Anxious Heart Among the Fireworks
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Cloud x Tifa Forever!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ Confession
It was a dark and desolate night beyond the sands of the desert. Mountains could be seen in the distance but nothing else far off of the mist. Not a soul could be seen within the cold and lonely night. It seemed as though the world entirely was asleep.
Yet within the desert, a glow could be seen. A glow with protrayed laughter and fun and cheer. This glow was known as the Golden Saucer. Within this location it seemed like the happiest place in the world for both adults and children alike through this night. Of course the night would fad away, and the people would be free to wander again in the awaken world of light, but the happiness of the Golden Saucer will hold them together.
On this very special night, two people are walking together as they search in their hearts to realize how similar they are to this concept. They are staying together while the world that surrounds them is filled with fear and danger. They seek comfort from one another to feel safe. The danger would pass, and they can be free from one another, but they can't and they won't, for their love binds them together.
* * *
Cloud took a deep breath. I know the time is near, he thought. Many years...until now. I will not fail. Sephiroth is our mission that we will all do together, but my love is one that I will do myself. Cloud looked at Tifa.
And I know that both missions will not fail, he thought as he gave Tifa's hand a gentle squeeze.
Tifa felt the slight pressure and looked at Cloud's face. "Cloud?"
"Oh, nothing, Tifa," said Cloud and smiled a goofy smile.
Tifa chuckled just as an attendant approached them.
"Hi there!" she said in a loud and cheerful voice. "Tonight's Enchantment Night! All the attractions are free! how 'bout it you two? There's going to be an entertaining show in Event Square!"
Cloud and Tifa looked at one another, and Cloud nodded.
"Come on, let's go," said Tifa as she and Cloud headed toward the Event Square.
As they did, groups of people walked by them in the same direction as many children raced by. It seemed that they all were headed for the Event Square.
"Do you think they all are watching the show?" whispered Tifa.
"I don't know, but perhaps," responded Cloud. "Since it's free, I would expect a lot of people."
Upon their arrival, they saw that is was true. All the seats had been taken, and there were even several people standing. Cloud shook his head.
"We were too late," he said. "Maybe we can-"
"Congratulations!" said a voice, interrupting Cloud. A man stepped up to them, grinning. "You are our 100th couple today! You two will be the leads in tonight's show!!!!"
Cloud took a step back along with Tifa. "Wha?"
"Oh, now, it's not hard," continued the man. "Just play it however you want to and the rest of the cast will cover up for you." He took Cloud and Tifa's arm. "Come this way."
"H, hey!" protested Cloud. He was about to jerk his arm away when he felt a tap on his shoulder. He turned around as Tifa whispered to him.
"This sounds like fun," she said. "Come on Cloud, let's do it."
* * *
Cloud peeked behind the curtains and his eyes widened at the huge audience. I'm going to act in front of all those people, he thought amazed. Will I be able to do this? Cloud took a step back in hesitation. As he did so, he accidently backed into Tifa.
"Oh! Cloud, are you alright?" asked Tifa.
"I'm...I'm alright," Cloud stammered, straightening himself.
"Are you afraid?"
"What?" Cloud looked at Tifa, then realized her question. "Of course not, Tifa! It's just that I don't know what to do when I'm out there." He ran his hand through his hair.
Tifa smiled. "It's okay, Cloud," she said. "Here, this is something for reasurrance."
Cloud looked up as he felt Tifa's hand on his face. His heart thumped loudly as she turned him to face her. With playful eyes she gave Cloud a quick kiss on the cheek. Cloud's eyes widened wider than before and he felt his face blush. He felt lucky that it was dark on the stage so that no one saw the pink on his face, when he heard the narration begin.
"It's starting now," he heard Tifa whisper.
"Long, long ago..." said a loud, clear voice. "An evil shadow appeared over the peaceful kingdom of Galdia...Princess Rosa was just kidnapped by the Evil Dragon King, Valvados. What will become of her? Just then, the legendary hero, Alfred, appears!"
Cloud watched the stage, waiting for the hero to come out, when he suddenly felt a push behind him.
"Wha?!" Cloud stumbled onto the stage just as the crowd applauded wildly.
Oh, man, Cloud thought, bewildered. What am I going to do? What do I say? I don't know what to do! What am I suppose to do? What am I going to do? Oh, man...this is NOT good!!!
Just then, a knight danced onto the stage and danced up to Cloud.
"Oh...You must be the legendary hero...Alfred!" exclaimed the knight.
Cloud frowned and looked around him. I thought I was the only one around here...he thought.
The knight frowned as well. "Hey," he whispered. "It's your line."
What? thought Cloud. Me? Cloud pointed to himself.
The knight rolled his eyes. "Yeah, you." He sighed an exasperated sigh and continued.
"Ahem. Oh...You must be the legendary hero...Alfred! I know it in my soul. Please...please save Princess Rosa!" He suddenly kneeled and raised his arms. "Now...Please talk...to the King....!!"
The King appeared immdiately dancing on the stage. Well...thought Cloud, running to the King. He did say talk to him. Maybe he'll tell me what happened to Princess Ro-....Tifa. A small smile appeared on Cloud's lips.
The King raised his arms as he spoke. "Oh...legendary hero, Alfred. You have come to save my beloved Rosa..." Tifa, Cloud thought. "On the peak of a dangerous mountain...dwells the Evil Dragon King, Valvados...who's kidnapped Princess Rosa...But...you can't beat the Evil Dragon King now! Talk to one who can help you......." At that moment, a wizard danced on the stage.
Am I suppose to ask HIM? thought Cloud, looking at the wizard in colorful clothing. Magic...I have my own materia and I'd rather know battle tactics than magic words.
Cloud walked over to the knight as the knight bowed low. "I am...a lowly...knight." He sighed. "How...can I help you?"
A lowly knight, thought Cloud. That's right...I'm the "legendary" hero. So why AM I asking this "lowly" knight for advice? Strange play...
"Umm...." Cloud started. "I guess...tell me how to defeat the Evil Dragon King."
"Oh what is going to happen next...!" said the narration, suddenly. "Oh...Legendary hero...look!"
Cloud heard the crowd gasp loudly as a large figure was swung out onto the stage. Cloud turned around, then had to bite his lip from laughing at the giant stuffed dragon. His laughter, though, died away when he saw that in the arms of the dragon was...Tifa.
"Gaaaaaaah" roared the dragon. Cloud again had to keep from laughing. "I am the Evil Dragon King...Valvados! I have not harmed the Princess...I have been expecting...you!" He roared again and stood up menacingly as Tifa was tossed to one side of his arm.
"Please help me...Legendary Hero!" cried Tifa, then looked up at the dragon.
"Psst......like that?" she whispered.
The dragon barely nodded as he turned his attention back to Cloud. "Gaaaaaaaah!" he roared. "Here I come, Legendary hero...Alfred! I already know...your name!"
How lame...thought Cloud. But no one touches my Tifa. Cloud rushed over and began to strike the dragon.
"Urrrrrgh!!" he said, beating upon the stuffed creature.
"Not so hard!" he heard a muffled voice whisper angrily. Surprised, Cloud stopped, but just as he did, the dragon knocked him to the ground.
"Gaaaaaaaah! What now...Legendary Hero!?"
Cloud slowly got up, rubbing his head. They didn't mention pain, he thought with annoyance. Cloud looked up and saw Tifa watching him. Tifa....I can go to the knight again and ask for help, but I'm the "legendary" hero. Wait...heroes always end up with a love. Doesn't love conquer all? Maybe this will work...
Tifa watched Cloud get up and slowly start over to her. What is he going to do? she thought. She squirmed a little to loosen herself, and the dragon, feeling Tifa struggle, set her on the ground. As the dragon's claws left Tifa's arms, Cloud was in front of Tifa. Without a word, he knelt down, took her hand, and softly kissed it.
Tifa felt small tingles of pink of her face. "Cloud...I mean, Alfred..."
Cloud stood up and both stood aside as the dragon began to throw a tantrum.
"Arrggaahhh!!!" he roared as loud as he could. "Curses......The power of...love!!" And with that, he was lifted off the stage and disappeared.
"Princess...Tifa..." said Cloud, turning Tifa to look at him.
"Legendary....Cloud..." whispered Tifa.
"Oh...look! Love has triumphed!" they heard the King say. "Now let's all return...And celebrate."
"Yes let's!" exclaimed the wizard loudly, catching Cloud and Tifa's attention. "Yes...let's!"
As they danced off the stage, they heard the narration: "Oh, how profound the power of love...And so the legendary hero Alfred and our story live on happily ever after."
* * *
"That was fun, wasn't it, Cloud?" said Tifa.
"Yea, it really was." responded Cloud, then gathered some courage. "Oh, and Tifa....thank you...for the reassurance....." Cloud felt a tiny blush come up.
Tifa, too, blushed slightly. "You're welcome, Cloud," she said and looked down in embarrassment.
Cloud smiled slightly as he looked at Tifa's pink face as she concentrated on watching her shoes. He then looked up and saw a large poster featuring the Gondola.
The Gondola, he thought. A tour of the Golden Saucer....watching the starry sky and fireworks....and just the two of us....
Cloud blinked. Of course....he thought.
Tifa looked up and saw Cloud looking at a poster. She turned her head and realized he was looking at a picture of the Gondola. Does he want to go on it? she thought. It does seem like a nice ride, especially for a couple...
Tifa caught herself in her thoughts. A couple...
"Excuse me!" called a voice.
Both Cloud and Tifa snapped out of their thoughts and turned to the voice. A young man, probably around 18, ran up to them clutching a camera. He stopped in front of them panting and trying to catch his breath.
"I'm...sorry," he said, still panting. He stood up straight, gulped down some air, then took a deep breath. "Okay, I think I'm fine now."
"Is there something you want?" asked Tifa.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I should introduce myself properly," the young man said. "My name is Alan, and I'm a photographer....well....actually I'm a student of photography."
"My name is Tifa, and this is Cloud."
"Pleasure. Well, you see, I was watching the two of you on the stage, and I can tell that you two are a couple."
Cloud and Tifa blushed, but Alan continued to speak.
"It's okay, you don't have to hide it. I just want to let you both know that I think you guys were great on stage. Also...umm.....if it's okay with you two...I would like to take a photo of you together." He saw the look on their faces, and quickly explained. "I came to the Golden Saucer to continue my studies of photography since this is a place of great scenery. In addition to great scenery, it also attracts couples...so I also want to take photo of that too." He ran his hand through his hair in obvious embarassment. "So...if it's okay...."
Tifa looked up at Cloud as he smiled down at her.
"Why not?" said Cloud. He saw a tiny smile creeping up to Tifa's face until it filled her lips.
Alan's face brightened as he gestured for them to move into position. Without a word, Cloud slipped his arms through Tifa's and hugged her to him. He heard a small gasp, but there was no objection to his action, but he felt Tifa press her back closer to him.
I want to stay in this postion forever, thought Tifa. To have Cloud so close to me...I wish this can go on...forever...I don't want it to end...
Cloud felt Tifa relax against him, and he knew that Tifa was thinking the same thoughts as he. It won't be long, Tifa, he thought.
"Perfect," said Alan. "Now don't move. Smile!" He was about to take the picture, but stopped suddenly and slowly looked at them from behind the camera.
"Gosh...." he stammered. "I'm sorry...but...gosh....Tifa, your smile is so....beautiful.."
Tifa couldn't help it but blush, but with a look from Cloud, Alan quickly hid his face behind his camera again.
"Okay...again..." said Alan. "Smile.....1, 2, 3!" Click! "Okay! You can move now."
Reluctantly, Cloud released Tifa. As she turned to look at him, Cloud saw the longing in her eyes to be back in his arms again. He smiled a small smile and took her hand to reasurre her.
"I can go get the picture developed now," he heard Alan say. "Do you want to wait here or meet me somewhere? Cloud? Tifa?"
"Well...." started Tifa.
"We'll be at the Gondola," answered Cloud. Tifa looked at him.
"Okay then," said Alan. "I'll meet you there in a while. I'll make an extra copy for you to keep."
They watched Alan walk away, when Cloud spoke.
"Come on, Tifa, let's go on the Gondola." Tifa nodded eagerly and followed.
I feel that something will happen, thought Tifa. I think....I think it is the time...
* * *
"Two, please," said Cloud.
"Here you are, two tickets," said the attendant. "Enjoy the sights of the Golden Saucer."
Cloud took the two tickets, then followed Tifa onto the Gondola. Both sat across from one another as the Gondola began to move.
Neither said anything as Tifa looked out the window.
"Wow, how nice," she breath. Cloud looked out as well at the beautiful searchlights and various rides.
I know it is time....thought Cloud. He looked back inside the Gondola and watched Tifa.
Gosh....she is so beautiful, Cloud continue to think. A sudden draft came upon them suddenly and blew Tifa's hair from her face, exposing more of her beautiful flesh that took Cloud's breath away. He noted her perfect features. Her lucious lips and beautiful eyes...A flawless face which can take any man's heart. Lips that spoke words that can soothe an angry wind into a soft draft or words to can change a fearless lion into a cowering kitten. Eyes that shone like water that reflects the sun on a sunrise. A face which her own reflection will envy.
None can compete with her flawless figure. A full bosom with a tiny waist and perfect body. Hands that dare to cross any line, yet gentle enough to hold a baby chick that had been lost. Her battle skills were enough to frighten even the greatest martial arts master.
No one can be like my Tifa, thought Cloud. There can be no one that can replace her.
"Oh! Look, Cloud!" he heard Tifa exclaim.
Cloud looked out the window and watched as the Gondola pass by the Chocobo track and Chocobos racing by.
So many years ago...Cloud continued to think. Tifa never noticed me...she was always with those other boys. Her friends...No matter what I tried, she did not notice me. She would only laugh at every silly thing with her friends.
Back then I lived next door to her. I would watch her every night. I knew it was wrong, but I wanted to see her. I wanted to see her so much. I would just sit there for hours just watching. I thought I would sooner or later become tired of this action, but I never was. It made me so happy to know that I can see her, although she never looked back.
Then her mother died. I wanted to go comfort her. I wanted to share her pain with me so she did not have to suffer. But she refused to see me. How can I blame her? She was too filled with grief. Then I heard she was out at the mountains. She had wanted to see her mother. I followed. Her three friends left. One by one they were too fearful. But I continued to follow. I wanted Tifa to know that I would never abandon her. We went to the bridge, and I still refused to back down. We were halfway, when I felt the shaking. I saw Tifa crying and hanging on to the railing. I called to her and started running toward her. She called to me and reached out her hand. I never made it....The bridge suddenly collasped and both Tifa and I fell down to what I believed our doom. When I woke up, I discovered I only had scarred my hands and knees. I later discovered that Tifa was not so lucky. When she was found, it seemed that she had struck her head. For seven days she laid in a coma. We all thought she will not make it.
I cried every night. Every single night I cried and prayed that Tifa would be fine. I was angry that I had escaped with few scratches while Tifa suffered more deeply. I was so angry with myself. It was all my fault. I could have made a difference. If only I had made it in time to Tifa, she would not be in such pain. I began to get into many fights without reason. I was just so upset.
When I heard Tifa was going to make it through, I was so happy. I cried endlessly that Tifa was going to be okay. I was just....so happy.
Cloud merely heard Tifa said: "It's so pretty."
Five years ago. I had asked Tifa to meet me at the well. I though she would never come, but she did. I told her that I was going to join SOLDIER and become a first-ranked officer. She told me that she would support me and she would read the newspaper every day to know how I did. I was very happy to hear that, and I was almost near tears to hear that Tifa cared. Then when she asked when I will be coming back, and that she will miss me, I felt tears creep into my eyes. Tifa cared.
"It's beautiful, isn't it?" said Tifa.
Cloud finally looked out the window. Fireworks were lit against the starry sky. It was a dazzling sight that lit up the entire Golden Saucer. It was so beautiful. It was as though it was finally revealing what was hidden behind the secret of the Golden Saucer. Revealing....a secret that was meant to be told.....
"Cloud....." said Tifa, finally looking away from the window and directly at Cloud.
"Yes, Tifa?"
"I...I want to tell you something...."
"I'm hear to listen to you Tifa."
Tifa casted her eyes downward for a moment. "I think Aeris can say it far easier than I can," she said softly.
Cloud shook his head. "Tifa," he said, "Aeris is nothing more to me than a friend. You are you alone, and no one can replace you in my heart as it already is."
"Cloud....." said Tifa, lifting her eyes to him. "I...I want to tell you this. I want to tell you now, because I fear that after this, I will never have the chance to let you know. Cloud....I know that when we were young, I never paid much attention to you. I never meant to hurt you that way. The truth was that I was afraid of you. You were so different from the rest of us. It scared me. Whenever we laughed, you never did. Whatever we found amusing, you found it serious."
"There were some things that just weren't funny and some things that were serious," said Cloud softly.
"I know," replied Tifa. "We were young, so we didn't know any better. But on that day when my mother passed away...I did not want to see you because I was in a lot of pain. It was until we were at the mountains and everyone left me except you that I realized that there was nothing of you that I should be afraid of. When the bridge collasped and you had tried to save me, I knew that you cared for me. Cloud, I never blamed you for that incident. I blamed myself that I had dragged you along."
"Tifa....." said Cloud.
"No....." she continued. "Then when you left for SOLDIER, I missed you very much. I would look out the window every night into your room and pretend to be watching you, as you had watched me."
Cloud's eyes widened. "You...you knew?!" he stammered.
"Yes, Cloud, I knew. But I never said anything or looked back, because I was afraid that if I did, you will never watch me anymore. I.....liked it when you watched me....I felt safe.....and that I knew you were there for me. I missed you so much. Then you came back. I was so over-joyed at seeing you. I realized then of the time that we were seperated. We were seperated for so long and I didn't have the chance to tell you."
Tears began to fill in Tifa's eyes. "Every day I would be afraid that I would lose you and I would not have the chance to tell you. I never realized how much I cared. But I realize now. From 5 years ago, then that incident when you fell off the bridge in Midgar. I was so afraid that the next time we would be seperated, I would never see you again." Tears trickled down her face and she looked at Cloud. "I don't ever want to lose you. I can't live a life without you by my side. I....I just want to see you, Cloud. I just want to be with you."
Tifa reached and took Cloud's hands into her own. A single tear dropped off Tifa's face and onto Cloud's hand as she looked at him with tear-filled eyes.
"Cloud........I love you...."
Cloud felt his eyes fill with tears. How long he had waited to hear such beautiful words from the one he loves. Always he had imagined it, and now a fantasy had journeyed to the real world.
"Tifa.....I always had thought about you. I had joined SOLDIER for you to notice me. I had done many things for you to know how much I care. I had always thought that you will never notice me and that you will never find it in your heart to love me. But when you said that you will miss me, I knew that those words were pure. I knew then that no matter what, I would find some way to your heart. "
"When you fell off the bridge that day 5 years ago, I thought I had lost you. I cried every night. When I thought that you were going to die, I realized then how much I had cared for you."
"After all these years..." whispered Tifa, "why didn't you tell me sooner?"
"I was afraid that you will turn away. But I know now that I can never lose you again. I can never live without a piece of my heart, so you can never leave me. You are a part of me, Tifa. I can not lose you, not anymore."
Cloud gently set a hand on the side of Tifa's face and tears slid down his.
"Tifa....I love you..."
Slowly Cloud leaned forward as he tipped Tifa's chin toward him, closing his eyes. Tifa leaned forward as she gently held Cloud's hand and slowly closed her eyes as they came together.......and kissed.
The mission, the fears, and the pain was all forgotten at that moment of passion and love. All was forgotten as the two lovers finally found their fate of love at each other's lips.
In the background was the fireworks which still dazzled the ones watching. They felt that there was none such a feeling like that to watch the fireworks. But in that certain Gondola that was bypassing the fireworks, was a feeling that few could ever feel. A feeling of seperation, secrets, and forgiveness, and the love that came through the hardship. A love that defines the world of Cloud Strife and Tifa Lockhart together.
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I hope you liked this story!!! It was really interesting for me to write it. And believe it or not, at the part about the confession, I felt moved to tears when I wrote it! ^_^" Cloud and Tifa really belong to each others! For a bit of explanation of the ending of this chapter, the "A love that defines the world of Cloud Strife and Tifa Lockhart together", think of how much they go through because they love each others. Definitely true love!!! ^___^ I'm planning to add more chapters, so please review!
P.S. This chapter took a very VERY long time to write. Please review! Thanks!
Thank you for all your reviews! ^__^ It makes me really really REALLY happy to know that there are still many CloudxTifa fans out there! CloudxAeris can kiss my @$$! (excuse my language) Enjoy this next part of this relationship...
Cloud x Tifa Forever!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ Confession
It was a dark and desolate night beyond the sands of the desert. Mountains could be seen in the distance but nothing else far off of the mist. Not a soul could be seen within the cold and lonely night. It seemed as though the world entirely was asleep.
Yet within the desert, a glow could be seen. A glow with protrayed laughter and fun and cheer. This glow was known as the Golden Saucer. Within this location it seemed like the happiest place in the world for both adults and children alike through this night. Of course the night would fad away, and the people would be free to wander again in the awaken world of light, but the happiness of the Golden Saucer will hold them together.
On this very special night, two people are walking together as they search in their hearts to realize how similar they are to this concept. They are staying together while the world that surrounds them is filled with fear and danger. They seek comfort from one another to feel safe. The danger would pass, and they can be free from one another, but they can't and they won't, for their love binds them together.
* * *
Cloud took a deep breath. I know the time is near, he thought. Many years...until now. I will not fail. Sephiroth is our mission that we will all do together, but my love is one that I will do myself. Cloud looked at Tifa.
And I know that both missions will not fail, he thought as he gave Tifa's hand a gentle squeeze.
Tifa felt the slight pressure and looked at Cloud's face. "Cloud?"
"Oh, nothing, Tifa," said Cloud and smiled a goofy smile.
Tifa chuckled just as an attendant approached them.
"Hi there!" she said in a loud and cheerful voice. "Tonight's Enchantment Night! All the attractions are free! how 'bout it you two? There's going to be an entertaining show in Event Square!"
Cloud and Tifa looked at one another, and Cloud nodded.
"Come on, let's go," said Tifa as she and Cloud headed toward the Event Square.
As they did, groups of people walked by them in the same direction as many children raced by. It seemed that they all were headed for the Event Square.
"Do you think they all are watching the show?" whispered Tifa.
"I don't know, but perhaps," responded Cloud. "Since it's free, I would expect a lot of people."
Upon their arrival, they saw that is was true. All the seats had been taken, and there were even several people standing. Cloud shook his head.
"We were too late," he said. "Maybe we can-"
"Congratulations!" said a voice, interrupting Cloud. A man stepped up to them, grinning. "You are our 100th couple today! You two will be the leads in tonight's show!!!!"
Cloud took a step back along with Tifa. "Wha?"
"Oh, now, it's not hard," continued the man. "Just play it however you want to and the rest of the cast will cover up for you." He took Cloud and Tifa's arm. "Come this way."
"H, hey!" protested Cloud. He was about to jerk his arm away when he felt a tap on his shoulder. He turned around as Tifa whispered to him.
"This sounds like fun," she said. "Come on Cloud, let's do it."
* * *
Cloud peeked behind the curtains and his eyes widened at the huge audience. I'm going to act in front of all those people, he thought amazed. Will I be able to do this? Cloud took a step back in hesitation. As he did so, he accidently backed into Tifa.
"Oh! Cloud, are you alright?" asked Tifa.
"I'm...I'm alright," Cloud stammered, straightening himself.
"Are you afraid?"
"What?" Cloud looked at Tifa, then realized her question. "Of course not, Tifa! It's just that I don't know what to do when I'm out there." He ran his hand through his hair.
Tifa smiled. "It's okay, Cloud," she said. "Here, this is something for reasurrance."
Cloud looked up as he felt Tifa's hand on his face. His heart thumped loudly as she turned him to face her. With playful eyes she gave Cloud a quick kiss on the cheek. Cloud's eyes widened wider than before and he felt his face blush. He felt lucky that it was dark on the stage so that no one saw the pink on his face, when he heard the narration begin.
"It's starting now," he heard Tifa whisper.
"Long, long ago..." said a loud, clear voice. "An evil shadow appeared over the peaceful kingdom of Galdia...Princess Rosa was just kidnapped by the Evil Dragon King, Valvados. What will become of her? Just then, the legendary hero, Alfred, appears!"
Cloud watched the stage, waiting for the hero to come out, when he suddenly felt a push behind him.
"Wha?!" Cloud stumbled onto the stage just as the crowd applauded wildly.
Oh, man, Cloud thought, bewildered. What am I going to do? What do I say? I don't know what to do! What am I suppose to do? What am I going to do? Oh, man...this is NOT good!!!
Just then, a knight danced onto the stage and danced up to Cloud.
"Oh...You must be the legendary hero...Alfred!" exclaimed the knight.
Cloud frowned and looked around him. I thought I was the only one around here...he thought.
The knight frowned as well. "Hey," he whispered. "It's your line."
What? thought Cloud. Me? Cloud pointed to himself.
The knight rolled his eyes. "Yeah, you." He sighed an exasperated sigh and continued.
"Ahem. Oh...You must be the legendary hero...Alfred! I know it in my soul. Please...please save Princess Rosa!" He suddenly kneeled and raised his arms. "Now...Please talk...to the King....!!"
The King appeared immdiately dancing on the stage. Well...thought Cloud, running to the King. He did say talk to him. Maybe he'll tell me what happened to Princess Ro-....Tifa. A small smile appeared on Cloud's lips.
The King raised his arms as he spoke. "Oh...legendary hero, Alfred. You have come to save my beloved Rosa..." Tifa, Cloud thought. "On the peak of a dangerous mountain...dwells the Evil Dragon King, Valvados...who's kidnapped Princess Rosa...But...you can't beat the Evil Dragon King now! Talk to one who can help you......." At that moment, a wizard danced on the stage.
Am I suppose to ask HIM? thought Cloud, looking at the wizard in colorful clothing. Magic...I have my own materia and I'd rather know battle tactics than magic words.
Cloud walked over to the knight as the knight bowed low. "I am...a lowly...knight." He sighed. "How...can I help you?"
A lowly knight, thought Cloud. That's right...I'm the "legendary" hero. So why AM I asking this "lowly" knight for advice? Strange play...
"Umm...." Cloud started. "I guess...tell me how to defeat the Evil Dragon King."
"Oh what is going to happen next...!" said the narration, suddenly. "Oh...Legendary hero...look!"
Cloud heard the crowd gasp loudly as a large figure was swung out onto the stage. Cloud turned around, then had to bite his lip from laughing at the giant stuffed dragon. His laughter, though, died away when he saw that in the arms of the dragon was...Tifa.
"Gaaaaaaah" roared the dragon. Cloud again had to keep from laughing. "I am the Evil Dragon King...Valvados! I have not harmed the Princess...I have been expecting...you!" He roared again and stood up menacingly as Tifa was tossed to one side of his arm.
"Please help me...Legendary Hero!" cried Tifa, then looked up at the dragon.
"Psst......like that?" she whispered.
The dragon barely nodded as he turned his attention back to Cloud. "Gaaaaaaaah!" he roared. "Here I come, Legendary hero...Alfred! I already know...your name!"
How lame...thought Cloud. But no one touches my Tifa. Cloud rushed over and began to strike the dragon.
"Urrrrrgh!!" he said, beating upon the stuffed creature.
"Not so hard!" he heard a muffled voice whisper angrily. Surprised, Cloud stopped, but just as he did, the dragon knocked him to the ground.
"Gaaaaaaaah! What now...Legendary Hero!?"
Cloud slowly got up, rubbing his head. They didn't mention pain, he thought with annoyance. Cloud looked up and saw Tifa watching him. Tifa....I can go to the knight again and ask for help, but I'm the "legendary" hero. Wait...heroes always end up with a love. Doesn't love conquer all? Maybe this will work...
Tifa watched Cloud get up and slowly start over to her. What is he going to do? she thought. She squirmed a little to loosen herself, and the dragon, feeling Tifa struggle, set her on the ground. As the dragon's claws left Tifa's arms, Cloud was in front of Tifa. Without a word, he knelt down, took her hand, and softly kissed it.
Tifa felt small tingles of pink of her face. "Cloud...I mean, Alfred..."
Cloud stood up and both stood aside as the dragon began to throw a tantrum.
"Arrggaahhh!!!" he roared as loud as he could. "Curses......The power of...love!!" And with that, he was lifted off the stage and disappeared.
"Princess...Tifa..." said Cloud, turning Tifa to look at him.
"Legendary....Cloud..." whispered Tifa.
"Oh...look! Love has triumphed!" they heard the King say. "Now let's all return...And celebrate."
"Yes let's!" exclaimed the wizard loudly, catching Cloud and Tifa's attention. "Yes...let's!"
As they danced off the stage, they heard the narration: "Oh, how profound the power of love...And so the legendary hero Alfred and our story live on happily ever after."
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"That was fun, wasn't it, Cloud?" said Tifa.
"Yea, it really was." responded Cloud, then gathered some courage. "Oh, and Tifa....thank you...for the reassurance....." Cloud felt a tiny blush come up.
Tifa, too, blushed slightly. "You're welcome, Cloud," she said and looked down in embarrassment.
Cloud smiled slightly as he looked at Tifa's pink face as she concentrated on watching her shoes. He then looked up and saw a large poster featuring the Gondola.
The Gondola, he thought. A tour of the Golden Saucer....watching the starry sky and fireworks....and just the two of us....
Cloud blinked. Of course....he thought.
Tifa looked up and saw Cloud looking at a poster. She turned her head and realized he was looking at a picture of the Gondola. Does he want to go on it? she thought. It does seem like a nice ride, especially for a couple...
Tifa caught herself in her thoughts. A couple...
"Excuse me!" called a voice.
Both Cloud and Tifa snapped out of their thoughts and turned to the voice. A young man, probably around 18, ran up to them clutching a camera. He stopped in front of them panting and trying to catch his breath.
"I'm...sorry," he said, still panting. He stood up straight, gulped down some air, then took a deep breath. "Okay, I think I'm fine now."
"Is there something you want?" asked Tifa.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I should introduce myself properly," the young man said. "My name is Alan, and I'm a photographer....well....actually I'm a student of photography."
"My name is Tifa, and this is Cloud."
"Pleasure. Well, you see, I was watching the two of you on the stage, and I can tell that you two are a couple."
Cloud and Tifa blushed, but Alan continued to speak.
"It's okay, you don't have to hide it. I just want to let you both know that I think you guys were great on stage. Also...umm.....if it's okay with you two...I would like to take a photo of you together." He saw the look on their faces, and quickly explained. "I came to the Golden Saucer to continue my studies of photography since this is a place of great scenery. In addition to great scenery, it also attracts couples...so I also want to take photo of that too." He ran his hand through his hair in obvious embarassment. "So...if it's okay...."
Tifa looked up at Cloud as he smiled down at her.
"Why not?" said Cloud. He saw a tiny smile creeping up to Tifa's face until it filled her lips.
Alan's face brightened as he gestured for them to move into position. Without a word, Cloud slipped his arms through Tifa's and hugged her to him. He heard a small gasp, but there was no objection to his action, but he felt Tifa press her back closer to him.
I want to stay in this postion forever, thought Tifa. To have Cloud so close to me...I wish this can go on...forever...I don't want it to end...
Cloud felt Tifa relax against him, and he knew that Tifa was thinking the same thoughts as he. It won't be long, Tifa, he thought.
"Perfect," said Alan. "Now don't move. Smile!" He was about to take the picture, but stopped suddenly and slowly looked at them from behind the camera.
"Gosh...." he stammered. "I'm sorry...but...gosh....Tifa, your smile is so....beautiful.."
Tifa couldn't help it but blush, but with a look from Cloud, Alan quickly hid his face behind his camera again.
"Okay...again..." said Alan. "Smile.....1, 2, 3!" Click! "Okay! You can move now."
Reluctantly, Cloud released Tifa. As she turned to look at him, Cloud saw the longing in her eyes to be back in his arms again. He smiled a small smile and took her hand to reasurre her.
"I can go get the picture developed now," he heard Alan say. "Do you want to wait here or meet me somewhere? Cloud? Tifa?"
"Well...." started Tifa.
"We'll be at the Gondola," answered Cloud. Tifa looked at him.
"Okay then," said Alan. "I'll meet you there in a while. I'll make an extra copy for you to keep."
They watched Alan walk away, when Cloud spoke.
"Come on, Tifa, let's go on the Gondola." Tifa nodded eagerly and followed.
I feel that something will happen, thought Tifa. I think....I think it is the time...
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"Two, please," said Cloud.
"Here you are, two tickets," said the attendant. "Enjoy the sights of the Golden Saucer."
Cloud took the two tickets, then followed Tifa onto the Gondola. Both sat across from one another as the Gondola began to move.
Neither said anything as Tifa looked out the window.
"Wow, how nice," she breath. Cloud looked out as well at the beautiful searchlights and various rides.
I know it is time....thought Cloud. He looked back inside the Gondola and watched Tifa.
Gosh....she is so beautiful, Cloud continue to think. A sudden draft came upon them suddenly and blew Tifa's hair from her face, exposing more of her beautiful flesh that took Cloud's breath away. He noted her perfect features. Her lucious lips and beautiful eyes...A flawless face which can take any man's heart. Lips that spoke words that can soothe an angry wind into a soft draft or words to can change a fearless lion into a cowering kitten. Eyes that shone like water that reflects the sun on a sunrise. A face which her own reflection will envy.
None can compete with her flawless figure. A full bosom with a tiny waist and perfect body. Hands that dare to cross any line, yet gentle enough to hold a baby chick that had been lost. Her battle skills were enough to frighten even the greatest martial arts master.
No one can be like my Tifa, thought Cloud. There can be no one that can replace her.
"Oh! Look, Cloud!" he heard Tifa exclaim.
Cloud looked out the window and watched as the Gondola pass by the Chocobo track and Chocobos racing by.
So many years ago...Cloud continued to think. Tifa never noticed me...she was always with those other boys. Her friends...No matter what I tried, she did not notice me. She would only laugh at every silly thing with her friends.
Back then I lived next door to her. I would watch her every night. I knew it was wrong, but I wanted to see her. I wanted to see her so much. I would just sit there for hours just watching. I thought I would sooner or later become tired of this action, but I never was. It made me so happy to know that I can see her, although she never looked back.
Then her mother died. I wanted to go comfort her. I wanted to share her pain with me so she did not have to suffer. But she refused to see me. How can I blame her? She was too filled with grief. Then I heard she was out at the mountains. She had wanted to see her mother. I followed. Her three friends left. One by one they were too fearful. But I continued to follow. I wanted Tifa to know that I would never abandon her. We went to the bridge, and I still refused to back down. We were halfway, when I felt the shaking. I saw Tifa crying and hanging on to the railing. I called to her and started running toward her. She called to me and reached out her hand. I never made it....The bridge suddenly collasped and both Tifa and I fell down to what I believed our doom. When I woke up, I discovered I only had scarred my hands and knees. I later discovered that Tifa was not so lucky. When she was found, it seemed that she had struck her head. For seven days she laid in a coma. We all thought she will not make it.
I cried every night. Every single night I cried and prayed that Tifa would be fine. I was angry that I had escaped with few scratches while Tifa suffered more deeply. I was so angry with myself. It was all my fault. I could have made a difference. If only I had made it in time to Tifa, she would not be in such pain. I began to get into many fights without reason. I was just so upset.
When I heard Tifa was going to make it through, I was so happy. I cried endlessly that Tifa was going to be okay. I was just....so happy.
Cloud merely heard Tifa said: "It's so pretty."
Five years ago. I had asked Tifa to meet me at the well. I though she would never come, but she did. I told her that I was going to join SOLDIER and become a first-ranked officer. She told me that she would support me and she would read the newspaper every day to know how I did. I was very happy to hear that, and I was almost near tears to hear that Tifa cared. Then when she asked when I will be coming back, and that she will miss me, I felt tears creep into my eyes. Tifa cared.
"It's beautiful, isn't it?" said Tifa.
Cloud finally looked out the window. Fireworks were lit against the starry sky. It was a dazzling sight that lit up the entire Golden Saucer. It was so beautiful. It was as though it was finally revealing what was hidden behind the secret of the Golden Saucer. Revealing....a secret that was meant to be told.....
"Cloud....." said Tifa, finally looking away from the window and directly at Cloud.
"Yes, Tifa?"
"I...I want to tell you something...."
"I'm hear to listen to you Tifa."
Tifa casted her eyes downward for a moment. "I think Aeris can say it far easier than I can," she said softly.
Cloud shook his head. "Tifa," he said, "Aeris is nothing more to me than a friend. You are you alone, and no one can replace you in my heart as it already is."
"Cloud....." said Tifa, lifting her eyes to him. "I...I want to tell you this. I want to tell you now, because I fear that after this, I will never have the chance to let you know. Cloud....I know that when we were young, I never paid much attention to you. I never meant to hurt you that way. The truth was that I was afraid of you. You were so different from the rest of us. It scared me. Whenever we laughed, you never did. Whatever we found amusing, you found it serious."
"There were some things that just weren't funny and some things that were serious," said Cloud softly.
"I know," replied Tifa. "We were young, so we didn't know any better. But on that day when my mother passed away...I did not want to see you because I was in a lot of pain. It was until we were at the mountains and everyone left me except you that I realized that there was nothing of you that I should be afraid of. When the bridge collasped and you had tried to save me, I knew that you cared for me. Cloud, I never blamed you for that incident. I blamed myself that I had dragged you along."
"Tifa....." said Cloud.
"No....." she continued. "Then when you left for SOLDIER, I missed you very much. I would look out the window every night into your room and pretend to be watching you, as you had watched me."
Cloud's eyes widened. "You...you knew?!" he stammered.
"Yes, Cloud, I knew. But I never said anything or looked back, because I was afraid that if I did, you will never watch me anymore. I.....liked it when you watched me....I felt safe.....and that I knew you were there for me. I missed you so much. Then you came back. I was so over-joyed at seeing you. I realized then of the time that we were seperated. We were seperated for so long and I didn't have the chance to tell you."
Tears began to fill in Tifa's eyes. "Every day I would be afraid that I would lose you and I would not have the chance to tell you. I never realized how much I cared. But I realize now. From 5 years ago, then that incident when you fell off the bridge in Midgar. I was so afraid that the next time we would be seperated, I would never see you again." Tears trickled down her face and she looked at Cloud. "I don't ever want to lose you. I can't live a life without you by my side. I....I just want to see you, Cloud. I just want to be with you."
Tifa reached and took Cloud's hands into her own. A single tear dropped off Tifa's face and onto Cloud's hand as she looked at him with tear-filled eyes.
"Cloud........I love you...."
Cloud felt his eyes fill with tears. How long he had waited to hear such beautiful words from the one he loves. Always he had imagined it, and now a fantasy had journeyed to the real world.
"Tifa.....I always had thought about you. I had joined SOLDIER for you to notice me. I had done many things for you to know how much I care. I had always thought that you will never notice me and that you will never find it in your heart to love me. But when you said that you will miss me, I knew that those words were pure. I knew then that no matter what, I would find some way to your heart. "
"When you fell off the bridge that day 5 years ago, I thought I had lost you. I cried every night. When I thought that you were going to die, I realized then how much I had cared for you."
"After all these years..." whispered Tifa, "why didn't you tell me sooner?"
"I was afraid that you will turn away. But I know now that I can never lose you again. I can never live without a piece of my heart, so you can never leave me. You are a part of me, Tifa. I can not lose you, not anymore."
Cloud gently set a hand on the side of Tifa's face and tears slid down his.
"Tifa....I love you..."
Slowly Cloud leaned forward as he tipped Tifa's chin toward him, closing his eyes. Tifa leaned forward as she gently held Cloud's hand and slowly closed her eyes as they came together.......and kissed.
The mission, the fears, and the pain was all forgotten at that moment of passion and love. All was forgotten as the two lovers finally found their fate of love at each other's lips.
In the background was the fireworks which still dazzled the ones watching. They felt that there was none such a feeling like that to watch the fireworks. But in that certain Gondola that was bypassing the fireworks, was a feeling that few could ever feel. A feeling of seperation, secrets, and forgiveness, and the love that came through the hardship. A love that defines the world of Cloud Strife and Tifa Lockhart together.
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I hope you liked this story!!! It was really interesting for me to write it. And believe it or not, at the part about the confession, I felt moved to tears when I wrote it! ^_^" Cloud and Tifa really belong to each others! For a bit of explanation of the ending of this chapter, the "A love that defines the world of Cloud Strife and Tifa Lockhart together", think of how much they go through because they love each others. Definitely true love!!! ^___^ I'm planning to add more chapters, so please review!
P.S. This chapter took a very VERY long time to write. Please review! Thanks!