wear red leather or have fangs. Yes, I finally understand her and I hope somewhere she's with her Vamp Xander living a life without heartache and disappointment. I pray that she is happy and that she's praying I'm as happy as her, because maybe someday I will be.